"And he had the snake there?"
Elma started in surprise. Why dwell upon that seemingly unimportant detail? "Oh yes," she answered, still redder and hotter than ever.
"He had it there. He was painting it."
Mrs. Clifford paused a minute. Then she went on, with pain. "And he asked you, Elma?"
Elma bowed her head. "Yes, he asked me--and I refused him," she answered, with a terrible wrench.
"Oh, darling; I know it," Mrs. Clifford cried, seizing both cold hands in hers. "And I know why, too. But, Elma, believe me, you needn"t have done it. My daughter, my daughter, you might just as well have taken him."
"No, never," Elma cried, rising from her seat and moving towards the door in an agony of shame. "I couldn"t. I daren"t. It would be wrong. It would be cruel. But, mother, don"t speak to me of it.
Don"t mention it again. Even before you it makes me more wretched and ashamed than I can say to allude to it."
She rushed from the room, with cheeks burning like fire. Come what might, she never could talk to any living soul again about that awful episode.
But Mrs. Clifford sat on, on the sofa where Elma left her, and cried to herself silently, silently, silently. What a mother should do in these hateful circ.u.mstances she could hardly even guess. She only knew she could never speak it out, and even if she did, Elma would never have the courage or the heart to listen to her.
That same evening, when Elma went up to bed, a strange longing came across her to sit up late, and think over to herself again all the painful details of the morning"s interview. She seated herself by her bedside in her evening dress, and began to think it all out again, exactly as it happened. As she did so, the picture of Sardanapalus, on his bed of fern, came up clear in her mind, just as he lay coiled round in Cyril Waring"s landscape. Beautiful Sardanapalus, so sleek and smooth and glossy, if only she had him here now--she paused and hesitated. In a moment, the wild impulse rushed upon her once more. It clutched her by the throat; it held her fast as in a vice. She must get up and dance; she must obey the mandate; she must whirl till she fell in that mystical ecstasy.
She rose, and seemed for a moment as though she must yield to the temptation. The boa--the boa was in the lower drawer. Reluctantly, remorsefully, she opened the drawer and took it out in her hands.
Fluff and feathers, fluff and feathers--nothing more than that!
But oh, how soft, how smooth, how yielding, how serpentine! With a violent effort she steadied herself, and looked round for her scissors. They lay on the dressing-table. She took them up with a fixed and determined air. "If thy right hand offend thee, cut it off," she thought to herself. Then she began ruthlessly hacking the boa into short little lengths of a few inches each, which she gathered up in her hands as soon as she had finished, and replaced with care in the drawer where she had originally found them.
After that her mind felt somewhat more at ease and a trifle less turbulent. She loved Cyril Waring--oh yes, she loved him with all her heart; it was hard to give him up; hard not to yield to that pressing impulse in such a moment of doubt and despondency. The boa had said to her, as it were, "Come, dance, go mad, and forget your trouble!" But she had resisted the temptation. And now--
Why, now, she would undress, and creep into bed, like any other good English girl under similar circ.u.mstances, and cry herself asleep with thoughts of Cyril.
And so she did in truth. She let her emotion take its natural outlet.
She lay awake for an hour or two, till her eyes were red and sore and swollen. Then at last she dropped off, for very weariness, and slept soundly an unbroken sleep till morning.
At eight o"clock, Mrs. Clifford knocked her tentative little knock at the door. "Come in, mother," Elma cried, starting up in her surprise; and her mother, much wondering, turned the handle and entered.
When she reached the bed, she gave a little cry of amazement. "Why, Elma," she exclaimed, staring her hard and long in the face; "my darling, what"s this? Your eyes are red! How strange! You"ve been crying!"
"Yes, mother," Elma answered, turning her face to the wall, but a thousand times less ashamed than she had been the day before when her mother spoke to her. "I couldn"t help it, dearest." She took that soft white hand in hers and pressed it hard in silence. "It"s no wonder, you know," she said at last, after a long deep pause.
"He"s going away from Chetwood to-day--and it was so very, very hard to say good-bye to him for ever."
"Oh yes, I know, darling," Mrs. Clifford answered, eyeing her harder than ever now with a half-incredulous look. "I know all that. But--you"ve had a good night in spite of everything, Elma."
