"I know, I know. Relax."
Tannerton cleared his throat uncomfortably. "I"ll... uh ... show you to the door."
"No need. I can find it myself."
Outside, behind the funeral home, the night was very dark and deep. There was only one light, a hundred-watt bulb above the rear door. The glow reached only a few feet into the velveteen blackness.
In the late afternoon, a breeze had sprung up, and with the coming of the night, it had grown into a gusty wind. The air was turbulent and chilly; it hissed and moaned.
Joshua walked to his car, which lay beyond the meager semicircle of frosty light, and as he opened the door he had the peculiar feeling he was being watched. He glanced back at the house, but there were no faces at the windows.
Something moved in the gloom. Thirty feet away. Near the three-car garage. Joshua sensed rather than saw it. He squinted, but his vision was not what it had once been; he couldn"t discern anything unnatural in the night.
Just the wind, he thought. Just the wind stirring through the trees and bushes or pushing along a discarded newspaper, a piece of dry brush.
But then it moved again. He saw it this time. It was crouched in front of a row of shrubs leading out from the garage. He could not see any detail. It was just a shadow, a lighter purple-black smudge on the blue-black cloth of the night, as soft and lumpy and undefined as all the other shadows--except that this one moved.
Just a dog, Joshua thought. A stray dog. Or maybe a kid up to some mischief.
"Is someone there?"
No reply.
He took a few steps away from his car.
The shadow-thing scurried back ten or twelve feet, along the line of shrubbery. It stopped in an especially deep pool of darkness, still crouching, still watchful.
Not a dog, Joshua thought. Too d.a.m.ned big for a dog. Some kid. Probably up to no good. Some kid with vandalism on his mind.
"Who"s there?"
Silence.
"Come on now."
No answer. Just the whispering wind.
Joshua started toward the shadow among shadows, but he was suddenly arrested by the instinctive knowledge that the thing was dangerous. Horrendously dangerous. Deadly. He experienced all of the involuntary animal reactions to such a threat: a shiver up his spine; his scalp seemed to crawl and then tighten; his heart began to pound; his mouth went dry; his hands curled into claws; and his hearing seemed more acute than it had been a minute ago. Joshua hunched over and drew up his bulky shoulders, unconsciously seeking a defensive posture.
"Who"s there?" he repeated.
The shadow-thing turned and crashed through the shrubs. It ran off across the vineyards that bordered Avril Tannerton"s property. For a few seconds, Joshua could hear the steadily diminishing clamor of its flight, the receding thud-thud-thud of heavy running footsteps and the fading wheeze as it gasped for breath. Then the wind was the only sound in the night.
Looking over his shoulder a couple of times, he returned to his car. He got in, closed the door, locked it.
Already, the encounter began to seem unreal, increasingly dreamlike. Was there actually someone in the darkness, waiting, watching? Had there been something dangerous out there, or had it been his imagination? After spending half an hour in Avril Tannerton"s ghoulish workshop, a man could be expected to jump at strange noises and start looking for monstrous creatures in the shadows. As Joshua"s muscles relaxed, as his heart slowed, he began to think he had been a fool. The threat he had sensed so strongly seemed, in retrospect, to be a phantom, a vagary of the night and wind.
At worst, it had been a kid. A vandal.
He started the car and drove home, surprised and amused by the effect Tannerton"s workroom had had upon him.
Sat.u.r.day evening, promptly at seven o"clock, Anthony Clemenza arrived at Hilary"s Westwood house in a blue Jeep station wagon.
Hilary went out to meet him. She was wearing a sleek emerald-green silk dress with long tight sleeves and a neckline cut low enough to be enticing but not cheap. She hadn"t been on a date in more than fourteen months, and she nearly had forgotten how to dress for the ritual of courtship; she had spent two hours choosing her outfit, as indecisive as a schoolgirl. She accepted Tony"s invitation because he was the most interesting man she"d met in a couple of years--and also because she was trying her best to overcome her tendency to hide from the rest of the world. She had been stung by Wally Topelis"s a.s.sessment of her; he had warned her that she was using the virtue of self-reliance as an excuse to hide from people, and she had recognized the truth in what he"d said.
She avoided making friends and finding lovers, for she was afraid of the pain that only friends and lovers could inflict with their rejections and betrayals. But at the same time that she was protecting herself from the pain, she was denying herself the pleasure of good relationships with good people who would not betray her. Growing up with her drunken violent parents, she had learned that displays of affection were usually followed by sudden outbursts of rage and anger and unexpected punishment.
She was never afraid to take chances in her work and in business matters; now it was time to bring the same spirit of adventure to her personal life. As she walked briskly toward the blue Jeep, swinging her hips a little, she felt tense about taking the emotional risks that the mating dance entailed, but she also felt fresh and feminine and considerably happier than she had in a long time.
Tony hurried around to the pa.s.senger"s side and opened the door. Bending low, he said, "The royal carriage awaits."
"Oh, there must be some mistake. I"m not the queen."
"You look like a queen to me."
"I"m just a lowly serving girl."
"You"re a great deal prettier than the queen."
"Better not let her hear you say that. She"ll have your head for sure."
"Too late."
"Oh?"
"I"ve already lost my head over you."
Hilary groaned.
"Too saccharine?" he asked.
"I need a bite of lemon after that one."
"But you liked it."
"Yes, I admit I did. I guess I"m a sucker for flattery," she said, getting into the Jeep in a swirl of green silk.
