"You are weel forward the day, George," said Cowie. "Ye"ll be in Cupar before your time. There"s rowth a parcels for ye at John Sharpe"s door, yonder. But, mercy on me!" he continued, starting and looking amazed, "what"s the matter wi" ye, man?"
"Naething," replied George. "I hae been takin" a few draps o" Betty"s cordial, here," pointing to the flask, "and maybe the colour may have mounted to my face."
"The colour mounted to your face, man!" e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed Cowie. "Is it whiteness--paleness--ye mean by colour? Ye"re like a clout, man--a bleached clout. There"s something wrang, rely upon it, George; some o"
that intricate machinery o" our fearfu" systems out o" joint. Is it possible ye have felt or feel nae change?"
"Nane whatever, Jamie," answered the carrier, somewhat alarmed. "You"re surely joking me; I never felt better i" my life. No, no, Jamie, there"s naething the matter; thank G.o.d, I"m in gude health."
"It"s weel ye think sae," replied Cowie, with a satirical tone; "but if I"m no cheated, ye"re on the brink o" some fearfu" disease. Get up on your cart, man; hasten to Cupar, an" speak to Doctor Lowrie. It"s a braw thing to tak diseases in time."
"If a white face is a" ye judge by," said George, attempting to make light of the matter, "I can remove it by an application to Betty"s cordial."
"Ay, do that," said Cowie ironically, "and add fuel to the flame. If I werena your friend, I wadna tak this liberty wi" ye. I a.s.sure ye again, an" I hae some judgment o" thae matters, that ye"re very ill. That"s no an ordinary paleness: your lips are blue, an" your eyes dull an"
heavy--sure signs o" an oncome. Haste ye to Cupar an" get advice, an" ye may yet ca" me your best friend."
As he finished these words, Cowie turned to proceed onwards towards Newport.
"Ye"ve either said owre little or owre muckle, James," replied George, after a slight pause, and resigning his carelessness.
"I hae just said the truth, George," added Cowie; "but I maun be in Dundee by one o"clock, an" canna wait. I"ll say naething to Mrs.
Skirving to alarm her; but, for G.o.d"s sake, tak my advice, an" consult Doctor Lowrie."
He proceeded on his journey, leaving Skirving in doubt and perplexity.
At first he was considerably affected by Cowie"s speech and manner, because he knew him to be a serious man, and averse to all manner of joking. It was possible, he admitted, that a disease might be lurking secretly in his vitals, unknown to himself, but discernible to another; and the circ.u.mstance of his wife having put the flask of cordial in his coat-pocket, seemed to indicate that she had observed something wrong before he set out, and had been afraid to communicate it to him, in case it might alarm him. His spirits sank, as this confirmation of Cowie"s statement came to his mind; he put his right hand to his left wrist, to feel the state of the pulse, and, as might have been expected, discovered (for he overlooked the effects of his fear) that it was much quicker than it used to be when he was in perfect health.
Having been taken thus by surprise, he remained in a state of considerable depression for some time; but when he came to think of the inadequate grounds of his alarm, he began to rally; and his mind, rebounding, as it were, on the cessation of the depressing reverie, threw off the fear, and he recovered so far his natural courage as to laugh at the strange fancy that had taken possession of him.
"I was a fule," he said to himself. "What though my face be pale, and my eyes heavy, and my pulse a little quicker than usual, am I to dee for a"
that? Cowie has probably had his _morning_; and truly his appearance, now when I think of it, didna a.s.sort ill wi" that supposition. Johnny Sharpe and he are auld cronies, and they couldna part without some wet pledge o" their auld friendship. I"ll wad my best horse on the point.
Ha! ha! what a fule I was!" He accompanied these words by again feeling his pulse. The fear was greatly off, the pulsations had become more regular; and this confirmation enabled him to laugh off the effects the extraordinary announcements had made upon him.
