Hamilton had paid for them.
Miss Darrell seemed to read my thoughts in a most wonderful way.
"Poor mother left very little except personal jewellery. Yes, I owe everything to Giles"s generosity. He is good enough to say that I earn my allowance,--and indeed I am never idle; but," interrupting herself, "I do not want to talk of myself; I am a very insignificant person,--just Giles"s housekeeper; Gladys is mistress of the house. I only wanted you to explain to Mr. Cunliffe that I am not to blame for Gladys"s strange whim. Let me explain a little. She was looking very ill and overworked, and I begged Giles to lecture her. I told him that there was no need for Gladys to do quite so much; in fact, she was putting herself a little too forward in the parish, considering how young she was, and the vicar an unmarried man. So Giles and I gave her a word. I am sure he spoke most gently, and I was very careful indeed in only giving her a hint that people, and even Mr. Cunliffe, might misconstrue such devotion. I never saw Gladys in such a pa.s.sion; and the next day she had flung everything up. She told the vicar that the schoolroom made her head ache, and that her throat was delicate, and she could not sing. Poor Mr. Cunliffe was in such despair that I was obliged to offer my services. It is far too much for me; but what can I do? the parish must not suffer for Gladys"s wilfulness. Now if you could only explain things a little to Mr.
Cunliffe; he looked so hurt the other night when Gladys refused to take her old cla.s.s. No wonder he misses her, for she used to teach the children splendidly; but if he knew it was only a little temper on Gladys"s part he would look over it and be friends with her again. But you must have noticed yourself, Miss Garston, how little he had to say to her."
I had found it impossible to check Miss Darrell"s loquacity or to edge in a single word; but as soon as her breath failed I rose to take my leave, and she did not seek to detain me.
"You will explain this to Mr. Cunliffe, for Gladys"s sake," she said, holding my hand. "I do want him to think well of her, and I can see his good opinion is shaken."
But to this I made no audible reply; but, as I shook off the dust of Gladwyn, I told myself that Uncle Max should not hear Miss Darrell"s version from my lips. She wished to make me a tool in her hands; but her breach of confidence had a very different result from what she expected.
Miss Darrell"s words had cleared up a perplexity in my mind: I could read between the lines, and I fully exonerated Miss Hamilton.
The following afternoon I had a most unexpected pleasure. When I came back to the cottage after my day"s work Mrs. Barton met me at the door and told me that Miss Hamilton was in the parlour.
I had thought she meant Lady Betty; but, to my surprise, I found Miss Hamilton seated by the fire. A pleased smile came to her face as I greeted her most warmly. She must have seen how glad I was; but she shrank back rather nervously when I begged her to take off her furred mantle and stay to tea.
She was not sure that she could remain. Lady Betty was alone, as Giles and Etta were dining at the Maberleys". She had been asked, and had refused; but Etta had taken in her work, as Mrs. Maberley had wanted them to go early. Perhaps she had better not stay, as it would not be kind to Lady Betty. But I soon overruled this objection. I told Miss Hamilton that I saw Lady Betty frequently, but that she herself had never called since her first visit, and that now I could not let her go.
I think she wanted me to press her; she was arguing against her own wishes, it was easy to see that. By and by she asked me in a low voice if I were sure to be alone, or if I expected any visitors; and when I had a.s.sured her decidedly that no one but Uncle Max ever came to see me, and that I knew he was engaged this evening, her last scruple seemed to vanish, and she settled herself quite comfortably for a chat. We talked for a little while on indifferent subjects. She told me about the neighbourhood and the people who lived in the large houses by the church, and about her brother"s work in the parish, and how if rich people sent for him he always kept them waiting while he went to the poor ones.
"Giles calls himself the poor people"s doctor: he attends them for nothing. He cannot always refuse rich people if they will have him, but he generally sends them to Dr. Ramsbotham. You see, he never takes money for his services, and as people know this, they are ashamed to send for him; and yet they want him because he is so clever. Giles is so fond of his profession; he is always regretting that he had a fortune left him, for he says it would have been far pleasanter to make one. Giles never did care for money; he is ready to fling it away to any one who asks him."
Miss Hamilton kept up this desultory talk all tea-time. She spoke with great animation about her brother, and I could hardly believe it was the same girl who had sat so silently at the head of the table that evening at Gladwyn. The sad abstracted look had left her face. It seemed as though for a little while she was determined to forget her troubles.
When Mrs. Barton had taken away the tea-tray, she asked me, with the same wistful look in her eyes, to sing to her if I were not tired, and I complied at once.
I sang for nearly half an hour, and then I returned to the fireside. I saw that Miss Hamilton put up her hand to shield her face from the light; but I took no notice, and after a little while she began to talk.
"I never heard any singing like yours, Miss Garston; it is a great gift.
There is something different in your voice from any one else"s: it seems to touch one"s heart."
"If my singing always makes you sad, Miss Hamilton, it is a very dubious gift."
"Ah, but it is a pleasant sadness," she replied quickly. "I feel as though some kind friend were sympathising with me when you sing: it tells me too that, like myself, you have known trouble."
