"Windy," muttered the dog.
"They came out of the trees, the sun behind them. Couldn"t see . . . Noise and pain. I ran this way. . . ." Indeed I could see we were now following the road she must have taken: branches broken, shrubs torn by her wild progress, gra.s.s trampled and leaves scattered.
"Look," I said. "Whatever happened, happened yesterday. It sounds as though it was an ambush, but they will all have gone by now. It"s perfectly safe, I promise. . . . Go forward, dog, and reconnoiter."
"You what?"
I explained, and he ran on ahead. The ground started to slope downwards towards a little dell and Mistral was breathing anxiously.
"Down there . . ." she whispered.
The dog came running back, his tail between his legs. "You ain"t goin" to like this, lady: "old your nose. . . ."
But I could already smell the stench of death, and hear a great buzzing of flies, the flap of carrion crow. There were four of them, lying sprawled in the random carelessness of sudden death, naked except for their braies. Their eyes had already gone, and the crows rose heavily gorged, the men"s wounds torn still further by cruel beaks. I shouted and ran at the birds till they flapped to the nearest tree; they would be back, and there was nothing I could do about the clouds of flies, the ants, the beetles. I moved among the corpses, holding my nose, but there was nothing to say who they were, where they had come from, save a sc.r.a.p of torn pennant under one twisted leg- My heart gave a sudden, sickening lurch. Staring at the sc.r.a.p of silk I suddenly recalled what I had completely forgotten until this moment: a tall, beautiful knight on a huge horse, who had smiled a heart-catching smile and called me "pretty." So much had happened since that encounter that he had not crossed my mind again-until this bitter moment. And I had sent him down this road. . . . No, no, it couldn"t be! Life couldn"t be that cruel!
Frantically I ran among the corpses in the dell, no longer squeamish, turning the lolling heads from side to side, seeking my knight. One head, already severed from the body, came easily to my hand, and I was left holding something that was shaped and heavy as a cabbage, but crawling with maggots. . . .
He wasn"t there, he wasn"t there! I ran up from the dell, farther into the forest, but there was no other stink of death, nor flies, nor carrion. I ran back to the horse, Mistral.
"What happened to him, where is he? Where is your master, Sir-Sir . . ." But I had forgotten his name.
"Who? What man?"
"He was a knight and rode a black horse-you must remember!"
"They killed the men and took the horses and the baggage. I ran away. That"s all I know."
"All of them?"
"I don"t know. I only saw my corner of it."
Maybe they had taken him for ransom. Perhaps they had ridden him away into the forest on his fine black horse, to bargain with his folks for far more than the horses and baggage they had stolen-I held the tattered piece of blue silk in my hand and prayed for his safety.
The dog nudged my knee. "Better find a place to kip for the night soon: near sundown."
I gestured towards the bodies. "We can"t just leave them like this. . . ."
"You gotta spade and a coupla hours? No. Don"t worry "bout them. This track is used by those in the village; they"ll deal with the remains. Bury them the way you "umans do things. To my way o" thinkin", better leave bodies to the birds and the foxes to pick clean."
I muttered a prayer, crossed myself. "Right: lead on, dog."
About a half-mile farther along, as it grew too dark to see underfoot and my feet felt swollen to twice their usual size with the unaccustomed walking, the trees suddenly thinned and we found ourselves at the top of a steep bank. The moon rode out from behind some sc.u.mmy clouds and there beneath us was a luminous strip of roadway, wide enough for six hors.e.m.e.n to ride abreast.
"Is that it?"
"Well, it"s a road," said the dog. "Give or take . . ."
"It runs north/south," said Mistral.
"Come on, then," and in my eagerness I started to slide down the bank towards the shining expanse.
"Not so fast, lady," said the dog behind me. "You doesn"t travel a road like this at night-"
"Scared?" and I slid down to the bottom, giving my right ankle a nasty jar, but determined to continue our journey now we had found what we were looking for.
"-"cos it"s too dark to see," continued the dog, as the moon disappeared again.
"Neither do you travel alone," said Mistral. "There is safety in numbers. Look what happened to me."
A night-jar churred above my head and I lost one of my shoes in the scramble back. The dog retrieved it for me, all slathery from his mouth.
Scrabbling around in the dark, for I was now afraid of the risk of a lantern, I found the ham and the rest of the honey cakes, sharing a third, two-thirds with the dog. Afterwards, snugged down in my blanket, I listened to Mistral cropping the gra.s.s, sounding in the night like the tearing of strips of linen, and felt strangely comforted by the proximity of the two animals, even though the promised guard-dog, alert to every danger, the one who had promised to stay awake so I could sleep easy, was snoring heavily long before I closed my eyes.
I woke early and now that we had reached the road I was eager to be on my way. Not only impatience but also the knowledge that we were still within a half-day"s travel of the village by foot, and those on horseback could travel much faster. I had no intention of being called to account for burning down the cottage and everything in it, and at mention of the villagers" possible vengeance the dog, too, looked thoughtful, then volunteered to scout out the road beneath us.
