"That is so neat," Chris mumbled around a gigantic mouthful. "A s.p.a.ceship, and a granddad who"s an alien."
"It"s not so great."
Chris gaped at him. "You gotta be kidding. What could be better?"
"The life I had before." Blaise carefully cut away the icing, and mashed it with his fork. "No school, no homework, no clean up your room. My father did that.
Uncle Claude said I was too important to be irritated by the mundane."
"You"ve got a father?" asked Chris in honest amazement. "Yes, of course."
"So... where is he?"
"In a French prison."
"How come?"
"He"s a terrorist. Tachyon put him there."
"That"s good."
"Why?" asked Blaise.
"Because ... well ... because-"
"Chris, it"s fun to be a terrorist."
"Yeah?"
"You"re always on the run. Always changing houses. Pa.s.swords, meeting arms dealers at night on the river. Always a step ahead of the stupid flies. You"re always walking a step to the left of ordinary people. They have to work or go to school. We watched the artists in Montmartre, ate pastries in cafes on the Left Bank. We walked through the museums and he told me all about the painters, our history. "Vive la France," he would say, and then he would laugh and hug me."
"Who?"
"Uncle Claude."
"And was he a terrorist, too?"
"Yes."
"What happened to him? Is he in prison like your dad?"
Very levelly Blaise replied, "No, he"s dead." Blaise mashed cake, and watched icing erupt through the tines of the fork. "I think my grandfather killed him."
"Blaise!" Chris"s eyes were wide, and he had chocolate icing around his mouth.
It made him look absurdly young, and really stupid.
"Your mother really likes me," Blaise said, changing the subject abruptly. He was tired of the past. Thinking about it made him sad. Made him mad.
"Huh?"
The younger boy"s incomprehension infuriated Blaise. Gripping Chris by the hair, he yanked back the human boy"s head.
"She wants me! She"s in love with me!"
"You"re crazy!" yelled Chris. "You"re just a kid. Like me. You"re like my brother, except I don"t want you for a brother when you act crazy."
"We"ll never be brothers." Blaise"s tone was quiet, dangerously rational. "For us to be brothers ... that would imply that Cody and my grandfather-"
"It could happen."
Blaise was on Chris again, his long, slim hands closing around the boy"s throat, but he exerted no pressure. "No," he said softly. "That is not going to happen."
He released Chris, and walked out of the apartment.
"Tachyon, we"ve got to talk."
The alien looked up from the microscope. Blinked to clear the moisture from his eyes brought about by tooclose concentration. The woman"s agitation beat at him despite her level tone and calm expression.
"Cody."
He held out his artificial hand. She laid her hand on his forearm where the prosthesis met flesh.
"What happened to Chris?" Tachyon said.
"d.a.m.n." She bit her lip. "Why has this happened?" Humbly he said, "I do not mean to read your thoughts. They are just there for me."
"I"m my own woman, Tachyon," she warned.
"I know" He c.o.c.ked an ankle onto his knee. "Now, tell me what happened."
"I"m concerned about my son, but the reason for my concern is Blaise."
Tachyon knew his expression had grown wary. He fiddled with the focusing mechanism on the microscope. You may hide it from yourself, but the world sees, mocked a little voice.
The Takisian steeled himself.
Cody continued. "Blaise scared Chris half to death last night."
"Did he mind-control him?"
"No, but he wrapped his hands around my kid"s throat. He made some crazy remarks about me." Cody made a weary gesture. "Now it sounds so stupid, but I saw the fear in Chris"s eyes."
"Blaise is ... erratic at times. In the months since you"ve been here I"ve seen an improvement in him. You"ve been the mother he never had, and he wants to please you. There is less anger in him-"
"It"s not the anger that worries me. There"s a coldness in Blaise that"s almost inhuman."
"He is inhuman. He"s a quarter Takisian."
"That"s bulls.h.i.t, and you know it. Genetically humans and Takisians are identical. Maybe you were our ancient astronauts-I don"t know, and none of this is relevant. The point is that-"
She broke off abruptly. "Say it, Cody."
"Tach, he needs help."
"I can help him."
"No. You"re the problem."
He rose and walked away from the truth of that statement.
Spinning back to face her, he said, "You have to understand. What he"s been through. The horrors he has seen and endured." Tach was nervously washing his hands. He noticed and forced himself to stop.
