"Jeannette suggested it," said he, with something in his voice which his listener could not quite a.n.a.lyze. "She put it up to me to come over while they should be staying in Devonshire, and join their house party.
At first I said I couldn"t, but the more I thought of it the more it seemed possible to get over there for a fortnight anyhow. The plan was not to tell you, and to surprise you by walking in on you."
Georgiana stared at him, as well as she could see him through the fervid twilight. "Jimps! Why, how could you get away?"
"There"s never a time when it"s easy to get away," he admitted; "but everything"s in full sail now for the summer, and just lately I"ve succeeded in getting hold of an awfully competent man who could run things for the month well enough. Anyhow, of course I was dippy at the thought of going and--I promised her I would if I could manage it. I"ve never had the chance to travel much, and it suddenly struck me that I didn"t have to deny myself every possible thing. But, of course, now that you"re back----"
"But that makes no difference!" she cried quickly, "Why should it?
Jeannette asked you because she wanted you. Of course you must go, if you really can get away."
"She never would have asked me if you hadn"t been going. And it was only an afterthought then. If I hadn"t gone on for that last hour it wouldn"t have occurred to her."
"It occurred to her to wish it, because she said so more than once to me the day I was there. But she didn"t dream you could do it. I don"t know why we should all consider you a fixture, for your father is much stronger than mine and it couldn"t harm him at all to spare you for a little. Of course, you must go, Jimps! When will you start?"
"Do you honestly want me to go, George?" He seemed to be scanning her face through the dimness.
"I should be a selfish thing enough if I didn"t," she protested.
He was silent for a minute; then he said: "To be frank, I wrote last night for a berth on a ship that sails in two weeks. Jeannette warned me not to delay, the travel is so heavy this time of year. I talked it over with my father and he seemed pleased at the idea. You can imagine I felt a bit dizzy this morning when I heard you hadn"t sailed. I didn"t believe it at first."
"Never mind, you will go just the same--and all the more. It"s a pity somebody shouldn"t carry out the plan, and you"ve had less fun than I, for you"ve been at home longer since college. Go, Jimps, and take the goods the G.o.ds provide."
She maintained this spirit throughout the ensuing fortnight, in spite of his evident effort to make her acknowledge that she would feel her own disappointment the more for his going. When he came over to say good-bye he found her apparently in the gayest of spirits; and she gave him such a friendly send-off that he went away marvelling in his heart at the ways of young women, and the ways of Georgiana Warne in particular.
CHAPTER XVIII
"STEADY ON!"
On the day following the departure of James Stuart for England, while the two literary workmen were hard at it in the old manse study, the July weather having mercifully turned decidedly cooler for a s.p.a.ce, the village telegraph messenger, a tall youth with a shambling gait, appeared with a message for Mr. Jefferson. Georgiana brought it to him, and waited to know whether there was a reply.
She saw the message--evidently a long one--twice read, and noticed a peculiar lighting of the grave face which had bent over it. Mr.
Jefferson wrote an answer, briefer than the message received, and himself took it to the waiting boy. When he returned he sat down and began to put in order the papers on which he had been working.
"I have another trade, as you have guessed," he said to Georgiana. "It seems necessary for me to go away and work at it for a few days, perhaps a fortnight. It is fortunate for me that you are here, for I should not have felt that I ought to leave your father, and yet I should hardly have been able to refuse the call of that message."
"Then I am very glad," she returned, "that I am here. Can you leave me work to do?"
"I am afraid not, beyond that already laid out for to-day. Won"t you rest while I am gone? This is vacation time for most people, you know."
She shook her head. "With only father to look after I shall have little enough to do."
"You won"t--forgive me!--go up into that blistering attic and make rugs?
I hope not!" She felt that he was looking keenly at her.
"Why should you hope not? I am one of the people who must be busy to be contented. How soon do you go, Mr. Jefferson?"
"On the noon train." He looked at his watch. "I have an hour to make ready. No, don"t go. I will come back when I am ready, and we will put things in shape to leave, so that we shall know exactly where to take them up again."
