To Thresk this point of view was horrible; and there was no arguing against it. It was inspired by the dreadful vanity of a narrow, shallow nature, and Thresk"s experience had never shown him anything more difficult to combat and overcome.
"So for the sake of your reputation for consistency you will make a very unhappy woman bear shame and obloquy which she might easily be spared?
You could find a thousand excuses for breaking off the marriage."
"You put the case very harshly, Mr. Thresk," said Hazlewood. "But you have not considered my position," and he went indignantly back to the library.
Thresk shrugged his shoulders. After all if d.i.c.k Hazlewood turned his back upon Stella she would not hear the abuse or suffer the shame. That she would take the dark journey as she declared he could not doubt. And no one could prevent her--not even he himself, though his heart might break at her taking it. All depended upon d.i.c.k.
He appeared a few minutes afterwards fresh from his ride, glowing with good-humour and contentment. But the sight of Thresk surprised him.
"Hulloa," he cried. "Good-morning. I thought you were going to catch the eight forty-five."
"I felt lazy," answered Thresk. "I sent off some telegrams to put off my engagements."
"Good," said d.i.c.k, and he sat down at the breakfast-table. As he poured out a cup of tea, Thresk said:
"I think I heard you were over thirty."
"Yes."
"Thirty"s a good age," said Thresk.
"It looks back on youth," answered d.i.c.k.
"That"s just what I mean," remarked Thresk. "Do you mind a cigarette?"
"Not at all."
Thresk smoked and while he smoked he talked, not carelessly yet careful not to emphasize his case. "Youth is a graceful thing of high-sounding words and impetuous thoughts, but like many other graceful things it can be very hard and very cruel."
d.i.c.k Hazlewood looked closely and quickly at his companion. But he answered casually:
"It is supposed to be generous."
"And it is--to itself," replied Thresk. "Generous when its sympathies are enlisted, generous so long as all goes well with it: generous because it is confident of triumph. But its generosity is not a matter of judgment.
It does not come from any wide outlook upon a world where there is a good deal to be said for everything. It is a matter of physical health."
"Yes?" said d.i.c.k.
"And once affronted, once hurt, youth finds it difficult to forgive."
So far both men had been debating on an abstract topic without any immediate application to themselves. But now d.i.c.k leaned across the table with a smile upon his face which Thresk did not understand.
"And why do you say this to me this morning, Mr. Thresk?" he asked pointedly.
"Yes, it"s rather an impertinence, isn"t it?" Thresk agreed. "But I was looking into a case late last night in which irrevocable and terrible things are going to happen if there is not forgiveness."
d.i.c.k took his cigarette-case from his pocket.
"I see," he remarked, and struck a match. Both men rose from the table and at the door d.i.c.k turned.
"Your case, of course, has not yet come on," he said.
"No," answered Thresk, "but it will very soon."
They went into the library, and Mr. Hazlewood greeted his son with a vivacity which for weeks had been absent from his demeanour.
"Did you ride this morning?" he asked.
"Yes, but Stella didn"t. She sent word over that she was tired. I must go across and see how she is."
Mr. Hazlewood interposed quickly:
"There is no need of that, my boy; she is coming here this morning."
"Oh!"
d.i.c.k looked at his father in astonishment.
"She said no word of it to me last night--and I saw her home. I suppose she sent word over about that too?"
He looked from one to the other of his companions, but neither answered him. Some uneasiness indeed was apparent in them both.
"Oho!" he said with a smile. "Stella"s coming over and I know nothing of it. Mr. Thresk"s lazy, so remains at Little Beeding and delivers a lecture to me over breakfast. And you, father, seem in remarkable spirits."
Mr. Hazlewood seized upon the opportunity to interrupt his son"s reflections.
"I am, my boy," he cried. "I walked in the fields this morning and--" But he got no further with his explanations, for the sound of Mrs.
Pettifer"s voice rang high in the hall and she burst into the room.
"Harold, I have only a moment. Good morning, Mr. Thresk," she cried in a breath. "I have something to say to you."
Thresk was disturbed. Suppose that Stella came while Mrs. Pettifer was here! She must not speak in Mrs. Pettifer"s presence. Somehow Mrs.
Pettifer must be dismissed. No such anxiety, however, hara.s.sed Mr.
Hazlewood.
"Say it, Margaret," he said, smiling benignantly upon her. "You cannot annoy me this morning. I am myself again," and d.i.c.k"s eyes turned sharply upon him. "All my old powers of observation have returned, my old interest in the great dark riddle of human life has re-awakened. The brain, the sedulous, active brain, resumes its work to-day asking questions, probing problems. I rose early, Margaret," he flourished his hands like one making a speech, "and walking in the fields amongst the cows a most curious speculation forced itself upon my mind. How is it, I asked myself--"
It seemed that Mr. Hazlewood was destined never to complete a sentence that morning, for Margaret Pettifer at this point banged her umbrella upon the floor.
"Stop talking, Harold, and listen to me! I have been speaking with Robert and we withdraw all opposition to d.i.c.k"s marriage."
Mr. Hazlewood was dumfoundered.
"You, Margaret--you of all people!" he stammered.
"Yes," she replied decisively. "Robert likes her and Robert is a good judge of a woman. That"s one thing. Then I believe d.i.c.k is going to take St. Quentins; isn"t that so, d.i.c.k?"