"Oh, sir, it"s a mistak! I"m so sorry. It"s an entire mistak on my part. Yer"e no the person at a" I meant. I thocht the letter was frae anither gentleman--a different person a"thegither. It"s the name has misled me. I am really so sorry." An" she curtsied politely to me, an"
shut the door.
Ay, here, then, was a pretty dooncome to a" my air-built castles o" luve an" happiness! It was a mistak, was it?--a mistak? I wasna the person at a"! She thocht the letter was frae anither gentleman a"thegither! An", pray, wha was this gentleman? A" that, an" a deal mair, I subsequently fand oot. The gentleman was a certain Willie Smith--a young, guid-lookin fallow, who sat in the same kirk wi" us, an" between whom an" Lizzy there had lang existed the telegraphic correspondence o" looks an"
smiles, an" sighs, an" blushes--in fact, just such a correspondence as I had carried on mysel, wi" this important difference, however, that it wasna a" on ae side, as it noo appeared it had been in my case. The other Willie Smith"s returns were real, while mine were only imaginary.
I needna enlarge on the subject o" my feelins under this grievous an"
heart-rendin disappointment. It will be aneuch to say that it pat me nearly beside mysel, an" that it was amaist a hale week before I tasted a morsel o" food o" ony kind. I was in a sad state; but time, that cures a" ills, at length cured mine, too, although it didna remove my regret that a name so unhappily frequent as Willie Smith had ever been bestowed on me.
Havin already described mysel as bein o" a susceptible nature, and bein at this time in the prime o" youth, it winna surprise the reader to learn that I soon after this fell in love a second time. The object o"
my affections, on this occasion, was a pretty girl, whom I met wi" at the house o" a mutual freen. She was a stranger in oor toun, an" had come frae Glasgow--o" which city she was a native--on a short visit to a relation. The acquaintance which I formed wi" this amiable creature soon ripened into the most ardent affection, an" I had every reason, very early, to believe that my love was returned. The subsequent progress of our intimacy established the delightful fact. We eventually stood on the footin o" avowed, an" all but absolutely betrothed lovers. Soon after this, Lucy Craig, which was the name of my beloved, returned to Glasgow, but not before we had settled to maintain a close and regular correspondence.
The correspondence wi" Lucy, to which I hae alluded, subsequently took place; an", for several months--durin which I had made, besides, twa or three runs to Glasgow, to see her--mony a sweet epistle pa.s.sed between us--epistles fu" o" lowin love, an" sparklin hopes, an" joy. I may as weel here remark, too, that, on the occasions o" my visits to Lucy, I was maist cordially an" kindly received by her mother--a fine, decent, motherly body, an" a widow--Lucy"s father havin died several years before. Aweel, as I said, our correspondence went on closely an"
uninterruptedly; but I maun noo add, wi" a restriction as to time, an"
say for aboot five months, at the end o" which time it suddenly ceased, on the pairt o" Lucy, a"thegither. She was due me a letter at the time; for I had written three close on the back o" each other, which were yet unanswered. In the greatest impatience an" uneasiness, I first waited ae week, an" then anither, an" anither, an" anither, till they ran up to aboot six, whan, unable langer to thole the misery which her seemin negligence, or it micht be something waur, had created, I determined on puttin my fit in the coach, an" gaun slap richt through mysel, to ascertain the cause o" her extraordinary silence. To this proceedin--that is, my gaun to Glasgow--I was further induced by anither circ.u.mstance. There was a mercantile hoose there, wi" which my faither had dealt for twenty years, an" which had gotten, frae first to last, mony a thoosan pounds o" his money--a" weel an" punctually paid. Noo, it happened that, twa or three days before this, my faither had dispatched an order to this house for a fresh supply o" guids, whan, to oor inexpressible amazement, we received, instead o" the guids, a letter plumply refusin ony further credit, an" demandin, under a threat o"
immediate prosecution, payment o" oor current account--amountin to aboot 150. To us this was a most extraordinary affair, an" wholly inexplicable, an" we resolved to know what it meant, by personal application to the firm. This, then, was anither purpose I had to serve in gaun to Glasgow, to which I accordingly set out, wi" the folks hunner-an"-fifty pounds in my pocket.
