"Any psychic contact involves entering into a degree of rapport. I can"t help learning some things. In Sludge"s case"-he shrugged, mixing dismissal and disgust "the thoughts were relatively simple, desire-oriented. He was not an intellect, by any stretch of the imagination. Cunning more than intelligence.
"Sludge" was the name he chose for himself."
"He was an ace?"
"Autopsy confirmed that a.n.a.lysis of his blood just as it revealed the body in our morgue to be a nat. As near as we"ve been able to determine, he"s been roaming the subways and other tunnels beneath the city for quite some time, preying mostly on runaways and the homeless, the undercla.s.s who"d never be missed. And none of us realized-"
"How many?"
"Victims?" He sniffed, gazing out the window-but she knew he was looking back through the ace"s memories. "Impossible to know. Sludge had very little cognitive capacity. Quite a few, I suspect."
"He killed them all."
"He ate them."
They were silent a long while. Faintly, Cody heard a page over the hospital"s PA system. Gritting her teeth against the possibility of pain or weakness, she levered herself to her feet. There was an IV running in her left arm; she pinched off the junction and popped the tube, then hobbled the half-dozen small and gingerly steps to Tachyon. He seemed so small before her, yet the image she remembered from her mind was as strong and resilient as she imagined herself to be. She pressed her body against his back, wrapping her arms around his shoulders, resisting the temptation to set her chin atop his head. He reached up to take her wrists in his good hand and rest his chin on them. She didn"t need to see his eyes to recognize the sober, haunted expression in them. She"d seen the same in hers, too often, when she"d lost a patient that she believed could have been saved.
"A new twist," he said, allowing a faint edge of bitterness to the words, "on the old expression "you always kill the one you love.""
"Not to mention," Cody couldn"t help responding, " "you are what you eat.""
He laughed, a spontaneously explosive snort that caught them both by surprise, then turned somber again: "Why did you go haring off like that?"
"Impetuous broad, that"s me. I gather you got my message."
"Brad Finn came over to the precinct in person. I just missed you, evidently.
Captain Ellis had squad cars cruising Jokertown looking for you. We heard the report of a shot fired at Carroll Street..."
" ... and then I heard your outcry."
"Thanks for listening."
He turned to face her. "You don"t understand. In a city this size, a telepath has to maintain. fairly strong shields simply to keep from being overwhelmed by the sheer volume of psychic "noise." I have to be attuned to a person to "hear"
them; that almost never happens after a single, casual encounter."
"Perhaps it wasn"t so casual, then."
"Apparently not."
"Tachyon, whatever the reason, I"m grateful for it."
"In time-fairly short order, actually-we won"t resonate on quite so common a frequency. I"ll still be unusually sensitive to you, but it will take a conscious effort to scan your thoughts."
"Over what range?"
"To be honest, I"ve no idea. This has never happened with anyone, in quite the same way. I"m sorry."
"For what, saving my life?"
"I created that monster. Those poor women Sludge slaughtered, their deaths are on my conscience."
"Welcome to the club."
"You don"t understand."
"I"m a surgeon. I spent three years as a combat cutter. I do understand. So what?"
"It"s my responsibility."
"Fine." She deliberately took him by his maimed right arm. "Be responsible. You can"t change the past, any more than I can resurrect the patients I"ve lost--or the people I"ve actually killed. Yeah"-she nodded-"there"s blood on my hands, too, it was a war, it came with the territory. And if there"s a hereafter, maybe I"ll get to deal with it then. Who cares? It"s done. But at least I"ve come to terms with it. Taken my terror out of the closet, where I"ve been denying it even existed, and hung it out in the open with the other nightmares, where I can get a good look at it, see it for what it is-and me for what I am. Doesn"t mean that doesn"t hurt, and won"t for a long time yet to come. But it"s there. I can deal with it. Try that yourself, might be in for a surprise."
"You"re needed, Cody," he said simply. "I"m a doctor, Tachyon, not a crutch."
He half raised his stump in its sling, then let it fall, his shoulders slump.
"So you"ll be going, then," he said. "Gotta find someone to look after the ranch---couple o" guys I know in Colorado, vets, could do a fair job, give "em a call before I fly out spring the news on Chris, pack up the place, find a decent rack here in town." He looked at her in amazement, not altogether sure he was hearing right. "a.s.suming, of course"-the deliberate seriousness in her voice belied by the lop-sided smile at the edge of her mouth-"we can agree on a salary"
Tachyon had the decency to cough. "I"m, ah, sure we can work something out," he hazarded.
"Let"s not presume too much, shall we?" Cody said, giving the smile full rein.
She held out her hand.
