He laid the book down and in his turn he moved away towards the billiard-table. Margaret Pettifer remained. She had been struck by the curious deliberate words her husband had used. Was this the hint for which she was looking out? She took up the little book. It was a copy of _Notes and Queries_. She opened it.
It was a small periodical magazine made up of printed questions which contributors sent in search of information and answers to those questions from the pens of other contributors. Mrs. Pettifer glanced through the leaves, hoping to light upon the page which her husband had been studying. But he had closed the book when he laid it down and she found nothing to justify his remark. Yet he had not spoken without intention.
Of that she was convinced, and her conviction was strengthened the next moment, for as she turned again towards the drawing-room Robert Pettifer looked once sharply towards her and as sharply away. Mrs. Pettifer understood that glance. He was wondering whether she had noticed what in that magazine had interested him. But she did not pursue him with questions. She merely made up her mind to examine the copy of _Notes and Queries_ at a time when she could bring more leisure to the task.
She waited impatiently for the party to break up but eleven o"clock had struck before any one proposed to go. Then all took their leave at once.
Robert Pettifer and his wife went out into the hall with the rest, lest others seeing them remain should stay behind too; and whilst they stood a little apart from the general bustle of departure Margaret Pettifer saw Stella Ballantyne come lightly down the stairs, and a savage fury suddenly whirled in her head and turned her dizzy. She thought of all the trouble and harm this young woman was bringing into their ordered family and she would not have it that she was innocent. She saw Stella with her cloak open upon her shoulders radiant and glistening and slender against the dark panels of the staircase, youth in her face, enjoyment sparkling in her eyes, and her fingers itched to strip her of her bright frock, her gloves, her slim satin slippers, the delicate white lace which nestled against her bosom. She clothed her in the heavy shapeless garments, the coa.r.s.e shoes and stockings of the convict; she saw her working desperately against time upon an ign.o.ble task with black and broken finger-nails. If longing could have worked the miracle, thus at this hour would Stella Ballantyne have sat and worked, all the colour of her faded to a hideous drab, all the grace of her withered. Mrs. Pettifer turned away with so abrupt a movement and so disordered a face that Robert asked her if she was ill.
"No, it"s nothing," she said and against her will her eyes were drawn back to the staircase. But Stella Ballantyne had disappeared and Margaret Pettifer drew her breath in relief. She felt that there had been danger in her moment of pa.s.sion, danger and shame; and already enough of those two evils waited about them.
Stella, meanwhile, with a glance towards d.i.c.k Hazlewood, had slipped back into the big room. Then she waited for a moment until the door opened and d.i.c.k came in.
"I had not said good-night to you," she exclaimed, coming towards him and giving him her hands, "and I wanted to say it to you here, when we were alone. For I must thank you for to-night, you and your father. Oh, I have no words."
The tears were very near to her eyes and they were audible in her low voice. d.i.c.k Hazlewood was quick to answer her.
"Good! For there"s need of none. Will you ride to-morrow?"
Stella took her hands from his and moved across the room towards the great bay window with its gla.s.s doors.
"I should love to," she said.
"Eight. Is that too early after to-night?"
"No, that"s the good time," she returned with a smile. "We have the day at its best and the world to ourselves."
"I"ll bring the same horse round. He knows you now, doesn"t he?"
"Thank you," said Stella. She unlatched the gla.s.s door and opened it.
"You"ll lock it after me, won"t you?"
"No," said d.i.c.k. "I"ll see you to your door."
But Stella refused his company. She stood in the doorway.
"There"s no need! See what a night it is!" and the beauty of it crept into her soul and stilled her voice. The moon rode in a blue sky, a disc of glowing white, the great cedar-trees flung their shadows wide over the bright lawns and not a branch stirred.
"Listen," said Stella in a whisper and the river rippling against its banks with now a deep sob and now a fairy"s laugh sang to them in notes most musical and clear. That liquid melody and the flutter of a bird"s wings in the bough of a tree were the only sounds. They stood side by side, she looking out over the garden to the dim and pearly hills, he gazing at her uplifted face and the pure column of her throat. They stood in a most dangerous silence. The air came cool and fresh to their nostrils. Stella drew it in with a smile.