On arrivin in the city just named, my first ca", of course, was on Lucy.
But this wasna accomplished withoot a great deal o" previous painfu feelin. It was twa or three minutes before I could rap. At length I raised the knocker, an" struck. Lucy opened the door. She stared wildly at me, for a second, an" then, utterin a scream, ran into the house, exclaimin, distractedly--"O James, James! mother, mother! here"s Mr.
Smith"s ghost!" And she screamed again more loudly than ever, an" flung herself on the sofa, in a violent fit o" hysterics.
Here, then, was a pretty reception. I was confounded, but stepped leisurely into the hoose, after Lucy, whom I found extended on the sofa, an" her mother an" a strange gentleman beside her--a stranger to me at least--endeavouring to soothe her, and calm her violence. On the mother, my presence seemed to hae nearly as extraordinary an effect as on the dochter. Whan I entered the room, she, too, set up a skirl, and fled as far back frae me as the apartment wad admit, exclaimin--
"Lord be aboot us, Mr. Smith! is that you? Can it be possible? Are ye in the body, or are ye but a wanderin spirit? Lord hae a care o" us, are ye really an" truly leevin, Mr. Smith?"
"Guid folks," said I, as calmly as I could, in reply to this strange rhapsody, "will ye be sae kind as tell me what a" this means?" An" first I looked at the dochter, wha was still lyin on the sofa, wi" her face buried wi" fricht in the cushions, and then at the mother, wha was sittin in a chair, starin at me, an" gaspin for breath, but noo evidently satisfied that I was at least nae ghaist.
"Means, Mr. Smith!" said she, at intervals, as she could get breath to speak; "oh, man, didna we hear that ye were dead! Haena we thocht that ye were in yer grave for this month past! Dear me, but this is extraordinar! But will ye just step this way wi" me a minnit." An" she led the way into another room, whither I followed her, in the hope o"
getting an explanation o" the singular scene which had just taken place; an" this explanation I did get. On our entering the apartment, my conductress shut the door, an", desirin me to tak a seat, thus began--"Dear me, Mr. Smith, but this is a most extraordinar, an" I maun say, a most unlucky affair. Werena we tell"t, a month ago, that ye were dead an" buried, an" that by mair than ane--ay an" by the carrier frae yer ain place, too, at whom Lucy made inquiry the moment we heard it?
An", mair than a" that," continued Mrs. Craig, "here"s yer death mentioned in ane o" the newspapers o" yer ain place." Saying this, she took an auld newspaper frae a shelf, an", after lookin for the place to which she wanted to direct my attention, put it into my hands, wi" her thoom on the following piece o" intelligence:--"Died, on the 16th current, at his father"s house, ----, Mr. William Smith, in the 23d year of his age."
"Noo, Mr. Smith," said Mrs. Craig, triumphantly, "what were we to think o" a" this, but that ye were really an" truly buried? The place, yer name, yer age, a" richt to a t.i.ttle. What else could we think?"
"Indeed, Mrs. Craig," said I, smilin, "it is an odd business, an" I dinna wunnur at yer bein deceived; but it"s a" easily aneuch explained.
It"s this confounded name o" mine that"s at the bottom o" a" the mischief. The Willie Smith here mentioned, I need hardly say, I suppose, is no me; but I kent him weel aneuch, an" a decent lad he was--he just lived twa or three doors frae us; an", as to the carrier misleadin ye, I dinna wunnur at that either--for he wad naturally think ye were inquirin after the deceased. But there"s nae harm dune, Mrs. Craig," continued I.
"I"m no sure o" that," interrupted my hostess, wi" a look an" expression o" voice that rather took me aback, as indeed, had also the _triumphant_ manner in which she had appealed to me if they could be blamed for havin believed me dead. This she was aye pressin on me, an" I was rather surprised at it; but it was to be fully accounted for.