And Tachyon, his own smile a match for hers, took it.
n.o.body Knows Me Like My Baby
by Walton Simons
The left side of Tachyon"s desk was littered with charts and paper. The right was almost bare. Jerry was trying hard not to look at the prosthetic hand, but his perverse side demanded a glance or two. Tachyon hadn"t caught him at it.
There was a visible hardness to the plastic that was out of place on the alien, and the color was a flesh tone or two off.
"How is your adjustment coming, Jeremiah?" Tachyon looked at Jerry and then glanced out his office window into Jokertown.
"Fine. I mean, there"s rough spots here and there." Jerry smiled. Tachyon looked even more tired than usual. His already pale skin had less color and his red hair was dull and poorly kept, at least for Tachyon.
"You"re sure. You seem a bit... withdrawn."
Jerry always felt as transparent as Chrysalis" skin when talking to Tachyon. But Chrysalis was dead. So was Jerry"s pretense that life was wonderful. "Well, I just, you know, sometimes I think I don"t relate well to women. They make me feel inadequate. Worse than that, they make me feel needy. I"d give my-" Jerry caught himself in time. "I just want somebody to see me the way I am and love me for it."
Tachyon nodded slowly. "Only what we all want, Jeremiah. I suspect you are, in fact, very well loved. Perhaps you"re simply unaware of it. Try to temper your patience with the knowledge that love often comes when you"ve tired of looking for it. As for alienation from the opposite s.e.x, we all deal with that, too. I seem to have specialized in it myself. Of course, being from Takis, I have my own built-in excuse."
It wasn"t what Jerry wanted to hear. He was tired of trying to be patient. But he hadn"t expected Tachyon to turn over his little black book either. Not that any woman could keep him from thinking about Veronica. "Sounds like good advice, I guess. Easier to say than do, though." Sirens pa.s.sed by outside. Jerry glimpsed red light flashing on the side of a building the next block over.
Tachyon looked, too. Jerry had never seen the blinds closed on that window, even though the only things visible were beat-up buildings, garbage, the occasional car, and jokers. Jerry only came to Jokertown to visit the clinic once a month.
"Something else," Jerry said, trying to regain Tachyon"s attention. "My power is coming back."
Tachyon looked at him for a long moment. "It never went away, Jeremiah. You were traumatized so severely that you ceased to trust it. That trust must be coming back for your shape-changing ability to be manifesting itself again. If you"re pleased, then I"m pleased for you. The current political climate being what it is, you might do well to keep this to yourself. The public thinks your ace is gone. Maintaining that image is in your best interest, believe me."
"Right." Jerry could tell Tachyon was ready for him to leave. He reached in his coat pocket and pulled out a check, then placed it carefully on the left side of the desk. "Here"s September"s donation."
Tachyon picked up the folded-over check and clumsily opened it with his one good hand. He nodded and smiled. "This does more good than you know, Jeremiah. A few dozen more like you and the clinic might actually cover expenses."
"I"m glad to do it," Jerry said. It was true. There were so few places where he knew his money was well spent, and two thousand a month was a drop in the Strauss family bucket.
The door opened and a woman in a lab smock walked in. She had dark hair and a patch over one eye. She looked past Jerry at Tachyon. "Two more beatings," she said. Her voice was restrained, but angry. "One of them might make it. The other..." She rubbed her forehead. Jerry backed away and moved around her toward the office door. Tachyon motioned him to wait.
"Jeremiah, this is our new chief of surgery here, Dr. Cody Havero. Doctor, meet a friend of the clinic." He held up the check. "And a patron as well, Jeremiah Strauss."
Cody turned and looked at him. She was very pretty, for an authority figure.
Cody offered a hand and a strained smile. Jerry shook her hand and smiled back.
Her grip was strong and sure. Exactly the way he imagined a doctor"s hands should be.
"Nice to meet you, Mr. Strauss."
"My pleasure, Doctor." Jerry was pleased he"d called her by her t.i.tle. She was both threatening and comforting, and certainly physically attractive in spite of the eye patch.
He d.a.m.n sure didn"t want her first impression of him to be a rich, s.e.xist jerk.
"See you next month, Jeremiah," Tachyon said. "Unless you need me for anything.
If so, just give me a call."
"You"ll be at Aces High next week, won"t you? It"s my first chance to go to one of Hiram"s Wild Card Day dinners."
Tachyon sighed. "Yes, for Hiram"s sake, I"ll be there. Although I can"t imagine it will be a very festive occasion." Jerry nodded and backed out the door, closing it behind him. He got the impression that Tachyon wanted to be alone with Cody. Not that Jerry blamed him. He imagined Veronica on black silk sheets, wearing an eye patch and nothing else.
Stop it, he thought. She"s canceled out on you two of the last three times. Just find somebody else. Somebody you don"t have to pay. How hard can it be?
"As hard as me, kid," said a Bogart voice in his head.
