The little doctor knew me, and thinking me, I suppose, a person of consequence, removed his hands from behind him, suffering the skirts of his coat to fall forward, and with great celerity and gravity made me a low but important bow; then choosing more particularly to make my acquaintance he further advanced, and with another reverence he introduced himself as Doctor Jolks, in a murmured diapason. He bowed me back again into my uncle"s study, and the light of old Wyat"s dreadful candle.
Doctor Jolks was suave and pompous. I longed for a fussy pract.i.tioner who would have got over the ground in half the time.
Coma, madam; coma. Miss Ruthyn, your uncle, I may tell you, has been in a very critical state; highly so. Coma of the most obstinate type. He would have sunk--he must have gone, in fact, had I not resorted to a very extreme remedy, and bled him freely, which happily told precisely as we could have wished. A wonderful const.i.tution--a marvellous const.i.tution--prodigious nervous fibre; the greatest pity in the world he won"t give himself fair play. His habits, you know, are quite, I may say, destructive. We do our best--we do all we can, but if the patient won"t cooperate it can"t possibly end satisfactorily."
And Jolks accompanied this with an awful shrug. "Is there _anything_? Do you think change of air? What an awful complaint it is," I exclaimed.
He smiled, mysteriously looking down, and shook his head undertaker-like.
"Why, we can hardly call it a _complaint_, Miss Ruthyn. I look upon it he has been poisoned--he has had, you understand me," he pursued, observing my startled look, "an overdose of opium; you know he takes opium habitually; he takes it in laudanum, he takes it in water, and, most dangerous of all, he takes it solid, in lozenges. I"ve known people take it moderately.
I"ve known people take it to excess, _but_ they all were particular as to _measure,_ and _that_ is exactly the point I"ve tried to impress upon him.
The habit, of course, you understand is formed, there"s no uprooting that; but he won"t _measure_--he goes by the eye and by sensation, which I need not tell you, Miss Ruthyn, is going by _chance;_ and opium, as no doubt you are aware, is strictly a poison; a poison, no doubt, which habit will enable you to partake of, I may say, in considerable quant.i.ties, without fatal consequences, but still a poison; and to exhibit a poison _so_, is, I need scarcely tell you, to trifle with death. He has been so threatened, and for a time he changes his haphazard mode of dealing with it, and then returns; he may escape--of course, that is possible--but he may any day overdo the thing. I don"t think the present crisis will result seriously. I am very glad, independently of the honour of making your acquaintance, Miss Ruthyn, that you and your cousin have returned; for, however zealous, I fear the servants are deficient in intelligence; and as in the event of a recurrence of the symptoms--which, however, is not probable--I would beg to inform you of their nature, and how exactly best to deal with them."
So upon these points he delivered us a pompous little lecture, and begged that either Milly or I would remain in the room with the patient until his return at two or three o"clock in the morning; a reappearance of the coma "might be very bad indeed."
Of course Milly and I did as we were directed. We sat by the fire, scarcely daring to whisper. Uncle Silas, about whom a new and dreadful suspicion began to haunt me, lay still and motionless as if he were actually dead.
"Had he attempted to poison himself?"
If he believed his position to be as desperate as Lady Knollys had described it, was this, after all, improbable? There were strange wild theories, I had been told, mixed up in his religion.
Sometimes, at an hour"s interval, a sign of life would come--a moan from that tall sheeted figure in the bed--a moan and a pattering of the lips.
Was it prayer--_what_ was it? who could guess what thoughts were pa.s.sing behind that white-fillited forehead?
I had peeped at him: a white cloth steeped in vinegar and water was folded round his head; his great eyes were closed, so were his marble lips; his figure straight, thin, and long, dressed in a white dressing-gown, looked like a corpse "laid out" in the bed; his gaunt bandaged arm lay outside the sheet that covered his body.
With this awful image of death we kept our vigil, until poor Milly grew so sleepy that old Wyat proposed that she should take her place and watch with me.
Little as I liked the crone with the high-cauled cap, she would, at all events, keep awake, which Milly could not. And so at one o"clock this new arrangement began.
"Mr. Dudley Ruthyn is not at home?" I whispered to old Wyat.
"He went away wi" himself yesternight, to Cloperton, Miss, to see the wrestling; it was to come off this morning."
"Was he sent for?"
"Not he."
"And why not?"
"He would na" leave the sport for this, I"m thinking," and the old woman grinned uglily.
"When is he to return?"
"When he wants money."
So we grew silent, and again I thought of suicide, and of the unhappy old man, who just then whispered a sentence or two to himself with a sigh.
