That secret between her and Jack Raymond was inexorable in its claims.
For instance, though the chance of any consequence to him was, she knew, small, she could not avoid watching for his figure to show in its usual haunts, listening if his name came up in conversation. Neither could she avoid relief at the certainty that nothing evil had befallen him. That, of course, was only natural; but it was intolerable that the relief should make her blush! Most intolerable of all when he noticed it and said, with a smile--
"No such luck for my friends, Miss Drummond!"
This happened at a tea-picnic which Lady Arbuthnot gave a day or two after the ball. More than one person had remarked to her on Jack Raymond"s failure to put in an appearance. It was growing late. She was conscious of her own anxiety. And then, in a sudden surge, the blood flew to her face at the sight of him, close beside her, shaking hands with his hostess.
"What is the joke, Lesley?" asked Grace Arbuthnot quickly, looking from one to the other.
Once again Jack Raymond answered for her; answered audaciously.
"A dead secret, even from Lady Arbuthnot, is it not, Miss Drummond?"
"I would rather it was not," she replied, turning away resentfully to wander off by herself into the garden where the tea-picnic was being given; a garden which had been the "_Pet.i.t Trianon_" of the dead dynasty.
It was a quaint place, tucked away between two angles of the city wall for greater convenience in secret comings and goings to secret pleasures; and it was all the quainter now because of the Englishwomen sipping tea on the steps of the gilded summer-house, the Englishmen calling tennis scores in what had been the rose-water tank, in which kings" favourites had bathed, and on which they had floated in silver barges. The feeling of mutual incredibility, which in India comes so often to all but the unimaginative, came to Lesley, as she thought of the city so close behind the fringe of tall blossoming trees, yet so absolutely hidden by it.
Within half a mile of her lay the courtyard where Auntie Khojee was starving herself in the effort to get money wherewith to buy the essence of happiness; within half a mile of her Lateefa"s kite, overlooked in the tornado of wrath which had followed on the disappearance of the ring, still tilted to leeward under the burden of sovereignty. But of all this--of the romance, the squalor, the humanity of the lives lived in the city--she knew nothing, except her own ignorance of those lives. That, and that only, was with her in the beauty of the garden; the beauty which was, as it were, the only thing that she and the unseen city had in common.
And it _was_ beautiful, bosomed in those blossoming trees that shut out the world, shut in the scent of the flowers. It appealed instantly to something deep down in her woman"s nature; for this had been a woman"s garden!
The remembrance made her recoil spiritually. Partly from the thought of what the garden must have seen in the past, partly from the mere suggestion that it could appeal to anything in her. She walked on quickly, recoiling bodily, as she did so, from an overgrown rose-shoot which usurped the path. In so doing she displayed frills and flounces, a pair of dainty open-worked stockings and high-heeled shoes. But she did not recoil from the sight of these. Despite her views, despite her modern girl"s theoretical contempt for chiffons, and disdain for women whose lives are bounded by the becoming, she was not one whit more logical on such points than her grandmothers had been. She had not thought out the real meaning of her frills and furbelows, or confessed to herself that such feminine footgear belongs inevitably to the path which leads to the "_Pet.i.t Trianon_" of life.
Above all, she had not seen, as women must see before they become a power in the world, that the one point on which all races meet, no matter what their religion, no matter what their ideals, no matter what their standard of morality, is that which makes "_Pet.i.t Trianon_"
possible. In other words, the woman"s att.i.tude towards the man; an att.i.tude so strangely at variance with the s.e.x-laws of nature.
Yet of the beauty of this garden who could doubt? Within that fringe of blossoming trees, a wide aqueduct-like a shining cross-lay, edged by mosaicked marble causeways, that were raised above and in their turn edged by a perfect wilderness of flowers. And this wider cross, composed of flowers, mosaic, water, was set in dense thickets of oranges and pomegranates. In this late afternoon all the sunshine seemed concentrated in the cross. Great shafts of yellow light streamed down its limbs, seeming to darken all the rest. In the centre where the limbs met, a group of fountains sent fine feathers into the air, and through their sparkle the gold and marble of the summer-house gleamed amid its sentinels of cypress, at the far end of the garden. There was a cloying sweetness in the air. A flight of jewelled parrots flew screaming from one screen of flowering trees to the other, as if even they--winged creatures as they were--could not escape the thraldom of those high walls, hidden by leaf and blossom.
