Sir Harry strode with the careless step of a mountaineer, along the front of the buildings, till he reached the entrance to which, in answer to a sudden inquiry, Mr. Forrester had directed him. Up the stairs he marched, and stopped at the door of the chambers occupied by Mr. Carmel.
There he knocked again as stoutly as before. The door was opened by Edwyn Carmel himself.
"Is Mr. Carmel here?" inquired the old man.
"I am Mr. Carmel," answered he.
"And I am Sir Harry Rokestone," said the baronet. "I found a letter from you this morning; it had been lying at my house unopened for some time,"
said the baronet.
Mr. Carmel invited him to come in. There were candles lighted, for it was by this time nearly dark; he placed a chair for his visitor: they were alone.
Sir Harry Rokestone seated himself, and began:
"There was no need, sir, of apology for your letter; intervention on behalf of two helpless and suffering ladies was honourable to you; but I had also heard some particulars from their own professional man of business; that, however, you could not have known. I have called to tell you that I quite understand the case. So much for your letter. But, sir, I have been informed that you are a Jesuit."
"I am a Catholic priest, sir."
"Well, sir, I won"t press the point; but the ruin of that family has been brought about, so far as I can learn, by gentlemen of that order.
They got about that poor foolish creature, Lady Lorrimer; and, by cajoleries and terror, they got hold of every sixpence of her fortune, which, according to all that"s right and kind in nature, should have gone to her nearest kindred."
Sir Harry"s eyes were fixed on him, as if he expected an answer.
"Lady Lorrimer did, I suppose, what pleased her best in her will," said the young man, coldly; "Mrs. Ware had expectations, I believe, which have been, you say, disappointed."
"And do you mean to tell me that you don"t know that fact for certain?"
said the old gentleman, growing hot.
"I"m not certain of anything of which I have no proof, Sir Harry,"
answered Mr. Carmel. "If I were a Jesuit, and your statement were a just one, still I should know no more about the facts than I do now; for it would not be competent for me to inquire into the proceedings of my superiors in the order. It is enough for me to say that I know nothing of any such influence exerted by any human being upon Lady Lorrimer; and I need scarcely add that I have never, by word or act, endeavoured ever so slightly to influence Lady Lorrimer"s dealings with her property!
Your ear, sir, has been abused by slander."
"By Jea! Here"s modesty!" said Sir Harry, exploding in a gruff laugh of scorn, and standing up. "What a pack o" gaumless gannets you must take us for! Look-ye now, young sir. I have my own opinion about all that.
And tell your superiors, as you call them, they"ll never get a plack of old Harry Rokestone"s money, while hand and seal can bind, and law"s law; and if I catch a priest in my house, ye may swear he"ll get out of it quicker than he came in. I"d thank you more for your letter, sir, if I was a little more sure of the motive; and now I"ve said my say, and I wish ye good evening."
With a fierce smile, the old man looked at him steadily for a few seconds, and then turning abruptly, left the room and shut the door, with a firm clap, after him.
That was, to me, an anxious night. Mamma continued ill; I had written rather a wild note for our doctor; but he did not come for many hours.
He did not say much; he wrote a prescription, and gave some directions; he was serious and reserved, which, in a physician, means alarm. In answer to my flurried inquiries, as I went downstairs by his side, he said:
"I told you, you recollect, that it is a capricious kind of thing; I hope she may be better when I look in in the morning; the nature of it is that it may end at any time, with very little warning; but with caution she may live a year, or possibly two years. I"ve known cases, as discouraging as hers, where life has been prolonged for three years."
Next morning came, and I thought mamma much better. I told her all that was cheery in the doctor"s opinion, and amused her with plans for our future. But the hour was drawing near when doctors" opinions, and friends" hopes and flatteries, and the kindly illusions of plans looking pleasantly into an indefinite future, were to be swallowed in the tremendous event.