As they drove down toward Westwood Boulevard, Tony said, "You"re not offended?"
"By what?"
"By this buggy?"
"How could I be offended by a Jeep? Does it talk? Is it liable to insult me?"
"It"s not a Mercedes."
"A Mercedes isn"t a Rolls. And a Rolls isn"t a Toyota."
"There"s something very Zen about that."
"If you think I"m a sn.o.b, why"d you ask me out?"
"I don"t think you"re a sn.o.b," he said. "But Frank says we"ll be awkward with each other because you"ve got more money than I have."
"Well, based on my experience with him, I"d say Frank"s judgments of other people are not to be trusted."
"He has his problems," Tony agreed as he turned left onto Wilshire Boulevard. "But he"s working them out."
"I will admit this isn"t a car you see many of in L.A."
"Usually, women ask me if it"s my second car."
"I don"t really care if it is or isn"t."
"They say that in L.A. you are what you drive."
"Is that what they say? Then you"re a Jeep. And I"m a Mercedes. We"re cars, not people. We should be going to the garage for an oil change, not to a restaurant for dinner. Does that make sense?"
"No sense at all," Tony said. "Actually, I got a Jeep because I like to go skiing three or four weekends every winter. With this jalopy, I know I"ll always be able to get through the mountain pa.s.ses, no matter how bad the weather gets."
"I"ve always wanted to learn to ski."
"I"ll teach you. You"ll have to wait a few weeks. But it won"t be long until there"s snow at Mammoth."
"You seem pretty sure we"ll still be friends a few weeks from now."
"Why wouldn"t we be?" he asked.
"Maybe we"ll get into a fight tonight, first thing, at the restaurant."
"Over what?"
"Politics."
"I think all politicians are power-hungry b.a.s.t.a.r.ds too incompetent to tie their own shoelaces."
"So do I"
"I"m a Libertarian."
"So am I--sort of."
"Short argument."
"Maybe we"ll fight over religion."
"I was raised a Catholic. But I"m not much of anything any more."
"Me either."
"We don"t seem to be good at arguing."
"Well," she said, "maybe we"re the kind of people who fight over little things, inconsequential matters."
"Such as?"
"Well, since we"re going to an Italian restaurant, maybe you"ll love the garlic bread, and I"ll hate it."
"And we"ll fight over that?"
"That or the fettucini or the manicotti."
"No. Where we"re going, you"ll love everything," he said. "Wait and see."
He took her to Savatino"s Ristorante on Santa Monica Boulevard. It was an intimate place, seating no more than sixty and somehow appearing to seat only half that number; it was cozy, comfortable, the kind of restaurant in which you could lose track of time and spend six hours over dinner if the waiters didn"t nudge you along. The lighting was soft and warm. The recorded opera--leaning heavily to the voices of Gigli and Caruso and Pavarotti--was played loud enough to be heard and appreciated, but not so loud that it intruded on conversation. There was a bit too much decor, but one part of it, a spectacular mural, was, Hilary thought, absolutely wonderful. The painting covered an entire wall and was a depiction of the most commonly perceived joys of the Italian lifestyle: grapes, wine, pasta, dark-eyed women, darkly handsome men, a loving and rotund nonna, a group of people dancing to the music of an accordionist, a picnic under olive trees, and much more. Hilary had never seen anything remotely like it, for it was neither entirely realistic nor stylized nor abstract nor impressionistic, but an odd stepchild of surrealism, as if it were a wildly inventive collaboration between Andrew Wyeth and Salvador Dali.
Michael Savatino, the owner, who turned out to be an ex-policeman, was irrepressibly jolly, hugging Tony, taking Hilary"s hand and kissing it, punching Tony lightly in the belly and recommending pasta to fatten him up, insisting they come into the kitchen to see the new cappuccino machine. As they came out of the kitchen, Michael"s wife, a striking blonde named Paula, arrived, and there was more hugging and kissing and complimenting. At last, Michael linked arms with Hilary and escorted her and Tony to a corner booth. He told the captain to bring two bottles of Biondi-Santi"s Brunello di Montelcino, waited for the wine, and uncorked it himself. After gla.s.ses had been filled and toasts made, he left them, winking at Tony to show his approval, seeing Hilary notice the wink, laughing at himself, winking at her.
"He seems like such a nice man," she said when Michael had gone.
"He"s some guy," Tony said.
"You like him a great deal."
"I love him. He was a perfect partner when we worked homicide together."
They fell smoothly into a discussion of policework and then screenwriting. He was so easy to talk to that Hilary felt she had known him for years. There was absolutely none of the awkwardness that usually marred a first date.
At one point, he noticed her looking at the wall mural. "Do you like the painting?" he asked.
"It"s superb."
"Is it?"
"Don"t you agree?"
"It"s pretty good," he said.
"Better than pretty good. Who did it? Do you know?"
"Some artist down on his luck," Tony said. "He painted it in exchange for fifty free dinners."
"Only fifty? Michael got a bargain."
They talked about films and books and music and theater. The food was nearly as good as the conversation. The appetizer was light; it consisted of two stubby crepes, one filled with unadulterated ricotta cheese, the other with a spicy concoction of shaved beef, onions, peppers, mushrooms, and garlic. Their salads were huge and crisp, smothered in sliced raw mushrooms. Tony selected the entree, Veal Savatino, a specialita of the house, incredibly tender white-white veal with a thin brown sauce, pearl onions, and grilled strips of zucchini. The cappuccino was excellent.