He proceeded onwards to Cupar, and stopped at John Sharpe"s inn. The landlord was at the door. George looked at him narrowly, as he saluted him in the ordinary form. He thought the innkeeper looked also very narrowly at him, as he answered his salutation; but he was afraid to broach the question of his sickly appearance, and hurried away to get the goods packed that stood at the inn door. Having finished his work, during which he thought he saw the landlord looking strangely at him, he called for the quant.i.ty of spirits he was usually in the habit of getting, and, as he filled out the gla.s.s, asked quickly if James Cowie had been there that morning. The landlord answered that he had; but added, of his own accord, that he did not remain in the house so long as to give time for even drinking to each other. This answer produced a greater effect upon George than he was even then aware of; and it is not unlikely that this, and the impression that the landlord looked at him _strangely_, produced the very paleness that Cowie had mentioned. Be that as it may, he took up the gla.s.s of spirits and laid it down again, without almost tasting it; and his reason for this departure from his ordinary course, was, that he had already partaken sufficiently of his wife"s cordial; and he had some strange misgivings about drinking ardent spirits, in case, after all, it might turn out that there was hanging about him some disease. The moment he laid down the full gla.s.s, the landlord said to him, looking in an inquiring and sympathetic manner into his face--
"George, I haena seen you do that for ten years. Are you well enough?"
"What! what! eh, what!" stammered out the carrier confusedly; "do you think I"m ill, John?"
The words were scarcely out of his mouth when the inn bell rang, and the landlord was called away, and, being otherwise occupied, did not return.
After waiting for him a considerable time, Skirving became impatient, and, making another effort to shake off his fears, applied the whip to his horses, and proceeded on his journey. For a time his mind was so much confused that he could not contemplate the whole import of the extraordinary coincidence he had just witnessed; but as he proceeded and came to a quieter part of the road, his thoughts reverted to the statements of James Cowie--who, he was now satisfied, had been quite sober--to the looks and extraordinary question of John Sharpe, and to the intention of his wife in providing him with the cordial. As he pondered on this strange acc.u.mulation of according facts, he again felt his pulse, which had again risen to the height it had attained during the prior paroxysm. The affair had now a.s.sumed a new aspect. It was impossible that this concurrence of circ.u.mstances could be fortuitous.
He was now much afraid that he was ill--very ill indeed; perhaps under the incipient symptoms of typhus or brain fever, or small-pox, or some other dreadful disease. As these thoughts rose in his mind, he grew faint, and would have sat down; but he felt a reluctance to stop his carts, and a feeling of shame struggled against his conviction, and kept him walking.
This state of nervous excitement remained, in spite of many efforts he made to throw off his fears. Yet he was bound to admit that he felt no symptoms of pain or sickness. By and by the feeling of alarm began again to decay, and by the time he got eight or ten miles farther on his road, he had conjured up a good many sustaining ideas and arguments, whereby he at least contrived to increase the quantum of _doubt_ of his being really ill. He rallied a little again; but the temporary elevation was destined to be succeeded by another depression, which, in its turn, gave place to another accession of relief; and thus he was kept in a painful alternation of changing fancies, until he was within a mile and a half of the next place of call--a little house at some distance from the Plasterers" Inn.
He had hitherto been progressing at a very slow rate, and was in the act of raising his hand to apply the whip to his horses, when he saw before him Archibald Willison, a sort of itinerant cloth merchant, a native of Dundee, with whom he was on terms of intimacy. They had met often on the road, and had gossiped together over a little refreshment at the inns where the carrier stopped. At this particular time, George Skirving would rather have avoided his old friend; for he was under a depression of spirits, and felt also a disinclination or fear, he could not account for, to submit his face and appearance to the lynx eye of the travelling merchant. He had, however, no choice.
"Ah, George," cried Archie, "it"s lang since I saw ye. How are ye? What!"--starting as if surprised--"have ye been lyin", man--confined--sick?--what, in G.o.d"s name, has been the matter wi" ye?
Some sad complaint, surely, to produce so mighty a change!"
This address seemed to George just the very confirmation he now required to make him perfectly satisfied of his danger. It was too much for him to hear and suffer. Staggering back, he leant upon the side of his cart, and drew breath with difficulty, attempting in vain to give his friend some reply.
