"Suit yourself," I snapped, by now quite cross, more so because my ring was still tingling and yet my sight and common sense told me there was nothing wrong. The place was old, but it was empty of threat, I was convinced.
"Seems to be getting colder, Summer," said Gill. He was actually shivering.
Suddenly it seemed also several degrees darker in the hall. Of course it would, I told myself: it must be well after the set of a sun we had never seen; time to make up the fire and settle down to a night"s rest. I made up the fire, fetched out the blankets, luckily only slightly damp, and wrapped myself up tight. I fell into an uneasy sleep, waking every now and again almost choking with the smoke that no longer found its exit in the roof, but was wreathing the hall with bands and ribbons of greyish mist.
Growch and Gill were snoring, but Mistral was restless, twitching her tail; the pigeon was still awake, and so was the tortoise. There was no sign of the pig. I got up to replenish the fire yet again, but it was no longer throwing out any heat. It sulked and spat and burned yellow and blue around the wood, which smoldered but would not catch. I lay down again but sharp cold rose from the flagstones beneath me, making my bones ache. Flinging the blanket aside I grabbed Gill"s stool and hunched as near as I could to the fire, till my toes were almost in the embers and the wool of my skirt smelled as though it were scorching, though it was cool to the touch.
"May I join you?"
I must be dreaming, I thought. I could have sworn somebody spoke. I glanced around: nothing but wreaths of smoke crowding the shadows. No one there except the animals, Gill and myself. I kicked the fire, hoping for flame, but there was none. It must be well after midnight- "Greetings! May I join you?"
I whirled around, my heart beating like a drum. "Who-who"s there?" It didn"t sound like my voice, all high and squeaky. In spite of the cold I could feel myself beginning to sweat. Cautiously I slid my hand towards the bundles and luckily found a candle almost at once. Lighting it in a stubbornly flameless fire was more difficult, but the melting wax encouraged a quick flare. Holding the candle high I stood up.
"I said: "Who"s there?" "
"Only me. Sorry if I gave you a fright." Whoever it was gave a little laugh as though he was perfectly at home.
"Where are you?"
"Here . . ."
The voice came from the shadows on the other side of the fire, and now I thought I could see an indistinct shape among the clouds of smoke that made me cough and squint.
"Do I have your permission to join you?" From what I could make out the figure was small and slight, not much taller than I was. What a strange question though: presumably the place was as much his as ours; we were all trespa.s.sers.
"Are you alone?" I asked.
"Alone? I am always alone." Again that light, sneering laugh. "No one has visited this place for a very long time. You must be the first for . . . oh, I suppose at least fifteen years. Before that-Nice to see fresh faces. The last people here were a band of robbers. Not very nice people. No culture . . ." The figure came nearer, but the smoke made it seem blurred at the edges. "I ask again: may I join you?"
Why this insistence upon invitation? It was the fourth time. From the way he spoke- "Is this your place? Do you live here?"
He paused for a moment, then laughed again. "This is my family home, yes.
But I don"t live here. Not exactly. More visitor"s rights, you might say."
"Then we are the intruders. Please-" "make yourself at home" I was about to say, but there was an agonized squeal from the shadows.
"No, no, no!" cried the Wimperling. "Don"t ask it in! Part of the spell! Bad, bad, bad!"
I felt him creep against my skirts, and nudged him with my foot. "What spell?
You"re being stupid. He has more right than us to be here. Just be quiet."
"Don"t invite him to join you-"
But this time I kicked him quite hard, my irritation getting the better of me, and he scuttled away into the shadows again, with a pitiful cry like a child"s. I was instantly sorry, of course, but turned my pity into a welcome for our visitor.
"You are most welcome. Please come and join us."
"Us?"
Couldn"t he see? "My-my brother and our animals. They are all asleep.
Except for the pig."
I could have sworn he hissed between his teeth. He moved forward, however, and now I could see him more clearly.
To my surprise our visitor was little more than a youth, perhaps a year younger than myself, with the beginnings of a fluff of beard. He was fair, with unfashionably long hair curling down to his thin shoulders, and likewise his clothes were unfamiliar. A long tabard reaching to below his knees, complemented with old-fashioned cross-gartered hose and set off with a short, dark cloak, fastened to one shoulder with a gold pin. In his left ear he sported a gold earring, and there were rings on his fingers and a twisted bracelet on his right arm. He carried, of all things, a ta.s.seled fly-whisk, which he waved in one languid hand.
