"I beg your pardon," said Thresk with a laugh which made him human on the instant.
"Well, it"s true," said Jane Repton in a rush. "She told me the truth--what you know and more. He stripped when he was drunk, stripped to the skin. Think of it! Stella told me that and broke down. Oh, if you had seen her! For Stella to give way--that alone must alarm her friends.
Oh, but the look of her! She sat by my side on the sofa, wringing her hands, with the tears pouring down her face ..." Thresk rose quickly from his chair.
"Thank you," he said, cutting her short. He wanted to hear no more. He held out his hand to her with a certain abruptness.
Mrs. Repton rose too.
"What are you going to do?" she asked breathlessly. "I must know I have a right to, I think. I have told you so much. I was in great doubt whether I should tell you anything. But--" Her voice broke and she ended her plea lamely enough: "I am very fond of Stella."
"I know that," said Thresk, and his voice was grateful and his face most friendly.
"Well, what are you going to do?"
"I am going to write to her to ask her to join me in Bombay," he replied.
CHAPTER X
NEWS FROM CHITIPUR
A long silence followed upon his words. Jane Repton turned to the mantelshelf and moved an ornament here and another one there. She had contemplated this very consequence of Thresk"s journey to Chitipur. She had actually worked for it herself. She was frank enough to acknowledge that. None the less his announcement, quietly as he had made it, was a shock to her. She did not, however, go back upon her work; and when she spoke it was rather to make sure that he was not going to act upon an unconsidered impulse.
"It will damage your career," she said. "Of course you have thought of that."
"It will alter it," he answered, "if she comes to me. I shall go out of Parliament, of course."
"And your practice?"
"That will suffer too for a while no doubt. But even if I lost it altogether I should not be a poor man."
"You have saved money?"
"No. There has not been much time for that, but for a good many years now I have collected silver and miniatures. I know something about them and the collection is of value."
"I see."
Mrs. Repton looked at him now. Oh, yes, he had thought his proposal out during the night journey to Bombay--not a doubt of it.
"Stella, too, will suffer," she said.
"Worse than she does now?" asked Thresk.
"No. But her position will be difficult for awhile at least," and she came towards Thresk and pleaded.
"You will be thoughtful of her, for her? Oh, if you should play her false--how I should hate you!" and her eyes flashed fire at him.
"I don"t think that you need fear that."
But he was too calm for her, too quiet. She was in the mood to want heroics. She clamoured for protestations as a drug for her uneasy mind.
And Thresk stood before her without one. She searched his face with doubtful eyes. Oh, there seemed to her no tenderness in it.
"She will need--love," said Mrs. Repton. "There--that"s the word. Can you give it her?"
"If she comes to me--yes. I have wanted her for eight years," and then suddenly she got, not heroics, but a glimpse of a real pa.s.sion. A spasm of pain convulsed his face. He sat down and beat with his fist upon the table. "It was horrible to me to ride away from that camp and leave her there--miles away from any friend. I would have torn her from him by force if there had been a single hope that way. But his levies would have barred the road. No, this was the only chance: to come away to Bombay, to write to her that the first day, the first night she is able to slip out and travel here she will find me waiting."
Mrs. Repton was satisfied. But while he had been speaking a new fear had entered into her.
"There"s something I should have thought of," she exclaimed.
"Yes?"
"Captain Ballantyne is not generous. He is just the sort of man not to divorce his wife."
Thresk raised his head. Clearly that possibility had no more occurred to him than it had to Jane Repton. He thought it over now.
"Just the sort of man," he agreed. "But we must take that risk--if she comes."
"The letter"s not yet written," Mrs. Repton suggested.
"But it will be," he replied, and then he stood and confronted her. "Do you wish me not to write it?"
She avoided his eyes, she looked upon the floor, she began more than one sentence of evasion; but in the end she took both his hands in hers and said stoutly:
"No, I don"t! Write! Write!"
"Thank you!"
He went to the door, and when he had reached it she called to him in a low voice.
"Mr. Thresk, what did you mean when you repeated and repeated if she comes?"
Thresk came slowly back into the room.
"I meant that eight years ago I gave her a very good reason why she should put no faith in me."
He told her that quite frankly and simply, but he told her no more than that, and she let him go. He went back to the great hotel on the Apollo Bund and sent off a number of cablegrams to London saying that he had missed his steamer and that the work waiting for him must go to other hands. The letter to Stella Ballantyne he kept to the last. It could not reach her immediately in any case since she was in camp. For all he knew it might be weeks before she read it; and he had need to go warily in the writing of it. Certain words she had used to him were an encouragement; but there were others which made him doubt whether she would have any faith in him. Every now and then there had been a savour of bitterness.
Once she had been shamed because of him, on Bignor Hill where Stane Street runs to Chichester, and a second time in front of him in the tent at Chitipur. No, it was not an easy letter which he had to write, and he took the night and the greater part of the next day to decide upon its wording. It could not in any case go until the night-mail. He had finished it and directed it by six o"clock in the evening and he went down with the letter in his hand into the big lounge to post it in the box there. But it never was posted.
Close to the foot of the staircase stood a tape machine, and as Thresk descended he heard the clicking of the instrument and saw the usual small group of visitors about it. They were mostly Americans, and they were reading out to one another the latest prices of the stock-markets. Some of the chatter reached to Thresk"s inattentive ears, and when he was only two steps from the floor one carelessly-spoken phrase interjected between the values of two securities brought him to a stop. The speaker was a young man with a squarish face and thick hair parted accurately in the middle. He was dressed in a thin grey suit and he was pa.s.sing the tape between his fingers as it ran out. The picture of him was impressed during that instant upon Thresk"s mind, so that he could never afterwards forget it.
"Copper"s up one point," he was saying, "that"s fine. Who"s Captain Ballantyne, I wonder? United Steel has dropped seven-eighths. Well, that doesn"t affect me," and so he ran on.
Thresk heard no more of what he said. He stood wondering what news could have come up on the tape of Captain Ballantyne who was out in camp in the state of Chitipur, or if there was another Captain Ballantyne. He joined the little group in front of the machine, and picking up the ribbon from the floor ran his eyes backwards along it until he came to "United Steel." The sentence in front of that ran as follows: