Doctor Holiday watching in silence out of the tail of his eye understood better what was going on behind his nephew"s quiet exterior demeanor, and wondered sometimes if it had not been a mistake to keep the boy bound to the wheel like that, if he should not rather have packed him off to the uttermost parts of the earth, far away from the little lady with the wedding ring who was so little married. And yet there was Granny, growing perceptibly weaker day by day, clinging pathetically to Larry"s young strength. Poor Granny! And poor Larry! How little one could do for either!
Ruth"s memory did not return. She remembered, or at least found familiar, books she had read, songs she must have sung, drifted into doing a hundred little simple everyday things she must have done before, since they came to her with no effort. She could sew and knit and play the piano exquisitely. But all this seemed rather a trick of the fingers than of the mind. The people, the places, the life that lay behind that crash on the Overland never returned to her consciousness for all her anxious struggle to get them back.
It began to look as if her husband, if she had one, were not going to claim her. No one claimed her. Not a single response came from all the extensive advertising which Larry still kept up in vain hope of success.
Apparently no one had missed the little Goldilocks. Precious as she was none sought her.
In the meanwhile she was an undisguised angel visitant to the House on the Hill. If in his kindly hospitality Doctor Holiday had stretched a point or two in the first place to make the little stranger feel at home the case was different now. She was needed, badly needed and she played the part of house daughter so sweetly and unselfishly that her presence among them was a double blessing to them all, except perhaps to poor Larry who loved her best of all.
CHAPTER XXIV
A PAST WHICH DID NOT STAY BURIED
Coming in from a lively game of tennis with Elsie Hathaway, his newest sweetheart, the Ancient History Prof"s pretty daughter, Ted Holiday found awaiting him a letter from Madeline Taylor. He turned it over in his hands with a keen distaste for opening it, had indeed almost a mind to chuck it in the waste paper basket unread. Hang it all! Why had she written? He didn"t want to hear from her, didn"t want to be reminded of her existence. He wanted instead distinctly to forget there was a Madeline Taylor and that he had been fool enough to make love to her once. Nevertheless he opened the letter and pulled his forelock in perturbation as he read it.
She had quarrelled with her grandfather and he would not let her come back home. She was with Emma just now but she couldn"t stay. Fred was behaving very nastily and he might tell Emma any day that she, Madeline, had to go. They were all against her. Everything was against a girl anyway. They never had a chance as a man did. She wished she had been killed when she had been thrown out of the car that night. It would have been much better for her than being as miserable as she was now. She often wished she was dead. But what she had written to Ted Holiday for was because she thought perhaps he could help her to find a job in the college town. She had to earn some money right away. She would do anything. She didn"t care what and would be very grateful to Ted if he would or could help her to find work.
That was all. There was not a single personal note in the whole thing, no reference to their flirtation of the early summer except the one allusion to the accident, no attempt to revive such frail ties as had existed between them, no reproaches to Ted for having broken these off so summarily. It was simply and exclusively a plea for help from one human being to another.
Ted thrust the letter soberly in his pocket and went off for a shower.
But the thing went with him. He wished Madeline hadn"t written, wished she hadn"t besought his aid, wished most of all she hadn"t been such a devilish good sport in it all. If she had whined, cast things up against him as she might have done, thrown herself in any way upon him, he could perhaps have ignored her and her plea. But she had done nothing of the sort. She was deucedly game now just as she had been the night of the smash. And by a queer trick of his mind her very gameness made Ted Holiday feel more quiet and responsible, a frame of mind he heartily resented. Hanged if he could see why it was his funeral! If that old Hottentot of a grandfather of hers chose to turn her out without a cent it wasn"t his fault. For that matter he wasn"t to blame for what Madeline herself had done. He didn"t suppose the old man would have cut so rough without plenty of cause. Why did she have to bob up now and make him feel so darned rotten?
Unfortunately, even the briefest of episodes have a way of not erasing themselves as conveniently as most of us would like to have them. The thing was there and Ted Holiday had to look at it whether it made him feel "darned rotten" or not. He did not want to help the girl, did not even want to renew their acquaintance by even so much as a letter. The whole thing was an infernal nuisance. But infernal nuisance or not, he had to deal with it, could not funk it. He was a Holiday and no Holiday ever shirked obligations he himself had incurred. He was a Holiday and no Holiday ever let a woman ask for help, and not give It. By the time he was back from the shower Ted knew precisely where he stood. Perhaps he had known all along.
