"You and I are going to create them."
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Dream Done Green She pleaded with him. "Have you gone absolutely mad? We"re not in the miracle business, you know."
The horse walked to the window and stared down at the Greengreen Sea. His reply was distant. "No . . . we"re in the dream business . .. remember?"
A cloud of remembrance came over Casperdan"s exquisite face. For a moment, she did-but it wasn"t enough to stem the tide of objection. Though she stopped shouting.
"Please, Per . . . take a long, logical look at this before you commit yourself to something that can only hurt you worse in the end."
He turned and stared evenly at her. "Casperdan, for many, many years now I"ve done nothing but observe things with a reasoned eye, done nothing without thinking it through beginning, middle, and end and all possible ramifications, done nothing I wasn"t absolutely sure of completing.
"Now I"m going to take a chance. Not because I want to do it this way, but because I"ve run out of options. I"m not mad, no ... but I am obsessed." He looked away from her.
"But I can"t do it without you, d.a.m.n it, and you know why ... no mal can bead a private concern that employs humans."
She threw up her hands and stalked back to her desk. It was silent in the office for many minutes. Then she spoke softly.
"Pericles, I don"t share your obsession . . . I"ve matured, you know . . . now I think I can survive with just the memory of my dream-share. But you rescued me from my own narcissism. And you"ve given me ... other things. If you can"t shake this psychotic notion of yours, I"ll stay around till you can."
Horses and geniuses don"t cry ... ah, but poets ...!
And that is how the irony came about-that the first world where terraforming was attempted was not some sterile alien globe, but Old Earth itself. Or as the horse 135.
Pericles is reputed to have said, "Remade in its own image."
The oceans were cleared ... the laborious, incredibly costly first step. That done, and with a little help from two thousand chemists and bioengineers, the atmosphere began to cleanse itself. That first new air was neither sweet nor fresh-but neither was it toxic.
Gra.s.ses are the shock troops of nature. Moved in first, the special tough strains took hold in the raped soil. Bacteria and nutrients were added, fast-multiplying strains that spread rapidly. From the beachheads near the Arctic and in the high mountains flora and fauna were reintroduced.
Then came the major reseeding of the superfast trees: spruce and white pine, juniper and birch, cypress and mori and teak, fir and ash. And from a tiny, museum on Duntroon, long preserved Sequoia and citrus.
Eventually there was a day when the first flowers were replanted. The hand-planting of the first bush-a green rose-was watched by the heads of the agricultural staffs, a black horse, and a ravishing woman in the postbloom of her first rejuvenation.
That"s when Pericles registered the Articles. They aroused only minor interest within the sleepy, vast Empire. The subject was good for a few days" conversation before the mult.i.tudes returned to more important news.
But among the mal, there was something in the Articles and accompanying pictures that tugged at nerves long since sealed off in men and mankind by time and by choice. Something that pulled each rough soul toward an unspectacular planet circling an unremarkable star in a distant corner of s.p.a.ce.
So the mal went back to Old Earth. Not all, but many. They left the trappings of Imperial civilization and confusing intelligence and went to the first mal planet.
More simply, they went home.
There they labored not for man, but for themselves.
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Dream Done Green And when a few interested humans applied for permission to emigrate there, they were turned back by the private patrol. For the Articles composed by the horse Pericles forbade the introduction of man to Old Earth. Those Articles were written in endurasteel, framed in paragraphs of molten duralloy. Neither human curiosity nor money could make a chip in them.
It was clear to judges and law machines that while the Articles (especially the phrase about "the meek finally inheriting the Earth") might not have been good manners or good taste, they were very good law.
It was finished.
It was secured.
It was given unto the mal till the end of time.
Casperdan and Pericles left the maze that was now Dream Enterprises and went to Old Earth. They came to stand on the same place where they"d stood decades before.
Now clean low surf grumbled and subsided on a beach of polished sand that was home to sh.e.l.lfish and worms and brittle stars..They stood on a field of low, waving green gra.s.s. In the distance a family of giraffe moved like sentient signal towers toward the horizon. The male saw them, swung its long neck in greeting. Pericles responded with a long, high whinny.
To their left, in the distance, the first mountains began. Not bare and empty now, but covered with a mat of thick evergreen crowned with new snow.