About half an hour before our kind doctor"s call, mamma"s faintness returned. I now began, and not an hour too soon, to despair. The medicine he had ordered the day before, to support her in those paroxysms, had lost its power. Mamma had been for a time in the drawing-room, but having had a long fainting-fit there, I persuaded her, so soon as she was a little recovered, to return to her bed.
I find it difficult, I may say, indeed, impossible, to reduce the occurrences of this day to order. The picture is not, indeed, so chaotic as my recollection of the times and events that attended my darling Nelly"s death. The shock, in that case, had affected my mind. But I do not believe that any one retains a perfectly arranged recollection of the flurried and startling scenes that wind up our hopes in the dread catastrophe. I never met a person yet who could have told the story of such a day with perfect accuracy and order.
I don"t know what o"clock it was when the doctor came. There is something of the character of sternness in the brief questions, the low tone, and the silent inspection that mark his last visit to the sick-room. What is more terrible than the avowed helplessness that follows, and his evident acquiescence in the inevitable?
"Don"t go. Oh, don"t go yet; wait till I come back, only a few minutes; there might be a change, and something might be done."
I entreated; I was going up to mamma"s room; I had come down with him to the drawing-room.
"Well, my dear, I"ll wait." He looked at his watch. "I"ll remain with you for ten minutes."
I suppose I looked very miserable, for I saw a great compa.s.sion in his face. He was very good-natured, and he added, placing his hand upon my arm, and looking gently in my face, "But, my poor child, you must not flatter yourself with hopes, for I have none--there are none."
But what so headstrong and so persistent as hope? Terrible must be that place where it never comes.
I had scarcely left the drawing-room, when Sir Harry Rokestone, of the kindly change in whom I had spoken to our good doctor, knocked at the hall-door. Our rustic maid, Anne Owen, who was crying, let him in, and told him the sudden news; he laid his hand against the door-post and grew pale. He did not say a word for as long as you might count twenty, then he asked:
"Is the doctor here?"
The girl led the way to the drawing-room.
"Bad news, doctor?" said the tall old man, in an agitated voice, as he entered, with his eyes fixed on Sir Jacob Lake. "My name is Rokestone--Sir Harry Rokestone. Tell me, is it so bad as the servant says? You have not given her up?"
The doctor shook his head; he advanced slowly a step or two to meet Sir Harry, and said, in a low tone:
"Mrs. Ware is dying--sinking very fast."
Sir Harry walked to the mantelpiece, laid his hand on it, and stood there without moving. After a little he turned again, and came to Sir Jacob Lake.
"You London doctors--you"re so hurried," he said, a little wildly, "from place to place. I think--I think--look, doctor; save her! save her, man!"--he caught the doctor"s wrist in his hand--"and I"ll make your fortune. Ye need never do an hour"s work more. Man was never so rewarded, not for a queen."
The doctor looked very much offended; but, coa.r.s.e as the speech was, it was delivered with a pathetic and simple vehemence that disarmed him.
"You mistake me, sir," he said. "I take a very deep interest in this case. I have known Mrs. Ware from the time when she came to live in London. I hope I do my duty in every case, but in this I have been particularly anxious, and I do a.s.sure you, if----What"s that?"
It was, as Shakespeare says, "a cry of women," the sudden shrilly clamour of female voices heard through distant doors.
The doctor opened the door, and stood at the foot of the stairs.
"Ay, that"s it," he said, shaking his head a little. "It"s all over."
CHAPTER L.
A PROTECTOR.
I was in mamma"s room; I was holding up her head; old Rebecca and Anne Owen were at the bedside. My terrified eyes saw the doctor drawing near softly in the darkened room. I asked him some wild questions, and he answered gently, "No, dear; no, no."
The doctor took his stand at the bedside, and, with his hands behind his back, looked down at her face sadly. Then he leaned over. He laid his hand gently on mamma"s, put his fingers to her wrist, felt, also, for the beating of her heart, looked again at her face, and rose from his stooping posture with a little shake of the head and a sigh, looked in the still face once more for a few seconds, and turning to me, said tenderly:
"You had better come away, dear; there"s nothing more to be done. You must not distress yourself."