"But-"
"No buts! You ain"t got the sense of a newborn pup!" and he crawled forward on his belly and disappeared. I waited for what seemed an age, shivering a little from both fear and excitement, but he came back so stealthily that I heard and saw nothing until a wet nose was pressed into my hand, making me jump. He was shivering, too.
"What"s happened? Is anyone hurt? Is it over?"
"S"over all right. They"ll be movin" off soon, I reckon. Got what they wanted."
He lay down, panting. "All dead."
"I can smell the blood," came the frightened thought from Mistral.
"Like a slaughterhouse," said Growch, still shivering. "Move back a bit: they"ll be coming past in a minute or two."
"Who? Who will be coming past? You haven"t explained anything! Who is dead? Who attacked us?"
"Never trust no one," was all he would say. "Never trust no one. . . ."
Impatiently I moved for a better view of the road, crouching down behind a rock, mindful through my curiosity of Growch"s warnings. Two minutes later I nearly burst out of my hiding place with relief, for here rode our Captain on his stallion, leading behind him two pack horses laden with unwieldy packages. So we had beaten off our attackers! I opened my mouth to cry out, but then I saw the sword hanging from his hand, thick with congealing blood.
Instinctively I shrank back; if I leapt out at him too suddenly he might use it without thinking. A moment later and his six men followed, one nursing a gash on his arm, but all chattering and laughing among themselves. Each one led two or three laden horses, and on one I saw the silken rugs from the dark merchant"s cart. And surely those two piebalds were the ones who had pulled one of the other merchant"s carts? And wasn"t that mule the one belonging to one of the pardoners? Where were the others?
I craned forward; the hors.e.m.e.n pa.s.sed, but there were no others behind.
Their voices still carried clearly.
"Din" take too long. . . ."
"Pity about the younger woman-"
"Should"a thought o" that before you chopped her!"
"Wh.o.r.es aplenty where we"re goin"."
"Why din" we take one o" the wagons?"
"Captain says as we"re goin" cross-country."
"Three cheers for "im, anyways! More this time than last!"
""E says enough to lay up for the winter. No pickin"s worth the candle till spring."
"What about those that ran?"
"Two-three at most. One o" the monks-"
""Prentice-"
"Din" see the fat girl and "er blind brother. . . ."
"Quite fancied "er, I did. Like an armful, meself. . . ."
"Won"t none of "em get far. Not with the bogs all around."
"s.h.i.t! Dropped a bundle. . . ."
"Coupla blankets. Leave "em. Got plenty. . . ."
Their voices faded as the road bent away, until there was only the dull clop of hooves and a tuneless whistling, and soon both were lost in distance and the growing dark.
I sat down heavily, my mind whirring like a c.o.c.kchafer. Had I heard aright, or was it all some horrible nightmare? Had our captain, the man we all trusted, led us all astray and proceeded to ma.s.sacre everyone for the goods we carried? And was it his living, something they did regularly?
Growch slipped past me. He was back in a couple of minutes, looking jauntier. "All clear. You can come out now. Not much to see, though. Or do . .
He was right, about the second part anyway. They were all dead, all our companions, strewn along the road for two or three hundred yards like broken dolls- But dolls never looked like this. Gash a doll and you have splintered wood; wood does not bleed, and there was blood everywhere. My shoes stuck in it, clothes, faces, limbs were caked with it. Dark blood, pink, frothy blood, bright blood-my lantern showed it all. Who would have thought blood would have so many different shades?
And the flies-It was December: where had they all come from? Greedy, fat, blue-black flies crawling everywhere over the carrion that lay cooling in the dark. And in the morning would come the kites, the crows, the buzzards. . . .
Gill was at my side as we picked our way through the corpses, but of course he could see nothing. Growch sniffed his way from corpse to corpse, but there was no life left. We came to the end of death, and there, on the narrowest part of the roadway, a great tree blocked any further progress. At first I thought it had fallen, then I saw the axe marks. So, this had all been carefully planned, and by the look of the tree this way had been used before, this sudden death had come out of the dusk to other travelers.
I must leave word, warning, at the nearest town, I thought distractedly, but first we must get away from here ourselves. Mistral wouldn"t come near, and the pigeon cowered in his basket. Taking Gill"s hand once more I led him back through the obscenity of bodies, the bile rising in my throat and threatening to choke me. I found I was muttering: "Oh G.o.d! Oh G.o.d!" over and over as I turned from slashed limbs, contorted bodies, gaping wounds and from the faces that wore death masks of surprise, terror and pain.