"It"s wrang in ye, man," continued Archie, as he saw the carrier labouring to find words to reply to him--"it"s wrang in ye, George, to be here in that state o" body. How did Betty permit it? Wha wad guarantee your no lyin" doun an" deein" by the road-side? I"m sure I wadna undertake the suretyship."
"I have not been a day confined, Archie," said George, as he slightly recovered from the shock caused by the announcement. "I have not been ill; and left home this morning in my usual health."
"Good G.o.d!" e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed Archie, "is that possible? Then is it sae muckle the waur. I thought it had been a" owre wi" ye--that ye had been ill, an" partly recovered; but now I see the disease is only comin" yet. How deadly pale ye are, man; an" what a strange colour there is on your lips, round the sockets o" your een, an" the edges o" your nostrils!"
"I hae been told that the day already, Archie," said George; "I fear there"s some truth in"t. Yet I feel nae pain; I"m only weak an"
nervous."
"Ah, ye ken little about fevers o" the putrid kind--typhus, an" the like," continued the other,--"when ye think they show themselves by ordinary symptoms. I had a cousin who died o" typhus last week; an" he looked, when he took it, just as ye look, an" spoke just as ye speak.
Tak the advice o" a friend, George. Dinna stop at Widow M"Murdo"s; ye can get nae advice there; hurry on to Edinburgh, and apply immediately, on your arrival, to a doctor o" repute. I a.s.sure ye a" his skill will be required."
After some conversation, all tending to the same effect, Willison parted from him, continuing his route to Cupar. All the doubt that had existed in the mind of the victim was now removed, and a settled conviction took hold of him that he was on the very eve of falling into some terrible illness. A train of gloomy fancies took possession of his mind, and he pictured himself lying extended on a bed of sickness, with the angel of death hanging over him, and an awakened conscience within, wringing him with its agonizing tortures. The nature of the disease which impended over him--the putrid typhus--was fixed, and put beyond doubt; and all the cases he had known of individuals who had died of that disease were brought before the eye of his imagination, to feed the appet.i.te for horrors, which now began to crave food. He endeavoured to a.n.a.lyze his sensations, and discovered, what he never felt before, a hard, fluttering palpitation at his heart, a difficulty of breathing, weakness, trembling of the limbs, and other clear indications of the oncoming attack of a fatal disease.
Moving slowly forward, under the load of these thoughts, he arrived at Widow M"Murdo"s, where he fed his horses. He was silent and gloomy; and the fear under which he laboured produced a _real_ appearance of illness, which soon struck the eye of the kind dame.
"What ails ye?" asked she kindly; and ran and brought out her bottle of cordial, to administer to him that universal medicine. But her question was enough. Moody and miserable, he paid little attention to her kindness, and departed for Kirkcaldy. Under the same load of despondency and apprehension, he arrived at Andrew Gemmel"s, where it was his practice to remain all night. He exhibited the appearance of a person labouring under some grievous misfortune; and deputing the feeding of his horses to the ostler, he seemed to be careless whether justice was done to them or not. The landlord noticed the change that had taken place upon him. "What ails ye, George?" was asked repeatedly; and the death-like import of the question prevented him from giving any satisfactory answer. Long before his usual period, he retired to his bed, where he pa.s.sed a night of fevered dreams, restlessness, and misery.
In the morning, he was still under the operation of his apprehension, and was unable to take any breakfast. The ostler managed for him all the details of his business, and he departed in the same gloomy mood for Pettycur. Sauntering along at a slow pace, he met, half-way between the two towns, Duncan Paterson, a Dundee weaver, an old acquaintance, by whom he was hailed in the ordinary form of salutation. But he wished to proceed without standing to speak to his old friend; for he was so sorely depressed, and was so much afraid of another fearful announcement about his sickly appearance, that he could not bear an interview. This strange conduct seemed to rouse the curiosity of his friend, who, running up to him, held forth his hand, crying out--
"Ha! George, man!--this is no like you, to pa.s.s auld friends. What ails ye, man?"
