"Well, FOR GOODNESS" SAKES!" said Aunt Abigail. She turned and called across the room, "Henry, did you ever! Here"s Betsy saying she don"t know what we make b.u.t.ter out of! She actually never saw anybody making b.u.t.ter!"
Uncle Henry was sitting down, near the window, turning the handle to a small barrel swung between two uprights. He stopped for a moment and considered Aunt Abigail"s remark with the same serious attention he had given to Elizabeth Ann"s discovery about left and right. Then he began to turn the churn over and over again and said, peaceably: "Well, Mother, you never saw anybody laying asphalt pavement, I"ll warrant you!
And I suppose Betsy knows all about that."
Elizabeth Ann"s spirits rose. She felt very superior indeed. "Oh, yes,"
she a.s.sured them, "I know ALL about that! Didn"t you ever see anybody doing that? Why, I"ve seen them HUNDREDS of times! Every day as we went to school they were doing over the whole pavement for blocks along there."
Aunt Abigail and Uncle Henry looked at her with interest, and Aunt Abigail said: "Well, now, think of that! Tell us all about it!"
"Why, there"s a big black sort of wagon," began Elizabeth Ann, "and they run it up and down and pour out the black stuff on the road. And that"s all there is to it." She stopped, rather abruptly, looking uneasy. Uncle Henry inquired: "Now there"s one thing I"ve always wanted to know. How do they keep that stuff from hardening on them? How do they keep it hot?"
The little girl looked blank. "Why, a fire, I suppose," she faltered, searching her memory desperately and finding there only a dim recollection of a red glow somewhere connected with the familiar scene at which she had so often looked with unseeing eyes.
"Of course a fire," agreed Uncle Henry. "But what do they burn in it, c.o.ke or coal or wood or charcoal? And how do they get any draft to keep it going?"
Elizabeth Ann shook her head. "I never noticed," she said.
Aunt Abigail asked her now, "What do they do to the road before they pour it on?"
"Do?" said Elizabeth Ann. "I didn"t know they did anything."
"Well, they can"t pour it right on a dirt road, can they?" asked Aunt Abigail. "Don"t they put down cracked stone or something?"
Elizabeth Ann looked down at her toes. "I never noticed," she said.
"I wonder how long it takes for it to harden?" said Uncle Henry.
"I never noticed," said Elizabeth Ann, in a small voice.
Uncle Henry said, "Oh!" and stopped asking questions. Aunt Abigail turned away and put a stick of wood in the stove. Elizabeth Ann did not feel very superior now, and when Aunt Abigail said, "Now the b.u.t.ter"s beginning to come. Don"t you want to watch and see everything I do, so"s you can answer if anybody asks you how b.u.t.ter is made?" Elizabeth Ann understood perfectly what was in Aunt"s Abigail"s mind, and gave to the process of b.u.t.ter-making a more alert and aroused attention than she had ever before given to anything. It was so interesting, too, that in no time she forgot why she was watching, and was absorbed in the fascinations of the dairy for their own sake.
She looked in the churn as Aunt Abigail unscrewed the top, and saw the thick, sour cream separating into b.u.t.termilk and tiny golden particles.
"It"s gathering," said Aunt Abigail, s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g the lid back on.
"Father"ll churn it a little more till it really comes. And you and I will scald the wooden b.u.t.ter things and get everything ready. You"d better take that ap.r.o.n there to keep your dress clean."
Wouldn"t Aunt Frances have been astonished if she could have looked in on Elizabeth Ann that very first morning of her stay at the hateful Putney Farm and have seen her wrapped in a gingham ap.r.o.n, her face bright with interest, trotting here and there in the stone-floored milk-room! She was allowed the excitement of pulling out the plug from the bottom of the churn, and dodged back hastily to escape the gush of b.u.t.termilk spouting into the pail held by Aunt Abigail. And she poured the water in to wash the b.u.t.ter, and screwed on the top herself, and, again all herself (for Uncle Henry had gone off as soon as the b.u.t.ter had "come"), swung the barrel back and forth six or seven times to swish the water all through the particles of b.u.t.ter. She even helped Aunt Abigail scoop out the great yellow lumps--her imagination had never conceived of so much b.u.t.ter in all the world! Then Aunt Abigail let her run the curiously shaped wooden b.u.t.ter-worker back and forth over the b.u.t.ter, squeezing out the water, and then pile it up again with her wooden paddle into a mound of gold. She weighed out the salt needed on the scales, and was very much surprised to find that there really is such a thing as an ounce. She had never met it before outside the pages of her arithmetic book and she didn"t know it lived anywhere else.