Behind me Gill stumbled and cursed. "What the devil-?"
He jerked his hand from my grasp as he fell to one knee, groping in front of him.
"I kicked something: a flagon of wine, a bladder of lard?"
This time I was sick, though there was little save bitter water to spit out. The thing he had stumbled over was a severed head.
"Let"s get outta here," said Growch. "Nothin" left but stink o" death."
True enough. The a.s.sa.s.sins had stripped the caravan of everything: clothes, goods, weapons, valuables, harness, horses and mules, even all food and drink. There was no reason to believe they would return, and they were probably miles away by now, but I still felt uneasy. They had said three others had run off, but if it were true about the bogs they were probably drowned by now.
As if to echo the dread and fear that still lingered among the corpses, a thick miasma of mist started to rise from the ground around us, curling round my ankles with cold fingers.
I took Gill"s arm. "We must move. There is nothing we can do for these poor souls save give them our prayers." And we bowed our heads, the muttered prayers sounding loud in that unnatural stillness. There was only one way to go; that was down the road we had come by, for none of us wanted to linger near the slaughter longer than we could help. Even a mile or two would make a difference, for who knew what ghosts might not rise from those poor unshriven souls, to harry us through the night?
Growch slipped off ahead, and I extinguished the lantern: I could not risk the murderers seeing a light, though common sense told me we would never see them again. I knew the dog"s and horse"s ears were sharp enough to pick up any danger, but we walked forward cautiously, a step at a time. Growch came running back.
"No sign of anyone for miles, but there"s a bundle what they musta dropped just ahead. Over to the right . . ."
Two new blankets, still smelling of sheep oil and practically waterproof. I strapped them on Mistral"s back. They had been someone else"s property, but that person was now dead: no point in leaving them there to rot. There was also a small sack of various broken foods: no point in wasting that either.
We stumbled forward for another mile or so, then Growch had found the rocks we were now sheltering beneath. I shared out the broken pies and bread and cheese and covered us with the new blankets, and then tried to sleep for a few hours.
And was still trying.
But the sights and sounds of the carnage we had left behind were still sharp and shrill in my imagination, too clamorous for sleep. Why did it have to end like that, the journey I was becoming so used to, was even beginning to enjoy?
I had become accustomed to walking all day, to spending the occasional night huddled under the stars, to cleaning and mending and patching and gathering wood and cooking. I had met more people in the last few weeks than I had come across in the whole of my life before, seen more villages, towns, hills, rivers, forests and fields than any lord could own in one holding. Of course I had been bone-weary at times, hungry, cold and burdened with responsibility but, given the choice, I would not have retraced one step. Had not my father traveled the world, and Mama been one of the Travelers?
No, I would not have gone back-until now.
Right now I would give almost anything to be back in my own village, under any conditions-even working in the tavern, or as kitchen maid to the sharp- tongued miller"s wife. I wanted desperately for life to be ordinary again, safe and predictable. I didn"t want responsibility for anyone or anything but myself; I didn"t want to think, to plan, to lead. I wanted to have all the decisions made for me. No more choices, please G.o.d! I couldn"t cope, I couldn"t, especially if they were going to turn out like this.
I snuggled into the scratchy, uncomfortable-because-new blanket, more awake than ever. Gill was now snoring loudly, Growch smelt like a dung heap and I was sure I was starting a miserable cold. . . .
I awoke with the sun full on my face.
"What time is it? Why didn"t you wake me?"
"I thought you needed the sleep," said Gill gently, putting out a tentative hand till he found my shoulder, then patting it. "You do so much for us: you deserve a lie-in once in a while. We couldn"t manage without you, you know. .
And suddenly, somehow, it all seemed worth it.
Chapter Eleven.
We regained the crossroads at midday. It was empty. The road north by which we had originally come stretched back into the distance, a straight arrow. The turnoff that had proved so disastrous, we left thankfully. There remained two ways: southeast and southwest. I sent the t.u.r.d expert down first one then the other.
He came trotting back triumphantly. "Not thataway," he said, indicating southeast. "They went along some twelve hours back, then camped for the night and struck off "cross the moor."
I turned to Mistral and the pigeon. "Does this southwest road seem all right to you?"