He was gone some twenty minutes, and arrived back to announce that all was clear as far as eyesight.
"Been a group of people past in the last twenty-four hours," he reported.
"Mule t.u.r.ds, dried p.i.s.s. Doubt if there"ll be others on the road today."
I decided we"d risk it, and the sooner we were away the better. A quick snack of cheese for the dog and me and we all scrambled down the bank and onto the road.
My memory of the highway from the night before had been of a broad ghostly ribbon winding away smoothly into the distance, but the reality was far different. The surface was stony and uneven, marred by wheel-ruts and loose flints big enough to turn one"s ankle, and it twisted and turned like a pig"s tail, to follow the contours of the land. Nor was it the same width all the way.
Sometimes it narrowed to pa.s.s through a gully or across a bridge, like the one that spanned the river that flowed away from our village; at other places it widened or split in two where the ground was obviously boggy after rain.
After an hour of this I felt I had had enough, even though Mistral matched her pace to my waddle-the dog scurried about like an agitated beetle, up and down, back and forth, till it made me dizzy to watch him-and I called a halt.
The sun was shining in my eyes, sweat running into my eyes until they stung; my feet were swollen, my thighs sore with rubbing together and my stomach was howling-empty.
But unpacking the food gave me a shock. I hadn"t realized how much I-we, I thought, scowling at the dog-had consumed. All that was left that didn"t need cooking was a rind of cheese, a slice of cold bacon and one squashed honey cake. I threw the rind to the dog and ate what was left almost as quickly, while Mistral munched philosophically among the scrub at the side of the road, lipping at leaves I wouldn"t have thought edible. Obviously her wasted look was partly due to starvation.
The dog, too, found something edible: he crawled out from under a bush crunching on an enormous stag beetle. I felt sick.
"Better get goin"," he said. "Only done a coupla miles . . ."
"Oh, do stop grouching!" I cried in exasperation, all the more annoyed because I knew he was right. "Grumble and grouch and eat, that"s all you do all day! Matter of fact, that"s what I"ll call you from now on: "Growch"! So there . . .".
He spat out stag-beetle bits, then hoofed his right ear and inspected the results. "Never had a name before," he said. "Thanks." He tried it out.
"Growch, Growch, Growch . . . Not bad."
And I immediately felt mean: how would I have felt if I had been christened "Grumble"? Even though "Somerdai" was odd, it had nice connotations. But the dog seemed happy enough; I think he liked the subdued barking noise his name made.
We progressed better for the next hour or so, heartened by the various pieces of evidence that others had traversed this way earlier-a sc.r.a.p of cloth, more droppings, a midday cooking fire. I began to feel much better, as if a great load had left my mind. I was no longer confined by routine, everything was new and exciting and different. All I encountered from now on would be fresh to my senses and would have to be dealt with by me alone, no one to tell me what to do. In a way daunting, in another exciting. I hoped I was equal to the challenge. But why not? With my education and G.o.d"s help even I could have a stab at Life. True, not everything was on my side, and I now had the added responsibilities of the horse and the dog, but the former at least was more of a help than a hindrance.
So it was with a sense of lively antic.i.p.ation that we topped a rise shortly after midday to see, spread beneath us, a huddle of roofs that meant safety and food. The air was still, and the northerly drift of house fires stained the deep blue sky like snarls of sheep"s wool caught in a hedge.
I forgot my discomforts and hunger as we wound our way down into the valley beneath, and even though the journey was longer than I thought, due to the bafflement of distance in the clear air and the twists of the road, it was not much after two in the afternoon by the time we reached the outskirts of the sizable village. It must, I calculated, hold at least five times as many people as ours, if not more. Even without my tally-sticks that would mean well over a thousand: more people than I had ever seen in my life!
I stopped to enquire if a caravan of people had pa.s.sed by of the first person I saw, an old crone catching the last of the sun outside her hovel.
"Went this way yesterday and on again this morning. Left the blind idiot behind."
My heart sank. The sun was now dipping away behind the hills to our right and there was no way we could hope to catch them up. That would mean we should have to shelter here for the night and think again in the morning. I asked if there was a traveler"s rest place.
"Not as such. Ask at the inn down the road for stable s.p.a.ce."
We trudged down the main street till we came to the tavern she had indicated, a mean-looking place with a tattered bunch of hops hanging over the doorway. I was not rea.s.sured by the surly landlord telling me he was short on both food and ale.
"Blame them as came through yesterday," he said brusquely. "More"n usual for this time o" year. Can do you a stew tonight and there"s s.p.a.ce in the stable out back."
"How much?"
He named an outrageous price, but Mama had taught me how to bargain and the matter was settled for a couple of coins. I begged a crust of bread in antic.i.p.ation of the stew, which I shared with Growch, then bedded Mistral down in the dilapidated stable, collecting together some stray wisps of hay for her. Growch I left on guard, mindful of the packs I had stored away under the manger. I reckoned the threat of a horse"s kick and a dog"s bite would be enough to deter even the landlord or his wife, were they inquisitive enough to try and inspect my belongings.
