Cally"s eyes wavered from his face, and she answered: "No, I"m not generous."
Her struggle was to keep life fixed and constant, and all about her she found life fluent and changing. Or perhaps life was constant, and the fluency was in her. Or perhaps the difficulty was all in this man, about whom she had never been able to take any position that he did not shortly oust her from it. Considering her resolution only last night, she too had thought, when she began, that she was carrying generosity to the point of downright disloyalty to papa. By what strangeness of his expression did he make her feel that even this was not generous enough, that more was required of the daughter of the Works than merely withdrawing from all responsibility?...
V. Vivian regarded the lovely Hun. As a prophet you might glory, but as a man you must face the music....
"But I must tell you," he began, with visible effort, "that you--you will feel very differently, when you"ve seen--"
However, she interrupted him, raising her eyes with a little smile, sweet and somewhat sad.
"I"ll look after my part of it," said she; and there was her pledge of amity held out, gloved in white. "Do you think you can be my friend?"
The light showed another change in the young man"s face. He took the hand, and said with sudden strange feeling:
"Let my life prove it."
So Cally turned away thinking that she had found that rarest thing among men, a friend of women.
And Mr. V.V. walked off blindly up the lamplit street, his heart a singing and a pain.
XXVII
Of one of the Triumphs of Cally"s Life, and the Tete-a-tete following, which vaguely depresses her; of the Little Work-Girl who brought the Note that Sunday, oddly remet at Gentlemen"s Furnishings.
Canning was absent more than two weeks. His attorney"s business had brought entanglements before and behind; he was by no means a free man even now. Not all the powers of government could have detained him, we may be sure, had he considered such detention hurtful to the dearest matter in the world. But Canning, in the peculiar circ.u.mstances, had concluded that a period of meditation was well, that absence made the heart grow fonder; and, if human calculations are worth anything at all, his conclusions were amply justified. Through the days of their separation his chosen had constantly felt upon her the weight of that vast intangible pressure which pins each mortal of us, except the strong, to his own predestined groove. Chiefly mamma, but many other things, too, had been pressing Cally steadily from thoughts of useful deeds, of which she knew so little, toward thoughts of Mrs. Hugo Canning, of which she knew so much. For sixteen days, time and circ.u.mstance had played straight into her lover"s hands....
Hugo paused to be welcomed, on his way from the train, Olympian of mien, and beautifully dressed, he looked indeed exactly the sort of man who would shortly have use for the contents of the little velvet box, at this moment reposing snugly in his waistcoat pocket. Still, he had turned up the collar of his big travelling-coat, and a slight hoa.r.s.eness indicated that the throat trouble which had sent him south last year had returned with the first frost.
"I can draw on it for another six months" furlough," said he, meeting Cally"s eyes with gay meaning, "just as soon as I have need for such a thing."
He had come this time as the open gallant, Lochinvar in all men"s sight.
If his lady desired ceremonies all in order, in sooth she should have them. For the first week of his absence, he had strategically allowed himself to be lost in silence. And then the postman and expressman had suddenly begun to bring reminders of him, letters, bon-bons, books even, flowers every day, and every day a different sort. Cally greeted him wearing out-of-season violets from his own florist. And by telegraph to the faithful Willie Kerr, the gifted wooer had arranged a little dinner for his first evening, to give his official courtship a background which in other days it had sometimes lacked....
"To my mind it"s a bore," said he, as they parted. "Please expect to give me a little time of my own afterwards."
The occasion was no bore to Carlisle. She recognized it as one of the triumphs of her life. The material dinner could of course be no better than the New Arlington could make it; but then the New Arlington was a hotel which supercilious tourists always mentioned with pleased surprise in their letters home; that is, if they had any homes and ever thought of writing to them. And Cousin Willie Kerr, having got "off" at three-thirty with _carte blanche _for the arrangements, that night proved that the world of Epicurus had lost an artist when he had turned his talents to commerce. But of course Carlisle"s triumph lay not in glowing candle-shades or ma.s.ses of red and pink roses, not in delicate viands or vintages, however costly. She read her brilliance in the eyes and bearing of Hugo Canning"s guests.
They sat down twelve at table. Beside Carlisle"s own little coterie, there were present Mr. and Mrs. Allison Payne, who, before they had retired to the country to bring up their children, had been conspicuous in that little old-school set which included Mrs. Berkeley Page: simple-mannered, agreeable people these were, who were always very pleasant when you met them, but whom you never really seemed to know any better. And Mrs. Payne, who was Hugo"s first cousin, had kissed Carlisle when they met in the tiring-room, and hoped very prettily that they were going to be friends. Still more open was the gratulation of the somewhat less exclusive. Papa had been detained by business, and J.
Forsythe Avery, having been asked at the last moment to fill his place, had broken up another dinner-table to be seen at Canning"s.
