I couldn"t place you at first." He did not offer to introduce him to the stranger, but proceeded to enlighten the other players. "It"s--oh, you know--Nellie Duluth"s husband."
The other fellow nodded and resumed his conversation with the third man. At the same time the speaker leaned forward to devote his attention to the tale in hand, utterly ignoring the little man, who stood with his hand on the back of the vacant chair.
Harvey waited for a few moments. "What will you have to drink?" he asked, shyly dropping into the chair. They stared at him and shook their heads.
"That seat"s engaged," said the one called "Joe," gruffly.
Harvey got up instantly. "Oh," he said, in a hesitating manner. They went on with their conversation as if he were not there. After a moment he moved away, his ears burning, his soul filled with mortification and shame. In a sort of daze he approached the cigar stand and asked for a box of cigarettes.
"What kind?" demanded the clerk, laying down his newspaper.
Harvey smiled engagingly. "Oh, the kind I usually get!" he said, feeling sure that the fellow remembered him and the quality he smoked.
"What"s that?" snapped the clerk, scowling.
The purchaser hastily mentioned a certain kind of cigarette, paid for it after the box had been tossed at him, and walked away. Fixed in his determination to stay in the place until he was well thawed out, he took a seat at a little table near the stairway and ordered a hot lemonade.
He was conscious of a certain amount of attention from the tables adjacent to the trio he had accosted. Several loud guffaws came to his ears as he sipped the boiling drink. Taking an unusually copious swallow, he coughed and spluttered as the liquid scalded his tongue and palate. The tears rushed to his eyes. From past experience he knew that his tongue would be sore for at least a week. He had such a tender tongue, Nellie said.
For half an hour he sat there dreaming and brooding. It was much better than tramping the streets. A clock on the opposite wall pointed to four o"clock. The matinee would be over at a quarter to five.
Presently he looked again. It was five minutes past four. Really it wasn"t so bad waiting after all; not half so bad as he had thought it would be.
Some one tapped him on the shoulder. He looked up with a start. The manager of the place stood at his elbow.
"This isn"t a railway station, young feller," he said, harshly.
"You"ll have to move on. These tables are for customers."
"But I"ve bought----"
"Now, don"t argue about it. You heard what I said. Move along."
The man"s tone was peremptory. Poor Harvey looked around as if in search of a single benevolent face, and then, without a word of protest, arose and moved quickly toward the door. His eyes were fixed in a gla.s.sy stare on the dancing, elusive doorway. He wondered if he could reach it before he sank through the floor. Somehow he had the horrible feeling that just as he opened it to go out some one would kick him from behind. He could almost feel the impact of the boot and involuntarily accelerated his speed as he opened the door to pa.s.s into the biting air of the now darkening street.
"I hate this d.a.m.ned town," said he to himself over and over again as he flung himself against the gale that almost blew him off his feet.
When he stopped to take his bearings, he was far above Longacre Square and still going in the wrong direction. He was befuddled. A policeman told him in hoa.r.s.e, m.u.f.fled tones to go back ten blocks or so if he wanted to find the theatre where Nellie Duluth was playing.
A clock in an apothecary"s shop urged him to hurry. When he came to the theatre, the newsboys were waiting for the audience to appear. He was surrounded by a mob of boys and men shouting the extras.
"Is the show out?" he asked one of them.
"No, sir!" shouted the boy, eagerly. "Shall I call up your automobile, mister!"
"No, thank you," said Harvey through his chattering teeth. For a moment he felt distinctly proud and important. So shrewd a judge of humanity as a New York "newsy" had taken him to be a man of parts. For awhile he had been distressed by the fear, almost the conviction, that he was regarded by all New York as a "jay."
Belying his suddenly acquired air of importance, he hunched himself up against the side of the building, partly sheltered from the wind, and waited for the crowd to pour forth. With the appearance of the first of those home-goers he would repair to the stage door, and, once behind the scenes, was quite certain that he would receive an invitation from Nellie to join the gay little family supper party in her dressing-room.
When the time came, however, he approached the doorman with considerable trepidation. He had a presentiment that there would be "no admittance." Sure enough, the grizzled doorman, poking his head out, gruffly informed him that no one was allowed "back" without an order from the manager. Harvey explained who he was, taking it for granted that the man did not know him with his coat-collar turned up.
