And it was real, not a nightmare. Something had gripped my arm, something I couldn"t see, and it was dragging me over the edge of the rim of stones, down into the stinking depths of the bog. I screamed again, Growch barked wildly and suddenly there was light, a flashing light, my jerkin was gripped in strong teeth and I was dragged back to safety beside a fire blazing up a shower of colored sparks, nursing a bruised arm.
"What-what happened?"
"You tossed about in your sleep and your arm went over the edge," said Ky- Lin. "Whatever you dreamt about awakened one of the creatures in the bog."
"But-what was it?"
"Look." And there, in the extended light thrown by the still-sparking fire, I saw the waters of the mere surrounding us stir and shift as strange creatures broke the surface. Just a claw, a spiny back, an evil eye, the glimpse of a whiplike tail, then they disappeared again in bubbles of foul-smelling gas.
"Some of these creatures are blind, some deaf, but all are hungry. They are not necessarily evil-evil needs an active determination-and that is a concept alien to them. They will eat you or their fellow creatures, even each other, but they lack discrimination. You should be afraid of them, but also feel pity.
Human beings have choice, most animals too. They have none."
I shivered. They were foul, distorted creatures and they made me feel sick. If I had been dragged a little further I should now be beneath that slime with mud in my lungs, being chewed into fragments. How could I possibly show pity for such? I wasn"t a saint like Ky-Lin, full of his Master"s all-forgiveness, I was just a frightened human being.
The rest of the night Growch and I huddled together, both for warmth and for company. I slept but little, for the creature who had grabbed me seemed to have woken all the rest, and the waters around us seethed and gurgled, every now and again throwing up a great gout of water. I heard the wicked snapping of teeth, splash of tails, queer gruntings and groans. Even worse were the lights. Livid yellow, sickly green, lurid purple, they shone both above and below the surface. I couldn"t tell whether they were animal or plant or some other manifestation, all I knew was some of them hovered, some zipped through the air, others hopped in and out of water like frogs, with a strange whistling sound.
I must have dozed off eventually, because when Ky-Lin woke me it was light again and, apart from the mist, insects and unhealthy-looking surroundings, all was as it had been the day before.
"Let"s get going," I said. I couldn"t stand the thought of another moment in that place. We ate breakfast as we walked, stale pancakes and dried fruit, and made good progress, although the path, if you could call it that, was almost covered with water most of the way. At noon we halted briefly at the last of the markers, so Ky-Lin told us, though to me it looked just like a bundle of dried rushes. There was little left that didn"t need cooking, but even Growch didn"t grumble at the rice cakes and cheese.
But Ky-Lin ate very sparingly, and kept glancing back the way he had come.
"What is it?"
"Not sure. We were followed earlier-men and horses, but they have gone back. But there is still someone back there, I am sure."
"Can"t you see anything?"
"No. The land where we rested last night is on a sort of hummock, and that is between me and our pursuer, if there is one. No one from the village comes further than the circle, where they used to hold sacrifices and ritual executions-"
"You never told me that!"
"Would you have felt any easier?"
"Worse!"
"So all I can think is-"
He was interrupted by a scream, a howl of pure terror. In that misty desolation it was difficult to tell what direction it came from, but as it was repeated Ky-Lin"s antennae got busy, swivelling this way and that and finally pointing firmly back the way he had come.
There was a further shriek: "Help me! Oh G.o.d, help me. . . ."
"It"s d.i.c.kon!"
I felt a sudden violent jolt of revolt. If he were in trouble, then let him get out of it himself. I didn"t want him with us, he had no right to follow, and more and more I felt he was a threat to us all. I wanted to run away, put my hands over my ears and escape as fast as I could, leave him to die, but even as I wished it my reluctant feet were carrying me back along the path we had come.
He was sinking fast. He had obviously stepped off the path, tried to cut a corner where the trail twisted back on itself after a half mile and had been caught in a mora.s.s. Already the green slime was bubbling up around his hips, and the more he struggled, the faster he sank.
He was crying, tears of pure terror, choking on my name.
I pulled the rope from Ky-Lin"s pack, put one end between his teeth and threw the other towards d.i.c.kon; it fell short, and I drew it back, already slick with green slime. He started to flail his arms, and sank down further still.
"Stay still, you fool!"
This time he caught the end of the rope and Ky-Lin and I started to drag him out, but it was hard work, as at least half his body was now out of sight. We at last were making headway when the rope suddenly refused to move; we tugged again with all our strength and found we were not hauling at one body, but two: tangled up with d.i.c.kon was a corpse, one of the criminals executed ages ago. The face had been eaten away, and as d.i.c.kon caught sight of the grinning skeleton skull he gave another scream and let go the rope.