Unfortunately I had used human speech, and Gill stared towards me irritably.
"Do we have to consult-pretend to consult-the impedimenta every time anything is to be decided? Or can"t you make a decision on your own?"
"Animals have a much better sense of direction than we humans have," I said stiffly. "And I do communicate with them, whatever you may think!" And I explained about Growch"s foray down the roads. "If you still aren"t convinced, we can waste time going down the southeast road till we find the relevant horse droppings and you can feel and smell them for yourself!"
He shook his head and sighed. "No. I believe you somehow manage to tell them what you want, better than most. Now, can we go?"
I turned to Mistral and the pigeon once more. "What do you say?"
She snuffed the air. "We go the right way, for me."
"It will do," said the pigeon. "If only I could fly up and take a look . . ."
"Patience," I said. "You are healing nicely."
"I know . . . Not fast enough." He paused, and preened himself shyly. "They- the others-have names. I should like a name too. If you wouldn"t mind. If it"s not too much bother . . ."
"But of course!" I suddenly realized that the name had been there all the time.
"I have been thinking of you as "Traveler" all this while. Will that do?"
He crooned to himself. " "Traveler" . . . Thank you."
We camped off the road that night, and made reasonable progress the next day, without seeing another soul. The same the day after, though by midday we were down to a handful of flour and two wrinkled apples, so it was with relief that I saw the outline of roofs and a church tower some distance ahead.
The land around us became cultivated, there were sheep in a fold guarded by two dogs and I could hear wood being chopped in a wood to the west. Small tracks came to join the highway from left and right: it all pointed to a fair- sized town.
Indeed it was so prosperous that on the outskirts were two or three large houses standing in their own walled grounds, which must mean this was a peaceful area too. We were pa.s.sing the last of these mansions when I stopped abruptly. My ring was tingling and I thought I heard something-no, not heard, rather felt.
"What was that?"
"Bells ringing for afternoon Ma.s.s," said Gill, as indeed they were.
"No. Something else. Listen. . . ." There it was again: a sad, cold, dying call.
"Came from over the wall," said Growch, ear p.r.i.c.ked. "Somethin" shufflin"
about."
"Anyone there?" I called and thought, "Answer me!"
There was a longish pause. "Help. . . ." The sound was faint, drawn out like a thread. "Sooo . . . cooold . . ."
I had to find out what It was, what It wanted. I looked about, but the pebble- dash walls surrounding the house were some ten feet high. No way could Gill lift me up-besides he"d discover just how fat I was-and there were no handy trees to climb. I followed the wall till I came to a small gate, but it was firmly bolted. Still- I called Mistral and explained what I wanted. We managed it on the third attempt as she bucked me up high enough to grab the top of the gate, climb over and drop to the other side. The first thing I did was to draw back the bolts to ensure a swift exit, just in case. Then I looked about me.
I was in a small formal garden, with apple and pear trees, leafless now, graveled paths, boxed alleys, square and diamond-shaped plots edged with rosemary, a sc.u.mmy pond and the remains of a camomile lawn. All winter- dead and desolate. The house beyond was shuttered and quiet too.
I peered around in the gathering gloom. Nothing moved. And yet-I started back. Over there, at the edge of the shriveled lawn a rock moved. Rocks don"t move, I told myself firmly. But It did it again and I backed away: "Heeelp . . ."
Talking, moving rocks? If it hadn"t been for the positive feeling in the ring on my finger I think I would have fled, but instead I approached It cautiously, ready however to run if It jumped up and tried to bite. Seen closer It was a sort of rough oval, almost black, with orangey-brown patches. I stretched out my hands to pick It up and It suddenly sprouted a smooth head, four scrabbling claws and a stumpy tail. I sprang back: perhaps It did bite!
"Caaarefuuul," came the mournful, slow voice again. "Faairly fraaagile. Chiiip eaaasily . . ."
I squatted down to look more closely. "What are you?"
"Reeeptillia-cheeelonia-testuuudo-maaarginaaata . . ."
It was talking Latin, and that was not my best subject. I understood Church Latin and some market Latin-both understood wherever one went in a Christian country of course, whatever local language the native people spoke-but cla.s.sical and scientific Latin were beyond me. "Er . . . How can I help you?"
"Cooold . . . Fooorgotten. Neeeeeed fooooood. Sleeeeeep . . ."