In half an hour he was back, and together the two put the results of their joint work into such shape that at a moment"s notice they might resume it. This done, they went to Mr. Warne, and the intending traveler explained briefly the situation--without, as Georgiana fully realized, explaining it at all. Then, shortly, he went away, with something in his manner which subtly told her that he was very glad to go, and that he was thinking of little besides the errand which took him from them, careful though he was in every courteous detail of leave-taking.
When he had gone Georgiana and her father looked at each other.
"Daughter," said Mr. Warne, looking intently at the vivid face, with the eyes which saw so many things, "do you know what you remind me of?"
"No, Father Davy. Of a cross child?"
"Of a young colt, penned into a very small enclosure, with only one lame and blind old horse to keep it company. And within sight, off on the hillside, is a great, green pasture, with other colts and lambs sporting gayly about, and the summer sunshine over all--except in the corral, over which a dark cloud hangs. And I am sorry--sorry!"
"Father Davy!" Georgiana choked back a lump in her throat. "But it is hot July, and the cloud makes it cooler and nicer in the corral. And besides--the lame, blind horse is such a dear--has drawn such heavy loads and would be so lonely now without company. And--and the colt has many long years to sport on hillsides."
Mr. Warne smiled, more sadly than was his wont. "But not while it is a colt." Then, after a pause, "My dear, we shall miss Mr. Jefferson."
"Shall we?"
"I shall miss him more than I should have realized till I saw him go down the path. And James Stuart, too. That is why I know that you will miss them."
"We shall live through it," prophesied his daughter cheerfully, and betook herself to the kitchen, which she found looking, in spite of its well-ordered neatness, more like a jail than ever before.
The following days went by on feet of lead. Never had Georgiana had to make such an effort to maintain ordinary, everyday cheerfulness and patience. She found herself longing, with one continuous dull ache from morning till night, for something to happen, something which would absorb her every faculty. She rose early and went for long walks, and went again in the late afternoons, with the one purpose of tiring her vigorous young body so that it would keep her restless mind in order.
She worked at her rug-making many hours, spent many more in reading aloud to her father, and still there were hours left to fill. She forced herself to go to see all her acquaintances, to visit those few who were ill; there was n.o.body in want in the whole place, it seemed, in this summer prosperity of garden.
"There"s nothing to do for any one," she said to her father one day. "I feel guilty times without number because I"m not of more use to the people about me."
Her father studied her. "Dear," he said slowly, "what you need just now is something the good Father knows you need, and I believe He will not deny it to you. In the meantime, remember that simply being cheerful and patient under enforced waiting is sometimes the greatest service that can be rendered."
"If you haven"t taught me that, it isn"t because you haven"t ill.u.s.trated it every day of your life," she cried--and fled.
In her own room she beat her strong young hands together. "Oh, dear G.o.d!"
she said aloud, "if I could only, only have the thing I want, I would take anything, _anything_ that might go with it and not complain!"
And then, suddenly, one early August night, Mr. Jefferson returned. He came up the path, bag in hand, and saw a solitary figure standing on the small front porch, where a latticework sheltered opposing seats. It was a white figure in the early dusk and it rose as he approached.
"The fortnight is not quite up," said Georgiana quietly. "But I put your room in order to-day, hoping you would come. My father never missed anybody so much."
"That sounds very pleasant." He set down his bag and shook hands. "It makes it the harder to say that I must be off again in the morning.
And--I shall not be coming back. If it had not been that I could not leave without seeing you and Mr. Warne I should have sent on to ask you to pack and send my trunk."
"Really? How very unexpected! But I would gladly have sent on the trunk," said Georgiana. Something cold clutched at her heart.
"Would you? That sounds rather inhospitable! Do you care to hear my plans?"
"If you care to tell them, Mr. Jefferson."
"I wonder," said he, "if you would be willing to go around to the other porch and sit there. I have a fancy for being where I can get the scent from your garden. I shall miss that spicy fragrance. Is your father still up?"