They breathed in the heady scent of fresh clover and distant honeysuckle.
"It"s done," he said.
Casperdan nodded and began to remove her clothes. Someday she would bring a husband down here. She was the sole exception in the Articles. Her golden hair fell in waves to her waist. Someday, yes ... But for now...
"You know, Pericles, it really wasn"t necessary. All this, I mean."
The stallion pawed at the thick loam underfoot.
"What percentage of dreams are necessary, Cas- 137.
perdan? You know, for many mal intelligence was not a gift but a curse. It was always that way for man, too, but he had more time to grow into it. For the mal it came like lightning, as a shock. The mal are still tied to their past-to this world. As I am still tied. Have you ever seen mal as happy as they are here?
"Certainly sentience came too quickly for the horse. According to the ancient texts we once had a special relationship with man that rivaled the dog"s. That vanished millennia ago. The dog kept it, though, and so did the cat, and certain others. Other mal never missed it because they never had it. But the horse did, and couldn"t cope with the knowledge of that loss that intelligence brought. There weren"t many of us left, Casperdan.
"But we"ll do well here. This is home. Man would feel it too, if he came here now. Feel it ... and ruin this world all over again. That"s why I wrote the Articles."
She was clad only in shorts now and to her great surprise found she was trembling slightly. She hadn"t done that since she was fifteen. How long ago was that? Good G.o.d, had she ever been fifteen? But her face and figure were those of a girl of twenty. Rejuvenation.
"Pericles, I want back what you promised. I want back what I had in the Meadows of Blood in the Ravaged Mountains."
"Of course," he replied, as though it had happened yesterday. A mal"s sense of time is different from man"s, and Pericles" was different from that of most mal.
"You know, I have a confession to make."
She was startled to see that the relentless dreamer was embarra.s.sed!
"It was done only to bribe you, you know. But in truth ... in truth, I think I enjoyed it as much as you. And I"m ashamed, because I still don"t understand why."
He kicked at the dirt.
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Dream Done Green She smiled understandingly. "It"s the old bonds you talk about, Per. I think they must work both ways."
She walked up to him and entwined her left hand in his mane, threw the other over his back. A pull and she was up. Her movement was done smoothly . . . she"d practiced it ten thousand times in her mind.
Both hands dug tightly into the silver-black mane. Leaning forward, she pressed her cheek against the cool neck and felt ropes of muscle taut beneath the skin. The antic.i.p.ation was so painful it hurt to speak, "I"m ready," she whispered breathlessly.
"So am I," he replied.
Then the horse Pericles gave her what few humans had had for millennia, what had been outlawed in the Declaration of Animal"s Rights, what they"d shared in the Meadows of Blood a billion years ago.
Gave her back the small part of the dream that was hers.
Tail flying, hooves digging dirt, magnificent body moving effortlessly over the rolling hills and gra.s.s, the horse became brother to the wind as he and his rider thundered off toward the waiting mountains. . . .
And that"s why there"s confusion in the old records. Because they knew all about Casperdan in the finest detail, but all they knew about the horse Pericles was that he was a genius and a poet. Now, there"s ample evidence as to his genius. But the inquisitive are puzzled when they search and find no record of his poetry.
Even if they knew, they wouldn"t understand.
The poetry, you see, was when he moved.
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He When I wrote the first version of this story, "jaws" were something that took up s.p.a.ce between your neck and nose. While the story has undergone considerable rewriting to bring it to its current state, the central figure hasn"t changed a bit.
In fact, there"s even a nonverbal reference to Him in that notorious novel and movie named after that thing which takes up s.p.a.ce between . . . you remember. Our hero, the police chief, is thumbing through several books on sharks. One picture shows a black-and-white photo of four scientists standing together, within one of His jaws.
So while I loved the book and the movie, after researching this story I had to be a bit disappointed in the minnowish size of Mr. Bencbley s main character.
He came out of the abyss and out of the eons, and He didn"t belong. His kind had pa.s.sed from the world long ago, and it was better thus for the world, for They were of all Nature"s creations the most terrible.
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He But still He survived, last of His kind, a relic of the time when They had ruled most of this world. He was old, now, terribly old, but with His kind it showed little. He"d stayed to Himself, haunting the hidden kingdom of darkness and pressure. But now, again, something impelled Him upward, something inside the superb engine of Himself drove Him toward the light, something neither He nor anyone could understand.
