A product of the day, "modern" in his culture, modern in his ideals, he must live the vivid, eager, strenuous life of his times or the fibres of his brain became slack and loosened.
In the absorbing interest of his first mission to the East Spence had found work which exactly suited his temperament. It was work which keyed him up to his best and most successful efforts.
But when that was over, when the news that he had given brilliantly to the world became the world"s and was no longer his, then the reaction set in.
The whole man became relaxed and unstrung; he was drifting into a sloth of the mind and body when Gortre had arrived from the North with his message of Hope.
The renewed opportunity of action, the tonic to his weak and waning faith--that faith which alone was able to keep him clean and worthy--again strung up the chords of his manhood till they vibrated in harmony.
Once more Spence was in the Holy City.
But a short time ago he was at Jerusalem as the collective eye of millions of Englishmen, the telegraph wires stretched out behind him to London.
Now he was, to all official intents, a private person, yet, as the steamer cast anchor in the roadstead of Jaffa, he had realised that a more tremendous responsibility than ever before rested with him.
The last words spoken to Spence in England had been those of Sir Michael Manichoe. The great man was bidding him good-bye at Charing Cross.
"Remember," he had said, "that whatever proof or help we may get from this woman, Gertrude Hunt, will be but the basis for you to work on in the East. We shall cable every result of our investigations here.
Remember that, as we think, you have immense ability and resource against you. Go very warily. As I have said before, _no_ sum is too great to sacrifice, no sacrifice too great to make."
There had been a day"s delay at Jaffa. It had been a day of strange, bewildering thoughts to the journalist.
The "Gate of the Holy Land" is not, as many people suppose, a fine harbour, a thronged port.
The navies of the ancient world which congregated there were smaller than even the coasting steamers of to-day. They found shelter in a narrow s.p.a.ce of more or less untroubled water between the shelving rock of the long, flat sh.o.r.e and a low reef rising out of the sea parallel to the town. The vessels with timber for Solomon"s Temple tossed almost unsheltered before the terraces of ochre-coloured Oriental houses.
For several hours it had been too rough for the pa.s.sengers on the French boat to land. More than a mile of restless bottle-green sea separated them from the rude ladders fastened to the wave-washed quay.
There had been one of the heavy rain-storms which at that season of the year visit Palestine. Over the Moslem minarets of the town the purple tops of the central mountains of Judah and Ephraim showed clear and far away.
The time of waiting gave Spence an opportunity for collecting and ordering his thoughts, for summing up the situation and trying to get at the very heart of its meaning.
The messagery steamer was the only one in the roads. Two coasting craft with rags of light brown sails were beating over the swell into the Mediterranean.
The sky was cloudy, the air still and warm. Only the sea was turbulent and uneasy, the steamer rolled with a sickening, regular movement, and the anchor chains beat and rattled with the precision of a pendulum.
Spence sat on the india-rubber treads of the steps leading up to the bridge, with an arm crooked round a white-painted stanchion supporting the hand-rail. A few yards away two lascars were working a chain and pulley, drawing up zinc boxes of ashes from the stoke-hold and tipping them into the sea. As the clinkers fell into the water a little cloud of steam rose from them.
There were but few pa.s.sengers on the ship, which wore a somewhat neglected, "off-duty" aspect. No longer were the cabins filled with drilled bands of tourists with their loud-voiced lecturing cleric in charge. Not now was there the accustomed rush to the main deck, the pious e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.ns at the first sight of Palestine, the electric knocking at the hearts even of the least devout.
n.o.body came to Jerusalem now from England. From Beyrout to Jaffa the maritime plain was silent and deserted, and no tourists plucked the roses of Sharon any more.
A German commercial traveller, with cases of cutlery, from Essen, was arguing with the little Greek steward about his wine bill; a professional photographer from Alexandria, travelling with his cameras for a New York firm of art publishers; two Turkish officers smoking cigarettes; a Russian gentleman with two young sons; a fat man in flannels and with an unshaven chin, very much at home; an orange buyer from a warehouse by the Tower Bridge--these were the undistinguished companions of the journalist.
