None of you blamed him."
"I don"t see what that"s got to do with it," her mother ventured.
"Henderson"s a boy, and boys have to go, of course. A mother expects that. But a girl--Why, Diantha! How can I get along without you! With my health!"
"I should think you"d be ashamed of yourself to think of such a thing!"
said young Mrs. Peters.
A slow step sounded outside, and an elderly man, tall, slouching, carelessly dressed, entered, stumbling a little over the rag-mat at the door.
"Father hasn"t got used to that rug in fourteen years!" said his youngest daughter laughingly. "And Mother will straighten it out after him! I"m bringing Gerald up on better principles. You should just see him wait on me!"
"A man should be master in his own household," Mr. Bell proclaimed, raising a dripping face from the basin and looking around for the towel--which his wife handed him.
"You won"t have much household to be master of presently," said Mrs.
Peters provokingly. "Half of it"s going to leave."
Mr. Bell came out of his towel and looked from one to the other for some explanation of this attempted joke, "What nonsense are you talking?" he demanded.
"I think it"s nonsense myself," said the pretty young woman--her hand on the doork.n.o.b. "But you"d better enjoy those biscuits of Di"s while you can--you won"t get many more! There"s Gerald--good night!" And off she ran.
Diantha set the plateful on the table, puffy, brown, and crisply crusted. "Supper"s ready," she said. "Do sit down, Mother," and she held the chair for her. "Minnie"s quite right, Father, though I meant not to tell you till you"d had supper. I am going away to work."
Mr. Bell regarded his daughter with a stern, slow stare; not so much surprised as annoyed by an untimely jesting. He ate a hot biscuit in two un-Fletcherized mouthfuls, and put more sugar in his large cup of tea.
"You"ve got your Mother all worked up with your nonsense," said he.
"What are you talking about anyway?"
Diantha met his eyes unflinchingly. He was a tall old man, still handsome and impressive in appearance, had been the head of his own household beyond question, ever since he was left the only son of an idolizing mother. But he had never succeeded in being the head of anything else. Repeated failures in the old New England home had resulted in his ruthlessly selling all the property there; and bringing his delicate wife and three young children to California. Vain were her protests and objections. It would do her good--best place in the world for children--good for nervous complaints too. A wife"s duty was to follow her husband, of course. She had followed, w.i.l.l.y nilly; and it was good for the children--there was no doubt of that.
Mr. Bell had profited little by his venture. They had the ranch, the flowers and fruit and ample living of that rich soil; but he had failed in oranges, failed in raisins, failed in prunes, and was now failing in wealth-promising hens.
But Mrs. Bell, though an ineffectual housekeeper, did not fail in the children. They had grown up big and vigorous, st.u.r.dy, handsome creatures, especially the two younger ones. Diantha was good-looking enough. Roscoe Warden thought her divinely beautiful. But her young strength had been heavily taxed from childhood in that complex process known as "helping mother." As a little child she had been of constant service in caring for the babies; and early developed such competence in the various arts of house work as filled her mother with fond pride, and even wrung from her father some grudging recognition. That he did not value it more was because he expected such competence in women, all women; it was their natural field of ability, their duty as wives and mothers. Also as daughters. If they failed in it that was by illness or perversity. If they succeeded--that was a matter of course.
He ate another of Diantha"s excellent biscuits, his greyish-red whiskers slowly wagging; and continued to eye her disapprovingly. She said nothing, but tried to eat; and tried still harder to make her heart go quietly, her cheeks keep cool, and her eyes dry. Mrs. Bell also strove to keep a cheerful countenance; urged food upon her family; even tried to open some topic of conversation; but her gentle words trailed off into unnoticed silence.
Mr. Bell ate until he was satisfied and betook himself to a comfortable chair by the lamp, where he unfolded the smart local paper and lit his pipe. "When you"ve got through with the dishes, Diantha," he said coldly, "I"ll hear about this proposition of yours."
Diantha cleared the table, lowered the leaves, set it back against the wall, spreading the turkey-red cloth upon it. She washed the dishes,--her kettle long since boiling, scalded them, wiped them, set them in their places; washed out the towels, wiped the pan and hung it up, swiftly, accurately, and with a quietness that would have seemed incredible to any mistress of heavy-footed servants. Then with heightened color and firm-set mouth, she took her place by the lamplit table and sat still.
Her mother was patiently darning large socks with many holes--a kind of work she specially disliked. "You"ll have to get some new socks, Father," she ventured, "these are pretty well gone."
