"Come, come," he said, bending forward, "you mustn"t feel like that. I don"t think the child hates you, but I do think that he loves trying experiments with that queer power of his. I"m afraid he wanted to see whether the cat would behave as the dog had done."
"That"s what I mean," she exclaimed, dabbing her eyes, "that"s exactly what I mean! I don"t want to hurt his feelings, or to make a fuss, but I should be so grateful if you could manage to prevent his coming here. I don"t want to make you vain," she smiled, very winningly, "but sometimes I do feel that "two"s company." Since I"ve been here I"ve hardly ever seen you alone. I used to enjoy our talks in London! I feel, I know that you"re the only friend I"ve got in Beechfield."
"That"s rather hard on Jack Tosswill," and though he smiled, he looked at her significantly.
Enid was so surprised that for a moment her composure gave way, and the colour rushed into her pale face. Then she pulled herself together. "It really hasn"t been my fault," she said plaintively.
"I"m sure it hasn"t. But in a village one has to be careful. Would it surprise you to hear that as I came along this morning, one of the inhabitants of Beechfield spoke to me of you and Jack, and suggested--forgive me for saying so--not only that the boy was very much in love with you but that you--well--encouraged him!"
Enid Crofton sat up. "I"ve always heard that villages were far more wicked places than towns, and now I know it"s true!"
"Steady on," he said smiling, "forgive me for having repeated a silly bit of gossip. But, after all, what you said just now is quite true--I am your oldest friend by a long way, and so I feel I ought to give you a word of warning. I do think the poor boy _is_ very fond of you, eh?"
Enid Crofton put out her hand and took his in hers. She squeezed it convulsively. "I feel so miserable," she sobbed, "so miserable and lonely!"
"Do you, dear--" And then they both started violently, and Radmore moved his chair away with a quick movement, for the door behind them had swung open, and Jack Tosswill, quite unaware of the other man"s presence, came through it, and at once began speaking eagerly, excitedly, in a voice so unlike his usual "home" voice that Radmore hardly recognised it:--
"I"m so glad you"re downstairs. I came this morning I hope you got my--" and then he saw the other man, and checked himself abruptly.
He had given the beloved woman he regarded as his future wife, his most solemn word of honour that no one should suspect that they were more than mere acquaintances. So, after a perceptible pause, he concluded, lamely, "my step-mother"s message."
"Yes, I did; thank you very much."
He saw that she had been crying, and his heart welled up with tenderness, and with angry, impatient annoyance against Radmore"s presence.
Why didn"t the stupid fellow go? Surely he must realise, surely there must be something in the atmosphere, which must tell even the blindest of onlookers, how things were between him, Jack Tosswill, and the invalid?
But Radmore was quite impervious to the atmosphere of emotion and strain--or so it seemed. On and on he sat, Enid Crofton languidly making conversation with them both in turn, until at last Rosamund came in, and both men rose to leave together.
And then something curious happened. Radmore, even while conscious that he was a fool, felt a violent desire to see Enid Crofton again and very soon, alone. He was trying to make up a form of words to convey this to her before the other two, when good fortune seemed to favour him, for brother and sister began--as they were wont to do--wrangling together.
Seeing his opportunity he bent down a little over Mrs. Crofton"s couch in order to suggest to her that he should come again to-morrow. And then, in a flash, the whole expression of his face altered and stiffened. Half under the lace coverlet over the eiderdown a letter written on familiar looking pale grey notepaper was sticking out, and he couldn"t help seeing the words:--"My own darling angel."
Straightening himself quickly and hardly knowing what he was saying, he exclaimed, "I do hope you"ll soon feel all right again."
And then he saw that she was aware of what had happened for she became even whiter than she had been before. Every bit of colour fled from her face--except for the unnaturally pink lips.
CHAPTER XXIII
As he walked away from The Trellis House Radmore felt terribly disturbed, and maddened with himself for feeling so disturbed.
After all, Enid Crofton meant very little to him! He even told himself that he had never really liked, still less respected, her and yet there had been something that drove him on, that allured him, that made him feel as he had felt to-night. But for the accident of his having seen that letter from poor foolish Jack Tosswill he might, by this time to-morrow, have been in the position of Enid Crofton"s future husband!