For the next hour he had been quite silent, and old Wyat informed me that she must go down for candles. Ours were already burnt down to the sockets.
"There"s a candle in the next room," I suggested, hating the idea of being left alone with the patient.
"Hoot! Miss. I _dare_ na" set a candle but wax in his presence," whispered the old woman, scornfully.
"I think if we were to stir the fire, and put on a little more coal, we should have a great deal of light."
"He"ll ha" the candles," said Dame Wyat, doggedly; and she tottered from the chamber, muttering to herself; and I heard her take her candle from the next room and depart, shutting the outer door after her.
Here was I then alone, but for this unearthly companion, whom I feared inexpressibly, at two o"clock, in the vast old house of Bartram.
I stirred the fire. It was low, and would not blaze. I stood up, and, with my hand on the mantelpiece, endeavoured to think of cheerful things. But it was a struggle against wind and tide--vain; and so I drifted away into haunted regions.
Uncle Silas was perfectly still. I would not suffer myself to think of the number of dark rooms and pa.s.sages which now separated me from the other living tenants of the house. I awaited with a false composure the return of old Wyat.
Over the mantelpiece was a looking-gla.s.s. At another time this might have helped to entertain my solitary moments, but now I did not like to venture a peep. A small thick Bible lay on the chimneypiece, and leaning its back against the mirror, I began to read in it with a mind as attentively directed as I could. While so engaged in turning over the leaves, I lighted upon two or three odd-looking papers, which had been folded into it. One was a broad printed thing, with names and dates written into blank s.p.a.ces, and was about the size of a quarter of a yard of very broad ribbon. The others were mere sc.r.a.ps, with "Dudley Ruthyn" penned in my cousin"s vulgar round-hand at the foot. While I folded and replaced these, I really don"t know what caused me to fancy that something was moving behind me, as I stood with my back toward the bed. I do not recollect any sound whatever; but instinctively I glanced into the mirror, and my eyes were instantly fixed by what I saw.
The figure of Uncle Silas rose up, and dressed in a long white morning gown, slid over the end of the bed, and with two or three swift noiseless steps, stood behind me, with a death-like scowl and a simper.
Preternaturally tall and thin, he stood for a moment almost touching me, with the white bandage pinned across his forehead, his bandaged arm stiffly by his side, and diving over my shoulder, with his long thin hand he s.n.a.t.c.hed the Bible, and whispered over my head--"The serpent beguiled her and she did eat;" and after a momentary pause, he glided to the farthest window, and appeared to look out upon the midnight prospect.
It was cold, but he did not seem to feel it. With the same inflexible scowl and smile, he continued to look out for several minutes, and then with a great sigh, he sat down on the side of his bed, his face immovably turned towards me, with the same painful look.
It seemed to me an hour before old Wyat came back; and never was lover made happier at sight of his mistress than I to behold that withered crone.
You may be sure I did not prolong my watch. There was now plainly no risk of my uncle"s relapsing into lethargy. I had a long hysterical fit of weeping when I got into my room, with honest Mary Quince by my side.
Whenever I closed my eyes, the face of Uncle Silas was before me, as I had seen it reflected in the gla.s.s. The sorceries of Bartram were enveloping me once more.
Next morning the doctor said he was quite out of danger, but very weak.
Milly and I saw him; and again in our afternoon walk we saw the doctor marching under the trees in the direction of the Windmill Wood.
"Going down to see that poor girl there?" he said, when he had made his salutation, prodding with his levelled stick in the direction. "Hawke, or Hawkes, I think."
"Beauty"s sick, Maud," exclaimed Milly.
"_Hawkes_. She"s upon my dispensary list. Yes," said the doctor, looking into his little note-book--"Hawkes."
"And what is her complaint?"
"Rheumatic fever."
"Not infectious?"
"Not the least--no more, as we say, Miss Ruthyn, than a broken leg," and he laughed obligingly.
So soon as the doctor had departed, Milly and I agreed to follow to Hawkes"
cottage and enquire more particularly how she was. To say truth, I am afraid it was rather for the sake of giving our walk a purpose and a point of termination, than for any very charitable interest we might have felt in the patient.
Over the inequalities of the upland slope, clumped with trees, we reached the gabled cottage, with its neglected little farm-yard. A rheumatic old woman was the only attendant; and, having turned her ear in an att.i.tude of attention, which induced us in gradually exalted keys to enquire how Meg was, she informed us in very loud tones that she had long lost her hearing and was perfectly deaf. And added considerately--