"You are young. Merely a thousand years have pa.s.sed you. Fight it, I tell you. Remember who and what you are. Return, and save them. They are poor little creatures and they have no idea what dangers surround them. Save them, Urnikh, and you will save her...and yourself as well."
The little dragon raised his head. "Yes, Master."
"Go, now. Will you go and do your best?"
"I will try very hard, Master."
"You are a good force, Urnikh. I have faith in you."
The little dragon was silent.
"Does she know what you are?" the Master asked, after a time.
"Not a bit. She thinks I am a cunningly made toy. An artificial life-form created for the amus.e.m.e.nt of humans."
"A cunningly made toy. Indeed. Intended to amuse." The Master"s tone was frosty. "Well, go to her, then. Amuse her, Urnikh. But this must not go on very much longer, do you understand?"
The little dragon sighed again and let himself slip away on the sril-curve. The Master, sitting back on its furry haunches, turned itself inward to see if there was any hope.
It was too dim inside. There were no answers.
The dragon materialized within a pale amber glow that spanned the third and fourth shelves of the bookcase. Evidently many hours had pa.s.sed: the lost day"s shafts of sunlight no longer came spearing through the window; time flowed at different velocities on the sril-curve and in mortaltime; it was night but tendrils of troubling fog shrouded everything except the summit of Telegraph Hill.
The apartment was empty. Margaret was gone.
The dragon shivered, trembled, blew a fretful snort. Margaret: gone! And without any awareness of the perils that lurked on every side, out there on the battlefield that was San Francisco. It appalled him whenever she went outside; but, of course, she had no knowledge of the risks.
Where has she gone? he wondered. Perhaps she was visiting the male-one on Clement Street; perhaps she was strolling the chilly slopes of Lincoln Park; perhaps doing her volunteer work at the U of C Clinic on Mt. Parna.s.sus; perhaps dreamily peering into the windows of the downtown shops. And all the while, wherever she was, in terrible danger. Unaware of the demonic alarums and conflicts that swirled through every corner of the embattled city.
I will go forth in search of her, Urnikh decided; and immediately came a sensation of horror that sent green ripples undulating down his slender back. Go out into that madness? Risk the success of the mission, risk existence itself, wander fogbound streets where chimeras and were-pythons and hun-gry jack-o"-lanterns lay in waiting, all for the sake of searching for her?
But Margaret was in danger, and what could matter to him more than that?
"You won"t listen to me, ever, will you?" he imagined himself telling her. "There"s a gateway open and the whole city has become a parade-ground for monsters, and when I tell you this you laugh, you say, "How cute, how cute, " and you pay no attention. Don"t you have any regard for your own safety?"
Of course she had regard for her own safety.
What she didn"t have was the slightest reason to take him seriously. He was cuddly; he was darling; he was a pocket-sized bookcase-model dragon; a cunning artifact; cleverly made with infinitesimal clockwork animatronic parts sealed cunningly inside a sh.e.l.l-case without seam or seal; and nothing more.
But he was more than that. He was a sentinel; he was an emissary; he was a force.
Yes. I am a sentinel, he told himself, even as he was slipping through the door, even as he found himself setting out to look for Margaret. I am a sentinel... why am I so frightened?
Darkness of a sinister quality had smothered the city now. Under the hard flannel of fog no stars could be seen, no moon, the gleam of no eye. But from every rooftop, every lamp post, every parked car, glowed the de-mon-light of some denizen of the nether realms, clinging fiercely to the terri-tory that it had chewed out, defying all others to displace it.
The dragon shuddered. This was his doing. The gateway that had been the merest pinp.r.i.c.k in the membrane that separated the continuums now was a gaping chasm, through which all manner of horrendous beings poured into San Francisco without cease; and it was all because he, who had been sent here to repair the original minuscule rift, had lingered, had dallied, had let himself become obsessed with a creature of this pallid and inconse-quential world.
Well, so be it. What was done--was done. His obsession was no less potent for the guilt he felt. And even now, now that the forces of destruction infested every corner of this city and soon would be spreading out beyond its bounds, his concern was still only for Margaret, Margaret, Margaret, Margaret.
His beloved Margaret.
Where was she?
He built a globe of zabil-force about himself, just in time to fend off the attack of some hairy-beaked thing that had come swooping down out of the neon sign of the Pizza Hut on the corner, and cast the wuzud-spell to seek out Margaret.
