"Today? You"re not planning to partic.i.p.ate in Xiao Hu"s wedding?" "I"ll be there on that day. I need to get things done a little earlier." She couldn"t, didn"t want to stay here for too long. Han Luoting"s instincts were too sharp. To stay one more day, she would be very scared and on edges for another day.
"Luoting knows you"re leaving?"
Hearing the man"s name in her ears, Du Linglan breathed stifling, "I thought I only need to inform the third young master when I resign."
"It is, but don"t you think you need to say something to him? Am I right, Luoting?"
She lifted her head in astonishment and looked toward the tall man, didn"t know when he appeared in the study. Right now he should be lying in the hospital"s bed sleeping because of the sedative"s efficacy. He shouldn"t be here.
There was no other expression on Han Luoting"s face which was no different from usual.
But as long as she was willing to look at his face, she could easily see that his forehead was covered with sweat, sliding down one by one. He was resisting the sedative"s efficacy in his body, forcing himself to chased her from the hospital. He couldn"t stand the time if he couldn"t see her for half a minute.
Du Linglan didn"t find his strangeness, but forced herself to show her usual expression, half hanging her head down, and respectfully said: "Leader, I hereby formally offer my resignation to you, please allow me to leave."
Han Luoting stared tightly at that hair whirling. Even now, she was still unwilling to lift her head to see him. This made his heart very uncomfortable.
Suddenly there was a burst of dizziness, he used all his strength to resist this wave of dizziness, not letting himself fall in front of her. No man would want to fall in front of the woman he loved.
"Why want to leave?" He opened his mouth to ask with difficulty and the tone of excessive repression had become very light.
An unknown person would think that he didn"t care at all if she left or stayed, just asking the question, and Du Linglan had indeed misunderstood.
Her heart was extremely bitter, extremely astringent, but she could only be like a dumb person eating yellow lotus and had bitter self aware, "Because my current body is unable to perform my duty." Giving out the same excuse, she faced this man in front of her who she loved but also hurt her deeply.
She didn"t know that he already knew her physical condition yet insisted on asking for the reason why she wanted to leave. But she told herself that it was not important. The most important thing was that she could leave the Longmen, be far away from Han Luoting, and only live happily with her little treasure.
She wouldn"t know how much he wanted to whisper to her that he already knew her things but he didn"t mind at all. He just wanted her to stay, stay by his side. He didn"t care who the child"s father was, he would regard the child as his own. As long as she was willing to stay, he would promise her anything.
However, after a burst of dizziness, it made him almost couldn"t stand it. At this moment, he began to hate himself for not resting well during this period and had Gao Zhengwen forced him to rest with a sedative.
He closed his eyes and forcefully pressed down the dizziness before opening his mouth again to said: "In the end, who is the child"s father?" He wanted to know which man could make her become so intoxicated and so deeply in love?
He was jealous of that man.
His question made the hair on her nape fully erected.
"The father of the child is the man I love." In fact, she didn"t even have to reply. There wasn"t any article law for a subordinate to tell her emotional condition to her superior, but she took a deep breath and answered with a bit of stubbornness that she wasn"t even aware of, but her fist was involuntarily clenched.
She was afraid he could see through it.
"Who is he?" He asked again.
She helplessly forced a smile and started to resent his repeated questioning. It was as if she was ruthless and there was no need to asked her repeatedly to make her misunderstood.
"You don"t want to say?" Up till now she still protected the man.
"Yes." She wouldn"t say it. She would leave the Longmen and leave him forever with this secret.
The silence began to pervade between them.
Her tone and att.i.tude had repeatedly stated that she couldn"t wait to leave. He guessed that she was anxious to see the man.
There was no other way, was there? She loved the man so much, loved to abandon everything, abandon the ident.i.ty of the shadow guard, abandon the Longmen, and also abandon him.
He didn"t even have a little bit of room to intervene.
"If you want to leave then leave." After a long time, he finally opened his mouth and let her leave as she wished.
She got the answer and result she wanted in the end, but her heart was still hurt like being stabbed by a knife.
"Thank you, leader..." Her head hung even lower as she pressed down the bitterness and astringent that rushed to her throat.
"I already said I don"t want to see you facing me with the top of your head!" The inexplicable anger burst out and he complained that even when she was about to leave she still refused to look at him.
Was he really so worthless in her heart?
The out of control roar echoing in the study.
She looked up in astonishment and a pearl of tears fell from her eyes before she could stop it.
"You..." Was he so terrible? Even scared her to cry.
Knowing that he"d misunderstood and wanted to explain, but she endured it.
She was the person who was going to leave. What misunderstandings were there between them? And what was their relations.h.i.+p? Still, let him misunderstood and don"t say anything anymore.
She showed a shallow, faint smile to this man who she loved the most. "Thank you for your constant teaching." After speaking, she turned around and left without reluctance.
He swallowed her back with a longing gaze. He stood in the same place like a wooden statue, unwilling and didn"t dare to move his eyes. Even just for a second, just a glance, it was good because he was not sure after she left, could they still meet each other in the vast sea of people.
Therefore, one more glance to look at and the memory would be a little more profound. Just like this, it was enough for him to remind himself in the days to come, how she left his life.
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