"Oh, it has been lovely!" she returned, with such unwonted animation that Miss Darrell stared at her. "How do you do, Etta? It is long since we have met.--Giles, if you will give me your arm, I think I will go upstairs at once, for I am certainly a little tired.--Come, Ursula."
"We met Mr. Cunliffe in the Pemberley Road, and drove him back," I observed carelessly, when Miss Darrell was out of hearing. I thought it better to allude to Max in case Atkinson mentioned it to one of the servants.
"You should have brought him in to dinner," was Mr. Hamilton"s only comment. "By the bye, Miss Garston, when do you intend to honour us with your company downstairs? Your patient is convalescent now."
"I have just awoke to that fact," was my reply, "and I have told Mrs.
Barton that she will soon see me back at the White Cottage. Miss Watson leaves next Tuesday: I think Gladys could spare me by then."
Gladys shook her head. "I shall never willingly spare you, Ursula; but of course I shall have no right to trespa.s.s on your time."
"No, of course not," returned her brother sharply; "Miss Garston has been too good to us already: we cannot expect her to sacrifice herself any longer. We will say Tuesday, then. You will come downstairs on Sunday, Gladys?"
"Yes," with a faint sigh.
"We need not talk about my going yet, when Gladys is tired," I returned, feeling inclined to scold Mr. Hamilton for his want of tact. Tuesday, and it was Wednesday now,--not quite a week more; but, looking up, I saw Mr.
Hamilton regarding me so strangely, and yet so sorrowfully, that my brief irritability vanished. He was sorry that I was going; he seemed about to speak; his lips unclosed, then a sudden frown of recollection crossed his brow, and with a curt good-night he left us.
"What is the matter with Giles?" asked Gladys, rather wearily: I could see she was very tired by this time. "Have you and he quarrelled, Ursula?"
"Not to my knowledge," I replied quietly, turning away, that she should not see my burning cheeks. "There is Chatty bringing the tea: are you not glad, dear?" And I busied myself in clearing the table.
CHAPTER XLIII
"CONSPIRACY CORNER"
Gladys went to bed very early that night: her long drive had disposed her for sleep. The summer twilight was only creeping over the western sky when I closed her door and went out into the pa.s.sage: the evening was only half over, and a fit of restlessness induced me to seek the garden.
The moon was just rising behind the little avenue, and the soft rush of summer air that met me as I stepped through the open door had the breath of a thousand flowers on it. Mr. Hamilton was shut safely in his study; I was aware of that fact, as I had heard him tell Gladys that night that he had a medical article to write that he was anxious to finish.
Miss Darrell would be reading novels in the drawing-room; there was no fear of meeting any one; but some instinct--for we have no word in our human language to express the divine impetus that sways our inward promptings--induced me to take refuge in the dark asphalt path that skirted the meadow and led to Atkinson"s cottage and the kitchen-garden.
I was unhappy,--in a mood that savoured of misanthropy; my fate was growing cross-grained, enigmatical. Mr. Hamilton"s frown had struck cold to my heart; I was beginning to lose patience (to lose hope was impossible),--to ask myself why he remained silent.
"If he has anything against me,--and his manner tells me that he has,--why does he not treat me with frankness?" I thought. "He calls himself my friend, and yet he reposes no trust in me. He breaks my heart with his changed looks and coldness, and yet he gives me no reason for his injustice. I would not treat my enemy so, and yet all the time I feel he loves me." And as I paced under the dark hanging shrubs I felt there was nothing morbid or untrue in those lines, that "to be wroth with one that we love does work like madness on the brain," and that I was growing angry with Mr. Hamilton.