I threw it again and this time we managed to pull him free, the corpse releasing its hold and sinking back beneath the slime, throwing up its arms as it disappeared in an obscene gesture of farewell.
d.i.c.kon at last lay on the path, gasping and groaning, covered in stinking mud and slime. He staggered to his feet, attempted to thank me, but I had had enough.
I walked away from him and didn"t look back.
Chapter Nineteen.
And what is more I didn"t even speak to him until we had finally crossed the bog by last light and reached firm ground. I let Ky-Lin lead the way and followed close behind with Growch, paying no attention to the plodding footsteps behind, the whimpers and groans.
The bog finally petered out into a series of dank pools, bulrushes, bog gra.s.s and squelchy mud. The land then rose sharply into a stand of conifers and we moved thankfully into the shelter of the trees and were immediately enclosed in an entirely different atmosphere. The needles underfoot cushioned our tread, the air was soft and full of the clean smell of resin, and the evening breeze soughed gently in the branches above.
I could hear a stream off to our right, so, after unloading Ky-Lin, I brushed aside the needles till I found some stones, then built a fire from pine cones and dead wood, before unpacking the cooking pot and going in search of the water.
The stream dropped into a series of little pools and, after filling the pot, I stripped off and stepped into the largest one, enjoying the shock of cold water, and scrubbed myself as best I could with my shirt and drawers, which I washed as well. Ky-Lin had followed me and drank deep, then stepped into the water and managed to surround himself with a fine cloud of spray, coming out as clean and fresh as ever.
I was about to don my clothes again, wet as they were, when he remarked: "The egg is ready to find another resting place: put it in your pouch for safety.
Wrap it in a little moss."
I glanced down: it had certainly grown, and looked ready to pop out of my belly b.u.t.ton any minute. I picked it up between finger and thumb expecting it to still give a little, but no. It was set hard and came away easily. I wrapped it in some dry moss, promising myself to make a proper purse for it as soon as I could. The pearly sheen had gone, and it now held a sort of stony sparkle, like granite in the sunshine.
A nose nudged my knee. "Where"s the dinner then? Fire"s goin" a treat, and all it wants is-"
"Clean diners," I said, picking him up and dropping him into the pool, leaving him scrabbling to get out and cursing me fluently.
Back at the fire, which I noticed had been replenished by a cowed d.i.c.kon, I put the pot on to boil, added dried vegetables, salt, herbs, dried fish and rice, and mixed some rice flour to make pancakes on a heated stone. A livid Growch came back in the midst of all this preparation and shook himself all over everything and everyone, so that the fire spat and sizzled and G.o.d knows what ended up in the cooking pot.
d.i.c.kon still cowered on the other side of the fire, a truly sorry sight, his clothes tattered and torn and covered with drying mud and slime, his face greenish under all the muck. I enjoyed my first words to him.
"You"d better go over to the stream and wash yourself. You stink! Wash your clothes out as well: you"re not sitting down to eat like that. They"ll soon dry out by the fire." Then, as he hesitated, glancing nervously at Ky-Lin, who was resting a little way away: "Go on; he won"t bite you!"
"What . . . what is it?" he whispered.
" "It" is a mythical creature called Ky-Lin. He and his brethren were guardians of the Lord Buddha. He is my friend."
His lip curled in a familiar sneer, obvious even through the layer of dirt on his face. "Oh, another of your only-talks-to-me creatures is he? Like the cur, the mad bear and the flying pig you once had-"
"Not at all!" I said sharply. "He understands you perfectly and talks as well as anyone. He"s worth his weight in gold, and has been a perfect guide. If it hadn"t been for him I could never have pulled you out of that mora.s.s, so mind your manners. Now, go wash!"
He told me later that the reason he had been able to find us was that someone from the seedy edge of town had seen us go, and he had persuaded a couple of hors.e.m.e.n to follow us as far as the Place of Power. But no further.
"I should have thought that by now you would have got the message," I said.
"We don"t need you; we can manage without your ceaseless suspicions and innuendos. The only reason you followed this time is because of your obsession with treasure, a treasure I have told you again and again doesn"t exist. I am on a private pilgrimage to find a friend of mine and Growch has come along to keep me company."
"And-him?" He jerked his head in Ky-Lin"s direction.
"I"ve told you that too. He is my guide and my friend, and I am his mission, if you like."
"Mission, suspicion . . . All a load of s.h.i.t if you ask me. Anyway, who"s this "friend" you"re looking for?"