"I know you, all right," said the man, not unkindly. "I"d like to let you in, but--you see----" He coughed and looked about rather helplessly, avoiding the pleading look in the visitor"s eyes.
"It"s all right," Nellie"s husband a.s.sured him, but an arm barred the way.
"I"ve got strict orders not to admit you," blurted out the doorman, hating himself.
"Not to admit me!" said Harvey, slowly.
"I"m sorry, sir. Orders is orders."
"But my little girl is there."
"Yes, sir, I understand. The orders are for you, sir, not for the kid." Struck by the look in the little man"s eyes he hastened to say, "Maybe if you saw Mr. Ripton out front and sent a note in to Miss Duluth, she"d change her mind and----"
"Good Lord!" fell from Harvey"s lips as he abruptly turned away to look for a spot where he could hide himself from every one.
Two hours later, from his position at the mouth of the alley, he saw a man come out of the stage door and blow a whistle thrice. He was almost perishing with cold; he was sure that his ears were frozen. A sharp snap at the top of each of them and a subsequent warmth urged him to press quant.i.ties of snow against them, obeying the old rule that like cures like. From the kitchens of a big restaurant came the odours of cooking foodstuffs. He was hungry on this Merry Christmas night, but he would not leave his post. He had promised to wait for Phoebe and take her out home with him in the train.
With the three blasts of the whistle he stirred his numb feet and edged nearer to the stage door. A big limousine came rumbling up the alley from behind, almost running him down. The fur-coated chauffeur called him unspeakable names as he pa.s.sed him with the emergency brakes released.
Before he could reach the entrance, the door flew open and a small figure in fur coat and a well known white hat was bundled into the machine by a burly stage hand. A moment later Annie clambered in, the door was slammed and the machine started ahead.
He shouted as he ran, but his cry was not heard. As the car careened down the narrow lane, throwing snow in all directions, he dropped into a dejected, beaten walk. Slowly he made his way in the trail of the big car--it was too dark for him to detect the colour, but he felt it was green--and came at last to the mouth of the alley, desolate, bewildered, hurt beyond all understanding.
For an instant he steadied himself against the icy wall of a building, trying to make up his mind what to do next. Suddenly it occurred to him that if he ran hard and fast he could catch the train--the seven-thirty--and secure a bit of triumph in spite of circ.u.mstances.
He went racing up the street toward Sixth Avenue, dodging head-lowered pedestrians with the skill of an Indian, and managed to reach Forty-second Street without mishap or delay. Above the library he was stopped by a policeman, into whose arms he went full tilt, almost bowling him over. The impact dazed him. He saw many stars on the officer"s breast. As he looked they dwindled into one bright and shining planet and a savage voice was bellowing:--
"Hold still or I"ll bat you over the head!"
"I"m--I"m trying to make the seven-thirty," he panted, wincing under the grip on his arm.
"We"ll see about that," growled the policeman.
"For Heaven"s sake, Mr. Policeman, I haven"t done anything. Honest, I"m in a hurry. My little girl"s on that train. We live in Tarrytown.
She"ll cry her eyes out if I----"
"What was you running for?"
"For it," said Harvey, at the end of a deep breath.
"It"s only seven-five now," said the officer, suspiciously.
"Well, it"s the seven-ten I want, then," said Harvey, hastily.
"I guess I"ll hold you here and see if anybody comes chasin" up after you. Not a word, now. Close your trap."
As no one came up to accuse the prisoner of murder, theft, or intoxication, the intelligent policeman released him at the expiration of fifteen minutes. A crowd had collected despite the cold. Harvey was always to remember that crowd of curious people; he never ceased wondering where they came from and why they were content to stand there shivering in the zero weather when there were stoves and steam radiators everywhere to be found. To add to his humiliation at least a dozen men and boys, not satisfied with the free show as far as it had gone, pursued him to the very gates in the concourse.
"Darned loafers!" said Harvey, hotly, but under his breath, as he showed his ticket and his teeth at the same time. Then he rushed for the last coach and swung on as it moved out.