"I dinna feel altogether weel," answered the carrier in a mournful tone.
"I saw that, man, lang before ye cam up," replied the other; "and it was just because ye were looking so grievously ill, that I was determined to speak to ye. When were ye seized?"
"I was weel when I left the north, yesterday morning; but I hadna been lang on the road, when I began to gie tokens o" illness," replied the carrier mournfully, and with a drooping head.
"If I had met you in that waefu" state," said the other, "with that death-like face and unnatural-like look, I wadna have allowed ye to proceed a mile farther; but now since ye"re sae far on the road, it"s just as weel that ye hurry on to Edinburgh, whaur ye"ll get the best advice. What symptoms do ye feel?"
"I"m heavy and dull," replied George; "my pulse rises and fa"s, my heart throbs, and my legs hae been shakin" under me, as if I were palsied."
"Ah, George, George! these are a" clear signs o" typhus, man," replied Paterson. "My mother died o"t. I watched, wi" filial care and affection, a" her maist minute symptoms. They were just yours. I"m vexed for ye; but maybe the hand o" a skilfu" doctor may avert the usual fatal issue."
"Was yer mither lang ill?" asked George in a low tone.
"Nine days," answered Paterson. "By the seventh she was spotted like a leopard, on the eighth she went mad, and the ninth put an end to her sufferings."
"Ay, ay," muttered George, with a deep sigh.
"But the power o" medicine"s great," rejoined Paterson. "Lose nae time, after ye arrive in Edinburgh, in applying to a doctor. Mind my words."
And Paterson, casting upon him a look suited to the parting statement, left the carrier, and proceeded on his way. The victim, now completely immerged in melancholy, progressed slowly onwards to Pettycur. His downcast appearance attracted there the attention of the people who a.s.sisted him in the discharge of his business. The question, "What ails ye, George?" was repeated, and answered by silence and a sorrowful look.
In the boat in which he crossed the Forth, his unusual sadness was also noticed by the captain and crew, with whom he was intimately acquainted.
As he sat in the fore-part of the vessel, silent and gloomy, they repeated the dreadful question--"What ails ye, George?"--that had been so often before put to him. To some he said he felt unwell, to others he replied by a melancholy stare, and relapsed again into his melancholy.
When he arrived at Leith, he was a.s.sisted, according to custom, by porters, in getting his goods disembarked. The men were not long in noticing the great change that had taken place upon his spirits. "What ails ye, George?" was the uniform question; and every time it was put it went to his heart, for it showed more and more, as he thought, his sick-like appearance, which seemed to escape the eyes of no one. The men a.s.sisted him more a.s.siduously than they had ever done before; and having got everything ready, he proceeded up Leith Walk. The toll-man noticed also his dejected appearance, and the same question was put by him. He proceeded to his quarters, and, committing his carts to a man that was in the habit of a.s.sisting him, he went into the house and threw himself into a chair. "What ails ye, George?" exclaimed Widow Gilmour, as she saw him exhibiting these indications of illness. He said he felt unwell, and, rising, went away up to his bedroom, where he retired to bed.
The torture of mind to which he had been exposed for a day and a night, and a part of another day, with the want of food, and the exercise of his trade, had operated so powerfully on his body, that he was now in reality in a fever. The landlady felt his pulse, and, becoming alarmed, sent for a doctor, a young man, who immediately bled him to a much greater extent than was necessary; but the statements of George himself, and the fevered appearance he presented, convinced the young doctor that nothing but copious bleeding would overcome the disease. The application of the lancet stamped the whole affair with the character of reality; and the sick man, still overcome by gloomy antic.i.p.ations, was soon in the very height of a dangerous fever. Two days afterwards, his wife was sent for; but the poor man got gradually worse, and, notwithstanding all the efforts of the doctor, was soon p.r.o.nounced to be in a state of imminent danger. One day James Cowie called at the house, and inquired, in a flurried manner, how George Skirving was.