Two men died. The reason was basic.
The rain had worked itself out and the sun was shining by the time Poplar reached the station. The building was as unspectacular as the simple sign set into the white stucco.
UNITED STATES.
OCEANOGRAPHIC.
RESEARCH STATION.
DEPARTMENT OF THE INTERIOR.
AMERICAN SAMOA.
He pushed through a series of doors and checkpoints, occasionally pausing to chat with friends and coworkers. As station director, it was his obligation as well as a pleasure.
The door to his own offices was hah* ajar. Long ago he"d lost the habit of stopping to admire the gold letters set into the cloudy gla.s.s.
DR. WOODRUTH L, POPLAR DIRECTOR.
He paused in front of Elaine"s desk. She"d arrived some six months ago, the first crimp in a routine otherwise unbroken for the past five yeafs-His first reactions had been confused. He still was. She swiveled around from her pile of books to face him.
In her mid-twenties, Elaine Shai had tiny, delicate features that would keep her looking childlike into her forties and fifties. Long auburn hair fell loosely in 141.
back, framing small blue eyes, a tiny gash of a mouth, and a, dimpled chin. In contrast, her unnervingly spectacular figure was enveloped in print jeans and a badly outflanked white blouse. She had a fresh yellow frangi-pani behind one ear. She looked great.
The elfin illusion was blurred only when she opened her mouth. Her accent was pure Brooklyn. It had disconcerted Poplar only once, when he"d greeted her on her arrival at the airport. From that point, for all it mattered, she could have chattered away in Twi. But she bothered him. "Well, what are you staring at, Tree?" "You must be using a new shampoo," he said easily. "Your follicles are in bloom."
She grinned, touched the flower lightly. "Pretty, isn"t it? He"s in your office. I got tired of him staring at the door. Strange old bird. Never took his hands off that package. But you know these small-island Matai better than I do, Doctor. Stuffy." "Proud, you mean."
She popped her bubblegum at him. That was her one disgusting habit. He pushed open the door to his office.
As always, his first glance was reserved for the magnificent view of the harbor out his back window. He was always afraid he"d come in one day and find a view of downtown New York, the one from his old office at Columbia. Rea.s.sured, he turned to greet the man seated in front of his desk.
Standing in front of his chair, he managed to take a fast inventory of the papers and envelopes padding his desk while at the same time extending a greeting hand.
"Talofa," he said.
"h.e.l.lo, Dr. Poplar. My name is Ha"apu." The oldster"s grip was firm and tight. He sat down when Poplar did.
The director stared at the man across from him. On second and third glance, maybe he wasn"t so old. That Gauguinish face, weather-beaten and sunburnt, could 142.
He have as well seen forty summers as seventy. The few lines running in it were like sculpture in a well-decorated home, placed here and there strategically, for character, to please the eye. The hair was cut short and freckled with white.
The Matai retained a taut, blocky build. Ropes of stringy muscle flexed when his arms shifted. He matched Poplar"s 175 cms. in height.
"I"ve come a distance to see you, Dr. Poplar."
"You sure have, all by yourself, if what they tell me is true. I"m flattered." He changed to his best fatherly-executive style, which was pretty sad. "How are things on Tafahi?"
The old chief shook his head slowly. "Not good. Since He came."
"I"m sorry to hear that," replied Poplar in what he hoped was a convincing display of sincerity. Privately he didn"t give much of a d.a.m.n about daily life on Tafahi. "Uh ... who is "He"?"
"I have heard over the television that you are a Doctor to the Sea. Is this true?"
Poplar smiled condescendingly. "I can"t cure storms or improve fishing, if that"s what you mean." Educational television had performed miracles in reaching and teaching the widely scattered Polynesian and Mel-anesian peoples throughout the Pacific.
It was Ha"apu"s turn to smile. "I still think we may be better at that than you." He turned somber again. "By Sea-Doctor, I mean that it is your business, your life, to study what the ocean is, what lives in it, and why Tangaroa does the things he does."
"That"s a very astute summation," replied the director. He felt the sea-G.o.d himself would have approved, and his estimation of this man"s intelligence went up a notch.