I vacated my stool. "Please . . ."
He smiled and sat down, showing small, pointed teeth. "I thank you, fair damsel."
Unaccountably flurried, I found a backless chair and joined him by the fire.
We stared at one another across the cold flames. I was shivering, but he seemed perfectly comfortable.
"You said this was your family"s home? Do you live nearby?"
"I regard this as my home. Do you know any stories?"
I blinked at the change of subject. "Why, yes, I suppose so. My mother was a great storyteller. But first-"
"Nothing like a good story to pa.s.s the time." He wriggled on the stool like an expectant child. "I hope you have a great story to tell me." He stroked his almost nonexistent beard. "A story is almost my favorite thing in the world. . .
." Close to he was very, very pale, almost chalk-like, the skin near transparent. Obviously he didn"t get out much. Contrasted with him, Gill and I looked disgustingly tanned and healthy. So far he made me feel uneasy, uncomfortable: I couldn"t say I liked him at all, but we were intruding in his home, and I thought I should try and make myself agreeable.
"Would you like something to eat? There isn"t much, but-"
He turned on me a look of fury. "What makes you think I am hungry for your disgusting comestibles? Of what use are they save to make you better able to- Never mind. . . ." With a visible effort, it seemed, he settled back on the stool and gave another of those rather unpleasant sn.i.g.g.e.rs. "Don"t mind me; I am my own company much of the time, and it makes me forget the social niceties." He waved that absurd fly-whisk in front of his face. "Quite warm for the time of year isn"t it?"
As I was practically freezing and it seemed to be getting colder and colder, I didn"t know what to say to this. I changed the subject.
"You said this was your home?"
"I have lived here all my life." He leaned forward and quite deliberately pa.s.sed his thin, white hands through the blue flicker of flame in the fireplace.
I reached forward to s.n.a.t.c.h at him, but the fingers were white and unmarked as before. Suddenly I wanted to wake Gill, Growch, all of them. "Very fond of this place I am," he mused.
"I am sorry we intruded. I did call out. . . ."
"I heard you, but-but I was some way away at the time. Don"t apologize. You are more welcome than you know. It is rare that I can welcome strangers these days. . . ." He stroked his beard once more, once more came that disconcerting giggle. "Of course in the old days this place was quite, quite, different. . . ."
A story was coming, I was sure of it. His story. I leaned forward on the chair, my chin in my hands, as I used to do when Mama had conjured up a fresh tale for my delight.
The stranger smiled, showing those pointy teeth again. "The story starts many years ago-I am enjoying this: it is many years also since I had the chance to tell it-when the country was wilder and less civilized than it is now. It all began when a great chief who had fought in many wars and gathered much plunder decided to build for himself and his new wife (part of his booty) a home in which to settle down and raise a family. He was now well into middle age and wearied of battle." The stranger almost absent-mindedly pa.s.sed his hands through the flames again, and this time it seemed for a moment as though his thin, white fingers were lapped in fire. "He chose this site, near the highway, topping a small rise, surrounded by forest and near enough a stream for water. He annexed a thousand acres of the forest for his hunting and set those slaves he had captured to building this castle. By the time it was completed his eldest son was nineteen, the second seventeen, the youngest . .
." For a moment he hesitated. "The youngest near sixteen."
There was a movement at my side: Gill had woken and was propped on his elbow, listening. Quickly I explained what had happened. The stranger frowned petulantly: obviously he did not care for interruptions.
"To continue . . . The finished castle was furnished in the most exquisite way possible. The Lord had brought with him hangings, gold, silver, silk, wool, carved chests of sandalwood, pelts of wolf and bear, timber and pottery, all part of his conquests, and his wife, children-even his servants-were dressed in the finest of materials."
My eyes half-closed, I could see it all: the splendor, the comfort, the ease of living . . .
"It seemed nothing could ever mar this idyllic existence: a united family, devoted servants, a fine home, but all was not as it seemed." He shifted on his stool, stroked his wispy beard, flicked the fly-whisk, toyed with his earring.
"From an outsider"s point of view the three sons were all their father could have wished for. The eldest, tall and fair-haired like his father, was skilled at arms, a womanizer and a prodigious quaffer of ale; the second son was dark like his mother, merry and careless, with a fine singing voice. It was the third son who was different. Outwardly unlike either parent, except for his father"s fairness and his mother"s eyes, he was slighter, more refined in manner, a great reader and penman. His ideas were in advance of his time; he wanted his father to annex more land, build onto the castle, expand a common holding into a kingdom! But his parents were not interested." He frowned.