"No!" said I, whan Mrs. Craig expressed her uncertainty as to there bein ony mischief dune; "isna there Lucy to the fore, lookin as weel an" as healthy as ever I saw her, an""----
"Lucy"s married!" interposed Mrs. Craig, firmly and solemnly.
"Married!" exclaimed I, starting frae my seat, in horror an"
amazement--"Lucy married!"
""Deed is she, Mr. Smith, an" yon was her husband ye saw; an" ye canna blame her, puir thing! I"m sure mony a sair heart she had after ye. I thocht she wad hae gratten her een oot; but, bein sure ye were dead, an"
a guid offer comin in the way, ye ken, she couldna refuse"t. It wad hae been the heicht o" imprudence. Sae she juist dried her een, puir thing, an" buckled to."
"Exactly, Mrs. Craig--exactly," said I, here interruptin her; "I understan ye--ye need sae nae mair." An" I rushed oot o" the door like a madman, an" through the streets, withoot kennin either what I was doin or whar I was gaun. On recovering my composure a little, I fand mysel in the Green o" Glasgow, an" close by the river side. The clear, calm, deep water tempted me, in the desperation o" my thochts. Ae plunge, an" a"
this distractin turmoil that was rackin my soul, an" tearin my bosom asunder, wad be stilled. In this frame o" mind, I gazed gloomily on the glidin stream; but, as I gazed, better thochts gradually presented themsels, an" finally, resentment took the place o" despondency, whan I reflected on the heartless haste o" Lucy to wed anither, thereby convincin me that, in losin her, my loss was by nae means great. So then, to mak a lang story short, in place o" jumpin into the Clyde, I hied me to a tavern, ate as hearty a supper as ever I ate in my life, drank a guid, steeve tumbler o" toddy, tumbled into bed, sleepit as sound as a caterpillar in winter, an" awoke next mornin as fresh as a daisy an" as licht as a lark, free frae a" concern aboot Lucy, an"
perfectly satisfied that I had acted quite richt in no droonin mysel on the previous nicht.
Havin noo got quit o" my love affairs, my first business, next day, was to ca" on the mercantile firm alluded to in another part o" the narrative; and to their countin-hoose I accordingly directed my steps--and thae steps, when I entered their premises, were a wee haughty, for I felt at once the strength o" the money in my pouch, and a sense o" havin been ill-used by them. On enterin the countin-hoose, I fand the princ.i.p.al there alane, seated at a desk.
This gentleman I knew personally, and he kent me too; for I had frequently ca"ed at his office in the way o" business, and on these occasions he had aye come forrit to me wi" extended hand and a smilin countenance. On the present, however, he did naething o" the kind. He sat still, and, lookin sternly at me as I approached him--
"Well, Mr. Smith," he said, "are ye come to settle that account? Short accounts make long friends, you know," he added, but wi" a sort o"
ferocious smile, if there be such a thing.
"I wad like first to ken, sir," I replied, "what was the meanin o" yer writin us sic a letter as we had frae ye the ither day?"
"Why, Mr. Smith," said Mr. Drysdale, which was the gentleman"s name, "under the peculiar circ.u.mstances of the case, I don"t see there was anything in that letter that ought to have surprised you. It was a perfectly natural and reasonable effort on our part to recover our own."
"A reasonable effort, sir, to recover your own!" said I indignantly.
"What do you mean? My faither has dealt wi" ye these twenty years, and I don"t suppose ye ever fand it necessary to mak ony effort to recover your money oot o" his hands. I rather think ye were aye paid withoot askin."
"Oh, yes, yes," replied Mr. Drysdale, doggedly; "but I repeat that recent circ.u.mstances have altered the case materially."
"What circ.u.mstances do ye allude to, sir?" said I, wi" increasin pa.s.sion.