"O they"ll do a good while yet," he replied, not looking at them. "I like your embroidery, my dear."
That pleased her. She did not like to embroider, but she did like to be praised.
Diantha took some socks and set to work, red-checked and excited, but silent yet. Her mother"s needle trembled irregularly under and over, and a tear or two slid down her cheeks.
Finally Mr. Bell laid down his finished paper and his emptied pipe and said, "Now then. Out with it."
This was not a felicitious opening. It is really astonishing how little diplomacy parents exhibit, how difficult they make it for the young to introduce a proposition. There was nothing for it but a bald statement, so Diantha made it baldly.
"I have decided to leave home and go to work," she said.
"Don"t you have work enough to do at home?" he inquired, with the same air of quizzical superiority which had always annoyed her so intensely, even as a little child.
She would cut short this form of discussion: "I am going away to earn my living. I have given up school-teaching--I don"t like it, and, there isn"t money enough in it. I have plans--which will speak for themselves later."
"So," said Mr. Bell, "Plans all made, eh? I suppose you"ve considered your Mother in these plans?"
"I have," said his daughter. "It is largely on her account that I"m going."
"You think it"ll be good for your Mother"s health to lose your a.s.sistance, do you?"
"I know she"ll miss me; but I haven"t left the work on her shoulders. I am going to pay for a girl--to do the work I"ve done. It won"t cost you any more, Father; and you"ll save some--for she"ll do the washing too.
You didn"t object to Henderson"s going--at eighteen. You didn"t object to Minnie"s going--at seventeen. Why should you object to my going--at twenty-one."
"I haven"t objected--so far," replied her father. "Have your plans also allowed for the affection and duty you owe your parents?"
"I have done my duty--as well as I know how," she answered. "Now I am twenty-one, and self-supporting--and have a right to go."
"O yes. You have a right--a legal right--if that"s what you base your idea of a child"s duty on! And while you"re talking of rights--how about a parent"s rights? How about common grat.i.tude! How about what you owe to me--for all the care and pains and cost it"s been to bring you up. A child"s a rather expensive investment these days."
Diantha flushed, she had expected this, and yet it struck her like a blow. It was not the first time she had heard it--this claim of filial obligation.
"I have considered that position, Father. I know you feel that way--you"ve often made me feel it. So I"ve been at some pains to work it out--on a money basis. Here is an account--as full as I could make it."
She handed him a paper covered with neat figures. The totals read as follows:
Miss Diantha Bell, To Mr. Henderson R. Bell, Dr.
To medical and dental expenses... $110.00 To school expenses... $76.00 To clothing, in full... $1,130.00 To board and lodging at $3.00 a week... $2,184.00 To incidentals... $100.00 -------- $3.600.00
He studied the various items carefully, stroking his beard, half in anger, half in unavoidable amus.e.m.e.nt. Perhaps there was a tender feeling too, as he remembered that doctor"s bill--the first he ever paid, with the other, when she had scarlet fever; and saw the exact price of the high chair which had served all three of the children, but of which she magnanimously shouldered the whole expense.
The clothing total was so large that it made him whistle--he knew he had never spent $1,130.00 on one girl"s clothes. But the items explained it.
Materials, three years at an average of $10 a year... $30.00 Five years averaging $20 each year... $100.00 Five years averaging $30 each year... $50.00 Five years averaging $50 each year... $250.00 ------- $530.00
The rest was "Mother"s labor", averaging twenty full days a year at $2 a day, $40 a year. For fifteen years, $600.00. Mother"s labor--on one child"s, clothes--footing up to $600.00. It looked strange to see cash value attached to that unfailing source of family comfort and advantage.
The school expenses puzzled him a bit, for she had only gone to public schools; but she was counting books and slates and even pencils--it brought up evenings long pa.s.sed by, the sewing wife, the studying children, the "Say, Father, I"ve got to have a new slate--mine"s broke!"
"Broken, Dina," her Mother would gently correct, while he demanded, "How did you break it?" and scolded her for her careless tomboy ways.
Slates--three, $1.50--they were all down. And slates didn"t cost so much come to think of it, even the red-edged ones, wound with black, that she always wanted.
Board and lodging was put low, at $3.00 per week, but the items had a footnote as to house-rent in the country, and food raised on the farm.
Yes, he guessed that was a full rate for the plain food and bare little bedroom they always had.
"It"s what Aunt Esther paid the winter she was here," said Diantha.
Circuses--three... $1.50 Share in melodeon... $50.00