"His childhood was spent in the hands of a violent revolutionary cell in Paris.
Then last year he became a host for a hideous creature. While in its thrall, he experienced his first s.e.xual encounter. He mind-controlled a joker and forced the wretch to literally tear himself to pieces."
Her hands closed about his, and he looked up into that single fierce dark eye.
"Tachyon, I"m willing to be understanding. This is all very sad, but it doesn"t alter the relevant, dangerous fact. Blaise is a sociopath, maybe even psychotic.
People are going to continue to get hurt."
"I am willing to take that risk."
"Fine! But you don"t have the right to place others at risk."
"What can I do! With his mind powers do you really think he"s going to submit to a.n.a.lysis?"
A new, worrisome thought intruded. He watched it etch itself momentarily on her face. Concern rose in the back of his throat, s.n.a.t.c.hing the breath from his lungs, and Tachyon realized it was her emotions he was feeling. She was afraid for him.
"Tachyon, you can control him, can"t you?"
"For now."
"What does that mean, for now?"
"As he matures, he gains power. I"ve taken to maintaining shields against him constantly."
"How hard are these shields to ... ?"
"To break?"
"Yes."
"Exceedingly," he soothed. "I"m afraid."
"Don"t be. I will protect you." Her hair was soft against his fingertips as he brushed it back from her forehead.
Sharply. "I don"t need your protection!"
Startled, he pulled back. "I meant no offense. I a.s.sumed you would be a shield to my back as well," he stuttered, backpedaling frantically. The militant light died from her eye.
"d.a.m.n it!"
"What?"
"It"s so d.a.m.n hard to hold my own against you."
"Why must you?"
"Because you"re too f.u.c.king seductive. Too glib. Too polished. Too attentive. I won"t-"
She whirled and was out of the lab as if every ancestor ghost in her pedigree was on her heels.
The bright June sunlight spilled into the gloomy interior of the Jokertown Dime Museum and set dust motes to spinning. Blaise liked that. Had they been there all along, he wondered, just waiting in the darkness for his coming? Or had his arrival created them?
Do other people think those kinds of thoughts? Blaise mused as he sauntered past the "Hideous Joker Baby" display and the Jetboy diorama. Cody was standing in front of the waxwork figure of his grandfather. Blaise felt a flare of irritation.
The woman thoughtfully stirred her cup of Italian lemon ice and took a bite.
"How young he looks," Blaise heard her say.
"No different than now," said Dutton, owner of the Dime Museum.
The joker was standing behind her, hands hidden in the folds of his cloak. The hood was back, revealing the death"s-head. Blaise wondered if the man was trying to shock Cody, or if this was a measure of how well accepted she had become?
Cody was speaking again. "No, that"s an illusion. When I look at him, I see every one of those forty-three years etched in his face."
"You care for him," suggested Dutton.
"I"m fascinated by him," Cody corrected, then added: "It"s the face of a dissipated saint."
"I"ll leave you to a contemplation of a face for which you care ... er.. . with which you are fascinated."
"What lovely grammar you have," said Cody dryly as Dutton retreated back into his office.
The stones were a sharp, hard pressure against his thigh. Blaise cupped his hand protectively about the bulge and moved swiftly to intercept Cody as she moved to survey the Syria diorama.
"Hi, Cody."
"Oh, G.o.d, Blaise, you startled me."
She had pressed her hand against her throat. He could see where her tan ended and the milk white of her breast began. He noticed she was wearing a thin gold chain. He liked the way it echoed the gold of her skin. Maybe colored stones didn"t suit her? Maybe she didn"t like them? Oh, G.o.d, I love you so much!
But what he said, in a voice jumping with nervousness was, "I got something for you."
He dug into his pocket, the supple leather of the pouch was soft against his hand. The k.n.o.bby bundle pulled free and Blaise tugged open the drawstrings. With a sound like hail on gla.s.s the gemstones spilled across the surface of the diorama console. Emeralds formed a drift about the b.u.t.ton controlling Sayyid. A diamond skittered hysterically toward the edge of the console, and Cody automatically caught it. Her fingers closed tight about the jewel. Slowly she raised her hand to eye level and cautiously unfolded her fingers, as if fearful of what her hand contained.