"And what do you hope for in exchange, daughter of man?"
I squared my shoulders; all or nothing. "When your new Master Dragon was in his first incarnation, I saved his life; I ask you now for the price of that life.
Let him spend his man-life time with me, a quarter of each year that we may have together."
Another growling roar, louder this time. "You are impertinent!"
"I do not mean to be. If I had not been in that place, at that time, a.s.suredly the growing creature that was to become your splendid He-whose-wings-sc.r.a.pe- the-clouds would never be standing here in front of you, an addition to your- your . . ." (what on earth was a collection of dragons? A flock? A gathering?
The ring gave me the answer) " . . . your doom of dragons. I admit that I kissed the creature he was then three times, causing this-this, to you, malfunction in his makeup, but that was a human manifestation of what you would recognize as kinship. . . ." Where were the words coming from? This wasn"t me talking! Thank you, ring! "As it is, if you agree to my proposal, for nine months of the year you will have his company and his services, those of a Master Dragon. Can you afford to lose these? If you refuse our request-and it is his as well as mine-he will merely be sulky and uncooperative and absent himself from your meetings.
"There are few enough of you left: your distinguished race has been declining noticeably during the last thousand years. Do you want this to go on happening? I rescued one for you: surely you can grant me a quarter of his time?"
There was silence. And silence. The air in front of me shimmered and the lights went out, one by one, as the moon pa.s.sed beyond the opening high in the cavern. The dragons disappeared and so did their jewels till only the rocks and pebbles remained.
I blinked back the tears. "Why didn"t they listen to me?"
"But they did." He looked across the chasm. "They just haven"t made up their minds, that"s all. You were magnificent, by the way. . . ." If he had been in his human form, I"m sure he would have been smiling. "What"s a day or two to a dragon, who measures your years as ten to his one? Give them time, my love, give them time. . . . And now I must take you back. Put on your cloak and wrap it tight. Close your eyes. . . ."
Once again I felt the pressure on my neck, his breath on my face and then I was asleep with the wind on my face, the flap of wings in my ears, the smell of cinders in my nostrils, the dizzy descent- I was lying in my own bed and a voice whispered in my ear: "See you tomorrow."
"You gonna sleep the "ole day away?" said Growch peevishly. "S"long after my breakfast . . ."
I sat up, blinking, to find the sun fingering its way through the shutters and the sound of chanting.
"What time is it?"
"Dunno. Near enough noon, I reckons."
I looked down. I was still wearing my green silk dress, my father"s cloak. I remembered what had happened during the night, and I sighed. There must be something I could do to persuade them. . . .
"Enjoy yer trip?"
So he had been watching. "What? Oh, yes. I suppose so . . . Sorry, Growch, I"ve been neglecting you, but I"ve got a lot on my mind."
"That wouldn" include food, would it?"
I sighed again, but I loved him, grotty foulmouth that he was, and his devotion deserved some reward.
"I think that would do us both good. Let"s go down to the market in the village and see what they"ve got."
And over honeyed and spiced roast ribs, egg noodles and sweet-berry tart I made final plans for the strategy I had been planning for the last couple of days. As far as I could see there was only one sure way of granting that which I wished for both Jasper and myself.
Tonight I would tell him my plan.
First, though, there was plenty to do. Practical things like hanging my dress free of wrinkles, taking my sheets down to the laundry woman in the courtyard, washing my hair free of wind tangles, warm water for a bath, bringing my journal up to date with last night"s happenings. Certain things to be specially packaged, two letters to write. The first, to Matthew Spicer, was finished quickly. The other, to his agent in Venice, Signor Falcone, took longer. And I must have a talk with Ky-Lin.
And what if it all went wrong? The letters were easily torn up, but the rest? I wouldn"t think about that.
Something else had been niggling me for days: I had been neglecting my prayers. Of course there was no Christian church within a thousand miles but G.o.d was G.o.d, wherever worshipped, so at the next call to prayer in the monastery I knelt and closed my eyes, offering up my heartfelt thanks for all that had gone before, and my various deliverances from evil. I prayed for those dead, my mother and my father, and for those I hoped still lived: the no- longer blind knight, Matthew and Suleiman, Signor Falcone, the sea captain and his big wife, little prince Tug, even d.i.c.kon. Then there were the animals.
Jesus had been a shepherd to his people, so surely He would understand the prayers to those creatures I had loved and lost to their new lives: Mistral, Traveler, Basher, Ky-lin, of course, even Bear, and my darling Growch. Last of all there was Jasper, my one and only love, Master of Many Treasures. Easy enough to pour out my prayers for the man, but how did one pray for a dragon? I suppose if one owned a lizard that grew out of all proportion, turned nasty, started to fly around all over the place and charred all it ate, then one could pray for a dragon.
I tried my best, but even the patience of G.o.d must have been tried by my ramblings.
I took out the egg. It had grown even larger. I placed it on the clothes chest against the wall and covered it with my shift. I looked around the room: all seemed ready. Bed freshly made with clean sheets, my dress free of creases, a skin of honeyed rice wine and two mugs on the side table- " "Spectin" "im in "ere, then? Where does you want me to go?"
