"How do we know you"re Zang Ho?" Damali pulled a blade from her hip. "You looked different in the cave, your eyes-" "You were using only one sense, your eyes. You will learn to use them all. You have been through many shocks, and you are each still purging the infection. In an hour, you will be yourselves. This is why I must work quickly with no arguments to test time or tempt fate." He brushed past Damali and swiped her blade, then stood before Marlene and gave it to her.
Damali stared at her hand and then up at him. "How did you do that? I didn"t even feel you take it?"
The Naksong bowed and addressed the team. "Pitch a tent just over the ridge. I will collect you shortly. There is so much work to do, so little time; so many questions, so many answers." He smoothed his long, white beard and closed his eyes, as though staving off complete annoyance. When he opened his eyes again, they had become cloudy, white cataracts once more, and he pointed a bony finger at Carlos and Damali. "You two. Follow me."
CHAPTER TWENTY
"Where are we going?" Damali called out, trying to keep up with the agile little old man.
"Hey, hold up. Why can"t we do whatever we gotta do with the team?" Carlos called out, also finding it difficult to follow the Naksong.
"You ask many questions," Zang Ho said in an irate tone, while stomping on rocks as he climbed higher. "But you ask the wrong ones. You forget true wisdom, but remember what should be forgotten. You fight about nonsense, instead of picking wise battles. You have tested my patience, but you have not tested your own!"
He grunted and slipped over a frigid peak, and Damali and Carlos practically fell over it behind him, sliding down a steep, gravelly incline until they landed with a thud within another gra.s.sy knoll.
Thoroughly agitated, they stood, dusting themselves off. Zang Ho folded his arms over his chest and motioned with his chin toward a blanket and two swords lying on the ground near the edge of a cliff.
"Now, we begin," he said.
Carlos and Damali perked up and followed him toward the weapons.
"Observe," the Naksong master said, pointing toward wild sheep grazing in the crags. "It is rutting season, and the males will lock horns, but will not fall to their deaths-most times."
The moment Carlos looked up, Zang Ho rabbit-slapped his face so quickly that his nose began to bleed.
"Yo, man!" Carlos shouted, blotting his nose with the back of his hand. "What was that for?"
"Suck it up and taste the blood. Salty, yes?"
Carlos"s eyes narrowed on the old man as Damali chuckled, but a swift pop to the back of her head made her hand go to the place where she"d been struck.
"Ow! What was that for?"
"Pick a weapon," Zang Ho, said, motioning to the swords, "if you can."
Carlos began walking toward the thick, yak-hair blanket that held two long blades. The moment he stepped forward, his feet went out from under him, and he was flat on his face on the ground. Fury roiled within him as he immediately jumped up and made a quick dash toward the blanket, but the blanket moved to the other side of the glen.
"Have I made my point?" Zang Ho asked, studying the sun as he pet his beard. "If you are not the weapon, an external one can always be taken away."
Carlos held up both hands. "All right, all right. Point made."
"You are still not asking me the right questions," Zang Ho said, popping Carlos in the back of his head, without ever nearing him, and making him lurch forward.
"Cut it out, old man. I"m not playing."
"Ah. You have temper. Good. Use it, but use it well." The old man crouched low in a fighter"s stance.
"I"m not falling for that," Carlos muttered. "Besides, if we connected, I"d-"
"Hurt me?" Zang Ho shook his head. "Because of appearances, you have made dangerous a.s.sumptions." Zang Ho walked away, and turned his back to Damali and Carlos. When he turned around, he became a svelte woman, his robes filling out to a.s.sume his new form. "If I were her," he said, making them both squint as his voice remained crotchety, but so different from his body, "you might have other designs on this form than warfare." He turned around slowly and became a snow lion, causing Damali and Carlos to jump back. "Or this might make you feel that victory would be impossible." He returned to his original form.
"That is the smoothest shape-shift I"ve ever seen," Carlos murmured. "In daylight, too?"
"Now we are making progress," Zang Ho, said.
"You work with energies," Damali said stepping forward. "You use the energy from the Light, like Neterus do."
"That is how I acquired your small dagger," the master said. "Now, when I tell you to fetch a weapon, do not waste time.
Materialize it in your hand."
Damali stared at the blanket, focusing hard. They"d tried to teach them this before, but it had been so hard to focus like that lately.
