Tom perched against his desk and I on the arm of one of the chairs: not the sort of conversation for relaxing in comfort.
"Now then," he said. "Why are you asking about Bethesda?"
"I just wondered what had become of her." "Don"t fence with me, lad. You don"t drive all the way here out of general interest. What do you want to know for?"
"A client wants to know," I said.
"What client?"
"If I were working for you," I said, "and you"d told me to keep quiet about it, would you expect me to tell?"
He considered me with sour concentration.
"No lad. Guess I wouldn"t. And I don"t suppose there"s much secret about Bethesda. She died foaling. The foal died with her. A colt, it would have been. Small, though."
"I"m sorry," I said. He shrugged. "It happens sometimes. Not often, mind. Her heart packed up."
"Heart?"
"Aye. The foal was lying wrong, see, and the mare, she"d been straining longer than was good for her. We got the foal turned inside her once we found she was in trouble, but she just packed it in, sudden like. Nothing we could do. Middle of the night, of course, like it nearly always is."
"Did you have a vet to her?" "Aye, he was there, right enough. I called him when we found she"d started, because there was a chance it would be dicey. First foal, and the heart murmur, and all."
I frowned slightly. "Did she have a heart murmur when she came to you?"
"Of course she did, lad. That"s why she stopped racing. You don"t know much about her, do you?"
"No," I said. "Tell me."
He shrugged. "She came from George Caspar"s yard, of course. Her owner wanted to breed from her on account of her two-year-old form, so we bred her to Timberley, which should have given us a sprinter, but there you are, best laid plans, and all that."
"When did she die?"
"Month ago, maybe."
"Well, thanks, Tom." I stood up. "Thanks for your time."
He shoved himself off his desk. "Bit of a tame turn-up for you, asking questions, isn"t it? I can"t square it with the old Sid Halley, all speed and guts over the fences."
"Times change, Tom."
"Aye, I suppose so. I"ll bet you miss it though, that roar from the stands when you"d come to the last and b.l.o.o.d.y well lift your horse over it." His face echoed remembered excitements. "By G.o.d, lad, that was a sight. Not a nerve in your body... don"t know how you did it."
I supposed it was generous of him, but I wished he would stop.
"Bit of bad luck, losing your hand. Still, with steeplechasing it"s always something. Broken backs and such." We began to walk to the door. "If you go jump-racing you"ve got to accept the risks."
"That"s right," I said. We went outside and across to my car.
"You don"t do too badly with that contraption, though, do you, lad? Drive a car, and such."
"It"s fine."
"Aye, lad." He knew it wasn"t. He wanted me to know he was sorry, and he"d done his best. I smiled at him, got into the car, sketched a thank-you salute, and drove away.
At Aynsford they were in the drawing room, drinking sherry before lunch: Charles, Toby and Jenny.
Charles gave me a gla.s.s of fino, Toby looked me up and down as if I"d come straight from a pig sty, and Jenny said she had been talking to Louise on the telephone.
"We thought you had run away. You left the flat two hours ago."
"Sid doesn"t run away," Charles said, as if stating a fact.
"Limps, then," Jenny said. Toby sneered at me over his gla.s.s: the male in possession enjoying his small gloat over the dispossessed. I wondered if he really understood the extent of Jenny"s attachment to Nicholas Ashe, or if knowing, he didn"t care.
I sipped the sherry: a thin dry taste, suitable to the occasion. Vinegar might have been better.
"Where did you buy all that polish from?" I said. "I don"t remember." She spoke distinctly, s.p.a.cing out the syllables, wilfully obstructive.
"Jenny!" Charles protested. I sighed. "Charles, the police have the invoices, which will have the name and address of the polish firm on them. Can you ask your friend Oliver Quayle to ask the police for the information, and send it to me."
"Certainly," he said.
"I cannot see," Jenny said in the same sort of voice, "that knowing who supplied the wax will make the slightest difference one way or the other."
It appeared that Charles privately agreed with her. I didn"t explain. There was a good chance, anyway, that they were right.
"Louise said you were prying for ages."
"I liked her," I said mildly.
Jenny"s nose, as always, gave away her displeasure.
"She"s out of your cla.s.s, Sid," she said. "In what way?"
"Brains, darling."
Charles said smoothly, "More sherry, anyone?" and, decanter in hand, began refilling gla.s.ses. To me, he said, "I believe Louise took a first at Cambridge in mathematics. I have played her at chess... you would beat her with ease."
"A Grand Master," Jenny said, "can be obsessional and stupid and have a persecution complex."
Lunch came and went in the same sort of atmosphere, and afterwards I went upstairs to put my few things into my suitcase. While I was doing it Jenny came into the room and stood watching me.
"You don"t use that hand much," she said.
I didn"t answer.
"I don"t know why you bother with it."