Unquestionably he must have recognized a doughty rival, but Carlisle, who sat next him, easily saw how high she had shot up in his pink imagination. As for dear Mats Allen, her late funeral note had quite vanished in loving rapture, with just that undercurrent of honest envy so dear to the heart of woman.
"He"s simply mad about you, Cally! The way he looked and looked at you!... And he never even listened to poor little me, chatting away beside him, and frightened out of my wits all the time, he"s so lordly."
This was when dinner was over, and the guests were strolling from the little dining-room for coffee in the winter garden. Cally smiled. She had observed that most of her best friend"s time had gone, not to chatting to Hugo, but to lavishing her delicious ignorance and working her telling optic system on J. Forsythe Avery, who was so evidently now to be released for general circulation....
Mats seized the moment to inquire, simply, whether she or Evey was to be maid of honor; and Cally then laughed merrily.
"Perhaps we shall have it done by a justice of the peace.... Mats, you"re the greatest little romancer I ever saw. How you got it into your pretty noddle that Mr. Canning has the faintest interest in me I can"t imagine...."
Willie Kerr, too, paid his tribute, having momentarily withdrawn himself from mamma, whose loyal escort he was once more. Willie was a shade balder than last year, when he had played his great part in Cally"s life and then sunk below her horizon; a shade more rotund; a shade rosier in the face. But he was as genial as ever, being well lined now with a menu to his own taste and an exceptionally good champagne.
"Knew he"d come back, Carlisle," said Willie, standing before a florid oil-painting he had lured her into a parlor to look at. "Said to Eva Payne in September--no, August, one Sunday it was--"Canning"ll be back soon as she gets home," s"I. "Don"t know what happened, that trouble in the spring. Don"t want to know--none of my business. But mark my words, Eva Payne," s"I, "Hugo Canning"ll be back." Fact," said Willie, grinning cordially. "Funny how I knew. And don"t forget, Carlisle, m"dear, "twas your Uncle Cosmo did it all! Hey? Remember that tea in my apartments?
Always keep a spare room ready for Uncle Cosmo, and, by gad, I"ll come and spend my summers with you."
And later, Eva Payne, the once far unattainable, asked Mrs. Heth and her daughter for luncheon on Friday--"with a few of our friends." Mamma received the invitation like an accolade. Truly that ten thousand dollars might well have remained in bank, subject to personal check....
The little dinner, with its air of everything being all settled, was a huge success; a bit too huge to Hugo"s way of thinking. It was eleven o"clock before he really had a word with Carlisle.
"It began to look like a house-party," said he....
They were alone now in the drawing-room at home, a room whose dim beautiful lights made it look always at its best at night. Mamma had just gone up. Cally stood in front of a small plaque-mirror; she had taken off her wraps, and was now fluffing up her fine ash-gold hair where the scarf over her head had pressed it down. The pose, with upraised arms, was an alluring one; she was lithe, with a charming figure. And she still looked very young, as fresh as a rose, as new as spring and first love.
"Cally," said Canning, behind her--"I"ve fallen in love with your little name, you see, and I"m always going to call you by it after this--Cally, did I ever mention to you that you"re the prettiest girl I ever saw.
Only pretty is not the word...."
Cally laughed at her reflection in the gla.s.s.
"You could never have fallen in love with me--or my name--unless you"d thought so.... Could you?"
"I"ve never asked myself. But I could fall in love with everything else about you, too, because I"ve gone and done it."
"I wonder ... Anyhow none of the other things matter much, do they? I can"t imagine your falling in love with a hideosity, no matter how worth loving she might be."
"Under the circ.u.mstances, why bother to try?"
"It"s no bother, and it"s intensely interesting...."
Canning advanced a step. Carlisle"s gaze moved a little and encountered his in the gla.s.s. In his eyes lay his whole opinion of one half the human world....
"_Don"t_ look at me in that proprietary way...."
Canning laughed softly. He was fully prepared for coquetry.
"Proprietary! It"s the last way, my dear, I should venture to look at _you_."
She had allowed him to linger, certainly with no blindness as to what he desired to say to her. She had stood there with no ignorance that the moment was favorable. But now something seemed to have gone amiss, and she turned suddenly, frustrating whatever loverly intention he may have had.
Carlisle sat down in a circular brocaded chair, in which gold back and gold arms were one; a sufficiently decorative background for her shining _decollete_. Hugo, standing and fingering his white tie, looked down at her with no loss of confidence in his handsome eyes.
"You"ve changed somehow," said he. "I haven"t quite placed it yet.
Still, I can feel it there."
"I"m older, my friend, years older than when you used to know me. And then I"m suffering from a serious bereavement, too. I"ve lost my good opinion of myself."
"Perhaps I can be of some help in restoring it to you."