Elma guessed what she meant. They two could converse together quite plainly without words. "Well, yes, a better night," she answered, hesitating, and shutting her eyes under the bed-clothes for very shame. "A little disturbed--don"t you know--just at first; but I had a good cry very soon, and then that mended everything."
Her mother still looked at her, half doubting and half delighted.
"A good cry"s the right thing," she said slowly, in a very low voice. "The exact right thing, perfectly proper and normal. A good cry never did any girl on this earth one atom of harm. It"s the best safety-valve. You"re lucky, Elma, my child, in being able to get one."
"Yes, dear," Elma answered, with her head still buried. "Very lucky indeed. So I think, too, mother."
Mrs. Clifford"s eye fell aimlessly upon certain tiny bits of feathery fluff that flecked the floor here and there like floating fragments of thistledown. In a second, her keen instinct divined what they meant. Without one word she rose silently and noiselessly, and opened the lower drawer, where the boa usually reposed among the furs and feathers. One glimpse of those mangled morsels showed her the truth at a glance. She shut the drawer again noiselessly and silently as she had opened it. But Elma, lying still with her eyes closed tight, yet knew perfectly well how her mother had been occupied.
Mrs. Clifford came back, and, stooping over her daughter"s bed, kissed her forehead tenderly. "Elma, darling," she said, while a hot tear or two fell silently upon the girl"s burning cheek, "you"re very, very brave. I"m so pleased with you, so proud of you! I couldn"t have done it myself. You"re stronger-minded than I am. My child, he kissed you for good-bye yesterday. You needn"t say yes, you needn"t say no. I read it in your face. No need for you to tell me of it. Well, darling, it wasn"t good-bye after all, I"m certain of that. Believe me, my child, he"ll come back some day, and you"ll know you can marry him."
"Never!" Elma cried, hiding her face still more pa.s.sionately and wildly than before beneath great folds of the bed-clothes. "Don"t speak to me of him any more, mother! Never! Never! Never!"
CHAPTER XVII.
VISIONS OF WEALTH.
Cyril Waring, thus dismissed, and as in honour bound, hurried up to London with a mind preoccupied by many pressing doubts and misgivings. He thought much of Elma, but he thought much, too, of sundry strange events that had happened of late to his own private fortunes. For one thing he had sold, and sold mysteriously, at a very good price, the picture of Sardanapalus in the glade at Chetwood.
A well-known London dealer had written down to him at Tilgate making an excellent offer for the unfinished work, as soon as it should be ready, on behalf of a customer whose name he didn"t happen to mention. And who could that customer be, Cyril thought to himself, but Colonel Kelmscott? But that wasn"t all. The dealer who had offered him a round sum down for "The Rajah"s Rest" had also at the same time commissioned him to go over to the Belgian Ardennes to paint a picture or two, at a specified price, of certain selected scenes upon the Meuse and its tributaries. The price offered for the work was a very respectable one, and yet--he had some internal misgivings, somehow, about this mysterious commission. Could it be to get rid of him? He had an uncomfortable suspicion in the back chambers of his mind, that whoever had commissioned the pictures might be more anxious to send him well away from Tilgate than to possess a series of picturesque sketches on the Meuse and its tributaries.
And who could have an interest in keeping him far from Tilgate?
That was the question. Was there anybody whom his presence there could in any way incommode? Could it be Elma"s father who wanted to send him so quickly away from England?
And what was the meaning of Elma"s profound resolution, so strangely and strongly expressed, never, never to marry him?
A painful idea flitted across the young man"s puzzled brain. Had the Cliffords alone discovered the secret of his birth? and was that secret of such a disgraceful sort that Elma"s father shrank from owning him as a prospective son-in-law, while even Elma herself could not bring herself to accept him as her future husband? If so, what could that ghastly secret be? Were he and Guy the inheritors of some deadly crime? Had their origin been concealed from them, more in mercy than in cruelty, only lest some hideous taint of murder or of madness might mar their future and make their whole lives miserable?