His mental emanations spiraled up, up, through the heavy chill fog, scan-ning the city. South to Market Street, westward to Van Ness: no Margaret. Wherever his mind roved, he encountered only diabolical blackness: gibber-ing shaitans, gla.s.sy-eyed horrid ghazulim, swarms of furious buzzing hospodeen, a hundred hundred sorts of angry menacing creatures of the dire plasmatic void that separates mortaltime from the nightmare worlds.
Margaret? Margaret!
Urnikh cast his reach farther and farther, probing here, there, everywhere with the shaft of crystalline wuzud-force. The swarming demons could do nothing to interfere with the soaring curve of his interrogatory thrust. Let them stamp and hiss, let them leap and prance, let them spit rivers of venom, let them do whatever they pleased: he would take no mind of it. He was looking for his beloved and that was all that mattered.
Margaret, where are you?
His quest was complicated by the violent, discordant emanations that came from the humans of this city. Bad enough that the place should be infested by this invading horde of ghouls and incubi and lamias and basilisks and psychopomps; but also its own native inhabitants, Urnikh thought, were the strangest a.s.sortment of irritable and irritating malcontents. All but Marga-ret, of course. She was the exception. She was perfection. But the others-- What were they shouting here? "U.S. out of Carpathia! Hands off the Carpathians!" Where was Carpathia? Had it even existed, a month before? But already there was a protest movement defending its autonomy.
And these people, four blocks away, shouting even louder: "Justice for Baluchistan! No more trampling of human rights! We demand intervention! Justice for Baluchistan! Justice for Baluchistan!"
Carpathia? Baluchistan? While furious armies of invisible ruvakas and sanutees and nyctalunes snorted and snuffled and rampaged through the streets of their own city? They were blind, these people. Obsessed with distant struggles, they failed to see the festering nightmare that was unfold-ing right under their noses. So demented in their obsessions that they continued to protest in ever-thinning crowds and claques even after night-fall, when all offices were closed, when there was no one left to hear their slogans! But a time was coming, and soon, when the teeming manifesta-tions that had turned the subetheric levels of San Francisco into a raging inferno would cross the perceptual threshold and burst into startling view. And then--then-- The territorial struggles among the invading beings were almost finished now. Positions had been taken; alliances had been forged. The first attacks on the human population, Urnikh calculated, might be no more than hours away. It was possible that in some outlying districts they had already begun.
Margaret!
He was picking up her signal, now. Far, far to the west, the distant reaches of the city. Beyond Van Ness, beyond the Fillmore, beyond Divisadero--yes, that was Margaret, he was sure of it, that gleam of scarlet against a weft of deep black that was her wuzud-imprint. He intensified the focus, homed downward and in.
Clement and Twenty-third Street, his orientation perceptor told him. So she had gone to see the male-one again, yes. That mysterious Other, for whom she seemed to feel such an odd, incomprehensible mix of ambivalent emotions.
It was a long journey, halfway across San Francisco.
But he had no choice. He must go to her.
It was nothing for Urnikh to journey down the sril-curve to an adjacent continuum. But transporting himself through the streets of this not very large city was a formidable task for a very small dragon.
There was the problem of the retrograde gravitational arc under which this entire continuum labored: he was required to weave constant compensa-tory spells to deal with that. Then there was the imperfection of the geologi-cal substratum to consider, the h.e.l.lish fault lines that steadily pounded his consciousness with their blazing discordancies. There was the thick oxygen-polluted atmosphere. There was-- There was one difficulty after another. The best he could manage, by way of getting around, was to travel in little ricocheting leaps, a few blocks at a time, playing one node of destabilization off against another and eking out just enough kinetic thrust to move himself to the next step on his route.
Ping and he leaped across the financial district, almost to Market Street. A pair of fanged jagannaths paused in their mortal struggle to swipe at him as he went past; but with a hiss and a growl he drove them back amid flashes of small but effective lightnings, and landed safely atop a traffic light. Below him, a little knot of people was marching around and around in front of a church, crying, "Free the Fallopian Five! Free the Fallopian Five!" None of them noticed him. Pong and Urnikh moved on, a diagonal two-p.r.o.nged ricochet that took him on the first hop as far as the Opera House, from which a terrible ear-splitting clamor was arising, and then on the next bounce to Castro Street at Market, where some fifty or eighty male humans were waving placards and chanting something about police brutality. There were no police anywhere in sight, though a dozen hungry-looking calibargos, tendrils trem-bling in the intensity of their appet.i.tes, were watching the demonstration with some interest from the marquee of a movie theater a little way down the block.