"No. Stop!" Zang Ho ordered. "That is kinetic energy. It requires you to move ma.s.s through the air, lift it, bring it to you, but during a battle, you must be one with the blade." He stared at Carlos. "When you were in the shadow lands, did you have to will your teeth to become the dragon"s, or was that a reflex response to a sudden threat?"
"It was all reflex," Carlos said, his voice containing more reverence. "That is profound."
Zang Ho offered the couple a slight bow. "Before, they taught you to move objects. If a threat occurs, just like his dragon"s teeth would appear, a blade should be an extension of your hand, should grow from it. Whatever element is in the universe can fuse with your energy to become your energy. Take it, embrace it, be it." He clapped his hands twice. "Again!"
Damali stood by Carlos"s side. Both closed their eyes and opened their hands, but no sword was in it when they opened their eyes.
"Now. What question should you ask me?" Zang Ho folded his arms over his chest.
"Why the sword didn"t-"
"No," he snapped, swishing away. "You should ask what stillness must I achieve to obtain this reflex." He walked in a wide circle, first staring at Carlos and then Damali. "They gave you, the male, a shield. Clap your hands, and the shield appears-in an arc. Your line of vision can cut like laser, when provoked. These happen just like the dragon"s teeth appear, yes?"
Carlos looked away and shook his head no. "Not lately."
"Ho? What is this travesty?" The Naksong bowed low and walked around Carlos peering up. "Why not? This is old lesson."
"My energy has been a little off center, and... uh..."
"Hmmm," Zang Ho placed a finger to his lips. "Yes. Something corrupted your energy fields. You need realignment."
"Is it still there?" Damali asked in a worried voice. "Whatever got into his system?"
"The first wise question I have heard this afternoon." He looked at Carlos. "No. It is gone. It fled."
"Did it get into her, somehow?" Carlos glanced at Damali nervously.
The Naksong rubbed his beard. "No. It tricked you, but it was never in her. It blanketed her, covered her, but never had permission to enter her. Hmmm..." The Naksong smiled. "Very interesting, indeed."
"But I saw-" Carlos attempted to say, summarily getting cut off.
"Your eyes see what you fear, not what is. Your greatest fear is yourself. That keeps you from accepting all elements of yourself.
You will need you to fight you. Success in fighting you will allow success in fighting what is not you, but was you."
Carlos scratched his head and nodded in agreement, even though the Naksong had just confused the h.e.l.l out of him.
"There was something really dark in him, sir, I think," Damali said. "It scared me, too."
"Quite right," Zang Ho said, unfazed as he effortlessly materialized a sword in each hand and leisurely began swinging them at nothing. "It should have frightened you. You should have fought it. Good that you never granted it permission to enter you. But your greatest fear is not what was within him, but what was within you. This is what you also fight. If you did not fear being lost to him, then whatever was there to try to take your freedom and vanquish you could not."
"Okay, now that"s deep," Damali said, walking away.
"Look around," the aged master said. "Does the wind seem afraid of the mountains, or the earth afraid of the sun? The elements of the universe do not fear being taken over by the other. They coexist. They know that even if the water overruns the land, the land is not gone, its minerals are within the water... and sooner or later the sun will dry the waters, and the minerals will be deposited back upon the earth, perhaps changed into salt. But they never stop existing. So the water never struggles against the sun as it evaporates. Such struggle is all a waste of energy."
Damali and Carlos looked at each other and then at the Naksong.
"I used to be a vampire. That old life-"
"Now you hunt the darkness, correct?" the Naksong swung a blade and merrily leaped from side to side.
"Yeah," Carlos said slowly.
"So, you need a little cunning. You need a little illusion. You need a little blood l.u.s.t, perhaps a sprinkle of larceny to search for what is in the shadows. If you are not afraid of it still being a part of your nature, it cannot consume you. You control that in the way you use the weapon, the weapon should never control you." Zang Ho nipped a sword to Carlos, who caught it by the handle. "It was there as a part of you, now use it."The two combatants bowed. Damali stood back to watch Carlos"s lesson unfold and to learn from it as well. Zang Ho made the first lunge. Carlos spun away and caught the master"s blade against blade, causing steel to collide in hard strikes that drew sparks. Carlos swung harder, and Zang Ho disappeared, then came out of a fold of nothingness in the glen, just behind Carlos, to try to catch him unaware. But Carlos sensed the old teacher coming before he even materialized and spun in time to avoid being gored. Carlos swung again, and Master Ho balanced on the end of his blade, stepped backward onto the air, and gently floated down.