Oh, poor Growch! But I had thought about him earlier. A large bone awaited him in d.i.c.kon"s empty room next door.
"You goin" to do naughties again?"
I nearly cancelled the bone.
Chapter Thirty.
The rest of the day dragged by on leaden feet, and two or three times I found myself pacing restlessly around and around my room like a caged animal, chewing my nails, until Growch planted his tail under my foot and I had to spend a quarter-hour apologizing.
The sun went down and I tried to stay relaxed, knowing that Jasper would not come till moonrise, for dragons don"t like flying in full dark, and the few stars were still lie-abeds, reluctant to leave their day"s sleep.
The night was chill: no wind, no clouds. I took to twisting my ring about my finger; it was definitely looser today, and with a pang I thought I knew the reason why. This was one of my possessions I had not taken into account on settling my affairs. I must see Ky-Lin. There was also an addition I must make to Signor Falcone"s letter.
I could leave it until tomorrow-no, I would do it right now. So it was with pen in hand, paper in front of me, legs curled up beneath, and my tongue between my teeth (normal position when I was writing) that Jasper found me. I had my back to the balcony door, which was open, in order to sit as near as I could to the candles, and the first I knew was when he dropped a light kiss on the nape of my neck.
I jumped up, scattering paper, pen and ink; there was a huge blot on the paper which no amount of sand would soak up.
"Jasper! How did you manage to be so quiet?"
"You were busy!" He kissed me again, this time properly. "Catching up on your correspondence?" He was only joking, but it was too near the mark for me. I gathered up the papers, turned them facedown.
"Something like that . . . oh, I am glad to see you! I thought the moon would never rise."
He drew me out onto the balcony. "Well there she is, near full. Whatever they call the days and months here, do you realize that tomorrow night it will be two years since we returned to the place where I was hatched at that farm by the Place of Stones? All Hallows" Eve . . . Remember?"
As if I could ever forget. That was the night when my beloved Wimperling had turned into an even more beloved man-dragon. Fiercer, more unpredictable, someone to fear as well as love, an unknown quant.i.ty in many ways, he had still captured both my imagination and my heart. I had watched him fly away that night knowing he had taken part of me with him.
And that feeling of loss had never grown less. This was why I had travelled so far to find him, knowing that no other man would do for me. My thoughts scurried back to another All Hallows" Eve: the night I had found my mother dead and had left my home forever to seek my fortune. That had been three years ago, but it seemed more like ten. So much had happened to that naive, ingenuous, then-plump girl who had believed that all she had to do was travel to the nearest town to find a husband! So proud I was then, I remembered, of my book learning and housekeeping skills. The ability to read, write and figure had been useful, especially when travelling as Matthew"s apprentice, but as for my skills in cheese making, embroidery, rose-hip syrup, possets, headache pills, smocking, elderflower wine, besom making, green poultices, patchwork, face packs, spinning and weaving-none of these had ever been exercised.
The fine sewing had descended to plain sewing and mending, the cookery to tossing whatever there was into the pot on an outside fire, and the fat girl had slimmed down dramatically and was lithe as a boy.
So here came another All Hallows. I felt a tiny p.r.i.c.k of foreboding-whether it came from the ring or not I wasn"t sure-but after all, the saints had seen me through so far, and there was no need for the superst.i.tions of a hag-ridden night to disturb me now.
"Yes, I remember," I said, in answer to his question. "I reckon they are lucky for me, those dates."
"Me too!" He hugged me tight. "Don"t you want to know what the Council said?"
No, I had been too frightened to ask. "Yes, of course I do! Tell me?"
"Well it"s not bad, and it"s not good. They are still deliberating, but although it seems they will probably agree to my spending my man-time with you, they are still divided on whether I can have three months at a time. Most of them would prefer one, I think."
I pretended to consider, all the while knowing that I had something priceless with which to negotiate. "Yes, I suppose that would be better than nothing.
April, August, December? Then I would have you for late spring, full summer and the snows of winter."
"Good." He was kissing my throat and shoulders now, and it was difficult to concentrate. "They want to see you again, tomorrow night, to hear their decision. That"s good, because I don"t think they would waste their time seeing you once more if they intended to refuse."
"Perhaps they mean to serve me up for supper," I said lightly.
My dress fell to my ankles; those shoulder ribbons were too easy.
"I told you, sweetheart, they don"t eat damsels anymore-if they ever did."
"I believe you," I said obediently. My hands went to his head, feeling with pleasure the strong bones under my fingers as he bent to my b.r.e.a.s.t.s, the exquisite reactions this engendered almost unbearable. The rest of my body was shivering with antic.i.p.ation-that or the night wind, I had no idea, nor did I care, for a moment later he had swept me up in his arms and carried me to the bed. As I felt his weight press down on me, his mouth on mine, his hands busy elsewhere, the rapture I felt surpa.s.sed anything I had ever known. But even as I lost myself in his embrace I thought I felt a faint tingle in my ring, and somewhere a dog barking- But a moment later all was forgotten with his body in me, with me, by me, part of me. . . .
