"My uncle, Mr. Ruthyn, is very well, thank you," and I felt that I blushed as I spoke.
"Ah, pray excuse me, may I take a great liberty? you are Miss Ruthyn, of Knowl? Will you think me very impertinent--I"m afraid you will--if I venture to introduce myself? My name is Carysbroke, and I had the honour of knowing poor Mr. Ruthyn when I was quite a little boy, and he has shown a kindness for me since, and I hope you will pardon the liberty I fear I"ve taken. I think my friend, Lady Knollys, too, is a relation of yours; what a charming person she is!"
"Oh, is not she? such a darling!" I said, and then blushed at my outspoken affection.
But he smiled kindly, as if he liked me for it; and he said--
"You know whatever I think, I dare not quite say that; but frankly I can quite understand it. She preserves her youth so wonderfully, and her fun and her good-nature are so entirely girlish. What a sweet view you have selected," he continued, changing all at once. "I"ve stood just at this point so often to look back at that exquisite old bridge. Do you observe--you"re an artist, I see--something very peculiar in that tint of the grey, with those odd cross stains of faded red and yellow?"
"I do, indeed; I was just remarking the peculiar beauty of the colouring--was not I, Milly?"
Milly stared at me, and uttered an alarmed "Yes," and looked as if she had been caught in a robbery.
"Yes, and you have so very peculiar a background," he resumed. "It was better before the storm though; but it is very good still."
Then a little pause, and "Do you know this country at all?" rather suddenly.
"No, not in the least--that is, I"ve only had the drive to this place; but what I did see interested me very much."
"You will be charmed with it when you know it better--the very place for an artist. I"m a wretched scribbler myself, and I carry this little book in my pocket," and he laughed deprecatingly while he drew forth a thin fishing-book, as it looked. "They are mere memoranda, you see. I walk so much and come unexpectedly on such pretty nooks and studies, I just try to make a note of them, but it is really more writing than sketching; my sister says it is a cipher which n.o.body but myself understands. However, I"ll try and explain just two--because you really ought to go and see the places. Oh, no; not that," he laughed, as accidentally the page blew over, "that"s the Cat and Fiddle, a curious little pot-house, where they gave me some very good ale one day."
Milly at this exhibited some uneasy tokens of being about to speak, but not knowing what might be coming, I hastened to observe on the spirited little sketches to which he meant to draw my attention.
"I want to show you only the places within easy reach--a short ride or drive."
So he proceeded to turn over two or three, in addition to the two he had at first proposed, and then another; then a little sketch just tinted, and really quite a charming little gem, of Cousin Monica"s pretty gabled old house; and every subject had its little criticism, or its narrative, or adventure.
As he was about returning this little sketch-book to his pocket, still chatting to me, he suddenly recollected poor Milly, who was looking rather lowering; but she brightened a good deal as he presented it to her, with a little speech which she palpably misunderstood, for she made one of her odd courtesies, and was about, I thought, to put it into her large pocket, and accept it as a present.
"Look at the drawings, Milly, and then return it," I whispered.
At his request I allowed him to look at my unfinished sketch of the bridge, and while he was measuring distances and proportions with his eye, Milly whispered rather angrily to me.
"And why should I?"
"Because he wants it back, and only meant to lend it to you," whispered I.
"_Lend_ it to me--and after you! Bury-me-wick if I look at a leaf of it,"
she retorted in high dudgeon. "Take it, la.s.s; give it him yourself--I"ll not," and she popped it into my hand, and made a sulky step back.
"My cousin is very much obliged," I said, returning the book, and smiling for her, and he took it smiling also and said--
"I think if I had known how very well you draw, Miss Ruthyn, I should have hesitated about showing you my poor scrawls. But these are not my best, you know; Lady Knollys will tell you that I can really do better--a great deal better, I think."
And then with more apologies for what he called his impertinence, he took his leave, and I felt altogether very much pleased and flattered.