That sense of prisonment--the prisonment of pleasure--lay heavy on Lesley as she paused, half-unconsciously, before a tiny latticed retreat--the daintiest little retreat in the world--which, just at the opposite end of the shining cross from the gilt summer-house, rose out of the water. Made of marble fretwork, with a domed top, it looked like a lace veil moulded into the form of a singing-bird"s cage; and its latticed seclusion was only connected with the causeway on either side of it, by a foot-wide ledge of mosaic.
Lesley, having been in the garden before, knew the purpose this retreat had served in the past, and her involuntary pause beside it prolonged itself in half-disdainful wonder. For this had been the sanctuary. Here had been refuge even from the pleasures of the garden, and hither, if any woman, high or low, chose to appeal for redress, majesty itself had been bound to come and listen, leaving majesty and manhood behind it.
That, at least, was the idea. The retreat itself was more suggestive of beauty gaining in power by seclusion; and Lesley"s lip curled with more disdain as she looked at the finnikin filagree cage.
Her expression, however, changed to curiosity as she realised that some one was sitting inside it. She crossed the ledge of mosaic swiftly, and, stooping under the laced edge of a low arch, went in.
It was not beauty that she found. It was a wrinkled anxious-faced old woman, who rose in a _salaam_, then literally prostrated herself at the girl"s feet. Lesley had been long enough in India, now, to judge rightly of the poverty shown in the dress. The blue-striped trousers, tight to the knee and full above, the short whity-brown cotton veil were to be seen--more or less dirty, more or less ragged--in every poor Mohammedan quarter. Yet there was something refined in the worn face, blurred with recent tears, which looked into hers apprehensively, as the owner rose to _salaam_ again, leaving a small roll of paper bound with coloured silks upon the marble floor.
Lesley was puzzled for an instant; then it flashed upon her that this must be some belated pet.i.tioner for justice in the old style, who had heard, probably, that the Lord-_sahib_ was in the garden. Such rolls of paper--without the silken tie, however--were often thrust into the carriage when Sir George was in it.
So she hunted round her spa.r.s.e vocabulary, but finally fell back on the first phrase most newcomers to India learn, namely, "_Kya mankta?_"
(what do you want?)
It is an admirable beginning, though, unfortunately, the sympathetic curiosity of it seldom becomes impersonal to the speaker! It produced another _salaam_, and such a flood of polished speech that Lesley retired to English incontinently. "Is it for the Lord-_sahib_?" she asked hurriedly, picking up the roll and pointing with it to the distant summer-house.
The t.i.tle produced a fourth _salaam_, and Lesley, with some relief, stooped under the fretted arch again, and began to retrace her steps towards the others.
Sir George, she knew, had been doubtful if business would allow him to put in an appearance at the entertainment at all; but some one would be sure to know what message ought to be sent back to the pet.i.tioner, who, as Lesley left the bird-cage, settled herself down in it again to wait, with great precision.
"Read it, some one, please!" said Lady Arbuthnot, after she had undone the quaint little ta.s.selled silk cord which was fastened with a loop and b.u.t.ton round the roll of paper.
But the order was no such easy matter to obey. So far as the conventional "_Arz fidwe yih hai_" (This is the request of your pet.i.tioner) went, the little group of administrators who responded to her request were fluent enough. After that came complaints of the character, and more than one suggestion that only a regular native reader could be expected to decipher such writing, and that it would be best to hand the doc.u.ment over to the office, which would be sure to make something of it,--a remark which made Lesley, who was listening, wonder whether the accuracy of that something was to be considered at all!
Grace Arbuthnot, however, listening also, let a curious smile come to her face; a smile that gave it an unusual tenderness. "Where is Mr.
Raymond?" she said suddenly. "Going, did you say? Will some one call him back, please!"
He appeared, ready for his drive home in rather a violent blazer, and once more there was that unfailing challenge in his polite--"They tell me I am wanted, Lady Arbuthnot?"