If only these San Franciscans can focus all this angry energy in their own defense when the time comes, Urnikh thought.
Poing and he was off again, up Castro to Divisadero and Turk, where some sort of riot seemed to be going on outside a restaurant, people hurling dishes and menus and handfuls of food at one another. Pung and he reached Geary and Arguello. Boing and he bounced along to Clement and Fifth. A tiny earth-tremor halted him there for a moment, a jiggle of the subterranean world that only he seemed to feel; then, bing bing bing, he hopped westward in three quick leaps to Twenty-third Avenue.
The Margaret-emanation filled the air, here. It streamed toward his perceptors in joyous overpowering bursts.
She was here, no doubt of it.
He stationed himself diagonally across from the male-one"s house, tuck-ing himself in safely behind a fire hydrant. The street was deserted here except for a single glowering magog, which came shambling toward him as though it planned to dispute possession of the street corner with him. Urnikh had no time to waste on discussion; he dematerialized the hideous miasmatic creature with a single burst of the seppul-power. The stain left on the air was graceless and troubling. Then, as safe behind his globe of zabil-force as he could manage to make himself with his depleted energies, he set about the task of drawing Margaret out of the apartment across the way.
She didn"t want to come. Whatever she might be doing in there, it seemed to exert a powerful fascination over her. Urnikh was astonished and dis-mayed by the force of her resistance.
But he redoubled his own efforts, exhausting though that was. The on-slaught of the subetheric ones was imminent now, he knew: it would begin not in hours but in minutes, perhaps. She must be home, safe in her own apartment, when the conflict broke out. Otherwise, paralyzing thought, think-ing the unthinkable, how could he protect her?!
Margaret--Margaret--.
It took all the strength in his power wells. His zabil-globe spasmed and thinned. He would be vulnerable, he realized, to any pa.s.sing enemy that might choose to attack. But the street was still quiet.
Margaret--.
Here she was, finally. He saw her appear, framed in a halo of light in the doorway of the house across the way. The male-one loomed behind her, large, uncouth-looking, emanating a harsh, coa.r.s.e aura that Urnikh detested. Margaret paused in the doorway, turning, smiling, her fingers still trailing the touch of his hand, looking up at the male-one in such a way that Urnikh"s soul cried out. Margaret"s aura coruscated through two visible and three invisible spectra. Her eyes shone. Urnikh felt all the moisture of his adoration squeezed out of him.
Never. She had never looked at the dragon in her bookcase like that. Cunning, clever, cuddly, a wonderful artifact; but never with eyes that held the cosmos.
For an instant, he felt anger. Something like what the mortals called hatred, the need for balance, revenge, something to strike or corrupt or dis-enfranchise. Then it pa.s.sed. He was a dragon, a force, not some wretched flawed mortal. He was finer than that. And he loved her.
Enough, he thought. Enough of that. a.s.sociate with them just a short time and their emotional pollution seeps in. Time"s short.
Come, Margaret, he murmured, pouring more power into the command. Come at once! Come now, immediately, come to safety!
But her final moments with the male-one took an eternity and a half. Exerting himself utterly, nonetheless there was nothing the little dragon could do about it. Twice, as tiny inimical fanged creatures with luminous wings and fluorescent exoskeletons came swooping past the doorway in which she stood, he mustered shards of his steadily-diminishing energy to club them into oblivion.
Come on!
Then, finally, she allowed their fingertips to slide apart, and gave him that look again, and descended the few steps to the sidewalk. Urnikh moved up close beside her in an instant, bringing her within his sphere of power but taking care to remain in the shadows of the zabil-globe. She must not see him, the toy, the cunningly articulated plaything, not here, not so far from the bookshelf in her apartment: it would upset her to know that he had traveled all this way to find her, small and vulnerable as he was. And she wouldn"t even understand how much danger he had chanced, just to watch over her. How ironic, he thought: she was the vulnerable one, and yet, most wonderful creature, she would worry so much about him!
Mortaltime trembled at the brink, and all he could do was worry that she got back to the apartment, that he watch over her, back across the city, to Telegraph Hill.
Unseen by Margaret, the night erupted.
The sky over San Francisco turned the color of pigeon-blood rubies! The gateway had fully opened. He had waited too long. The pinhole had become a rent, the rent a fissure, the fissure a chasm, the chasm a total rending of the membrane between mortaltime and the dark spill that lay beyond. The sky sweated blood and screeching demons rode trails of scarlet light down through the roiling clouds, down and down between the high-rise buildings.
