"I wonder how it will seem to settle down in a store, Bev, after toting shooting-irons for six years," I said to my cousin, as the train neared Kansas City.
"I don"t know," Beverly replied, with a yawn, "but I"m thinking that after we see all the folks, and play with Mat"s little boys awhile, and eat Aunty Boone"s good stuff till we begin to get flabby-cheeked and soft-muscled, and our jaws crack from smiling so much when we just naturally want to get out and cuss somebody--about that time I"ll be ready to run away, if I have to turn Dog Indian to do it."
"There"s a new Clarenden store at a place called Burlingame out in Kansas now, somewhere on the old trail. Maybe it will be far enough away to let you get tamed gradually to civil life there, if Uncle Esmond thinks you are worth it," I suggested.
"Rex Krane is to take charge of that as soon as we get home. Yonder are the spires and minarets and domes of Kansas City. Put on your company grin, Gail," Beverly replied, as we began to run by the huts and cabins forming the outworks of the little city at the Kaw"s mouth.
Six years had made many changes in the place, but the same old welcome awaited us, and we became happy-hearted boys again as we climbed the steep road up the bluff to the Clarenden house. On the wide veranda overlooking the river everybody except one--Bill Banney, sleeping under the wind-caressed sod beside the Cimarron spring--was waiting to greet us. There were Esmond Clarenden and Jondo, in the prime of middle life, the one a little bald, and more than a little stout; the other"s heavy hair was streaked with gray, but the erect form and tremendous physical strength told how well the plains life had fortified the man of fifty for the years before him. The prairies had long since become his home; but whether in scout service for the Government, or as wagon-master for a Clarenden train on the trail, he was the same big, brave, loyal Jondo.
And there was Rex Krane, tall, easy-going old Rex, with his wife beside him. Mat was a fair-faced young matron now, with something Madonna-like in her calm poise and kindly spirit. Two little boys, Esmond, and Rex, Junior, clinging to her gown, smiled a shy welcome at us.
In the background loomed the shining face and huge form of Aunty Boone.
She had never seemed bigger to me, even in my little-boy days, when I considered her a giant. Her eyes grew dull as she looked at us.
"Clean faces and finger-nails now. Got to stain "em up "bout once more "fore you are through. Hungry as ever, I"ll bet. I"ll get your supper right away. Whoo-ee!"
As she turned away, Mat said:
"There is somebody else here, boys, that you will be glad to meet. She has just come and doesn"t even know that you are expected. It is "Little Lees.""
A rustle of silken skirts, a faint odor of blossoms, a footfall, a presence, and Eloise St. Vrain stood before us. Eloise, with her golden hair, the girlish roundness of her fair face, her big dark eyes and their heavy lashes and clear-penciled brows, her dainty coloring, and beyond all these the beauty of womanly strength written in her countenance.
Her dress was a sort of pale heliotrope, with tr.i.m.m.i.n.gs of a deeper shade, and in her hands she carried a big bunch of June roses. She stopped short, and the pink cheeks grew pale, but in an instant the rich bloom came back to them again.
"I tried to find you, Eloise. The boys have just come in almost unannounced," Mat said.
"You didn"t mean to hide from us, of course," Beverly broke in, as he took the girl"s hand, his face beaming with genuine joy at meeting her again.
Eloise met him with the same frank delight with which she always greeted him. Everything seemed so simple and easy for these two when they came together. Little Blue Flower was right about them. They seemed to fit each other.
But when she turned to me her eyes were downcast, save for just one glance. I feel it yet, and the soft touch of her hand as it lay in mine a moment.
I think we chatted all together for a while. I had a wound at Malvern Hill that used to make me dizzy. That, or an older wound, made my pulse frantic now. I know that it was a rare June day, and the breeze off the river came pouring caressingly over the bluff. I remember later that Uncle Esmond and Jondo and Rex Krane went to the Clarenden store, and that Mat was helping Aunty Boone inside, while Beverly let the two little Kranes take him down the slope to see some baby squirrels or something. And Eloise and I were left alone beneath the trees, where once we had sat together long ago in the "Moon of the Peach Blossom."
For me, all the strength of the years wherein I had built a wall around my longing love, all my manly loyalty to my cousin"s claims, were swept away, as I have seen the big Missouri floods, joined by the lesser Kaw, sweep out bridges, snapping like sticks before their power.
"Eloise, it seems a hundred years since I saw you and Little Blue Flower ride away up the San Christobal River trail out of my sight," I said.
"It has been a long time, but we are not yet old. You seem the same. And as for me, I feel as if the clock had stopped awhile and had suddenly started to ticking anew."
It was wonderful to sit beside her and hear her voice again. I did not dare to ask about her mother, but I am sure she read my thoughts, for she went on:
"My mother is gone now. She was as happy as a child and never had a sorrow on her mind after her dreadful fever, although the doctors say she might have been restored if I had only been with her then. But it is all ended now."
Eloise paused with saddened face, and looked out toward the Missouri River, boiling with June rains and melted snows.
"It is all right now," she went on, bravely. "Sister Gloria--you know who she was--stayed with me to the last. And I have a real mound of earth in the cemetery beside my father." The last two words were spoken softly. "Sister Gloria is in the convent now. Marcos is a common gambler. His father disappeared and left him penniless. Esmond Clarenden says that his father died out on the plains somewhere."