Aces High was a smorgasbord of sight and sound. The smells of fresh bread, fine meat in wine sauces, and expensive perfume a.s.saulted his nostrils. The people were out of the ordinary, too. But that was always the case at Hiram"s Wild Card Day dinner. They"d gotten there early. Both he and Beth had wanted to see all the notables make their entrances. Kenneth hadn"t been particularly happy about Jerry borrowing Beth for the evening, but refused to come with them, saying there was too much work at the office.
Jerry stood up. "Want anything in the way of an appetizer?"
Beth sighed. "No. I"ll save it for the main course." She waved him away.
Jerry wandered slowly over to a large table covered with salads, pates, breads, and a few things he didn"t recognize as food. There was a crystal mobile of the Four Aces and Tachyon over it. There were also holograms of many of the more famous aces on the walls. Jerry knew better than to look for an image of himself. He picked up a plate and eased in across from Fantasy, who had a young man on either arm. Jerry had met her on the Stacked Deck world tour. Although his memory of that period was fuzzy, he did recall Fantasy as one of the most obviously s.e.xual women he"d ever seen. Tonight she was wearing a long, pearl-colored skirt and matching semitransparent top. The dark nipples on her small b.r.e.a.s.t.s were all Jerry could see when he looked in her direction. He hoped Beth hadn"t noticed him staring at the glamorous ace. Jerry put some pasta salad on his plate and turned to get some spinach quiche.
A brown-haired man with quick eyes and an easy smile leaned in next to him.
"Real men don"t eat quiche. At least real men who want to impress Fantasy."
Jerry put the serving spoon back in the quiche and looked down the table at the rest of the spread. "Thanks, I guess."
The man set down his plate, which was piled high with a little of everything, and offered his hand. "Jay Ackroyd."
Jerry shook it. "Jerry Strauss." Ackroyd looked like he couldn"t place the name.
"I used to be the Projectionist, then I turned into the giant ape. Now, I"m just rich." Ackroyd grinned. "Rich is plenty in this town." He reached in his pocket and pulled out a card. "If you ever need any PI work done, let me know. I could use a rich client for a change. Good luck with Fantasy if you decide to be that brave. I"d almost be afraid to get lucky with her myself."
Jerry took the card and slipped it into the jacket pocket of his tux. The room became suddenly quiet. A man walked in slowly, limping a bit. He looked fairly normal, but Jerry heard the word "joker" whispered by someone, followed shortly by the name "Pretorius." The buzz of conversation that started up had an edge of hostility. Jerry took advantage of the distraction to fill his plate, then he slipped back to his table, where Beth was still going over the menu.
Jerry hadn"t seen Hiram yet, but that was no surprise. Killing Chrysalis, the Mistress of Jokertown, had kept his name in the news. The joker community had lined up against Hiram immediately. The media were being less than kind as well.
The mood was ugly, and the trial hadn"t even started yet. Still, it was unlikely that this Wild Card Day dinner would turn out as badly as the one two years before, when the Astronomer had crashed the party. Jerry was definitely glad to have missed that one.
A cool, unsteady breeze blew in off the terrace. Jerry set his menu to one side.
Being rich and touched by the wild card had its advantages.
"I think I"m going to go with the filet mignon," he said. "How about you?"
Beth looked up, chewing her lip. She was wearing a black calf-length skirt and lavender blouse. "I see looking at Miss t.i.ts over there has you in the mood for red meat."
"G.o.d, can"t I get away with anything around you? If you were a guy, you"d look!"
Beth smiled. "I"m a woman and I still looked. Just jealous, I guess. I wish I had the body and the att.i.tude to wear that kind of outfit." She set down the menu. "I think I"ll pa.s.s on the main course and just wander over for a fruit salad. Fear of cellulite is a terrible thing. Lesser women have been broken by it, believe me."
"You have to have dessert, though."
"Well, if you insist. But don"t tell Kenneth. He still has illusions of me regaining my schoolgirl figure."
"You look terrific." Jerry was about to be more specific when he saw a couple being seated a few tables away. The man was tall and thin, with dark hair. His eyes were luminous and the air seemed to swim around him. The woman with him was wearing a red silk dress that looked spray-painted on. She was gorgeous. It was Veronica. Jerry turned his chair away from them. It obviously wasn"t that Veronica didn"t want to get f.u.c.ked. She just didn"t want to get f.u.c.ked by him.
"You okay?" Beth touched his hand.
"Yeah. I was just thinking about some stuff. You know, I have to do something with my life."
"Right," she said.
He knew she wasn"t fooled, but appreciated that she just let it go.
They held the ceremonies for Tachyon. Jerry was surprised the woman with him wasn"t Cody. Maybe it was just a professional relationship. There were empty tables.