I decided to take a walk through the village while it was still light. In the distance, from the direction of the church tower, came shouts of merriment and I made my way in that direction. Turning a corner I saw that the s.p.a.ce in front of the church was crammed with people all apparently enjoying themselves heartily. Children were screaming and running about, playing tag, and over to my left folk were dancing to the strains of a bagpipe.
I caught the sleeve of a woman pa.s.sing by with her friends. "Is it a festival? A Saint"s Day?"
She stared at me and shrugged. "Not as I know. We just come to see the fun.
Got a blind idiot in the stocks over there, been pelting "im all day. Come night we drums "im outa town, as the rules say."
I knew these "rules." Anyone liable to be a burden on the parish was got rid of, quick. I remembered what the old crone had said.
"Is this the man that was picked up on the road by the caravan yesterday?"
"The same. Now, if"n you"ll "scuse me . . ."
I peered over shoulders in the direction the woman went, but was too short.
Might as well see what was going on. We had the small-brained in our village, more than one, but people were generally kind enough to them. After all they were part of the community, somebody"s relatives. Of course the worst ones got smothered at birth. This one must be something special.
Using my elbows I squirmed through for a better view. A few minutes later I was at the front, staring at the pathetic figure drooping over the stocks. He was naked except for a short pair of braies, and his hair and body were matted with filth.
Someone picked up a rotten apple, obviously used before for target practice, and chucked it, but it fell short.
I stared hard at the pilloried man. There was something familiar about that tall figure. But what did some disreputable blind idiot in the stocks of an out- of-the-way village have to do with me? I edged nearer: now I was only a couple of feet away. Look up, I begged him silently; let me see your face. . . .
I found I was twisting the horn ring on my finger, unreasonably agitated, as if something unexpected was about to happen.
And then it did.
Someone threw a stone which struck the man in the stocks a painful blow on the shoulder and he lifted his head and howled like a dog at his tormentors.
"Leave me alone! What have I done to you that you should torture me like this?"
My gasp of horror and recognition was lost in the jeers and catcalls of the crowd. How could I have been so blind? That filthy, disheveled, near-naked creature in the stocks had been wearing silks and riding a tall black horse the last time I had seen him.
It was my beautiful knight, Sir Gilman!
Chapter Seven.
Horror, exultation, anxiety: all three emotions chased through my mind at the same time. Horror at his condition, exultation at his survival of the ambush, anxiety as to how I was to get him out of this terrible mess. Indulge in the other two later, I told myself: concentrate on the last. Come on, now: it"s up to you. No one else can save him. You fell in love with him at first sight, remember? You never believed you would see him again, he was just someone to fantasize about. Well, here he is, just like all the stories you used to tell yourself. In those stories you got your hero out of the most impossible situations: what would your heroine do to save him?
I rushed to the foot of the platform on which stood the pillory and shouted up at him: "Sir Gilman! Sir Gilman? Can you hear me?"
But his face, bespattered with grime and with a two-day growth of beard, showed no recognition, his blue eyes staring past my right shoulder.
Behind me I heard ribald comments, requests to move myself, but my whole being was concentrated on the figure before me. I noticed a huge bruise on his right temple, extending from his hairline right down to his eyebrow; it was a livid, raised purplish-blue, and I recalled what they had said of him: "Blind idiot." Had the blow to his head robbed him both of his sight and his wits? I tried his name again, but there was no reaction.
"Move aht the way, yer silly cow!"
"Shift yer fat a.r.s.e, and let"s get a sight o" the action!"
A hand grasped my arm. A stout man with a colored sash round his waist frowned down at me. "Now then, la.s.s . . ."
I twisted the ring on my finger in my agitation, opened my mouth to say something, but found I was speaking words out of the air instead!
"Are you in charge of-of this travesty, sir?"
"I"m the bailiff, yes, but-"
"Then kindly release my brother at once!" Now I knew what to say, what to do; it was just like my stories. I jingled the few coins in my purse. "I have been seeking him three days now. I am sorry if he has been a nuisance, but . . ." and I tapped my forehead significantly. "You know how it is."
He nodded. "And you come from . . . ?"
I mentioned the name of our village and even spoke the first deliberate lie of my life. "Of course, the mayor, our cousin, has been worried sick! He has always been very fond of-of er, Gill, and even lent me his horse to seek him out, and I have bespoke stabling for us all tonight at the "Jumping Stag" down the road. . . . And now, if you would please release him, I promise to be responsible for the silly boy!" and I pressed a couple of coins into his hand.
He glanced at me keenly out of eyes like currants, pocketed the coins, and turned to address the restless crowd.
"Listen here, my friends . . ." and as he spoke I climbed up to the pillory and whispered in Sir Gilman"s ear.
"Don"t fret! I"ve got you out of this and we"ll sort things out in the morning. . .
." I didn"t want him disclaiming all knowledge of me.
He swung his confined head in my direction. "Who am I!"