He could not be more than twenty-nine or thirty, I thought, and he was decidedly handsome--that is, his eyes and teeth, and clear brown complexion were--and there was something distinguished and graceful in his figure and gesture; and altogether there was the indescribable attraction of intelligence; and I fancied--though this, of course, was a secret--that from the moment he spoke to us he felt an interest in me. I am not going to be vain. It was a _grave_ interest, but still an interest, for I could see him studying my features while I was turning over his sketches, and he thought I saw nothing else. It was flattering, too, his anxiety that I should think well of his drawing, and referring me to Lady Knollys.
Carysbroke--had I ever heard my dear father mention that name? I could not recollect it. But then he was habitually so silent, that his not doing so argued nothing.
CHAPTER x.x.xV
_WE VISIT A ROOM IN THE SECOND STOREY_
Mr. Carysbroke amused my fancy sufficiently to prevent my observing Milly"s silence, till we had begun our return homeward.
"The Grange must be a pretty house, if that little sketch be true; is it far from this?"
""Twill be two mile."
"Are you vexed, Milly?" I asked, for both her tone and looks were angry.
"Yes, I am vexed; and why not la.s.s?"
"What has happened?"
"Well, now, that is rich! Why, look at that fellow, Carysbroke: he took no more notice to me than a dog, and kep" talking to you all the time of his pictures, and his walks, and his people. Why, a pig"s better manners than that."
"But, Milly dear, you forget, he tried to talk to you, and you would not answer him," I expostulated.
"And is not that just what I say--I can"t talk like other folk--ladies, I mean. Every one laughs at me; an" I"m dressed like a show, I am. It"s a shame! I saw Polly Shives--what a lady she is, my eyes!--laughing at me in church last Sunday. I was minded to give her a bit of my mind. An" I know I"m queer. It"s a shame, it is. Why should _I_ be so rum? it is a shame! I don"t want to be so, nor it isn"t my fault."
And poor Milly broke into a flood of tears, and stamped on the ground, and buried her face in her short frock, which she whisked up to her eyes; and an odder figure of grief I never beheld.
"And I could not make head or tail of what he was saying," cried poor Milly through her buff cotton, with a stamp; "and you twigged every word o"t. An"
why am I so? It"s a shame--a shame! Oh, ho, ho! it"s a shame!"
"But, my dear Milly, we were talking of _drawing_, and you have not learned yet, but you shall--I"ll teach you; and then you"ll understand all about it."
"An" every one laughs at me--even you; though you try, Maud, you can scarce keep from laughing sometimes. I don"t blame you, for I know I"m queer; but I can"t help it; and it"s a shame."
"Well, my dear Milly, listen to me: if you allow me, I a.s.sure you, I"ll teach you all the music and drawing I know. You have lived very much alone; and, as you say, ladies have a way of speaking of their own that is different from the talk of other people."
"Yes, that they have, an" gentlemen too--like the Governor, and that Carysbroke; and a precious lingo it is--dang it--why, the devil himself could not understand it; an" I"m like a fool among you. I could "most drown myself. It"s a shame! It is--you know it is.--It"s a shame!"
"But I"ll teach you that lingo too, if you wish it, Milly; and you shall know everything that I know; and I"ll manage to have your dresses better made."
By this time she was looking very ruefully, but attentively, in my face, her round eyes and nose swelled, and her cheeks all wet.
"I think if they were a little longer--yours is longer, you know;" and the sentence was interrupted by a sob.
"Now, Milly, you must not be crying; if you choose you may be just as the same as any other lady--and you shall; and you will be very much admired, I can tell you, if only you will take the trouble to quite unlearn all your odd words and ways, and dress yourself like other people; and I will take care of that if you let me; and I think you are very clever, Milly; and I know you are very pretty."
Poor Milly"s blubbered face expanded into a smile in spite of herself; but she shook her head, looking down.
"Noa, noa, Maud, I fear "twon"t be." And indeed it seemed I had proposed to myself a labour of Hercules.