He had waited too long! The Master"s faith in him had been misplaced, he"d known that from the start. He was not the good force, never could be, knew too little, waited too long.
All he could do now, was make certain Margaret got back to the sanctu-ary of Telegraph Hill. And from there, safe within his sphere of power, he would try to do what he could do. There was nothing to be done. He had done worse than merely fail. He had brought mortaltime to an end.
She boarded the bus, and he was there. Steel-trap mouth floaters as-saulted the bus, but he sent a tendril of power out through the sphere and squeezed them to pulp.
He protected her through the long, terrible ride.
Nights dissolve into days. Days stack into weeks. Weeks become the cohesions humans call months and years. Time in mortaltime pa.s.ses. The race of dragons ages very slowly. One year, two, four. Wind cleanses the streets and the oceans roll on to empty into the great drain.
"Would you like another grape?" she asked, looking up from her book. The little dragon c.o.c.ked his head and opened his mouth.
"Okay, we"ll try it one more time...and this time you"d better catch it. I"m not getting off this sofa again, I"m too comfortable." She pulled a grape off the stalk, closed one eye and took aim, and popped it across the room toward the bookcase. Urnikh extended his long jaw on its serpentine neck, and snagged the fruit as it sailed past.
"Excellent, absolutely excellent!" Margaret said, smiling at the agility of the performance. "We will send you down to one of the farm clubs first, and let you season a bit, and in a year, maybe two, you"ll be playing center field at Candlestick."
She tossed him a kiss, and went back to her book. It was a fine spring day, and through the open window she could smell fuchsia and gladioli and the scent of garlic and oregano from up the street where Mrs. Capamonte was laying it on for the Sunday night spectacular.
It was, of course, all a creation.
Outside the tiny apartment everything was black ash to the center of the Earth, airless void to the far ends of s.p.a.ce. Nothing lay outside this apart-ment. It had ended, as the Master had feared. Mortaltime had been killed. No creature lived beyond this apartment in its sphere of power. No child laughed, no bird soared, no sponge grew on the floor of an ocean. Nothing. Absolute nothing existed beyond.
Urnikh had failed to sew up the tiniest pinp.r.i.c.k, had simply not been the good force. And mortaltime had ended. The billions and billions had died horribly, and the world had ended, and everything was dark and empty now, never to grow again.
Because mortaltime existed only as a dream of dragons; and for this little dragon, a.s.signed to save the puny humans who were his creations, love had been the greater imperative.
Now, they would exist this way for however long she would live. Here, in Urnikh"s dream.
Living in a world of sweetness and light and pleasure--that did not exist. He would do it all for her, only for her. For Margaret he had sacrificed everything. That which was his to sacrifice, and all that belonged to the unfortunates who had vanished.
For the little dragon, it was sad, and all honor had been lost; but it was worth it. He had his Margaret, and together, here in his dream, they would stay. Until she, too, died.
And then it would be very hard to go on. With her gone. With all that was left of the world gone. It would be terribly hard to bear these human emotions he had taken on. Loneliness, sadness, loss. It would then, truly, be the end of all things.
And even little dragons grow old--slowly, ever so slowly.
Gwydion and.
the Dragon.
C. J. Cherryh.
C. J. Cherryh began writing stories at the age of ten, when she became frustrated with the cancellation of her favorite TV show, Flash Gordon. She has a Master of Arts degree in cla.s.sics from Johns Hopkins University, where she was a Woodrow Wilson fellow, and taught Latin, Ancient Greek, the cla.s.sics, and ancient history at John Marshall High School in Oklahoma City. Cherryh wrote novels in her spare time, when not teaching, and in 1975 sold her first novels, Gate of Ivrel and Brothers of Earth, to Donald A. Wollheim at DAW Books. The books won her immediate recognition and the John W. Campbell Award for Best New Writer in 1977. In 1979, Donald Wollheim had given her a a three-book advance, she quit teaching, and "Ca.s.sandra" won the Best Short Story Hugo. She has since won the Hugo Award for Best Novel twice, first for Downbelow Station in 1982 and then again for Cyteen in 1989. Her most recent novels are the major new Alliance-Union novel, Regenesis, and new Foreigner novel, Deceiver. She lives near Spokane, Washington, and enjoys figure skating and traveling. She regularly makes appearances at science fiction conventions.