When he reached Staple Inn, he found Guy and Montague Nevitt already in their joint rooms, and arrears of three days" correspondence awaiting him.
A close observer--like Elma Clifford--might perhaps have noted in Montague Nevitt"s eye certain well-restrained symptoms of suppressed curiosity. But Cyril Waring, in his straightforward, simple English manliness, was not sharp enough to perceive that Nevitt watched him close while he broke the envelopes and glanced over his letters; or that Nevitt"s keen anxiety grew at once far deeper and more carefully concealed as Cyril turned to one big missive with an official-looking seal and a distinctly important legal aspect. On the contrary, to the outer eye or ear all that could be observed in Montague Nevitt"s manner was the nervous way he went on tightening his violin strings with a tremulous hand and whistling low to himself a few soft and tender bars of some melancholy sc.r.a.p from Miss Ewes"s refectory.
As Cyril read through that letter, however, his breath came and went in short little gasps, and his cheek flushed hotly with a sudden and overpowering flood of emotion.
"What"s the matter?" Guy asked, looking over his shoulder curiously.
And Cyril, almost faint with the innumerable ideas and suspicions that the tidings conjured up in his brain at once, said with an evident effort, "Read it, Guy; read it."
Guy took the letter and read, Montague Nevitt gazing at it by his side meanwhile with profound interest.
As soon as they had glanced through its carefully-worded sentences, each drew a long breath and stared hard at the other. Then Cyril added in a whirl, "And here"s a letter from my own bankers saying they"ve duly received the six thousand pounds and put it to my credit."
Guy"s face was pale, but he faltered out none the less with ashy lips, staring hard at the words all the time, "It isn"t only the money, of course, one thinks about, Cyril; but the clue it seems to promise us to our father and mother."
"Exactly," Cyril answered, with a responsive nod. "The money I won"t take. I don"t know what it means. But the clue I"ll follow up till I"ve run to earth the whole truth about who we are and where we come from."
Montague Nevitt glanced quickly from one to the other with an incredulous air. "Not take the money," he exclaimed, in cynical surprise. "Why, of course you"ll take it. Twelve thousand pounds isn"t to be sneezed at in these days, I can tell you. And as for the clue, why, there isn"t any clue. Not a jot or a t.i.ttle, a ghost or a shadow of it. The unnatural parent, whoever he may be--for I take it for granted the unnatural parent"s the person at the bottom of the offer--takes jolly good care not to let you know who on earth he is. He wraps himself up in a double cloak of mystery.
Drummonds pay in the money to your account at your own bank, you see, and while they"re authorized to receive your acknowledgment of the sum remitted, they are clearly NOT authorized to receive to the sender"s credit any return cheque for the amount or cash in repayment. The unnatural parent evidently intends to remain, for the present at least, strictly anonymous.
"Couldn"t you find out for us at Drummond, Coutts and Barclay"s who the sender is?" Guy asked, with some hesitation, still turning over in his hand the mysterious letter.
Nevitt shook his head with prompt decision. "No, certainly not,"
he answered, a.s.suming an air of the severest probity. "It would be absolutely impossible. The secrets in a bank are secrets of honour. We are the depositaries of tales that might ruin thousands, and we never say a word about one of them to anybody."
As for Cyril, he felt himself almost too astonished for words. It was long before he could even discuss the matter quietly. The whole episode seemed so strange, so mysterious, so uncanny. And no wonder he hesitated. For the unknown writer of the letter with the legal seal had proposed a most curious and unsatisfactory arrangement.
Six thousand pounds down on the nail to Cyril, six thousand more in a few weeks to Guy. But not for nothing. As in all law business, "valuable consideration" loomed large in the background. They were both to repair, on a given day, at a given hour, to a given office, in a given street, where they were to sign without inquiry, and even without perusal, whatever doc.u.ments might then and there be presented to them. This course, the writer pointed out, with perspicuous plainness, was all in the end to their own greater advantage.
For unless they signed, they would get nothing more, and it would be useless for them at attempt the unravelling of the mystery. But if they consented to sign, then, the writer declared, the anonymous benefactor at whose instigation he wrote would leave them by his will a further substantial sum, not one penny of which would ever otherwise come to them.