"They make me feel as if I were in the woods."
She sighed, checked the vain regret, and added cheerfully.
"Mrs. Dennison brought them to me. Was it not thoughtful of her? I was wishing for them last night."
"Very thoughtful," I said.
"You look tired," she observed; "sit down and we will have one of our old, quiet hours. Mr. Lee had to go out, and Mrs. Dennison has gone to Jessie"s room; so we shall be all alone."
Another falsehood! My blood fairly boiled! Lottie had just seen the pair in the garden. But I could not speak--a word, a look might have destroyed that poor creature"s peace forever! No syllable from my lips should send a thought of suspicion to her heart!
I did sit down, and we had a long, pleasant conversation; for with those whom she knew well, Mrs. Lee was an exceedingly agreeable companion, although ill-health had made her nervous in the presence of strangers.
After a time she began to speak of Jessie, and then it occurred to me that it would be a favorable opportunity to tell her of Jessie"s desire to visit Mrs. Bosworth.
She was shocked to hear of her young favorite"s illness, and when I told her how anxious he was to see Jessie, and how necessary it seemed that he should not be opposed, she agreed with me that her daughter ought to go.
"Certainly, certainly," she said. "Mr. Lee will think so too. You were quite right to promise, Miss Hyde."
"I thought so."
"Poor young man! Do you know, Martha Hyde, I used to think he was very fond of our Jessie? But of late I have so seldom left my room, or seen any one, that I don"t know what goes on."
I did not answer, and she changed the subject, with the excitability of all sick people.
"Mrs. Dennison makes the house very gay," she said.
"Very! Her manners are charming!"
"She seems a superior woman. Do you begin to like her, Martha?"
"Oh, I am difficult to please, you know," I replied, trying to laugh.
"Girls, old or young, and widows seldom agree; besides, I can only care for people whom I have known a long time."
She did not answer, but pushed her hair back from her forehead, and looked absently at the flowers.
"I have such bad dreams," she said; "I never can recall them distinctly; but they seem full of trouble."
"Of whom do you dream?"
"All of you--princ.i.p.ally of Jessie. Sometimes I think I must be awake and standing in her room--the vision is so real."
"Such fancies are very common to an invalid," I said.
"Oh, yes; I don"t mind them."
She pulled the flowers toward her, and began playing with them after Jessie"s childish fashion. It gave me a strange feeling to see those blossoms in her hand; when I remembered whose gift they had been, I felt as if my friend held Cleopatra"s venomous asp in every flower that she touched.
"Will you read to me a while?" she asked, at length. "There is a new poem on the table; take that."
Of course, I complied at once, and read to her for some time; then I saw the flowers drop from her hand--her head sank back among the pillows, and soon her regular breathing proved that she was sleeping quietly.
I laid down the volume, and looked at her with pain and solicitude. She was so helpless! The least shock might terminate that frail existence; and I had grown so nervous that I was always expecting some trouble to force itself into that room, which, until lately, had been securely guarded by a husband"s love.
She moved restlessly in her sleep; broken words fell from her lips; very soon they framed themselves into complete sentences. She had sunk into one of those singular somnambulistic slumbers which formed such a strange feature of her illness.
"I am tired," she said; "I have walked so fast! How pretty the summer-house looks! It is so long since I have been here! There is Mr.
Lee--"
She paused and breathed rapidly.
"Why, Mrs. Dennison is with him! She said she was going to Jessie"s room! How earnestly she talks to him! She lays her hand on his arm!"
She paused again, with a sort of cry.
"Martha Hyde! Martha! my husband is giving her flowers--pa.s.sion-flowers!
She asks him to put them in her hair! What does that mean, say?"
She became so violently agitated that I thought it best to rouse her. I leaned over her and shook her arm slightly. The change of position seemed to alter the dream, and once more she slept quietly.
I went back to the window, and sat looking out behind the curtains. It was sunset, and gorgeously beautiful. But in the distraction of my thoughts I could not heed its loveliness.
While I sat there I saw Mr. Lee and Mrs. Dennison pa.s.s along one of the paths. They had been out on the upper terrace, and were approaching the house. The lady had no bonnet on, and wreathed in her hair I saw some superb pa.s.sion-flowers which the poor wife had described in her dream.
I grew sick and faint with doubt and horror. I must do something; I could not longer sit pa.s.sive and dumb, and see that woman wreck all our lives. But what to do? which way to turn?
Alas! I was very helpless after all! There was no one to whom I could confide my suspicions--no one to whom I could open my heart, and the only hope I had was in that wild girl, who had understood the real character of our visitor so much more quickly than any of her superiors.
While I was thinking of this thus painfully, the door of the inner room opened, and Lottie stood there, beckoning to me.
I went into her chamber, and she closed the door. She was in great excitement and glee.
"Babylon"s been at it," she whispered.
"At what?"
"Talking about you. Oh, my! hain"t you woke up a hornet"s nest! Cora"s mad too; golly, don"t she go on. I told you to let things alone."
"I care very little for Mrs. Dennison"s anger," I said.
"I don"t suppose you do. But she"ll pay you off if she can. So look sharp, Miss Hyde; these are times for sleeping with both eyes open. No chance to dream or make verses now."
"Nonsense, child!"
"Nonsense, if you choose; but that don"t alter the matter. Babylon"s brought Mr. Lee back to the house; she had him out in the garden to make all right about Lawrence."
"Stop, Lottie!"
"I have stopped--sha"n"t say no more! Hark! what was that?"