After the salt was worked in she watched Aunt Abigail"s deft, wrinkled old hands make pats and rolls. It looked like the greatest fun, and too easy for anything; and when Aunt Abigail asked her if she wouldn"t like to make up the last half-pound into a pat for dinner, she took up the wooden paddle confidently. And then she got one of the surprises that Putney Farm seemed to have for her. She discovered that her hands didn"t seem to belong to her at all, that her fingers were all thumbs, that she didn"t seem to know in the least beforehand how hard a stroke she was going to give nor which way her fingers were going to go. It was, as a matter of fact, the first time Elizabeth Ann had tried to do anything with her hands except to write and figure and play on the piano, and naturally she wasn"t very well acquainted with them. She stopped in dismay, looking at the shapeless, battered heap of b.u.t.ter before her and holding out her hands as though they were not part of her.
Aunt Abigail laughed, took up the paddle, and after three or four pa.s.ses the b.u.t.ter was a smooth, yellow ball. "Well, that brings it all back to me!" she said? "when _I_ was a little girl, when my grandmother first let me try to make a pat. I was about five years old--my! what a mess I made of it! And I remember? doesn"t it seem funny--that SHE laughed and said her Great-aunt Elmira had taught her how to handle b.u.t.ter right here in this very milk-room. Let"s see, Grandmother was born the year the Declaration of Independence was signed. That"s quite a while ago, isn"t it? But b.u.t.ter hasn"t changed much, I guess, nor little girls either."
Elizabeth Ann listened to this statement with a very queer, startled expression on her face, as though she hadn"t understood the words. Now for a moment she stood staring up in Aunt Abigail"s face, and yet not seeing her at all, because she was thinking so hard. She was thinking!
"Why! There were real people living when the Declaration of Independence was signed--real people, not just history people--old women teaching little girls how to do things--right in this very room, on this very floor--and the Declaration of Independence just signed!"
To tell the honest truth, although she had pa.s.sed a very good examination in the little book on American history they had studied in school, Elizabeth Ann had never to that moment had any notion that there ever had been really and truly any Declaration of Independence at all.
It had been like the ounce, living exclusively inside her schoolbooks for little girls to be examined about. And now here Aunt Abigail, talking about a b.u.t.ter-pat, had brought it to life!
Of course all this only lasted a moment, because it was such a new idea!
She soon lost track of what she was thinking of; she rubbed her eyes as though she were coming out of a dream, she thought, confusedly: "What did b.u.t.ter have to do with the Declaration of Independence? Nothing, of course! It couldn"t!" and the whole impression seemed to pa.s.s out of her mind. But it was an impression which was to come again and again during the next few months.
CHAPTER IV
BETSY GOES TO SCHOOL
Elizabeth Ann was very much surprised to hear Cousin Ann"s voice calling, "Dinner!" down the stairs. It did not seem possible that the whole morning had gone by. "Here," said Aunt Abigail, "just put that pat on a plate, will you, and take it upstairs as you go. I"ve got all I can do to haul my own two hundred pounds up, without any half-pound of b.u.t.ter into the bargain." The little girl smiled at this, though she did not exactly know why, and skipped up the stairs proudly with her b.u.t.ter.
Dinner was smoking on the table, which was set in the midst of the great pool of sunlight. A very large black-and-white dog, with a great bushy tail, was walking around and around the table, sniffing the air. He looked as big as a bear to Elizabeth Ann; and as he walked his great red tongue hung out of his mouth and his white teeth gleamed horribly.
Elizabeth Ann shrank back in terror, clutching her plate of b.u.t.ter to her breast with tense fingers. Cousin. Ann said, over her shoulder: "Oh, bother! There"s old Shep, got up to pester us begging for sc.r.a.ps! Shep!
You go and lie down this minute!" To Elizabeth Ann"s astonishment and immense relief, the great animal turned, drooping his head sadly, walked back across the floor, got upon the couch again, and laid his head down on one paw very forlornly, turning up the whites of his eyes meekly at Cousin Ann.
Aunt Abigail, who had just pulled herself up the stairs, panting, said, between laughing and puffing: "I"m glad I"m not an animal on this farm.
