"Why acceleration?" he insisted.
"Acceleration always occurs along convergence lines we use while speaking one to another."
Oh, d.a.m.n! McKie thought. He lifted a water jug, drank, choked on a swallow. He bent forward, gasping. When he could manage it, he said, "The heat in here! Molecular speedup!"
"Do these concepts not interchange?" the Caleban asked.
"Never mind that!" McKie blurted, still spitting water. "When you speak to me . . . is that what accelerates the molecules?"
"Self a.s.sumes this true condition."
Carefully McKie put down the water jug, capped it. He began laughing.
"Not understand these terms," the Caleban objected.
McKie shook his head. The Caleban"s words still came at him with that non-speech quality, but he detected definite querulous notes . . . overtones. Accents? He gave it up. There was something, though.
"Not understand!" the Caleban insisted.
This made McKie laugh all the harder. "Oh, my," he gasped, when he could catch his breath. "The ancient wheeze was right all along, and n.o.body knew it. Oh, my. Talk is just hot air!"
Again laughter convulsed him.
Presently he lay back, inhaled deeply. In a moment he sat up, took another swallow of water, capped the jug.
"Teach," the Caleban commanded. "Explain these unusual terms."
"Terms? Oh . . . certainly. Laughter. It"s our common response to non-fatal surprise. No other significant communicative content."
"Laughter," the Caleban said. "Other nodal encounters with term noted."
"Other nodal . . ." McKie broke off. "You"ve heard the word before, you mean?"
"Before. Yes. I . . . self . . . I attempt understanding of term, laughter. We explore meaning now?"
"Let"s not," McKie objected.
"Negative reply?" the Caleban asked.
"That"s correct -- negative. I"m much more curious about what you said about . . . maintenance exchange. That was what you said, wasn"t it? Maintenance exchange confuses?"
"I attempt define position for you odd one-tracks," the Caleban said.
"One-tracks, that"s how you think of us, eh?" McKie asked. He felt suddenly small and inadequate.
"Relationship of connectives one to many, many to one," the Caleban said. "Maintenance exchange."
"How in the h.e.l.l did we get into this dead-end conversation?" McKie asked.
"You seek positional referents for placement of floggings, that begins conversation," the Caleban said.
"Placement . . . yeah."
"You understand S"eye effect?" the Caleban asked.
McKie exhaled slowly. To the best of his knowledge, no Caleban had ever before volunteered a discussion of the S"eye effect. The one-two-three of how to use the mechanism of the jumpdoors -- yes, this was something they could (and did) explain. But the effect, the theory. . . .
"I . . . uh, use the jumpdoors," McKie said. "I know something of how the control mechanism is a.s.sembled and tuned to . . ."
"Mechanism not coincide with effect!"
"Uhhh, certainly," McKie agreed. "The word"s not the thing."
"Precis.e.m.e.nt! We say -- I translate, you understand? -- we say, "Term evades node." You catch the hanging of this term, self thinks."
"I . . . uh, get the hang of it," McKie agreed.
"Recommend hang-line as good thought," the Caleban said. "Self, I believe we approach true communication. It wonders me."
"You wonder about it."
"Negative. It wonders about me."
"That"s great," McKie said in a flat voice. "That"s communication?"
"Understanding diffuses . . . scatters? Yes -- understanding scatters when we discuss connectives. I observe connectives of your . . . psyche. For psyche, I understand "other self." True?"
"Why not?" McKie asked.
"I see," the Caleban said, ignoring McKie"s defeated tone, "psyche patterns, perhaps their colors. Approachments and outreaching touch by awareness. I come, through this, to unwinding of intelligence and perhaps understand what you mean by term, stellar ma.s.s. Self understands by being stellar ma.s.s, you hang this, McKie?"
"Hang this? Oh, sure . . . sure."
"Good! Comes now an understanding of your . . . wandering? Difficult word, McKie. Very likely this an uncertain exchange. Wandering equals movement along one line for you. This cannot exist for us. One moves, all move for Caleban on own plane. S"eye effect combines all movements and vision. I see you to other place of your desired wandering."
McKie, his interest renewed by this odd rambling, said, "You see us . . . that"s what moves us from one place to another?"
"I hear sentient of your plane say sameness, McKie. Sentient say, "I will see you to the door." So? Seeing moves."
Seeing moves? McKie wondered. He mopped his forehead, his lips. It was so d.a.m.ned hot! What did all this have to do with "maintenance exchange"? Whatever that was!
"Stellar ma.s.s maintains and exchanges," the Caleban said. "Not see through the self. S"eye connective discontinues. You call this . . . privacy? Cannot say. This Caleban exists alone or self on your plane. Lonely."
We"re all lonely, McKie thought.
And this universe would be lonely soon, if he couldn"t find a way to escape their common grave. Why did the problem have to hang on such fumbling communication?
It was a peculiar kind of torment trying to talk to the Caleban under these pressures. He wanted to speed the processes of understanding, but speed sent all sentiency hurtling toward the brink. He could feel time flying past him. Urgency churned his stomach. He marched with time, retreated with it -- and he"d started somehow on the wrong foot.