"They should have known better. . . ."
I glanced around. All the animals were awake too.
"His father"s hairs were grey now, and when he wasn"t in the saddle with his falcons he was dozing by the fire. The mother died of a low fever and the two eldest boys ran wild, promising each other how they would enjoy life after their father"s death, filling the castle with wine, women and song! They laughed at the youngest son, gibed at his bookish ways, his inept.i.tude at the hunt, his miserable showing with the two-handed sword, his distaste for wenching, his lack of prospects as the youngest. By law the estate should be divided between all three equally on their father"s demise, but he knew he had little chance of a fair deal with two such brothers."
The stranger was still scowling, now biting at his nails between sentences. He really was absorbed in his story, I thought. The ring on my finger was now colder than I was. Biting cold . . .
"The youngest son smoldered with anger, with frustration, with contempt for his weak father, fear of what would happen when his brothers inherited. It was as he feared. His father was scarcely in his grave when the two eldest brothers filled the castle with wh.o.r.es and roisterers. Week-long, month-long, they caroused and capered till the air was thick with the stench of scorched meats, sour wine and stale s.e.x!" He rose to his feet and paced back and forth, the smoke from the fire swirling round his fingers like an extra cloak. "Driven to near madness, the youngest son consulted a witch, then sought certain plants in the forest. Taking them up to the turret room where he spent his days he brewed and distilled them until he had a vial of liquid the color of blood and clear as wine. He tasted-Ach! Bitter! Too bitter to mix with anything. He added more water, cloves, honey; much better.
"Waiting for another night of feasting the youngest son crept down with the vial beneath his cloak to join the revelry. He watched until the servants had been dismissed and the eldest brothers were too drunk to notice his actions.
He then proposed a toast to a long life and a happy one, taking care to open a new bottle and add his poison to the brew. It did not take long: within five minutes they were slumped at the table, no longer breathing. The young man then went out to the kitchens and stables and threw out the servants, not caring where they went. Coming back into the hall he gloated over the bodies at the table, then remembered his two young sisters, asleep in the other turret. Taking a knife he crept up the stairs and cut their throats as they slept.
It was like slaughtering two suckling pigs. . . ."
I shivered, not from the cold this time. I saw out of the corner of my eye that Gill had made a grimace of distaste; he liked the story no better than I did. I liked even less the way it was being told-there was a sort of gloating about the stranger that I found scary.
"Coming back to the hall the young man noticed with horror that one of the brothers was groaning. Obviously diluting the poison had weakened it, so he took his brother by the hair, tilted back his head and slit his throat. Then he did the same to the other, just in case, and the bright blood spurted onto the linen cloth, quite ruining it." He sounded more regretful of the spoiled napery than the murders-I shivered again. I could swear that a fine mist was stealing through the high slit windows of the hall and under the door, to thicken the smoke that already seethed around us.
The young man reseated himself, rubbing his hands together with a dry, whispery sound like the shuffle of dead leaves. "A good story, don"t you think?"
Gill sat up and rubbed the sleep from his eyes. "And all this happened right here? Then I am surprised it has not been pulled down long since! Such places are accursed! If we had known . . ."
"But we didn"t and it has done us no harm," I said briskly, as much to convince myself as him. "I presume the young man was taken and hanged for his crimes?"
"No, it was not at all like that," said the stranger. "No one came near the place-the servants were all gone, if you remember, and this place is very isolated-so the young man"s crimes went undiscovered. At first he delighted in the solitude, the peace, but after a while the silence began to oppress him and he found he was talking to himself, just to hear another voice. He even invented conversations with the corpses at the table. . . ."
"They were still there?" I queried, aghast. Something too terrible to name was nagging at the back of my mind, but as yet I couldn"t put a name to it. But when I did- "Oh, yes. He left them as they were, a reminder of his victory. As time went on and no one came to investigate, he loosed the horses, hounds and falcons and the corpses were chewed by rats till nothing but the lolling bones, strands of hair and sc.r.a.ps of clothing were left." He sighed. "After a while even talking to the dead began to pall, so the young man traveled to the nearest town, seeking company. He had not eaten for weeks and he thought perhaps the lack of food had made him transparent, for all pa.s.sed him by as though he did not exist and none answered his pleas for help. In the end he went back to his dead family, for that was all he had left. After many years, at infrequent intervals, travelers-like yourselves-sought shelter. Then the young man was happy, for he persuaded them to tell him stories, tales to remember that he could hug to himself during the long years when no one visited." And he hugged his arms around his knees, much as that other young man must have done all those years ago.