Once upon a time there was a dragon, and once upon that time a prince who undertook to win the hand of the elder and fairer of two princesses-- Not that this prince wanted either of Madog"s daughters, although rumors said that Eri was as wise and as gentle, as sweet and as fair as her sister Glasog was cruel and ill-favored. The truth was that this prince would marry either princess if it would save his father and his people; and neither if he had had any choice in the matter. He was Gwydion ap Ogan, and of princes in Dyfed he was the last.
Being a prince of Dyfed did not, understand, mean banners and trumpets and gilt armor and crowds of courtiers. King Ogan"s palace was a rambling stone house of dusty rafters hung with cooking-pots and old harness; king Ogan"s wealth was mostly in pigs and pasture the same as all Ogan"s subjects; Gwydion"s war-horse was a black gelding with a crooked blaze and s.h.a.ggy feet, who had fought against the bandits from the high hills. Gwydion"s armor, serviceable in that perpetual warfare, was scarred leather and plain mail, with new links bright among the old; and lance or pennon he had none--the folk of Ogan"s kingdom were not lowland knights, heavily armored, but hunters in the hills and woods, and for weapons this prince carried only a one-handed sword and a bow and a quiver of gray-feathered arrows.
His companion, riding beside him on a bay pony, happened through no choice of Gwydion"s to be Owain ap Llodri, the houndmaster"s son, his good friend, by no means his squire: Owain had lain in wait along the way, on a borrowed bay mare--Owain had simply a.s.sumed he was going, and that Gwydion had only hesitated, for friendship"s sake, to ask him. So he saved Gwydion the necessity.
And the lop-eared old b.i.t.c.h trotting by the horses" feet was Mili: Mili was fierce with bandits, and had respected neither Gwydion"s entreaties nor Owain"s commands thus far: stones might drive her off for a few minutes, but Mili came back again; that was the sort Mili was. That was the sort Owain was too, and Gwydion could refuse neither of them. So Mili panted along at the pace they kept, with big-footed Blaze and the bow-nosed bay, whose name might have been Swallow or maybe not--the poets forget--and as they rode Owain and Gwydion talked mostly about dogs and hunting.
That, as the same poets say, was the going of prince Gwydion into king Madog"s realm.
Now no one in Dyfed knew where Madog had come from. Some said he had been a king across the water. Some said he was born of a Roman and a Pict and had gotten sorcery in his mother"s blood. Some said he had bargained with a dragon for his sorcery--certainly there was a dragon: devastation followed Madog"s conquests, from one end of Dyfed to the other.
Reasonably reliable sources said Madog had applied first to king Bran, across the mountains, to settle at his court, and Bran having once laid eyes on Madog"s elder daughter, had l.u.s.ted after her beyond all good sense and begged Madog for her.
Give me your daughter, Bran had said to Madog, and I"ll give you your heart"s desire. But Madog had confessed that Eri was betrothed already, to a terrible dragon, who sometimes had the form of a man, and who had bespelled Madog and all his house: if Bran could overcome this dragon he might have Eri with his blessings, and his grat.i.tude and the faithful help of his sorcery all his life; but if he died childless, Madog, by Bran"s own oath, must be his heir.
That was the beginning of Madog"s kingdom. So smitten was Bran that he swore to those terms, and died that very day, after which Madog ruled in his place.
After that, Madog had made the same proposal to three of his neighbor kings, one after the other, proposing that each should ally with him and unite their kingdoms if the youngest son could win Eri from the dragon"s spell and provide him an heir. But no prince ever came back from his quest. And the next youngest then went, until all the sons of the kings were gone, so that the kingdoms fell under Madog"s rule.
After them, Madog sent to king Ban, and his sons died, last of all prince Rhys, Gwydion"s friend. And Ban"s heart broke, and Ban took to his bed and died.
Some whispered now that the dragon actually served Madog, that it had indeed brought Madog to power, under terms no one wanted to guess, and that this dragon did indeed have another form, which was the shape of a knight in strange armor, who would become Eri"s husband if no other could win her. Some said (but none could prove the truth of it) that the dragon-knight had come from far over the sea, and that he devoured the sons and daughters of conquered kings, that being the tribute Madog gave him. But whatever the truth of that rumor, the dragon hunted far and wide in the lands Madog ruled and did not disdain to take the sons and daughters of farmers and shepherds too. Devastation went under his shadow, trees withered under his breath, and no one saw him outside his dragon shape and returned to tell of it, except only Madog and (rumor said) his younger daughter Glasog, who was a sorceress as cruel as her father.