"And Father Josef?" I inquired.
"Is still the same strong friend to everybody. He spends much time among the Hopi people. I don"t know why, for they are hopelessly heathen. Their own religion has so many beautiful things to offset our faith that they are hard to convert."
"And Little Blue Flower--what became of her?" I asked. "Is she a squaw in some hogan or pueblo, after all that the Sisterhood of St. Ann"s did for her?"
A shadow fell on the bright face beside me.
"Let"s not talk of her to-day." There was a pleading note in Eloise"s voice. "Life has its tragedies everywhere, but I sometimes think that none of them--American, English, Spanish, French, Mexican, nor any others of our pale-faced people, have quite such bitter acts as the Indian tragedy among a gentle race like the people of Hopi-land."
"I hope you will stay with us now."
I didn"t know what I really did hope for. I was no longer a boy, but a young man in the very best of young manhood"s years. I had seen this girl ride away from me without one good-by word or glance. I had heard her message to me through Little Blue Flower. I had suffered and outgrown all but the scar. And now one touch of her hand, one smile, one look from her beautiful eyes, and all the barrier of the years fell down. I wondered vaguely now about Beverly"s wish to turn Dog Indian if things became too monotonous. I wondered about many things, but I could not think anything.
"I have no present plans. Father Josef and Esmond Clarenden thought it would be well for me to come up to Kansas and look at green prairies instead of red mesas for a while; to rest my eyes, and get my strength again--which I have never lost," Eloise said, with a smile. "And Jondo says--"
She did not tell me what Jondo had said, for Beverly and Mat and the two rollicking boys joined us just then and we talked of many things of the earlier years.
I cannot tell how that June slipped by, nor how Eloise, in the full bloom of her young womanhood, with the burdens lifted from her heart and hands, was no more the clinging, crushed Eloise who had sat beside me in the church of San Miguel, but a self-reliant and deliciously companionable girl-woman. With Beverly she was always gay, matching him, mood for mood; and if sometimes I caught the fleeting edge of a shadow in her eyes, it was gone too soon to measure. I did not seek her company alone, because I knew that I could not trust myself. Over and over, Jondo"s words, when he had told me the story of Mary Marchland, came back to me:
"And although they loved each other always, they never saw each other again."
n.o.body, outside of those touched by it, knew Jondo"s story, except myself. He was Theron St. Vrain"s brother, yet Eloise never called him uncle, and, except for the one mention of her father"s grave, she did not speak of him. He was not even a memory to her. And both men"s names were forever stained with the black charge against them.
One evening in late June, Uncle Esmond called me into council.
"Gail, Rex leaves to-morrow for the new store at Burlingame, Kansas. It is two days out on the Santa Fe Trail. Bev will go with him and stay for a while. I want you to drive through with Mat and the children and Eloise a day or two later."
"Eloise?" I looked up in surprise.
"Yes; she will visit with Mat for a while. She has had some trying years that have taxed her heavily. The best medicine for such is the song of the prairie winds," Uncle Esmond replied.
"And after that?" I insisted.
"We will wait for "after that" till it gets here," my uncle smiled as he spoke. "There are more serious things on hand than where out Little Lees will eat her meals. She seems able to take care of herself anywhere.
Wonderfully beautiful and charming young woman she is, and her troubles have strengthened her character without robbing her of her youth and happy spirits."
Esmond Clarenden spoke reminiscently, and I stared at him in surprise until suddenly I remembered that Jondo had said, "We were all in love with Mary Marchland." Eloise must seem to him and Jondo like the Mary Marchland they had known in their young manhood. But my uncle"s mood pa.s.sed quickly, and his face was very grave as he said:
"The conditions out on the frontier are serious in every way right now.
The Indians are on the war-path, leaving destruction wherever they set foot. Something must be done to protect the wagon-trains on the Santa Fe Trail. I have already lost part of two valuable loads this season, and Narveo has lost three. But the appalling loss of property is nothing compared to the terror and torture to human life. The settlers on the frontier claims are being ma.s.sacred daily. The Governor of Kansas is doing all he can to get some action from the army leaders at Washington.
But you haven"t been in military service for six years without finding out that some army leaders are flesh and blood, and some are only wood--plain wooden wood. Meantime, the story of one butchery doesn"t get to the Missouri River before the story of another catches up with it.
It"s bad enough when it"s ruinous to just my own commercial business--but in cases like this, humanity is my business."
What a man he was--that Esmond Clarenden! They still say of him in Kansas City that no sounder financier and no bigger-hearted humanitarian ever walked the streets of that "Gateway to the Southwest" than the brave little merchant-plainsman who builded for the generations that should follow him.
"What will be the outcome, Uncle Esmond? Are we to lose all we have gained out here?" I asked.
"Not if we are real Westerners. It"s got to be stopped. The question is, how soon," my uncle replied.
That night in a half-waking dream I remembered Aunty Boone"s prophetic greeting a few days before, and how her eyes had narrowed and grown dull as she said, "One more stainin" of your hands "fore you are through."