"Where"s your horse?"
"I don"t know. I hope to G.o.d he breaks a leg or rips himself open on barbed wire or something."
There was a vindictive ferocity in his voice that surprised Forbes.
The luncheon, which Ten Eyck had commanded, was announced just then, and they all adjourned to the dining-room. Forbes resented Enslee"s habit of "my-dear"-ing Persis, but took solace from the thought that he should soon confound his rival with the news of his own triumph.
Suddenly, in his joy at being near to Persis, he remembered that he had neglected Senator Tait, after promising to meet his daughter. He did not venture to leave his own table; but as soon as the luncheon was eaten, and while Winifred and Mrs. Neff and Persis sneaked off somewhere for their after-coffee cigarettes, he sought out Tait and found him with a tall and self-reliant girl whom he introduced as Mildred.
Forbes made the usual remarks one makes to a little girl one meets again as a grown woman. She had indeed changed from the shy and leggy little minx to this robust, ample-bosomed bachelor girl with the sorrows of the world on her shoulders and pity and courage warring in her resolute eyes.
Recalling what the Senator had said of her appalling lore, Forbes was at some loss for words. He said, at last, the obvious thing, waving his hand toward the great park and the panorama of river and headland spread out beyond:
"Wonderful, isn"t it?"
But Mildred, instead of an equally commonplace answer, sighed: "I suppose it is, but I--somehow I can"t take much pleasure in beautiful things like these. I keep thinking how the poor kiddies and their worn-out mothers in the tenements would love to see it--and never will.
And when I think how much money it costs to build and keep up this place I can"t help saying to myself: "How many loaves of bread this would buy for hungry waifs! how many pairs of shoes! how many lives it could save!" I see this big lawn all overrun with little newsboys and factory-girls and sick men and women."
Senator Tait shrugged his shoulders and smiled at Forbes.
"Isn"t she hopeless?"
"She"s very splendid," Forbes said, with admiration and also a little awe. The father felt this in Forbes" manner, and it strengthened his resolution to rescue his daughter from her rescue work.
Mildred had not yet learned the exact point where n.o.bility becomes offensive because it is too consistent and too insistent. She had not yet learned that charity, like art, must conceal itself, and that grandeur of soul unchecked by tact provokes only resentment.
But she was young and radiant with unfocused love, and she had seen too much wretchedness. The people whose miseries she relieved did not resent her, but adored her. She was tactful enough with them.
Forbes was ashamed of himself for feeling a little chilled by Mildred"s irrepressible enthusiasm for sorrow. He blamed himself, not her. But when Persis returned he thanked heaven for beauty untroubled by any deeper concerns than its own loveliness, and for a heart that inspired desire for itself rather than pity for the submerged myriads.
He bade the Senator and his daughter as cordial a good-by as he could, and promised to meet the Senator as soon as possible in town. Then he forgot them both, for when Enslee"s automobile swept up to the club-house door, Enslee"s two horses were also brought up, and he imagined Persis riding away again on that dangerous beast with that dangerous escort.
Enslee stared at the horses in disgust. "There are those brutes of mine, and not a bit hurt, either--worse luck. I"ll have "em both sold to somebody who"ll work "em hard and beat "em harder."
"You"ll do nothing of the sort," said Persis. "If you don"t want them I"ll take them."
"And get your neck broken, eh?" Enslee snarled. "Oh no, you won"t. Look at that beast! I"ll have his throat cut for him."
There was something in his voice like the edge of a knife, and it made Forbes" blood run cold. Enslee had unsuspected streaks of viciousness.
But Persis was used to this quality of his nature, and it did not alarm her. When he said, "Hop into the car, Persis; I"ll send a groom over for the nags," Persis shook her head, and answered:
"I propose to show my horse who is master. He can"t spill me all over the landscape and get away with it. You ride home in the car, and I"ll go back as I came."
"And a pretty fool you"ll make of me," Enslee wrangled. "Besides, I haven"t ridden much lately; I"m saddle-sore."
"I"ve been riding every morning in the Park," Persis insisted. "I"ll lead your horse back, unless--" She hesitated and looked at Forbes, who leaped at the cue.
"I"d be glad to ride him, if you don"t object, Mr. Enslee."
Enslee stared at Forbes, saw nothing ulterior in his eyes, and yielded with a bad grace.
"Oh, all right. Go ahead. Only don"t sue me for damages if you get pitched under an auto."
"I won"t," Forbes laughed, elated beyond belief by the unimaginable luck of riding at Persis" stirrup for miles and miles.
And so they mounted. Persis" horse was humbled beyond struggle; but Enslee"s big black had lately tossed his rider over his head. He tested the seat of his new visitor. Forbes was a West-Pointer, a cavalryman, and the horse had not made more than one pirouette before he understood that he was bestridden by one whom it was best to obey.
Willie tried at first to keep the motor back with the horses, but Persis ordered him to go about his business, and turned off the hard track to a soft road.
And now at last they were free, Forbes and Persis, cantering along a plushy road, a lovers" lane that mounted up and up till they paused at the height to give the horses breath.
Back of them the Hudson spread its august flood between mountainous walls. Before them the road dipped into the deep forest seas of Sleepy Hollow.
CHAPTER x.x.xVI
"Is it possible that we"re actually alone?" Forbes gloated, turning in his saddle to take her in in her brisk, youthful beauty.
"I shouldn"t exactly call it alone up here on the mantelpiece of the world in broad daylight," Persis smiled. "But it"s nice, isn"t it?"
"Wonderful, to be riding with you!"
"I"m immensely happy," she said. "Even the horses know the difference.
This morning they hated each other. They wouldn"t trot in rhythm or alongside, and they fought like snapping-turtles. Now look at them nuzzle and flirt. Ouch! that"s my game knee you"re colliding with. It would be better if I rode side-saddle. There were advantages in old-fashioned ways. You ride splendidly, don"t you?"
"Do I?" he said. "As you told me the first time I met you, I"m glad you like me."
"I more than that, now."
"More than like me?"
"Umm-humm!"
"Love me?"
"Umm-humm!"
"If I could only brush away all of these houses and people and take you in my arms! If this were only a Sahara or Mojave!"
"I doubt if there"s a desert where n.o.body is peeking. They used to tell me that G.o.d was looking when no one else was."
"Well, He would understand."
"Maybe He would see too much. But the human beings don"t understand. And they"re everywhere. Oh, Lord, I"m so sick of other people"s eyes and ears. All my life I"ve had them on me--servants", nurses", maids", waiters", grooms", footmen"s! Sometimes I think I"d love to live on a desert island. Couldn"t you buy me a desert island somewhere--a thoroughly equipped desert island with hot and cold water and automatic cooking?"