Ann does boss them around so." "Well, SOMEbody has to!" said Cousin Ann, advancing on the table with a platter. This proved to have chicken frica.s.see on it, and Elizabeth Ann"s heart melted in her at the smell.
She loved chicken gravy on hot biscuits beyond anything in the world, but chickens are so expensive when you buy them in the market that Aunt Harriet hadn"t had them very often for dinner. And there was a plate of biscuits, golden brown, just coming out of the oven! She sat down very quickly, her mouth watering, and attacked with extreme haste the big plateful of food which Cousin Ann pa.s.sed her.
At Aunt Harriet"s she had always been aware that everybody watched her anxiously as she ate, and she had heard so much about her light appet.i.te that she felt she must live up to her reputation, and had a very natural and human hesitation about eating all she wanted when there happened to be something she liked very much. But n.o.body here knew that she "only ate enough to keep a bird alive," and that her "appet.i.te was SO capricious!" Nor did anybody notice her while she stowed away the chicken and gravy and hot biscuits and currant jelly and baked potatoes and apple pie--when did Elizabeth Ann ever eat such a meal before! She actually felt her belt grow tight.
In the middle of the meal Cousin Ann got up to answer the telephone, which was in the next room. The instant the door had closed behind her Uncle Henry leaned forward, tapped Elizabeth Ann on the shoulder, and nodded toward the sofa. His eyes were twinkling, and as for Aunt Abigail she began to laugh silently, shaking all over, her napkin at her mouth to stifle the sound. Elizabeth Ann turned wonderingly and saw the old dog cautiously and noiselessly letting himself down from the sofa, one ear c.o.c.ked rigidly in the direction of Cousin Ann"s voice in the next room. "The old tyke!" said Uncle Henry. "He always sneaks up to the table to be fed if Ann goes out for a minute. Here, Betsy, you"re nearest, give him this piece of skin from the chicken neck." The big dog padded forward across the room, evidently in such a state of terror about Cousin Ann that Elizabeth Ann felt for him. She had a fellow-feeling about that relative of hers. Also it was impossible to be afraid of so abjectly meek and guilty an animal. As old Shep came up to her, poking his nose inquiringly on her lap, she shrinkingly held out the big piece of skin, and though she jumped back at the sudden snap and gobbling gulp with which the old dog greeted the tidbit, she could not but sympathize with his evident enjoyment of it. He waved his bushy tail gratefully, c.o.c.ked his head on one side, and, his ears standing up at attention, his eyes glistening greedily, he gave a little, begging whine. "Oh, he"s asking for more!" cried Elizabeth Ann, surprised to see how plainly she could understand dog-talk. "Quick, Uncle Henry, give me another piece!"
Uncle Henry rapidly transferred to her plate a wing-bone from his own, and Aunt Abigail, with one deft swoop, contributed the neck from the platter. As fast as she could, Elizabeth Ann fed these to Shep, who woofed them down at top speed, the bones crunching loudly under his strong, white teeth. How he did enjoy it! It did your heart good to see his gusto!
[Ill.u.s.tration: "Oh, he"s asking for more"" cried Elizabeth Ann]
There was the sound of the telephone receiver being hung up in the next room--and everybody acted at once. Aunt Abigail began drinking innocently out of her coffee-cup, only her laughing old eyes showing over the rim; Uncle Henry b.u.t.tered a slice of bread with a grave face, as though he were deep in conjectures about who would be the next President; and as for old Shep, he made one plunge across the room, his toe-nails clicking rapidly on the bare floor, sprang up on the couch, and when Cousin Ann opened the door and came in he was lying in exactly the position in which she had left him, his paw stretched out, his head laid on it, his brown eyes turned up meekly so that the whites showed.
I"ve told you what these three did, but I haven"t told you yet what Elizabeth Ann did. And it is worth telling. As Cousin Ann stepped in, glancing suspiciously from her sober-faced and abstracted parents to the lamb-like innocence of old Shep, little Elizabeth Ann burst into a shout of laughter. It"s worth telling about, because, so far as I know, that was the first time she had ever laughed out heartily in all her life.
For my part, I"m half surprised to know that she knew how.
Of course, when she laughed, Aunt Abigail had to laugh too, setting down her coffee-cup and showing all the funny wrinkles in her face screwed up hard with fun; and that made Uncle Henry laugh, and then Cousin Ann laughed and said, as she sat down, "You are bad children, the whole four of you!" And old Shep, seeing the state of things, stopped pretending to be meek, jumped down, and came lumbering over to the table, wagging his tail and laughing too; you know that good, wide dog-smile! He put his head on Elizabeth Ann"s lap again and she patted it and lifted up one of his big black ears. She had quite forgotten that she was terribly afraid of big dogs.
