"May I not sit for Louise?"
"Not without me."
"I dare not promise, Victor. Father may insist. If he does _not_ insist I will do as you wish. I will give it up."
He kissed her. "Dear little mother, you sha"n"t live alone any more, and you shall soon have a home that is worthy of you."
She was weeping, and a big lump in his own throat made speech difficult.
To cover his emotion he slangily said: "Well, now, it"s me to the marts of trade. Perhaps I"ll fool The Voices yet."
IV
VICTOR THROWS DOWN THE ALTAR
"How do people get jobs," he asked himself as he set forth. ""Want ads,"
I suppose." He went deeper. "What am I fitted for? I can keep books--in a fashion--or I can clerk. My training has not fitted me for any special thing, unless to sell sporting-goods." This was a "lead," and his face brightened. "My work on the team ought to help me in that direction.
Good idea! I"ll hie me to the sporting-goods houses."
The first two managers with whom he talked, while much impressed by him, were completely manned, but the third was disposed to consider him till he told him his name. "No relation to Mrs. Ollnee, the medium?" he asked, with a grin, while poising his pencil to write.
For an instant Victor hesitated, then took the leap. "Well, yes, I am, but then you don"t want to believe that report; it"s more than half a lie."
The manager"s smile vanished. He left the address half finished. "So you are the son they spoke of?" he said, with a cold, keen glance.
"Yes, I am," Victor boldly answered.
He closed his book. "I don"t believe we can trade," he announced. "Of course _I_ don"t consider all mediums frauds and liars, but this house is very particular about its help--"
Victor turned and walked away, bitterly rebellious of soul and disheartened. For a time his anger burned so hotly within him that he meditated taking the train and leaving the city and all it held behind him. Again and again his thought returned to the picture his gentle little mother had made as she had said good-by to him at the head of the stairs. To accuse her of conscious deception was like accusing a sweet girl of infanticide. How could she build up a system of fraudulent fortune-telling, so intricate, so subtle, that it baffled the eye of the reporter, who confessed that he had not been able to detect the trickery. "It is only by induction, by inference, that one gets at the _modus operandi_," he admitted.
In his perturbation he walked away to the east and soon came out upon the lake-front. A bunch of men and boys of all types and sizes were playing ball on the barren ground, and with the athlete"s undying love of the sport he rose and edged into the game. He could not resist showing his prowess by means of a few curves, and the crowd with instant perception began to take a vivid interest in him.
A half-hour of this restored his good-nature and he returned to the canons to the west, determined to find an opening somewhere. He was never dismissed rudely--he was too big and well-dressed for that--but the fact that he had no experience shut him out in most cases, and for the rest the departments were filled with salesmen. Twice when he seemed about to be taken on, his name and his mothers reputation shut the door of opportunity in his face.
At four o"clock he started slowly homeward, discouraged, not so much by his failure as by the fact that everybody seemed to have a knowledge of the article in the _Star_. It was evident that even when a manager did not at the moment make the connection between his name and Mrs. Ollnee"s it would certainly come out later and he would be called upon to defend himself and his mother from the sneers and jeers of his fellow-salesmen.
"I"m a marked man, that"s sure," he said, in dismay.
All day his mind had dwelt in flashes on the glorious life at Winona, but now his memory of it was poisoned by the thought that he had been a pensioner on the bounty of Mrs. Joyce. "The easy thing would be to change my name and skip out for the plains," he said again, "but I won"t. I"ll stay and fight it out right here some way."
He was pa.s.sing the public library at the moment and was moved to go in and look up the "want ads" in the papers. Ten minutes" reading of these filled him with despair. There were so many wanting work! His feet were tired with walking and his brain weary with the movement of the street, therefore he moved on to the reference room where he found an atmosphere of study that was very grateful.
Accustomed to work of this kind, he asked the attendant to bring him catalogues, and was soon surrounded with books and magazines which dealt with the modern study of psychic phenomena. He fell upon one or two of these which gave exhaustive generalizations, and he was astounded to find that European men of science of the loftiest type were engaged in the study of precisely the same phenomena which his mother claimed to produce.
Careless of all else, he remained until six o"clock absorbed and confused by what he read. Words and phrases like "telekinesis,"
"teleplastic," "parasitic personalities," "externalized motricity,"
"bio-psychic energy" danced about in his brain like fantastic insects.