"And the bodies?" I asked, glancing about me fearfully.
"Oh, they eventually crumbled into dust," said the stranger indifferently. "It all happened over two hundred years ago. Even the bodies of the last travelers are dust. . . ."
"The last travelers?" said Gill sharply, while a rising panic threatened to choke me. "Why did they not leave?"
"They didn"t know any stories," said the stranger discontentedly. "The young man wove his spell about them, but still they didn"t understand. He even offered to break the chain that held them, let them out one by one, but they still wouldn"t play fair. So . . ." He fell silent.
"And so?" prompted Gill, and in his voice I heard an echo of all the horrors that were threatening to envelop me entirely.
"Eh? Oh, the usual thing happened. When they found they couldn"t escape they went mad. Killed each other. The only exciting thing was betting on the survivor. Not that he ever lasted long on his own . . ."
Gill rose to his feet. "Then, with all these b.l.o.o.d.y murders, I"m surprised the place isn"t haunted!"
"Oh, but it is," said the stranger. "It is haunted by the ghost of the youngest son. He still waits here for those who have a tale to tell."
I could feel the hair rising on my scalp. "Then-then why aren"t you afraid?" I backed away, my chair overturning with a crash.
"Afraid? Why should I be afraid?" He smiled at us sweetly. "You see-I am the ghost!"
Chapter Fourteen.
I is impossible to describe what happened in the next few moments. For one thing, I was too frightened to do anything except open my mouth and yell; for another, everything happened on top of itself.
I screamed, Gill fell over something and brought me down with him, the animals panicked and yelled as well and the stranger rushed round and round bleating trivialities like a demented sheep. That made it worse. My expectant terror had antic.i.p.ated that he-It-would turn into something shrieking and gibbering, wearing a linen sheet, dragging Its chains and blowing like the east wind through a fleshless mouth- Instead he-It-seemed to flow around us like the smoke from the fire, never touching us but making little patting, placatory gestures, tut-tutting in that high, mellifluous voice, soothing as if the terror I felt had an origin other than Itself. Apart from Its outlandish dress, It looked disturbingly normal, capering around us with Its senseless blandishments.
"No need to panic . . . didn"t mean to alarm you . . . all a joke really. Want to be friends . . . you must stay awhile . . . don"t run away . . ." It went on and on till the whisperings were as thick in my ears and nose and mouth as the air I breathed and I would have promised anything if it would just stop for a minute and let me think. . . .
So this-this creature-purported to be a two-hundred-year-old fratricide!
This pale, frail youth walking and talking like anyone else . . . No, it just wasn"t believable. It was a joke: in bad taste, to be sure, but still a joke. Well, I would call Its bluff.
"That"s a-" My voice was coming out like a bat"s squeak. I tried again. "That"s a good act of yours. . . ." Better. "I congratulate you. But perhaps if you dressed differently, tried a few screams and howls, colored lights . . ."
It stopped rushing about and looked at me doubtfully. "What do you mean? I can"t change myself. It"s how I was-am! You don"t like the story? I can"t change that either." It seemed really put out. "You want special effects? Well, perhaps I can arrange some of those. Wait just a minute or two. . . ." and It turned and walked up to the other end of the hall.
There was a violent nudge at my ankle.
"Get away, quick!" whispered the Wimperling. "Now"s our chance!"
"What for? I want to see what he"s doing-"
"No, you don"t!" and this time he gave me a sharp nip. "If he weaves a strong enough spell he can keep us here forever! Didn"t you listen to his story?"
"Of course I did! But he"s not a real ghost; ghosts don"t look like that. He"s just a storyteller, playing a game-"
"Game, my a.r.s.e!" growled Growch, shivering so hard his teeth clattered.
"You"ve lost yer senses of a sudden; let"s go!"
I looked round at the others. Mistral had backed away into a corner and the pigeon and the tortoise had hidden their heads. I suddenly felt betrayed by them all. Even Gill looked disturbed, afraid, but I knew there was no harm in the youth: how could there be? All I wanted was to see what It would do next.
Even my accursed ring was hurting so much I wanted to tear it off.