"None of your business. And there is no place for you where I must go. I have a little money saved: I shan"t need it where I am going, and I"m willing that you should have it if you will go back." I realized as soon as I opened my mouth that it was the wrong thing to say. By implying that I was unlikely to need money, it would only make him more convinced than ever that I was in expectation of finding more. I think my next remark made it worse, if possible. "I can give you ten gold pieces."
I still had the money Suleiman gave me, together with the coins my father had left me-but he wasn"t having those.
I saw his eyebrows raise, but he was still staring into the fire, avoiding my eyes. The other two were already asleep, but I had stayed awake in order to have it out with him.
"If it is as you say," he said slowly, "then it matters little to either of us whether I go now or stay and see you safe. If I do the latter, then at least I can bear a message back to Matthew Spicer that I have left you safe and well. I can still be useful in fetching and carrying and I wouldn"t feel I was doing my duty after all we"ve been through together if I didn"t offer you my protection while I could."
Oh, very clever! I thought. Showing merely friendship and concern for my safety, but ensuring he kept his eye on me-and my money-right to the end.
If I hadn"t still had this indefinable feeling that only harm could come from his accompanying us, then I probably wouldn"t have hesitated-but if I didn"t know exactly what I was afraid of, how could I insist on leaving him behind?
"Very well," I said. "But I expect you to share all the ch.o.r.es and portage. And don"t," I added, "grumble. Wherever you find yourself, or however tough it gets. I still think you"re wasting your time."
"We"ll see," he said, and by the next morning he was almost his usual c.o.c.ky, arrogant self, just as if he had donned a new suit of clothes.
In fact more clothes were the first things we bought when we came across a decent-sized village. Our winter things had suffered badly in the bog, and besides the warmer weather was here and we needed thinner coverings. I bought us both loose cotton jackets and short breeches, reaching to the knees, and on Ky-Lin"s recommendation, straw hats against the sun. I was going to buy sandals as well, but he advised me to keep my boots until we had crossed the desert.
As the villages we pa.s.sed through were scattered, it didn"t seem worthwhile Ky-Lin changing his shape or trying to hide, so we met a great deal of superst.i.tious terror, but were better able to bargain: in many cases I believe they were only too glad to get rid of us!
As we worked our way through the foothills of the mountains towards our next objective, the Desert of Death, my spirits rose with each day that dawned, each mile we walked, each hour that pa.s.sed. This was the last barrier to surmount, the last real test of our endurance. And with Ky-Lin to lead the way, what could possibly go wrong?
Suddenly, one day, there it was, stretching to the horizon as far as the eye could see. Even the mountains to the north seemed farther away than ever, misty blue in the haze that hung over the sand. There was no gradual approach; it seemed that one stepped off civilization into the wilderness like crossing a threshold. One pace and there you were.
We spent the night at the last village marked on the map, a tiny place squashed between two rearing crags, like a piece of stringy meat caught between two teeth. We were curiosities; very few travellers came their way, but even their awe at seeing Ky-Lin could not overcome their horror at the realization that we were intending to cross the desert.
At first Ky-Lin was reluctant to translate what they said, seated with us in the headman"s hut that night, privileged guests, but I insisted, and he was honest enough to interpret literally.
Did we understand that it was called the Desert of Death?
Yes, we did.
Did we understand why it was called thus?
We thought so.
Did we know that no one returned from such a journey?
There was no call to, if they were travelling further on.
Then it was our turn to ask some questions.
Did the villagers ever venture out there?
Sometimes.
Why did they go?
To hunt desert foxes and hares.
Then there must be food for them, and water?
A shrug was the only answer.
How far did the hunters go into the desert?
Well provisioned they could last for a week, over a twenty-five-mile radius.
After that there are no more animals to hunt.
What about other settlements?
Another shrug, then someone ventured that there were legends of a fabulous city, a great temple, but . . .
But what?
More shrugs. A long time ago, many lifetimes. No one came back to tell.
Maybe it got lost under the Sand Mountains.
What are those?
Great hills of sand that march across the desert, eating everything they come across.
"Are you sure we"re going in the right direction?" muttered d.i.c.kon.
"You can always turn around and go back," I whispered in return.
All the village turned out the next morning to see us off, and it didn"t help one bit that they were burning incense, chanting prayers, and already looked at us as if we were ghosts.
"Don"t worry too much," said Ky-Lin. "I a.s.sure you that out there, there is a huge temple and a thriving town: I"ve been there. It"s situated on an underground river, but there is plenty of water. It was a while ago since I was there, but bricks and mortar and bronze and gold don"t just disappear."
Comforted by his a.s.surance we made our way to a line of scrub that, the villagers had informed us, marked the course of a now dried-up riverbed. Ky- Lin frowned a little as he gazed down at the river pebbles that lined the bottom.