A succession of low-spoken orders to his a.s.sistants was the doctor"s way of telling her that he left her to do as she chose, She stood quietly for a few minutes, but presently her desire to know the progress of the operation, and her anxiety over the outcome, proved too strong for her, and she turned her head to take a furtive glance. She did not look away again, but with a strange mixture of fascination and squeamishness, she watched as the bleeding was stanched with sponges, each artery tied, and each muscle drawn aside, until finally the nerve was reached and removed; and she could not but feel both wonder and admiration as she noted how Dr.
Armstrong"s hands, at other times seemingly so much in his way, now did their work so skilfully and rapidly. Not till the operation was over, and the resulting wound was being sprayed with antiseptics, did the girl realize how cold and faint she felt, or how she was trembling. Dropping the hand of the boy, she caught at the operating-table, and then the room turned black.
"It"s really nothing," she a.s.serted. "I only felt dizzy for an instant.
Why! Where am I?"
"You fainted away, Miss Durant, and we brought you here," explained the nurse, once again applying the salts. The woman rose and went to the door.
"She is conscious now, Dr. Armstrong."
As the doctor entered Constance tried to rise, but a motion of his hand checked her. "Sit still a little yet, Miss Durant," he ordered peremptorily. From a cupboard he produced a plate of crackers and a gla.s.s of milk, and brought them to her.
"I really don"t want anything," declared the girl.
"You are to eat something at once," insisted Dr. Armstrong, in a very domineering manner.
He held the gla.s.s to her lips, and Constance, after a look at his face, took a swallow of the milk, and then a piece of cracker he broke off.
"How silly of me to behave so," she said, as she munched.
"The folly was mine in letting you stay in the room when you had had no dinner. That was enough to knock up any one," answered the doctor. "Here."
Once again the gla.s.s was held to her lips, and once again, after a look at his face, Constance drank, and then accepted a second bit of cracker from his fingers.
"Do you keep these especially for faint-minded women?" she asked, trying to make a joke of the incident.
"This is my particular sanctum, Miss Durant; and as I have a reprehensible habit of night-work, I keep them as a kind of sleeping potion."
Constance glanced about the room with more interest, and as she noticed the simplicity and the bareness, Swot"s remark concerning the doctor"s poverty came back to her. Only many books and innumerable gla.s.s bottles, a microscope, and other still more mysterious instruments, seemed to save it from the tenement-house, if not, indeed, the prison, aspect.
"Are you wondering how it is possible for any one to live in such a way?"
asked the doctor, as his eyes followed hers about the room.
"If you will have my thought," answered Constance, "it was that I am in the cave of the modern hermit, who, instead of seeking solitude, because of the sins of mankind, seeks it that he may do them good."
"We have each had a compliment to-night," replied Dr. Armstrong, his face lighting up.
The look in his eyes brought something into the girl"s thoughts, and with a slight effort she rose. "I think I am well enough now to relieve you of my intrusion," she said.
"You will not be allowed to leave the hermit"s cell till you have finished the cracker and the milk," affirmed the man. "I only regret that I can"t keep up the character by offering you locusts and wild honey."
"At least don"t think it necessary to stay here with me," said Miss Durant, as she dutifully began to eat and drink again. "If--oh--the operation--How is Swot?"
"Back in the ward, though not yet conscious."
"And the operation?"
"Absolutely successful."
"Despite my interruption?"
"Another marvel to us M.D."s is the way so sensitive a thing as a woman will hold herself in hand by sheer nerve force when it is necessary. You did not faint till the operation was completed."
"Now may I go?" asked the girl, with a touch of archness, as she held up the gla.s.s and the plate, both empty.
"Yes, if you will let me share your carriage. Having led you into this predicament, the least I feel I can do is to see you safely out of it."
"Now the hermit is metamorphosing himself into a knight," laughed Constance, merrily, "with a distressed damsel on his hands. I really need not put you to the trouble, but I shall be glad if you will take me home."
Once again the doctor put his overcoat about her, and they descended the stairs and entered the brougham.
"Tell me the purpose of all those instruments I saw in your room," she asked as they started.
"They are princ.i.p.ally for the investigation of bacteria. Not being ambitious to spend my life doctoring whooping-cough and indigestion, I am striving to make a scientist of myself."
"Then that is why you prefer hospital work?"
"No. I happen to have been born with my own living to make in the world, and when I had worked my way through the medical school, I only too gladly became "Interne" here, not because it is what I wish to do, but because I need the salary."
"Yet it seems such a n.o.ble work."
"Don"t think I depreciate it, but what I am doing is only remedial What I hope to do is to prevent."
"How is it possible?"
"For four years my every free hour has been given to studying what is now called tuberculosis, and my dream is to demonstrate that it is in fact the parent disease--a breaking down--disintegration--of the bodily substance--the tissue, or cell--and to give to the world a specific."
"How splendid!" exclaimed Constance. "And you believe you can?"
"Every day makes me more sure that both demonstration and specific are possible--but it is unlikely that I shall be the one to do it."
"I do not see why?"
"Because there are many others studying the disease who are free from the necessity of supporting themselves, and so can give far more time and money to the investigation than is possible for me. Even the scientist must be rich in these days, Miss Durant, if he is to win the great prizes."
"Won"t you tell me something about yourself?" requested Constance, impulsively.
"There really is nothing worth while yet. I was left an orphan young, in the care of an uncle who was able to do no better for me than to get me a place in a drug-store. By doing the night-work it was possible to take the course at the medical college; and as I made a good record, this position was offered to me."
"It--you could make it interesting if you tried."
"I"m afraid I am not a realist, Miss Durant. I dream of a future that shall be famous by the misery and death I save the world from, but my past is absolutely eventless."
As he ended, the carriage drew up at the house, and the doctor helped her out.
"You will take Dr. Armstrong back to the hospital, Murdock," she ordered.
"Thank you, but I really prefer a walk before going to _my_ social intimates, the bacilli," answered the doctor, as he went up the steps with her. Then, after he had rung the bell, he held out his hand and said: "Miss Durant, I need scarcely say, after what I have just told you, that my social training has been slight--so slight that I was quite unaware that the old adage, "Even a cat may look at a king," was no longer a fact until I overheard what was said the other day. My last wish is to keep you from coming to the hospital, and in expressing my regret at having been the cause of embarra.s.sment to you, I wish to add a pledge that henceforth, if you will resume your visits, you and Swot shall be free from my intrusion. Good-night," he ended, as he started down the steps.
"But I never--really I have no right to exclude--nor do I wish--"
protested the girl; and then, as the servant opened the front door, even this halting attempt at an explanation ceased. She echoed a "Good-night,"
adding, "and thank you for all your kindness," and very much startled and disturbed the footman, as she pa.s.sed into the hallway, by audibly remarking, "Idiot!"