Later, much later, we lay in each other"s arms, at peace. It must have been near dawn, for the last, low bars of moonlight lay aslant the floor and the candles were burning low. I snuggled closer, feeling his body stir in sympathy.
"Jasper?"
"Mmmmm?"
"Do you-do you . . ." But no, I couldn"t ask him. Women always wanted the answer to "that" question, if it hadn"t been volunteered before: men always tried to avoid committing themselves. That much my mother had taught me.
"Do I-do I . . ." he mimicked gently. "Of course I do! Why do you think I am here? But you want to hear me say it, don"t you my love?"
"It doesn"t matter, truly it doesn"t-" Liar!
"It matters to both of us," he said gently. "You see when I saw you again and realized just how far you had travelled to see me-I know you pretended otherwise but it didn"t work-I felt guilty. Then my conscience took over; my man-conscience, because dragons don"t have one you would recognize. That conscience told me you would be far better off without me, so I tried to play it casual. I wanted you to think I no longer cared for you, because I knew I could never give you the sort of life you deserve-"
"But you have! I-"
"Hush! Let me finish. This sort of life we hope to wrest from the Council isn"t anywhere near perfect. You could do much better: go back to your merchant.
At least there you will be safe, secure and loved for twelve months of the year."
"I don"t love him, I never did!"
"I know, I know! As the Wimperling I knew; as myself I know. But my conscience-that d.a.m.nable thing that a certain young woman encouraged in a pig once upon a time-won"t let me capture and keep you without a struggle.
Dragons are totally selfish: sometimes men are not. I love you so much I want what is best for you."
There. He had said it. "And I love you, as you know. All I want is to be with you, even if it"s only for a day a year, so don"t let"s have any more trouble from your conscience. Go ahead: be selfish!"
He smiled wryly. "I knew it wouldn"t work. . . ."
"But I have something that might. . . ." I slipped from his side and, naked, crossed to the clothes chest, peeled back my shift from the egg, picked it up as if it were the finest porcelain and carried it back to the bed. "There! What do you think of that?"
He sat up, slowly at first, then suddenly, as though he had sat on a pin.
"What"s this?" He answered his own question. "It"s a dragon"s egg, or I"m-I"m a pig again! Where did you find it? How long have you had it?"
"I"ve had it for about a year. But it was hidden for a year before that, and it has grown a good deal since it first saw the light. When I first saw it, it was about the size and color of a freshwater pearl, but it was quite soft to the touch. So I kept it safe and warm until it hardened. Since then, until now, I have kept it in a pouch round my neck. Pretty, isn"t it? Somehow I never thought a dragon"s egg would look like this. . . ."
"Where did it come from?"
"Guess!"
He scowled. "I don"t want to guess: I want to know! This is important, don"t you realize that?"
"Of course I do! It is our bargaining power: it"s the most valuable thing we have!"
He leant forward, took it in his hands. "This is incredible! The Council can surely refuse us nothing now. But I must know where you found it."
"Oh, it has an impeccable pedigree." I was enjoying this. "Like a mug of rice wine?" He shook his head impatiently. "It is a Master Dragon"s egg, no less."
"How do you know that? How could you know . . ."
"Because it"s yours, that"s why!"
"Mine!" I watched the various expressions chase their way across his face: amazement, disbelief, doubt, hope, puzzlement and, finally, a sort of bewildered joy. "But-how do you know? How can it be?"
"That time at the Place of Stones. Remember? You held me in your arms, you kissed me, you changed back and forth from dragon to man, man to dragon, and all the while you were-you were . . . You made love to me."
"But-it couldn"t happen that way! It"s impossible!"
"You told me dragons could self-procreate and that"s difficult for me to believe. If that can happen why couldn"t you have produced a life of your own for me to hold?" I leant forward and kissed him. "All I am sure about is that it is yours, and that I held it within me for a year. I had no usual monthly flow during that time, and it was Ky-Lin, the creature I told you about, who helped me with the pain of producing it. Since then I have been normal. So, I truly believe we share it."
"Mine-and yours," he said wonderingly. "They say there is nothing new under the skies. . . . What do we do with it?"
"It belongs to those who are left: the Council, to guard and nurture until it is time for the hatching. Many years too late for me, my love . . . But surely, with a gift such as this, you can persuade them to give me your lifetime as a man to spend with me? Not a week, a year, our time as man and woman together.
When I am-gone-then you can be theirs again. In return for the egg, another dragon for them."
He rose from the bed and took me in his arms.
"My dearest dear, my little love, there is nothing would please me more! I"m sure they will agree-and that island I promised you still waits for us!"
He drew me tight and showed me just exactly what I had to look forward to.
It was nearly dawn; the first flush of light was graying the outlines of the shutters as I opened my sleepy eyes. Jasper had left me as the last rays of the moon slanted across the valley, promising to put our request to the Council.
He had left the egg with me.
"Tomorrow night we shall go together with the egg, and exchange it for our freedoms-don"t worry: they will want our egg more than any jewel in the world: it is their promise of continued life. After tomorrow night, the world is ours! We can be an ordinary couple-even go to one of your churches and become man and wife. Would you like that?"