I had just reached a dark angle where the path dips a little, when I was startled by hearing voices close to me. There was a seat screened by some laurel-bushes that went by the name of "Conspiracy Corner," dating back from the time when Gladys and Eric were children and had once hidden some fireworks among the bushes. It was there that Claude Hamilton had proposed to Lady Betty, when Gladys had found them, and the two young creatures had appealed to her to help them. The seat was so hidden and secluded by shrubs that you could pa.s.s without seeing its occupants, unless a little bit of fluttering drapery or the gleam of some gold chain or locket caught one"s eye. I remembered once being very much startled when Lady Betty popped out suddenly on me as I pa.s.sed.
I was just retracing my steps, with a sense of annoyance at finding my privacy invaded, when a sentence in Leah"s voice attracted my attention:
"I tell you he was driving with them this afternoon: I heard Miss Garston tell the master so. It is no good you fretting and worrying yourself, Miss Etta, to prevent those two coming together. I"ve always warned you that the vicar cares more for her little finger than he does for all your fine airs and graces."
I stood as though rooted to the spot, incapable of moving a step.
"You are a cruel, false woman!" returned another voice, which I recognised as Miss Darrell"s, though it was broken with angry sobs. "You say that to vex me and make me wretched because you are in a bad temper.
You are an ungrateful creature, Leah, after all my kindness; and it was you yourself who told me that he was getting tired of Gladys"s whims and vagaries."
"I can"t remember what I told you," replied the woman sullenly. "There are no fools like old ones, they say, and you need not believe everything as though it is gospel truth. There is not a man in the world worth all this worry. Why don"t you give it up, Miss Etta? Do you think Mr.
Cunliffe will ever give you a thought? I would be too proud, if I were a lady, to fling myself under a man"s feet. Do you think he would like your crooked ways about Mr. Eric?"
"Hush, Leah! for pity"s sake, hush! What makes you so cruel to me to-night?"
"Well now, look here, Miss Etta; I am not going to be hushed up when I choose to speak; and who is to hear us, I should like to know? only it is your guilty conscience that is always starting at shadows. I mean to speak to you pretty plainly, for I am getting sick of the whole business.
You are playing fast and loose with me about that money. Are you going to give it me or not?"
I drew a step nearer. Leah had mentioned Eric"s name. Was it not my duty,--my bounden duty,--for Gladys"s sake, for all their sakes, to hear what this woman had to say? Would it be dishonourable to listen when so much was at stake? Already I had been startled by a revelation that turned me cold with horror. Miss Darrell was Gladys"s rival,--her deadly, secret rival,--and not one of us, not even Max, guessed at this unhealthy and morbid pa.s.sion. That such a woman should love my pure-minded, honourable Max! I recoiled at the mere idea.
"You are so impatient, Leah," returned the other reproachfully. "You know it is not easy for me to get the money. Giles was complaining the other day that so much was spent in the housekeeping; he never thought me extravagant before, but he seemed to say that my personal expenses were rather lavish. "You have twice as many gowns as Gladys," he said: "and, though I do not grudge you things, I think you ought to keep within your allowance.""
"I can"t help all that, Miss Etta," and I could tell by the voice that the woman meant to be insolent. "A promise is a promise, and must be kept, and poor Bob must not suffer from your procrastinating ways. You are far too slippery and shifty, Miss Etta; but I tell you that money I must and will have before this week is over, if I have to go to master myself about it."
"You had better go to him, then," with rising temper. "I don"t quite know what Giles will say about retaining you in his service when he knows you have a brother at Millbank. A servant with a convict-brother is not considered generally desirable in a house." But Leah broke in upon this sneering speech in sudden fury: even in my disgust at this scene I could not but marvel at Miss Darrell"s recklessness in rousing the evil spirit in this woman.
"You to talk of my poor Bob being in Millbank, who ought to be there yourself!" she cried, in a voice hoa.r.s.e and low with pa.s.sion. "Are you out of your senses, Miss Etta, to taunt me with poor Bob"s troubles? What is to prevent me from going to master now and saying to him--"
"Oh, hush, Leah! please forgive me; but you made me so angry."