"Good-night!" She laid her hand for a second on his arm. "Don"t come with me!"
"Why not?"
And the answer came in a clear whisper:
"I am afraid."
Stella seemed to feel the man at her side suddenly grow very still.
"It"s only a step," she went on quickly and she pa.s.sed out of the window on to the pathway. d.i.c.k Hazlewood followed but she turned to him and raised her hand.
"Don"t," she pleaded; the voice was troubled but her eyes were steady.
"If you come with me I shall tell you."
"What?" he interrupted, and the quickness of the interruption broke the spell which the night had laid upon her.
"I shall tell you again how much I thank you," she said lightly. "I shall cross the meadow by the garden gate. That brings me to my door."
She gathered her skirt in her hand and crossed the pathway to the edge of the gra.s.s.
"You can"t do that," exclaimed d.i.c.k and he was at her side. He stooped and felt the turf. "Even the lawn"s drenched. Crossing the meadow you"ll be ankle-deep in dew. You must promise never to go home across the meadow when you dine with us."
He spoke, chiding her as if she had been a mutinous child, and with so much anxiety that she laughed.
"You see, you have become rather precious to me," he added.
Though the month was July she that night was all April, half tears, half laughter. The smile pa.s.sed from her lips and she raised her hands to her face with the swiftness of one who has been struck.
"What"s the matter?" he asked, and she drew her hand away.
"Don"t you understand?" she asked, and answered the question herself.
"No, why should you?" She turned to him suddenly, her bosom heaving, her hands clenched. "Do you know what place I fill here, in my own county?
Years ago, when I was a child, there was supposed to be a pig-faced woman in Great Beeding. She lived in a small yellow cottage in the Square. It was pointed out to strangers as one of the sights of the town. Sometimes they were shown her shadow after dusk between the lamp and the blind.
Sometimes you might have even caught a glimpse of her slinking late at night along the dark alleys. Well, the pig-faced woman has gone and I have taken her place."
"No," cried d.i.c.k. "That"s not true."
"It is," she answered pa.s.sionately. "I am the curiosity. I am the freak.
The townspeople take a pride in me, yes, just the same pride they took in her, and I find that pride more difficult to bear than all the aversion of the Pettifers. I too slink out early in the morning or late after night has fallen. And you"--the pa.s.sion of bitterness died out of her voice, her hands opened and hung at her sides, a smile of tenderness shone on her face--"you come with me. You ride with me early. With you I learn to take no heed. You welcome me to your house. You speak to me as you spoke just now." Her voice broke and a cry of gladness escaped from her which went to d.i.c.k Hazlewood"s heart. "Oh, you shall see me to my door. I"ll not cross the meadow. I"ll go round by the road." She stopped and drew a breath.
"I"ll tell you something."
"What?"
"It"s rather good to be looked after. I know. It has never happened to me before. Yes, it"s very good," and she drew out the words with a low laugh of happiness.
"Stella!" he said, and at the mention of her name she caught her hands up to her heart. "Oh, thank you!"
The hall-door was closed and all but one car had driven away when they turned the corner of the house and came out in the broad drive. They walked in the moonlight with a perfume of flowers in the air and the big yellow cups of the evening primroses gleaming on either side. They walked slowly. Stella knew that she should quicken her feet but she could not bring herself to do more than know it. She sought to take into her heart every tiniest detail of that walk so that in memory she might, years after, walk it again and so never be quite alone. They pa.s.sed out through the great iron gates and turned into the lane. Here great elms overhung and now they walked in darkness, and now again were bathed in light. A twig snapped beneath her foot; even so small a thing she would remember.
"We must hurry," she said.
"We are doing all that we can," replied d.i.c.k. "It"s a long way--this walk."
"You feel it so?" said Stella, tempting him--oh, unwisely! But the spell of the hour and the place was upon her.
"Yes," he answered her. "It"s a long way in a man"s life," and he drew close to her side.
"No!" she cried with a sudden violence. But she was awake too late. "No, d.i.c.k, no," she repeated, but his arms were about her.
"Stella, I want you. Oh, life"s dull for a man without a woman; I can tell you," he exclaimed pa.s.sionately.