Diantha listened to quite a volume of detailed criticism, inquiry and condemnation, and finally rose to her feet with the stiff courtesy of the young.
"You must excuse me now," she said with set lips. "I have some necessary work to do."
She marched upstairs, shut her bedroom door and locked it, raging inwardly. "Its none of their business! Not a shadow! Why should Mother sit there and let them talk to me like that! One would think childhood had no limit--unless it"s matrimony!"
This reminded her of her younger sister"s airs of superior wisdom, and did not conduce to a pleasanter frame of mind. "With all their miserable little conventions and idiocies! And what "they"ll say," and "they"ll think"! As if I cared! Minnie"ll be just such another!"
She heard the ladies going out, still talking continuously, a faint response from her mother now and then, a growing quiet as their steps receded toward the gate; and then another deeper voice took up the theme and heavily approached.
It was the minister! Diantha dropped into her rocker and held the arms tight. "Now I"ll have to take it again I suppose. But he ought to know me well enough to understand."
"Diantha!" called her mother, "Here"s Dr. Major;" and the girl washed her face and came down again.
Dr. Major was a heavy elderly man with a strong mouth and a warm hand clasp. "What"s all this I hear about you, young lady?" he demanded, holding her hand and looking her straight in the eye. "Is this a new kind of Prodigal Daughter we"re encountering?"
He did not look nor sound condemnatory, and as she faced him she caught a twinkle in the wise old eyes.
"You can call it that if you want to," she said, "Only I thought the Prodigal Son just spent his money--I"m going to earn some."
"I want you to talk to Diantha, Doctor Major," Mrs. Bell struck in. "I"m going to ask you to excuse me, and go and lie down for a little. I do believe she"ll listen to you more than to anybody."
The mother retired, feeling sure that the good man who had known her daughter for over fifteen years would have a restraining influence now; and Diantha braced herself for the attack.
It came, heavy and solid, based on reason, religion, tradition, the custom of ages, the pastoral habit of control and protection, the father"s instinct, the man"s objection to a girl"s adventure. But it was courteous, kind, and rationally put, and she met it point by point with the whole-souled arguments of a new position, the pa.s.sionate enthusiasm of her years.
They called a truce.
"I can see that you _think_ its your duty, young, woman--that"s the main thing. I think you"re wrong. But what you believe to be right you have to do. That"s the way we learn my dear, that"s the way we learn!
Well--you"ve been a good child ever since I"ve known you. A remarkably good child. If you have to sow this kind of wild oats--" they both smiled at this, "I guess we can"t stop you. I"ll keep your secret--"
"Its not a secret really," the girl explained, "I"ll tell them as soon as I"m settled. Then they can tell--if they want to." And they both smiled again.
"Well--I won"t tell till I hear of it then. And--yes, I guess I can furnish that doc.u.ment with a clean conscience."
She gave him paper and pen and he wrote, with a grin, handing her the result.
She read it, a girlish giggle lightening the atmosphere. "Thank you!"
she said earnestly. "Thank you ever so much. I knew you would help me."
"If you get stuck anywhere just let me know," he said rising. "This Proddy Gal may want a return ticket yet!"
"I"ll walk first!" said Diantha.
"O Dr. Major," cried her mother from the window, "Don"t go! We want you to stay to supper of course!"
But he had other calls to make, he said, and went away, his big hands clasped behind him; his head bent, smiling one minute and shaking his head the next.
Diantha leaned against a pearly eucalyptus trunk and watched him. She would miss Dr. Major. But who was this approaching? Her heart sank miserably. Mrs. Warden--and _all_ the girls.
She went to meet them--perforce. Mrs. Warden had always been kind and courteous to her; the girls she had not seen very much of, but they had the sweet Southern manner, were always polite. Ross"s mother she must love. Ross"s sisters too--if she could. Why did the bottom drop out of her courage at sight of them?
"You dear child!" said Mrs. Warden, kissing her. "I know just how you feel! You want to help my boy! That"s your secret! But this won"t do it, my dear!"
"You"ve no idea how badly Ross feels!" said Madeline. "Mrs. Delafield dropped in just now and told us. You ought to have seen him!"
"He didn"t believe it of course," Adeline put in. "And he wouldn"t say a thing--not a thing to blame you."
"We said we"d come over right off--and tried to bring him--but he said he"d got to go back to the store," Coraline explained.
"He was mad though!" said Dora--"_I_ know."
Diantha looked from one to the other helplessly.
"Come in! Come in!" said Mrs. Bell hospitably. "Have this rocker, Mrs.
Warden--wouldn"t you like some cool drink? Diantha?"
"No indeed!" Mrs. Warden protested. "Don"t get a thing. We"re going right back, it"s near supper time. No, we can"t think of staying, of course not, no indeed!--But we had to come over and hear about this dear child"s idea!--Now tell us all about it, Diantha!"
There they sat--five pairs of curious eyes--and her mother"s sad ones--all kind--all utterly incapable of understanding.
She moistened her lips and plunged desperately. "It is nothing dreadful, Mrs. Warden. Plenty of girls go away to earn their livings nowadays.
That is all I"m doing."
"But why go away?"
"I thought you were earning your living before!"
"Isn"t teaching earning your living?"
"What _are_ you going to do?" the girls protested variously, and Mrs.
Warden, with a motherly smile, suggested!!!!!
"That doesn"t explain your wanting to leave Ross, my dear--and your mother!"
"I don"t want to leave them," protested Diantha, trying to keep her voice steady. "It is simply that I have made up my mind I can do better elsewhere."
"Do what better?" asked Mrs. Warden with sweet patience, which reduced Diantha to the bald statement, "Earn more money in less time."
"And is that better than staying with your mother and your lover?"
pursued the gentle inquisitor; while the girls tried, "What do you want to earn more money for?" and "I thought you earned a lot before."
Now Diantha did not wish to state in so many words that she wanted more money in order to marry sooner--she had hardly put it to herself that way. She could not make them see in a few moments that her plan was to do far more for her mother than she would otherwise ever be able to. And as to making them understand the larger principles at stake--the range and depth of her full purpose--that would be physically impossible.
"I am sorry!" she said with trembling lips. "I am extremely sorry.
But--I cannot explain!"
Mrs. Warden drew herself up a little. "Cannot explain to me?--Your mother, of course, knows?"
"Diantha is naturally more frank with me than with--anyone," said Mrs.