After dinner Cousin Ann looked up at the clock and said: "My goodness!
Betsy"ll be late for school if she doesn"t start right off." She explained to the child, aghast at this sudden thunderclap, "I let you sleep this morning as long as you wanted to, because you were so tired from your journey. But of course there"s no reason for missing the afternoon session."
As Elizabeth Ann continued sitting perfectly still, frozen with alarm, Cousin Ann jumped up briskly, got the little coat and cap, helped her up, and began inserting the child"s arms into the sleeves. She pulled the cap well down over Elizabeth Ann"s ears, felt in the pocket and pulled out the mittens. "There," she said, holding them out, "you"d better put them on before you go out, for it"s a real cold day." As she led the stupefied little girl along toward the door Aunt Abigail came after them and put a big sugar-cookie into the child"s hand. "Maybe you"ll like to eat that for your recess time," she said. "I always did when I went to school."
Elizabeth Ann"s hand closed automatically about the cookie, but she scarcely heard what was said. She felt herself to be in a bad dream.
Aunt Frances had never, no NEVER, let her go to school alone, and on the first day of the year always took her to the new teacher and introduced her and told the teacher how sensitive she was and how hard to understand; and then she stayed there for an hour or two till Elizabeth Ann got used to things! She could not face a whole new school all alone--oh, she couldn"t, she wouldn"t! She couldn"t! Horrors! Here she was in the front hall--she was on the porch! Cousin Ann was saying: "Now run along, child. Straight down the road till the first turn to the left, and there in the cross-roads, there you are." And now the front door closed behind her, the path stretched before her to the road, and the road led down the hill the way Cousin Ann had pointed. Elizabeth Ann"s feet began to move forward and carried her down the path, although she was still crying out to herself, "I can"t! I won"t! I can"t!"
Are you wondering why Elizabeth Ann didn"t turn right around, open the front door, walk in, and say, "I can"t! I won"t! I can"t!" to Cousin Ann?
The answer to that question is that she didn"t do it because Cousin Ann was Cousin Ann. And there"s more in that than you think! In fact, there is a mystery in it that n.o.body has ever solved, not even the greatest scientists and philosophers, although, like all scientists and philosophers, they think they have gone a long way toward explaining something they don"t understand by calling it a long name. The long name is "personality," and what it means n.o.body knows, but it is perhaps the very most important thing in the world for all that. And yet we know only one or two things about it. We know that anybody"s personality is made up of the sum total of all the actions and thoughts and desires of his life. And we know that though there aren"t any words or any figures in any language to set down that sum total accurately, still it is one of the first things that everybody knows about anybody else. And that is really all we know!
So I can"t tell you why Elizabeth Ann did not go back and cry and sob and say she couldn"t and she wouldn"t and she couldn"t, as she would certainly have done at Aunt Harriet"s. You remember that I could not even tell you why it was that, as the little fatherless and motherless girl lay in bed looking at Aunt Abigail"s old face, she should feel so comforted and protected that she must needs break out crying. No, all I can say is that it was because Aunt Abigail was Aunt Abigail. But perhaps it may occur to you that it"s rather a good idea to keep a sharp eye on your "personality," whatever that is! It might be very handy, you know, to have a personality like Cousin Ann"s which sent Elizabeth Ann"s feet down the path; or perhaps you would prefer one like Aunt Abigail"s.
Well, take your choice.
You must not, of course, think for a moment that Elizabeth Ann had the slightest INTENTION of obeying Cousin Ann. No indeed! Nothing was farther from her mind as her feet carried her along the path and into the road. In her mind was nothing but rebellion and fear and anger and oh, such hurt feelings! She turned sick at the very thought of facing all the staring, curious faces in the playground turned on the new scholar as she had seen them at home! She would never, never do it! She would walk around all the afternoon, and then go back and tell Cousin Ann that she couldn"t! She would EXPLAIN to her how Aunt Frances never let her go out of doors without a loving hand to cling to. She would EXPLAIN to her how Aunt Frances always took care of her! ... it was easier to think about what she would say and do and explain, away from Cousin Ann, than it was to say and do it before those black eyes. Aunt Frances"s eyes were soft, light blue.