P.P.S. Just because I like you, it doesn"t mean I still don"t think you"re an evil creature of the night. You are.
Her cell phone number was added at the bottom, and I couldn"t help but smile. Since we"d ridden to Baia with Abe and his guardians, Sydney had had to leave the car behind, which had traumatized her almost as much as the Strigoi. I hoped the Alchemists would let her keep it. I shook my head, amused in spite of her warnings about Abe. The Red Hurricane.
As I headed upstairs to my room, my smile faded. Despite her abrasive att.i.tude, I was going to miss Sydney. She might not exactly be a friend-or was she?-but in this brief time, I"d come to regard her as a constant in my life. I didn"t have many of those left anymore. I felt adrift, unsure what to do now. I"d come here to bring peace to Dimitri and had only ended up bringing grief to his family. And if what everyone said was true, I wasn"t going to find many Strigoi here in Baia. Somehow, I couldn "t picture Dimitri, wandering the road and farms for the occasional prey. Even as a Strigoi -and it killed me to think those words-Dimitri would have a purpose. If he wasn"t returning to the familiar sights of his hometown, then he would be doing something else meaningful-inasmuch as a Strigoi could. Sydney"s comment in the note had verified what I kept hearing over and over: Strigoi were in the cities. But which one? Where would Dimitri go?
Now I was the one without a purpose. On top of it all, I couldn "t help but replay Mark"s words. Was I really on an insane vigilante mission? Was I foolishly rushing to my death? Or was I foolishly rushing into... nothing? Was I doomed to spend the rest of my days wandering? Alone?
Sitting on my bed, I felt my mood plummet and knew I had to distract myself. I was too susceptible to dark emotions as long as Lissa used spirit; I didn"t need to further encourage them. I slipped on the ring that Mark had given me, hoping it would bring some sort of clarity and tranquility. I felt no noticeable difference, though, and decided to seek peace from that same place I always did: Lissa"s mind.
She was with Adrian, and the two were practicing spirit again. After some initial b.u.mps in the road, Adrian was proving a quick study at healing.
That had been the first of Lissa"s powers to manifest, and it always irked her that he made more progress on what she had to teach him than vice versa.
"I"m running out of things for you to heal, " she said, setting some tiny potted plants onto a table. "Unless we start cutting off limbs or something."
Adrian smiled. "I used to tease Rose about that, how I was going to impress her by healing amputees or something equally absurd."
"Oh, and I"m sure she had a smarta.s.s response for you each time."
"Yes, yes, she did." His face was fond as he recalled the memory. There was a part of me that was always insanely curious to hear them talk about me... yet at the same time, I always felt bad at the grief my name seemed to invoke.
Lissa groaned and stretched out on the carpeted floor. They were in a dorm lounge, and curfew was swiftly approaching. "I want to talk to her, Adrian."
"You can"t," he said. There was an unusual seriousness in his voice. "I know she still checks in on you-that"s the closest you"ll get to talking to her.
And honestly? That"s not so bad. You can tell her exactly how you feel."
"Yeah, but I want to hear her talk back like you do in your dreams."
This made him smile again. "She does plenty of talking back, believe me."
Lissa sat up straight. "Do it now."
"Do what now?"
"Go visit her dreams. You always try to explain it to me, but I"ve never actually seen it. Let me watch."
He stared, at a loss for words. "That"s kind of voyeuristic."
"Adrian! I want to learn this, and we"ve tried everything else. I can feel the magic around you sometimes. Just do it, okay?"
He started to protest again but then bit off his comment after studying her face for a moment. Her words had been sharp and demanding- very uncharacteristic for her. "Okay. I"ll try."
The whole idea of Adrian trying to get into my head while I was watching him through Lissa "s head was surreal, to say the least. I didn"t quite know what to expect from him. I"d always wondered if he had to be asleep or at least have his eyes closed. Apparently not. He instead stared off at nothing, his eyes going vacant as his mind left the world around him. Through Lissa "s eyes, I could see some of the magic radiating off him and his aura, and she tried to a.n.a.lyze each strand. Then, without warning, all the magic faded. He blinked and shook his head.
"Sorry. I can"t do it."
"Why not?"
"Probably because she"s awake. Did you learn anything by watching?"
"A little. Probably would"ve been more useful if you"d actually made the connection." Again, Lissa had that petulant tone.
"She could be anywhere in the world, you know, on any schedule." His words were smothered by a yawn. "Maybe we can try at different times of the day. I"ve been getting her... actually, close to this time. Or sometimes I catch her really early in the day."
"She could be close by then," said Lissa.