"Yes! to read this," she replied, holding out the hieroglyphic.
In all her life of beauty and grace she had possibly never looked more beautiful, more graceful, and Jack Raymond realised it; realised also that, so far as that beauty, that grace were concerned, he had not forgotten--that he would never forget! And the certainty roused all his antagonism. For a moment he stood like a naughty child refusing to say its lesson; then he took the paper from her, and ran his eye down it.
"Persian," he said. "I had better give you the gist of it. The writer is one Khojeeya Khanum, a pensioner. The Nawab Jehan Aziz is her representative; he seems to have been taking toll, as they always do--it is madness paying pensions in the lump, as we do. She is starving, I suppose; they generally are! No"--a faint interest dispersed some of the contempt in his face--"it seems she wants money for a specific purpose--to buy the "essence of happiness." That word is _itr-i-khush_, isn"t it, sir?"
The commissioner, thus appealed to--a man who was seldom in fault in speaking the vernaculars--frowned over the symbol.
"_Itr-i-khush_, "m, it may be. But it doesn"t matter, since it is money she wants? I"ve had one or two complaints about that sweep Jehan Aziz"s pensioners already, Lady Arbuthnot, and we are going to inquire. So I"ll put this one"s name down too, if I may. Khojeeya Khanum--thanks.
Well, good-night, Lady Arbuthnot! I"ve a reader with a file yards high waiting me--most important papers. Good-night, Raymond; you haven"t forgotten the trick, I see. You are still as good a _moonshi_ as ever, isn"t he, Lady Arbuthnot?"
"Except in regard to the "Essence of Happiness,"" she replied coolly, making Jack Raymond stare at her, and Lesley once more become impatient.
"But the old woman is waiting," she interrupted, "she is waiting for an answer in the bird-cage; surely some one ought to go and tell her something!"
Several of the guests had taken advantage of the commissioner"s departure to say their farewells also, so that those three were left in a group by themselves.
"I will go," said Grace suddenly, "if Mr. Raymond can spare time from his whist----"
"To find happiness," he put in quickly, "by all means!"
The mosaic causeway was narrow, so Lesley fell behind. The shining limb of the water-cross lay to one side of her, the edge of ma.s.sed flowers to the other. The sky was deepening in its blue overhead, the creeping shadows below had gripped the lace bird-cage in the distance, making it look cold and grey. But the sun which caught the tops of the blossoming trees and made the painted kites that floated above them from the city look like jewels, seemed to linger mysteriously in the soft pink of Grace Arbuthnot"s dress, the gay orange and yellow of Jack Raymond"s blazer, and claim them as part of its brightness.
In the hush of evening, the insistent "Do-you-love-too--do-you-love-too" of one small cinnamon dove hidden in a rosebush, seemed to fill the garden. Until from beyond it came some gay voices discussing the "Essence of Happiness" as the departing guests got into their carriages.
"Take your choice of the four W"s!" said one; "wisdom, wine, wealth, women!"
"I choose a whisky-and-soda," retorted another. "I give you in the rest, especially after tennis. By Jove! that was a splendid game."
"Four W"s!" put in a higher key. "You"ve forgotten Worth--oh! I don"t mean that worth, of course. The dressmaker man----"
"Ye don"t need his art, me dear lady----"
Lesley, walking behind those two, paused suddenly; for Jack Raymond had lingered to hold back that trailing rose-shoot from her frills and flounces also. And the cinnamon dove, startled by the pause, fled from the rose-bush to silence and deeper shade. Its flight made her start also.
"Frightened at a dove! said Jack Raymond in a low tone, "and you weren"t a bit frightened at the plague."
He was smiling at her, his face all soft and kind. She had never seen it like that before. But as he stepped back to Grace Arbuthnot"s side, Lesley realised that _she_ had.
The certainty that these two had been lovers once came to her then, and brought a curious sense of loneliness. The certainly that, in a way, they would be lovers always, brought her a pang before which she stood aghast. For there was no mistaking it; it was unreasonable, elemental jealousy.
She felt inclined, then and there, to turn back and leave them to do their task alone. They did not want her. What was she, Lesley Drummond, doing there in that garden whose suggestiveness seemed to stifle her?