He fairly staggered with the weight of the conceptions laid upon him, and when at last he went out into the streets he had forgotten his race for place behind the counter.
It was nearly sunset, and his afternoon--his day--had gone for naught!
He was as far as ever from securing work--and wages--to keep his little mother and himself from the corrupting care of charity. He was a bit disgusted with himself, too, for wasting valuable time, and yet he was enough of the scholar to feel a glow of delight in the company he had been keeping. There was something large and free in the att.i.tude of those Italian men toward the universe, and before he had walked far he promised himself to go again and continue that line of investigation. As he walked up the avenue he came face to face with the dark, thin-faced girl who had knocked at his mother"s door the day before. She seemed about to speak, but he pa.s.sed her with blank look.
He found his mother at the window waiting for him, and upon seeing him she hurried to meet him at the head of the stairs.
"What luck?" she called, with a smile.
He shook his head. "Nothing doing," and received her caress rather coldly, for he perceived Mrs. Joyce in the room. "It isn"t so easy to find a job. I"ll be lucky if I dig one up in a week, I suppose."
Mrs. Joyce greeted him cordially. "I"ve just been making a proposition to your mother, Victor--I hope you"ll let me call you Victor--which is, that we all go abroad for a few months till this storm blows over."
He looked at her with gravely interrogating glance. "How could we do that?"
She explained. "You both go as my guests, of course. We can motor through France in June and get up into Switzerland in July."
He sank into a chair and dazedly studied her. "Why should you offer to do all that for us?"
"Because I am very grateful to your mother for what she has done for me.
She not only cured my mother of cancer--she has cured me of despair. She has taught me to believe again in the mystery of the world."
"You mean she has done this as--as a medium?"
"Yes--through her guides she has given me faith in the hereafter. Their advice on a hundred different things has made life easy for me. My wealth is largely due to the wisdom of Mr. Astor, who speaks through her. He advises, and so does your grandfather, that I take you all abroad this summer, and I think it a very nice suggestion."
"Oh, the suggestion came from The Voices, did it?" His voice was full of scornful suggestion.
"Yes; but I thought of it myself yesterday as I read that terrible article. You see, I"m told by Mr. Bartol, my lawyer, that the city officials are about to start another campaign against all forms of mediumship. I think it best, and so does your father, that we all leave the city for a time, and escape this persecution."
The beleaguered youth was not a polite deceiver at his best, and this proposal appeared to him not merely chimerical, but immoral, for the reason that his mother must have really proposed it. Through her uncanny power of hypnosis, of suggestion, she had put the idea into her rich friend"s head. "I won"t consider any such proposition," he bluntly answered. "I don"t recognize my mother"s claim. You owe her nothing. I don"t believe she can cure cancer, and she has no right to advise anybody in business matters."
"You say that because you know nothing of the facts," Mrs. Joyce briskly replied. "I understand your situation perfectly. Your mother has kept me informed of her worries--she has no secrets from me--and I must say I foresaw this antagonism on your part. I felt that you were growing away from her, and yet The Voices advised her to keep you at school and to say nothing. To show you how close they watch you I can tell you that we"ve been informed of your whereabouts several times to-day. You met a young man at noon, a pale, serious young man, whose name is Gilmer, who said he would help you. Isn"t that true?"
He was properly surprised. "Yes, I did meet such a man."
"Then you went to the library and read for a long time?"
He sneered. "Did The Voices tell you that I was turned down everywhere on account of my mother"s reputation as a medium?"
"No; but they said you would oppose the idea of our going abroad, and that you were under discipline."
"You"re tired, Victor," interposed the mother. "Don"t worry over me any more now. I"ll get you some coffee."
While she was gone on this errand Mrs. Joyce leaned toward Victor and said: "I can understand a part of your feeling, because there was a time when I lived in the world of definite, commonplace things--but you must not oppose your mother"s Voices. They are as real to her as anything in this universe. I"ve _proved_ their reality again and again. As I say, they have advised me in my investments and always right. In a sense--in a very real sense--I owe a part of my wealth to your mother, and the little that she has permitted me to do in return for her aid is trifling. I want to do more. Please be just to your dear little mother, who is truly a marvelous creature and loves you beyond all other earthly things. She lives only for you. If it were not for you she would pa.s.s on to the spirit plane to-night."
Victor listened to her in a sullen meditation. The whole situation was becoming incredibly fantastic, vaporous as the texture of a dream.