The next day he bestirred himself, went to Berry the florist who he happened to know was in need of a clerk, got the burly Irishman"s consent to give the girl a job at excellent wages, right away, the sooner the better. Ted opened his mouth to ask for an advance of salary but thought better of it before the words came out. Madeline might not like to have anybody know she was up against it like that. He would have to see to that part of it himself somehow.
"You"re a good customer, Mr. Holiday," the genial florist was saying.
"I"m tickled to be obligin" ye and mesilf at the same time. Anything in the flower line, to-day, Mr. Holiday? Some roses now or violets? Got some Jim dandies just in. Beauties, I"m tellin" you. Want to see "em?"
Ted hesitated. His exchecquer was low, very low. The first of the month was also far away--too far, considering all things. His bill at Berry"s already pa.s.sed the bounds of wisdom and the possibility of being paid in full out of the next month"s allowance without horribly crippling the debtor. It was exceedingly annoying to have to forfeit that ten dollars to Uncle Phil every month for that darned automobile business which it seemed as if he never would get free of one way or another. He certainly ought not to buy any more flowers this month.
Still, there was the hop to-night. Elsie was going with him. He had run a race with three other applicants for the privilege of escorting her and being victor it behooved him to prove he appreciated his gains. He didn"t want Elsie to think he was a tight-wad, or worse still suspect him of being broke. He fell, let Berry open the show case, debated seriously the respective merits of roses and violets, having reluctantly relinquished orchids as a little too ruinous even for a ruined young man.
"If they are for Miss Hathaway," murmured a pretty, sympathetic clerk in his ear, "Mr. Delany sent roses this morning and she likes violets best.
I"ve heard her say so."
That settled it. Ted Holiday wasn"t going to be beaten by a poor fish like Ned Delany. The violets were bought and duly charged along with those other too numerous items on Ted Holiday"s account. Going home Ted wrote a cheerful, friendly letter to Madeline Taylor reporting his success in getting her a job and enclosing a check for twenty live dollars, "just to tide you over," he had put in lightly, forbearing to mention that the gift made his bank balance even lighter, so light in fact that it approached complete invisibility. He added that he was sorry things were in a mess for her but they would clear up soon, bound to, you know. And nix on the wish-I-were-dead-stuff! It was really a jolly old world as she would say herself when her luck turned. He remained hers sincerely and so forth.
This business off his mind, young Mr. Holiday felt highly relieved and pleased with himself and the world which was such a jolly old affair as he had just a.s.sured Madeline. Later he went to the hop and had a corking time, stayed till the last violin swooned off into silence, then sauntered with deliberate leisureliness toward Prof. Hathaway"s house with Elsie on his arm. On the Prof"s porch he had lingered as long as was prudent, perhaps a little longer, spooning discreetly the while as one may, even with an Ancient History Prof"s daughter. There was nothing suggestive of Ancient History about Elsie. She was slim and young as the little new moon they had both nearly broken their necks to see over their right shoulders a few minutes before. Moreover she was exceedingly pretty and as provocative as the d.i.c.kens. In the end Ted stole a saucy kiss and left her pretending to be as indignant as if a dozen other impudent youths had not done precisely the same thing since the opening of the college year. It was the lady"s privilege to protest. Ted granted that, but neither was he much taken in by injured innocence airs. Elsie was quite as sophisticated as he was himself as he knew very well. No first kiss business for either of them, he reflected as he went whistling back to the frat house. It was all in the game and both knew it was nothing but a game which made it perfectly pleasant and harmless.
At the frat house he found a quiet little game of another sort in progress, slid in, took a hand, got interested, played until three A.M.
and on quitting found himself in possession of some thirty odd dollars he had not had when he sat in. Considering his recent financial depression the thirty dollars was all to the good, covered Madeline"s check and Elsie"s violets. It was indeed a jolly old world if you treated it right and did not take it or yourself too seriously.
Inasmuch as playing cards for money was strictly against college rules and gambling had been the one vice of all vices the late Major Holiday had hated with unrelenting hate, it might be a satisfaction to record that the late Major"s son took an uneasy conscience to bed that night, or rather that morning, but truth is truth and we are compelled to state that Ted Holiday did not suffer the faintest twinge of remorse and went to sleep the moment his head touched the pillow as peacefully as a guileless new born babe might have done.
Moreover when he woke the next morning at an unconscionably late hour he turned over, looked at the clock, grunted and grinned sleepily and lapsed off again into blissful oblivion, thereby cutting all his morning cla.s.ses and generally submerging himself in the unregenerate ways of his graceless soph.o.m.oric year. He had never contracted to be conspicuously virtuous it will be recalled.