"What circ.u.mstances, sir, do I allude to?" replied Mr. Drysdale, fiercely. "I don"t suppose you required to come here for that information; but you shall have it nevertheless, since you ask it." And, proceeding to a file of newspapers, he detached one, and, throwing it on the desk before me, placed his finger, as Mrs. Craig had done on another occasion, on the bankrupt list, and desired me to look at _that_. I did so, and read, in this catalogue of unfortunates, the name of "William Smith, merchant, ----. Creditors to meet," &c. &c.
"Now, sir," said Mr. Drysdale, with a triumphant sneer, "are you satisfied?"
"Perfectly, sir," I replied; "but you will please to observe that that William Smith is not my father. He"s a totally different person."
"What!" exclaimed Mr. Drysdale, "not your father! Who is he, then? I didn"t know there was any other William Smith, of any note in trade, in your town. I did not, indeed, look particularly at the designation; but took it for granted it was your father, as, to my certain knowledge, many others have also done."
"Indeed!" replied I; "why, that is mair serious. Some steps maun be taen to remedy that mischief."
"Without a moment"s delay," said Mr. Drysdale, who was already a changed man. "Your father must advertise directly, saying he"s not the William Smith whose name appears in the bankrupt list of such a date. Lose not a moment in doing this, or your credit"ll be cracked throughout the three kingdoms. It has already suffered seriously here, I can a.s.sure you."
Having paid Mr. Drysdale his account, which he wasna noo for acceptin--sayin that, if we had the sma"est occasion for the money, to use it freely, without regardin them--and havin thanked him for his advice as to counteracting the evil report that had gane abroad respectin us, I hurried awa to put it in execution; and thinkin it very hard to be subjected to a" this trouble sae innocently, and to hae, at ane and the same time, a pair o" such calamities sae oddly thrust upon me, as my ain death, and the bankruptcy o" my faither. However, sae it was. But my business noo was to remedy, as far as possible, the mischief that had been done by the unfounded rumour o" oor insolvency. Wi" this view I hastened awa to a newspaper office, to begin the cure by an advertis.e.m.e.nt; and, in doin this, I had occasion to pa.s.s the coach-office whar I had landed the day before. Observin the place, I thocht I micht as weel step in and secure my ticket for the following day, when it was my intention to return hame. Accordingly, into the office I gaed; and, whan I did sae, I fand the clerk in earnest conversation wi" twa men, ane o" whom was busily employed in lookin owre the way-book or register o" pa.s.sengers" names. They didna at first observe me enter; but, whan they did, there was an instant pause in their conversation; and I observed the clerk, after he had glanced at me, tippin a significant wink to ane, and gently punchin the other wi"
his elbow. Then a" three glanced at me. I couldna understand it.
However, I said nothing; thinkin they were settlin some private business thegither, and, oot o" guid nature, wad rather wait a minute or twa than interrupt them. But my waiting wasna lang. Before I had been an instant in the office, ane o" the men cam roun to whar I was stan"in, and, lookin me fiercely in the face, said--
"What"s your name, sir, if you please?"
"My name, sir!" replied I, as angrily--for I thocht the fellow put the question in a very impertinent sort o" way--"what business hae ye wi" my name?"
"Oh, mair than ye"re aware o", p"raps," says he. "An" it"s a bad sign o"
a man whan he"ll no tell his name," says he. This touched me to the quick, an" I dare say the vagabond kent it wad, an" did it on purpose.
It was a wipe at my character which I could by nae means submit to. So says I to him, says I--
"Freen, ye"ll observe that I"m no denyin my name--I"m only disputin yer richt to demand it. I"m no ashamed o" my name, sir, although it certainly has cost me some trouble in my day. My name, sir, is William Smith--sae mak o"t what ye like."
"I should mak a couple o" guineas o"t, at the very least," said the fellow, wi" a smile; and at the same time catchin me by the breast o" my coat, and sayin that I was his prisoner.
"Prisoner!" exclaimed I, in amazement, "prisoner! what do you mean?"