The knowledge turned him sick.
Just now he felt that he never wished to see her again.
As he walked on, leaving the village behind him, and emerging on the great common which stretched between Beechfield and the nearest railway station--he asked himself whether or no it was possible that she had genuinely fallen in love with Jack Tosswill?
And then he stayed his steps suddenly. He had remembered the look of terror, the look of being "found out," which had crossed her face, when she had realised that he had seen that fatally revealing corner of her love-letter.
Why had she looked like that? And then, all at once, he knew. It was for him that Enid Crofton had come to Beechfield, for him, or rather for his money. He felt hideously disturbed as certain tiny past happenings crowded on his memory. He felt he would give half his possessions were it possible thereby to transplant The Trellis House hundreds of miles from Beechfield.
He threw a rueful thought to Jack Tosswill. Miss Pendarth had been right, after all. That sort of experience might well embitter the whole of the early life of such a priggish, self-centred youth; and while he was chewing the cud of these painful, troubling thoughts there came a woman"s voice out of the darkness.
"Does this lead on into Beechfield, sir? I want to find The Trellis House. I"ve been there once before, but it was broad daylight then."
Radmore peered at the speaker: a thin, medium-sized woman she seemed to be; obviously not one of the country folk--by her accent a Londoner.
"Go straight on, and in about a quarter of an hour, you"ll find The Trellis House on your right. But you"d better enquire as soon as you get into the village itself. Is it Mrs. Crofton"s house that you want to find?"
"Yes, that"s the place I"m bound for," said the woman.
"Look here," said Radmore good-naturedly. "I was only going for a walk.
I"ll take you along to The Trellis House. You might easily miss it."
He turned, and they began walking along the road side by side.
"I suppose Mrs. Crofton "asn"t gone away yet, I"m sure to find "er there, sir?" There was a doubting, almost a resentful, tone in the mincing voice.
"I think she"s at home. Isn"t she expecting you?" Radmore had taken the woman for a superior servant.
"She"s not expecting me exactly, but me and my "usband have been "oping for a letter from Mrs. Crofton. As nothing"s come, I thought I"d just come down and see "er. My "usband asked "er to get the address of a gentleman who "e thinks might "elp "im--Major Radmore. I don"t suppose as what you"ve ever "eard of "im, sir?"
Radmore said quietly, "I know Major Radmore rather well. May I ask your name?"
She hesitated, then answered:--"Mrs. Piper, sir. My "usband was Colonel Crofton"s dog-breeding a.s.sistant, and "e"s about to start for "imself in the same line, if "e can get the money that"s been promised "im. If "e can"t get that money--well, "e"ll have to go into service again, and "e thought that Major Radmore, who"s a kind, generous gentleman, might "elp "im to a job."
Radmore felt amused, interested, and, yes, a little touched. Evidently his distaste for Piper had not been reciprocal.
"I suppose to start dog-breeding requires a good bit of money," he said.
"Well, sir, it"s this way. Fancy dogs fetch a good bit more money than they did. Such a lot o" breeding stopped during the War. But what with one thing and another, and prices "aving gone up so, Piper says "twould be no good going in for such a thing under a matter of 500. But we"ve got good hopes of getting the money," said the woman composedly.
"Have you indeed?"
Then he felt rather ashamed of the little game he was playing with this no doubt excellent woman.
"Look here, Mrs. Piper," he exclaimed, "perhaps I ought to tell you frankly that _my_ name is Radmore. I no longer call myself "Major Radmore." My address for the present is Old Place, Beechfield. But Beechfield alone would find me, and I hope your husband will let me know if I can do anything for him."
"There now! Could one ever hope for such a thing coming to pa.s.s as my meeting you, sir, accidental like?"
Mrs. Piper was genuinely moved and excited. She felt that Providence, in whom she only believed when she was in trouble, had done her a good turn.
For a moment or two she remained silent, thinking intently, wondering whether she dared take advantage of this extraordinary chance--a chance that might never occur again.
"I take it, sir," she said at last, "that you are a friend of Mrs.