"From saying to him," persisted Leah remorselessly, ""You are all of you wrong about Mr. Eric. You have hunted the poor boy out of the house, and driven him crazy among you; and if he has drowned himself, as folk believe, his death lies at Miss Etta"s door. It was she who stole the cheque. I saw her take it with my own eyes, only she begged me on her knees not to betray her; and just then Mr. Eric came in with his letter, and the devil entered into me to cast the suspicion on him.""
"Leah," in a voice of deadly terror, "for G.o.d"s sake be silent! if any one should hear us! There was a crackling just now in the bushes. Leah, you were good to my mother: how can you be so cruel to me?"
"It is no use your whining to me, Miss Etta," returned the same hard, dogged voice; "Bob must have that money. When I promised to keep your disgraceful secret,--when I stood by and helped you ruin that poor boy, and Bob cashed your cheque,--I named my price. I wanted to keep Bob out of mischief, but his bad companions were too much for him. Now are you going to get that money for me or not?"
"I dare not ask Giles for more," replied Miss Darrell, and I could hear she was crying. "I gave you half the housekeeping money last week and the week before. If Giles looks at my accounts I am undone."
"And there was that cheque that you were to send Miss Gladys when she was at Bournemouth, and for which she sent that pretty message of thanks,"
interposed Leah, with a sneer. "Shall I tell master where that has gone, Miss Etta? And you to speak of my poor Bob because he is at Millbank!"
"Leah, you are killing me," renewed Miss Darrell. "I might as well die as go on living like this. You are always threatening to turn against me, and I give you money whenever you ask me. You shall have my gold bracelet with the emerald star. It was my mother"s and it will fetch a good deal.
I cannot get more from Giles now. He is not like himself just now, and I dare not make him angry."
"Oh, you have tried your hand there, Miss Etta. No, I am not asking you, so you need not tell me any lies. I knew all about it when you sent me up to Hyde Park Gate to spy on my young lady. I have worked willingly for you there. I"ve hated Miss Garston ever since I set eyes on her. She is a sharp one, I tell you that, Miss Etta. She means to bring these two together, and she will do it in spite of you."
"I wish I were dead!" moaned Miss Darrell.
But I did not dare to linger another moment. My heart was beating so loudly that I feared it would betray me. The faint stir of the bushes turned me sick, for I thought they might be moving from their seat. Not for worlds would I have confronted them alone in that dark asphalt walk.
My fears were absurd, but I felt as though Leah were capable of strangling me. Granted that this terror was unreasonable and childish, I knew I could not breathe freely until I was within reach of Mr.
Hamilton. As I crept down the path the sensation of a nightmare haunted me. I felt as though my feet were weighted with lead. My face was cold and damp, and I drew my breath painfully. I almost felt as though I must hide myself in the shrubbery until the faintness pa.s.sed off; but I shook off my weakness as I remembered that I might be shut out of the house if I allowed them to go in first. As I emerged from the dark overhanging trees I grew calmer and walked on more quickly. I dared not cross the open lawn, for fear I might be seen, but took the most secluded route through the oak avenue. If they should perceive me walking down the terrace towards the conservatory they would only think that I had just left the house. I could see no signs of them, however, and gained the open door safely.
Even in my state of terror I had made my plan, and without giving myself a moment to recover my self-possession I knocked at the study door, and, at Mr. Hamilton"s rather impatient "Come in," entered it with the same sort of feeling that one would enter an ark of refuge.
He laid down his pen in some surprise when he saw me, and then rose quickly from his seat.
"You are ill; you have come to tell me so," in an anxious voice. "Don"t try to speak this moment: sit down--my--Miss Garston"; but I caught his arm nervously as he seemed about to leave me.
"Don"t go away: I must speak to you. I am not ill: only I have had a turn. You may give me some water"; for there was a bottle and gla.s.s on the table. He obeyed me at once, and watched me as I tried to take it; but my hand trembled too much: the next moment he had put it to my lips, and had wiped the moisture gently from my forehead.