The next day he secured a suitable lodging place for Madeline in an inexpensive but respectable neighborhood and the day after that betook himself to the station to meet the girl herself. Ted never did things by halves. Having made up his mind to stand by he did it thoroughly, perhaps the more punctiliously because in his heart he loathed the whole business and wished he were well out of it.
For a moment as Madeline came toward him he hardly recognized her. She looked years older. The brilliancy of her beauty was curiously dimmed as an electric light might be dimmed inside a dusty globe. There were hard lines about her full lips and a sharp, driven look in her black eyes. The two had met in June on equal terms of blithe youth. Now, only a few months later, Ted was still a careless boy but Madeline Taylor had been forced into premature womanhood and wore on her haggard young face, the stamp of a woman"s hard won wisdom.
To the girl Ted Holiday appeared more the bonny Prince Charming than ever only infinitely farther removed from her than he had seemed in those happy summer days which were a million years ago to all intents and purposes now. How good looking he was--how tall and clean and manly looking! Her heart gave a quick jump seeing him again after all these dreary months. But oh, she must be very careful--must never forget for a moment that things were very, very different now from what they were in June!
There was a moment"s slightly embarra.s.sed silence as they shook hands.
Both were remembering all too vividly the scene in Cousin Emma"s garden upon the occasion of their last meeting. It was Ted who first found tongue and announced casually that he was going to take her straight to the house of Mrs. Bascom, her landlady to be.
"She"s a good sort," he added. "Mothery like you know. You"ll like her."
Madeline did not answer. She couldn"t. Something choked in her throat.
The phrase, "mothery like" was almost too much for the girl who had never had a mother to remember and wanted one now as she never had wanted one in her life. Ted"s kindness--the first she had received from any one these many days--touched her deeply. For the first time in months the tears brimmed up into her eyes as she followed her companion to the cab and let him help her in. As the door closed upon them Ted turned and faced the girl and seeing the tears put out his hand and touched hers gently.
"Don"t worry, Madeline," he said. "Things are going to look up. And please don"t cry," he pleaded earnestly.
She wiped away the tears and summoned a wan little smile to meet his.
"I won"t," she said. "Crying is silly and won"t help anything. It is just that I was awfully tired and your being so good to me upset me. You"ve always been good even--when I thought you weren"t. I understand better now. And oh, Ted, you don"t know how ashamed I am of the way I behaved that night! It was awful--my striking you like that. It made me sick to think of it afterward."
"It needn"t have. If anybody has any call to be ashamed of that night it"s yours truly. See here, Madeline, I"ve worried a lot about you though maybe you won"t believe it because I didn"t write or act as if I were sorry about things. I kept still because it seemed the straightest thing to do all round, but I did think a great deal about you, honest I did, and I"ve wondered millions of times if my darn-foolness set things going wrong for you. Did it, Madeline?" he demanded.
"No," she answered her gaze away from his out the cab window.
"You mustn"t worry, Ted, or blame yourself. It--it"s all my fault--everything."
"It"s good of you to let me out but I am not so sure I ought to be let out. I"d give a good deal this minute if I could go back and not take Uncle Phil"s car that night." Ted leaned forward suddenly and for a startled instant Madeline thought he meant to kiss her. But nothing was farther from his wish or thought. It was the scar he was looking for. He had almost forgotten it, just as he had almost forgotten the episode it represented. But there it was on her forehead. Even in the gathering darkness it showed with perfect distinctness. "I hoped it had gone," he added. "But it is still there, isn"t it?"
"The scar? Yes, it is still there." For a moment the ghost of a smile played about the girl"s lips. "I"ve always liked it. I"d miss it if it went."
"Well, I don"t like it. I hate it," groaned the boy. "Why, Madeline I might have killed you!"
"I know. Sometimes I wish it had come out so. It--it would have been better."
"Don"t Madeline. That is an awful thing to say. Things can"t be as bad as all that, you know they can"t. By the way, can you tell me the whole business or would you rather not?"
The girl shivered.
"No. Don"t ask me, Ted. It--it"s too awful. Don"t bother about me.
You have done quite enough as it is. I am very grateful but truly I would rather you wouldn"t have anything more to do with me. Just forget I am here."
And because this injunction was precisely in line with his own inclination Ted suspected its propriety and swung counterwise in true Ted fashion.
"I"ll do just exactly as I please about that. I won"t pester you but you needn"t think I"m going to leave you all soul alone in a strange place when you are feeling rotten anyway. I"m pretty doggoned selfish but not quite that bad."
CHAPTER XXV