The steward clapped his hands; _dejeuner_ was ready. The pa.s.sengers tumbled down to the saloon. Spence declined the loud-voiced c.o.c.kney invitation of the fruit merchant and remained where he was, gazing with unseeing eyes at the low Eastern town, which rose and fell before him as the ship rolled lazily from side to side.
There was something immensely, tremendously incongruous in his position.
It was without precedent. He had come, in the first place, as a sort of private inquiry agent. He was a detective charged by a group of three or four people, a clergyman or two, a wealthy Member of Parliament, to find out the year-old movements--if, indeed, movements there had been!--of a distinguished European professor. He was to pry, to question, to deceive. This much in itself was utterly astonishing, strangely difficult of realisation.
But how much more there was to stir and confuse his brain!
He was coming back alone to Jerusalem. But a short time ago he had seen the great _savants_ of Europe--only thirty miles beyond this Eastern town--reluctantly p.r.o.nounce the words which meant the downfall of the Christian Faith.
The gunboat which had brought them all was anch.o.r.ed in this very spot. A Turkish guard had been waiting yonder on the quay, they had gone along the new road to Jerusalem in open carriages,--through the orange groves,--riding to make history.
And now he was here once more.
While he sat on this dingy steamer in this remote corner of the Mediterranean, it was no exaggeration to say that the whole world was in a state of cataclysm such as it had hardly, at least not often, known before.
It was his business to watch events, to forecast whither they would lead. He was a Simon Magus of the modern world, with an electric wire and stylographic pen to prophesy with. He of all men could see and realise what was happening all over the globe. He was more alarmed than even the man in the street. This much was certain.
And a day"s easy ride away lay the little town which held the acre of rocky ground from which all these horrors, this imminent upheaval, had come.
Again it seemed beyond the power of his brain to seize it all, to contain the vastness of his thoughts.
These facts, which all the world knew, were almost too stupendous for belief. But when he dwelt upon the _personal_ aspect of them he was as a traveller whose way is irrevocably barred by sheer precipice.
At the very first _he_ had been one mouthpiece of the news. For some hours the packet containing it had hung in the dressing-room of a London Turkish bath.
His act had recoiled upon himself, for when Gortre found him in the chambers he was spiritually dying.
Could this suspicion of Schuabe and Llwellyn possibly be true? It had seemed both plausible and probable in Sir Michael"s study in London. But out here in the Jaffa roadstead, when he realised--or tried to realise--that on him might depend the salvation of the world.... He laughed aloud at that monstrous grandiloquent phrase. He was in the nineteenth century, not the tenth.
He doubted more and more. Had it been any one else it might have been possible to believe. But he could not see himself in this stupendous _role_.
The mental processes became insupportable; he dismissed thought with a great effort of will and got up from his seat.
At least there was some _action_, something definite to do waiting for him. Speculation only blurred everything. He would be true to the trust his friends in England reposed in him and leave the rest to happen as it was fated.
There was a relief in that att.i.tude--the Arab att.i.tude. _Kismet!_
Griggs, the fruit merchant, came up from the saloon wiping his lips.
"Bit orf," he said, "waiting like this. But the sea will go down soon.
Last spring I had to go on to Beyrout, the weather was that rough. Ever tried that Vin de Rishon le Zion? It"s a treat. Made from Bordeaux vines transplanted to Palestine--you"ll pa.s.s the fields on the way up--just had a half bottle. Hallo!--look, there"s the boat at last--old Francis Karane"s boat. Must go and look after my traps."
A long boat was creeping out from behind the reef. Spence went to his cabin to see after his light kit. It was better to move and work than to think.
It was early morning, the morning after Spence"s arrival in Jerusalem.
He slept well and soundly in his hotel room, tired by the long ride--for he had come on horseback over the moonlit slopes of Ajalon.
When at length he awoke it was with a sensation of mental and bodily vigour, a quickening of all his pulses in hope and expectation, which was in fine contrast to the doubts and hesitations of the Jaffa roads.
A bright sun poured into the room.
He got up and went to the window. There was a deep, unspoken prayer in his heart.