"Or on a human daylight schedule in some other part of the world."
Her enthusiasm dropped. "Right. That too."
"How come you guys never look like you"re working?"
Christian strolled into the room, looking amused at Lissa sitting on the floor and Adrian sprawling on the couch. Standing behind Christian was someone I hadn"t thought I"d see anytime soon. Adrian, who could detect women a mile away, also immediately noticed the newcomer.
"Where"d you get the jailbait?" he asked.
Christian shot Adrian a warning look. "This is Jill." Jill Mastrano allowed herself to be nudged forward, her light green eyes impossibly wide as she looked around. "Jill, this is Lissa and Adrian."
Jill was one of the last people I"d expected to see here. I"d met her a little over a month ago. She was in ninth grade, which meant she"d be here on the upper campus in the fall. She had the same super -slim build that most Moroi had, but it was paired with height that was impressive even by vampiric standards. It made her look rail-thin. Her hair fell in light brown curls to the middle of her back and would be beautiful-when she learned how to style it properly. For now, it was kind of messy, and her overall impression -while cute-was kind of awkward.
"H-hi," she said, looking from face to face. As far as she was concerned, these were Moroi gold star celebrities. She"d nearly pa.s.sed out when she first met me and Dimitri, thanks to our reputations. From her expression, she was in a similar state now.
"Jill wants to learn how to use her power for good instead of evil," said Christian with an exaggerated wink. That was his coy way of saying Jill wanted to learn how to fight with her magic. She"d expressed the interest to me, and I"d told her to find Christian. I was glad she"d had the courage to take me up on my advice. Christian was a campus celebrity too, albeit an infamous one.
"Another recruit?" asked Lissa, shaking her head. "Think you"ll keep this one around?"
Jill gave Christian a startled look. "What"s that mean?"
"After the attack, lots of people said they wanted to learn to fight with magic, " Christian explained. "So they found me, and we worked together... once or twice. Then everyone faded away once it got hard, and they realized they had to keep practicing."
"It doesn"t help that you"re a mean teacher," pointed out Lissa.
"And so now you"ve got to recruit among children," said Adrian solemnly.
"Hey," said Jill indignantly. "I"m fourteen." Immediately, she flushed at having spoken so boldly to him. He found it amusing, as he did so many other things.
"My mistake," he said. "What"s your element?"
"Water."
"Fire and water, huh?" Adrian reached into his pocket and pulled out a one-hundred-dollar bill. He snapped it out straight. "Sweetheart, I"ll make you a deal. If you can make a bucket of water appear and dump over Christian"s head, I"ll give you this."
"I"ll add in ten," laughed Lissa.
Jill looked stunned, but I suspected it was because Adrian had called her "sweetheart." I took Adrian for granted so often that it was easy to forget he really was a hot guy. Christian pushed Jill toward the door.
"Ignore them. They"re just jealous because spirit users can"t go charging into battle like we can." He knelt down to Lissa"s height on the floor and gave her a quick kiss. "We were practicing in the lounge upstairs, but I"ve got to walk her back now. I"ll see you tomorrow."
"You don"t have to," said Jill. "I can get back there fine. I don"t want to be any trouble."
Adrian stood up. "You aren"t. If anyone"s going to step up and be the knight in shining armor here, it might as well be me. I "ll take you back and leave the lovebirds to their lovebirding." He gave Jill a grand bow. "Shall we?"
"Adrian-" said Lissa, a sharp note in her voice.
"Oh, come on," he said, rolling his eyes. "I"ve got to head back anyway-you guys are of no use once curfew comes. And honestly, give me some credit here. Even I have boundaries."
He gave Lissa a meaningful look, one that told her she was an idiot for thinking he was going to hit on Jill. Lissa held his gaze for a few moments and realized he was right. Adrian was a scoundrel at times and had never made his interest in me a secret, but walking Jill home wasn"t part of some grand seduction. He really was just being nice.
"All right," said Lissa. "I"ll see you later. Nice meeting you, Jill."
"You too," said Jill. She dared a smile at Christian. "Thanks again."
"You better show up for our next practice," he warned.
Adrian and Jill started to step out the door, just as Avery stepped through it.
"Hey, Adrian." Avery gave Jill a once-over. "Who"s your jailbait?"
"Will you guys stop calling me that?" exclaimed Jill.
Adrian pointed at Avery chastisingly. "Hush. I"ll deal with you later, Lazar."
"I certainly hope so," she said in a singsong voice. "I"ll leave the door unlocked."