I sighed as I looked at Charlie"s picture. Her eyes followed my glance, and I saw again that tremulous motion of her hands.
"Yes, I know," she said hurriedly; but her beautiful eyes were full of tears. "I have always been so sorry for you. You must feel so lonely without him."
The intense sympathy with which she said these few words seemed to break down my reserve. In a moment I had forgotten that we were strangers, as I told her about my love for Charlie, and the dear old life at the rectory.
It was impossible to doubt the interest with which she listened to me. If I paused for an instant, she begged me very gently to tell her more about myself; she was so sorry for me; but it did her good to hear me.
When I spoke of the life at Hyde Park Gate, and told her how little I was fitted for that sort of existence, she put down her shielding hand, and looked at me with strange wistfulness.
"No, you are too real, too much in earnest, to be satisfied with that sort of life. Mr. Cunliffe used to tell us so. And I seemed to understand it all before I saw you. I always felt as though I knew you, even before we met. I hope," hesitating a little, "that we shall see a great deal of you. I know Giles wishes it."
"You cannot come here too often, Miss Hamilton. It will always be such a pleasure to me to see you."
"Oh, I did not mean that," she returned nervously. "I may not be able to come here,--that is, not alone; there are reasons, and you must not expect me; but I hope you will come to Gladwyn whenever you have an hour to spare. Giles said so the other day. I think he meant you to be friends with us. You must not mind," getting still more nervous, "if Etta is a little odd sometimes. Her moods vary, and she does not always make people feel as though they were welcome; but it is only her manner, so you must not mind it."
"Oh no; I shall hope to come and see you and Lady Betty some time."
"And," she went on hurriedly, "if there is anything that I can do to help you, I hope you will tell me so. Perhaps I cannot visit the people; but there are other things,--needlework, or a little money. Oh, I have so much spare time, and it will be such a pleasure."
"Oh yes; you shall help me," I returned cheerfully, for she was looking so extremely nervous that I wanted to rea.s.sure her; but we were prevented from saying any more on this subject, for just then we heard the click of the little gate, and the next moment Uncle Max walked into the room.
CHAPTER XVII
"WHY NOT TRUST ME, MAX?"
Max looked very discomposed when he saw Miss Hamilton; he shook hands with her gravely, and sat down without saying a word. I wondered if it were my fancy, or if Miss Hamilton had really grown perceptibly paler since his entrance.
"What does this mean, Uncle Max?" I asked gaily, for this sort of oppressive silence did not suit me at all. "I understood that you and Mr. Tudor were dining at the Glynns" to-night."
"Lawrence has gone without me," he replied. "I had a headache, and so I sent an excuse; but, as it got better, I thought I would come up and see how you were getting on."
"A headache, Uncle Max!" looking at him rather anxiously, for I had never heard him complain of any ailment before. I had been dissatisfied with his appearance ever since I had come to Heathfield; he had looked worn and thin for some time, but to-night he looked wretched.
"Oh, it is nothing," he returned quickly. "Miss Hamilton, I hardly expected to find you here with Ursula. I thought you were all going to the Maberleys"."
"Etta and Giles have gone," she replied quietly. "I ought not to be here, as Lady Betty is alone at Gladwyn; but Miss Garston persuaded me to remain; but it is getting late. I must be going," rising as she spoke.
"There is not the slightest need for you to hurry," observed Max; "it is not so very late, and I will walk up with you to Gladwyn."
"Indeed, I hope you will do nothing of the kind," she said hurriedly.
"Miss Garston, will you please tell him that there is no need, no need at all? indeed, I would much rather not."
Miss Hamilton had lost all her repose of manner; she looked as nervous and shy as any school-girl when Max announced his intention of escorting her; and yet how could any gentleman have allowed her to go down those dark roads alone?
Perhaps Max thought she was unreasonable, for there was a touch of satire in his voice as he answered her:
"I certainly owe it to my conscience to see you safe home. What would Hamilton say if I allowed you to go alone?--Ursula," turning to me with an odd look, "it is a fine starlight night; suppose you put on your hat,--a run will do you good,--and relieve Miss Hamilton"s mind."
"Yes, do come," observed Miss Hamilton, in a relieved voice; but, as she spoke, her lovely eyes seemed appealing to him, and begging him not to be angry with her; but he frowned slightly, and turned aside and took up a book. How was it those two contrived to misunderstand each other so often? Max looked even more hurt than he had done at Gladwyn.
I was not surprised to find that when I left the room Miss Hamilton followed me, but I was hardly prepared to hear her say in a troubled voice,--
"Oh, how unfortunate I am! I would not have had this happen for worlds.
Etta will--oh, what am I saying?--I am afraid Mr. Cunliffe is offended with me because I did not wish him to go home with me--but," a little proudly and resentfully, "he is too old a friend to misunderstand me, so he need not have said that."
"I think Uncle Max is not well to-night," I replied soothingly. "I never heard him speak in that tone before; he is always so careful not to hurt people"s feelings."
"Yes, I know," stifling a sigh; "it is more my fault than his; he is looking wretchedly ill; and--and I think he is a little offended with me about other things; it is impossible to explain, and so he misjudges me."