The master smiled and bowed. "You are still fighting me like a man, though there has been a vast improvement. In your earlier incarnation in the shadows, you owned the air, disappearance and reappearance, and you would have had my head rolling along the gra.s.s by now."
Zang Ho tossed a blade to Damali, and she caught it with her right hand. "Your lesson is different. You have been taught to shape-shift. You are already a master with a blade. But you hold back. It takes time for you to decide what to become and then make the shift, because it frightens you... the power of uncorking true rage."
He smiled and swiped the blade at her. She easily met his swipe as metal made contact with metal. Suddenly the blade fell from his hand and a huge black snake reared up from what had been his sword. Damali jumped back and brandished her blade as the serpent hissed and struck at her. She refused to let go of the sword for a moment, until the thing before her sprouted wings and began to evolve into a dragon.
Still clinging to the sword, she nipped out of harm"s way, finally dropped her blade, and became an eagle to fly high above it.
Zang Ho sighed and returned to his natural form.
"If this were a night aerial attack, and I turned into a monster, then what?"
"I"d lower a shoulder cannon at you and blow your head off," Damali said, as soon as she touched down and put both feet on the ground.
"That is a good option out here, but in tight confines, you must overcome your fear to use that natural weapon." The master wagged his finger. "You two must be in sync, have complete trust, and be able to match each other"s moves, blindly. If he swings in one direction, you must avoid his swing. If she shape-shifts, you must be able to match her new shape with a complimentary choice. Two dragons, an adder and a lion, and so forth. If he arcs a shield, you must be able to use your blade as though one of his arms, and the converse is true." The old master pursed his lips. "Most important, you must be able to know each other by all indicators, not just the eyes. In the heat of battle, you could kill your partner-take the wrong head-and the enemy would laugh at your loss."
"Now that"s a fact," Carlos said, picking up the abandoned swords and handing them to Zang Ho. "Done all the time. If a vamp gets in a corner, it will cast an illusion to look like someone you know, to make you hesitate, or send a body-double illusion so you don"t know which one to stake."
Damali dabbed at the perspiration on her brow. "We just witnessed that back in Lhasa. For a moment, I wasn"t sure, then I was."
Zang Ho put his hands behind his back. "There should have been instant recognition or close to it. Sense his energy field. His scent. His eyes. His gestures. Tone of voice. Words. Mood. All these facets should be calculated by your brain in an instant."
He looked at Carlos. "You, too. You must know her, or one night in battle, you might accidentally kill her."
Damali absently rubbed the side of her face where Carlos had slapped her. Carlos looked away.
"Imposters should stand out without a second guess." Zang Ho walked around Carlos and Damali, making them spin as he circled them. "Why don"t you know each other"s energy fields? You are newly mated Neterus, soul mates. What has happened here? I am confused. He is about to apex and you two do not know each other? Why not? There is a riddle. There is a block that I do not understand.""We"re not exactly sure, either, sir," Damali said.
Carlos looked away at the cliffs. "I don"t, either. It"s not her fault, though. I mean..."
"There is no fault," Zang Ho said, and fussed, rubbing his bearded chin. "This cannot be. Foul play is at hand. Something more has happened than is apparent. Your quest is to become still and remember what you know." He stared at Carlos hard and squinted farther, then turned, bobbing his head from side to side, studying Damali. "Nothing inside you from the shadows, either.
Humph. Interesting puzzle. Come."
The Naksong reached out his hand, the yak-hair blanket appeared in it, and then the swords encased in scabbards slid under his arms. "Any day now. Any day. You could go into apex, which will lure the she-demon, which will draw the male, and you are not ready. Neither of you are. This is bad. She will bring the most feared vampire," he said, then stared at them, halting abruptly.
"Dante. The Serpent of the Garden. He is not to be challenged without complete alignment and balance. Your attempt to go after them before you were ready was foolish. Luck and favorable auspices were on your side, but one should not prevail through luck alone. Skill and preparation are the best weapons." He glanced around still seeming distracted, and began walking again.
Zang Ho climbed over a large boulder, nodded, and waved Damali and Carlos forward. He inched his way down a steep incline that gave way to a milder slope, stooped, looked around, and flung open the blanket. "Sit," he commanded.