Jill and Adrian left, and Avery sat down next to Lissa. She seemed animated enough to be drunk, but Lissa smelled no liquor on her. Lissa was rapidly learning that some part of Avery was always just vivacious and carefree, regardless of intoxication.
"Did you really just invite Adrian to your room later?" asked Lissa. She spoke teasingly but had been secretly wondering if something was going on between them. And yeah, that made two of us who wondered.
Avery shrugged. "I don"t know. Maybe. Sometimes we hang out once you guys are all tucked into bed. You aren"t going to get jealous, are you?"
"No," laughed Lissa. "Just curious. Adrian"s a good guy."
"Oh?" asked Christian. "Define "good.""
Avery held up her hand and began ticking items off with each finger. "He"s devastatingly handsome, funny, rich, related to the queen..."
"You got your wedding colors picked out?" asked Lissa, still laughing. "Not yet," said Avery. "I"m still testing the waters. I figured he"d be an easy notch on the Avery Lazar belt, but he"s kind of hard to read."
"I really don"t want to be hearing this," Christian said.
"Sometimes he acts like a love "em and leave "em type. Other times, he mopes like some heartbroken romantic." Lissa exchanged a knowing glance with Christian that Avery didn"t catch while talking. "Anyway, I"m not here to talk about him. I"m here to talk about you and me busting out of here." Avery threw her arm around Lissa, who nearly fell over.
"Out of where? The dorm?"
"No. This school. We"re going off on a wild weekend to the Royal Court ."
"What, this weekend?" Lissa felt like she was three steps behind, and I didn"t blame her. "Why?"
"Because it"s Easter. And her royal majesty thought it would be "lovely" if you could join her for the holiday." Avery"s tone was grand and high-pitched. "And, since I"ve been hanging out with you, Dad"s decided I"m on good behavior now."
"Poor oblivious b.a.s.t.a.r.d," murmured Christian.
"So he said I can go with you." Avery glanced at Christian. "You can too, I guess. The queen said Lissa could bring a guest-in addition to me, of course."
Lissa looked into Avery"s radiant face and didn"t share her enthusiasm. "I hate going to Court. Tatiana just goes on and on, giving what she thinks is useful advice for me. It"s always boring and miserable now." Lissa didn"t add that she"d once found Court fun-when I"d gone with her.
"That"s because you haven"t gone with me yet. It"ll be a blast! I know where all the good stuff is. And I bet Adrian"ll come too. He can push his way into anything. It"ll be like a double date."
Slowly, Lissa began to acknowledge that this might be fun. She and I had managed to find a little of the "good stuff" that hid underneath the polished surface of Court life. Every other visit since had been just as she described-stuffy and businesslike. But now, going with Christian and wild, spontaneous Avery? That had potential.
Until Christian ruined it. "Well, don"t count me in," he said. "If you can only bring one person, bring Jill."
"Who?" asked Avery.
"Jailbait," explained Lissa. She looked at Christian in astonishment. "Why on earth would I bring Jill? I just met her."
"Because she"s actually serious about learning to defend herself. You should introduce her to Mia. They"re both water users."
"Right," said Lissa knowingly. "And the fact that you hate it at Court has nothing to do with it?"
"Well..."
"Christian!" Lissa was suddenly getting upset. "Why can"t you do this for me?"
"Because I hate the way Queen b.i.t.c.h looks at me," he said.
Lissa didn"t find this convincing. "Yeah, but when we graduate, I"ll be living there. You"ll have to go then."
"Yeah, well, then give me this small vacation first."
Lissa"s irritation grew. "Oh, I see how it is. I have to put up with your c.r.a.p all the time, but you can"t go out of your way for me."
Avery glanced between them and then stood up. "I"ll leave you kids to work this out on your own. I don"t care whether Christian or Jailbait goes, as long as you"re there." She peered down at Lissa. "You are going, right?"
"Yeah. I"ll go." If anything, Christian"s refusal had suddenly spurred Lissa more.
Avery grinned. "Awesome. I"m going to head out of here, but you two had better kiss and make up when I"m gone."
Avery"s brother Reed suddenly appeared in the doorway. "Are you ready?" he asked her. Every time he spoke, it always came out as sort of a grunt.
Avery flashed the others a triumphant look.
"See? My gallant brother, coming to walk me back before those dorm matrons start yelling at me to leave. Now Adrian"ll have to find a new and exciting way to prove his chivalry."
Reed didn"t look very gallant or chivalrous, but I supposed it was nice of him to come walk her back to her room. His timing had been eerily perfect. Maybe she was right about him not being as bad as people always thought.
As soon as Avery was gone, Lissa turned on Christian. "Are you really serious about me bringing Jill instead of you?"