Carlos gave Damali a sidelong glance. She discreetly shrugged, and they sat down beside each other. Zang Ho slapped his forehead in frustration.
"No! That"s not the way two warriors fight, sitting side by side like boyfriend and girlfriend-sit back-to-back." He leveled a blade at them and dropped a sword on each of their laps. "Keep your eyes on the horizon. From the flowers that cover the mountainside in new color, to the sheep that graze and mate lower in the fields, to the birds that circle the cliffs, to the winds that shift the clouds, to the earth"s tonal vibrations-hold the sword and feel it all through the sword to become one "with the weapon."
He walked around the pair, making their necks crane as they strained to keep eye contact with their teacher. "When you are ready and can feel your partner"s energy vibrate through you, through the steel, stand. Remain back-to-back and begin the movements of fighters, slow, controlled, steady, until you can antic.i.p.ate each other"s moves. Keep your eyes closed once you stand. If one of you is not ready, whisper it in your mind; the other must wait. Make your fight pace quicken, until you can move like thought-lightning without injuring each other; then gradually slow your rhythm until you are still enough to again go back-to- back, sit, and breathe as one. That is your exercise for today to align your energies."
"How will we get back to-"
Zang Ho snapped twice and frowned at Carlos, silencing him with a glare. "Still the wrong question. I will go teach the others what I can today. They need weapons and whatever else you"ve brought along, but their generals should not. They require years of training, but we are out of time. I will do the best I can under the circ.u.mstances." He clicked his tongue. "So it is." He folded his arms and frowned. "I will collect you just before sunset and rejoin you with your team, and then we shall camp with nomad protectors until you are ready to flush the hunted from the shadows."
Carlos and Damali stared at the Naksong"s back, watching him gradually fade away in the mist.
"That was live, D," Carlos whispered, not sure their teacher was gone.
"Shush," she said in a nervous whisper. "What if the old boy is still around? Chill. Do what he said."
Carlos unsheathed his blade and held it at a ninety-degree angle to his heart before him, listening to Damali unsheathe her weapon. After a bit, the blade began to feel heavy, and he shifted position and crossed his legs Indian style, then lowered the blade so that the handle rested on the ground and the tip was skyward. They sat that way, back-to-back, for what seemed like a long time. He watched the horizon and then allowed his gaze to soak in the profusion of subtle colors that carpeted the slope.
Damali"s natural scent wafted over her shoulders and flowed over him. Soon he could pick out the various wildflower fragrances, discerning gra.s.ses from flowers, soil from animal musk, just like he"d been able to before.
The awareness was startling. It was as though something had wiped his mental slate clean, taking away not only the best of his old vampire skills, but all his newly acquired Neteru gifts with it. For months he"d felt like he was living a half-life, where everything was muted, sensations were dulled, his emotions were contained. Shabazz had told him many of the things the Naksong said, but for some reason those truths didn"t resonate before. He"d heard them, could intellectually process them, but could never translate them into innate understanding. He"d wondered why that was, what had kept him so separated from what was clearly logical? Now, in the pristine air and sitting quietly, bits of his old self began to slide back into place.
Initially, he"d been so bored that he was ready to just give up, but soon he felt a sense of comfort and listened to Damali"s slow, calm breathing. Her back expanded against his, warming it as she breathed in, leaving cool places along his shoulder blades when she exhaled. Her spine nestled against his and there was heat where their vertebrae met. Slowly he became aware that if he listened hard enough, he could feel her heartbeat through her back.
He kept his eyes closed, remembering her heartbeat, how it sounded when he"d laid his head against her chest... remembered what it felt like beneath his palm. He remembered her breaths, the gentle expulsion of air when she laughed, or sighed, or her hot breaths of sudden rage... or pa.s.sion. The heat felt good against his neck and face, it was moist heat, similar to, but unlike the sun"s. But there was also a breeze, a shifting of air and air pressure, of air temperature. Her breaths made him feel light, and as the wind caressed the mountainside, he imagined the wind to be her whispers. He made a game of listening to it, imagining it as her laughter, or fussing, or crying, or sighing. Was she telling him a secret or calling out his name? He chuckled as he thought about it.
"What?" Damali whispered.
He smiled and kept his eyes closed. "I like your voice."
She smiled. "That"s one of the things I love most about you-your voice."