Saw also the most emaciated baby imaginable; puny; nine months; mother dead; lives on "genade" (mercy) of other mothers whose babies are dead; a regular "kannie dood" (literally, a "won"t die").
Got the Van Huysteen girls to undertake case of outside tent with old grandmother; opened bottom to-day to ventilate; foul.
Visited old Mr. Van Heerde; very bad; wife "praat soos een boek" (talks like a book); quite a change to do a bit of listening on points of Theology!
Found the Fouries of first day; daughter much better.
The quack doctor deserves to be kicked; found bottle of medicine on table somewhere; pure water; five shillings. He is coining money and fleecing people most scandalously; child now luckily in hospital; spoke strongly to parents on the point.
In hospital things are rather glum; Miss Snyman utterly weak and fearfully excited; hysterical girl still alive; so are all others; but I fear some of them won"t see light of morning.
Doctor actually in bed in hospital; bad too; rather a sell; tables cruelly turned on us.
Tuesday, September 10.-Ladies" Commission here again; can more or less predict what report will be.[37]
Rain all night; soaking showers; this morning everything very muddy; some streets in Camp awful; and then to see the "gesukel" (distress) this morning all round among the women trying to cook breakfast.
Yesterday met several women carrying heavy buckets of water; "Dit is daarom nie vrouwen"s werk nie" (This truly is not work for women).
The women here have a rough time; what with no servants, no kitchen, scanty wood, and poor rations; it is hard to make ends meet. Were it not for the little extras[38] we have (golden syrup, jam, oatmeal, tea and until yesterday fat), I wonder what I would do.
Went to village to-day; nothing to be had there; was absolutely refused permit for rice and beans; got 4 lbs. peas; candles not to be had for love or money; dined Beckers.
Owing to presence of Ladies" Commission, unable to do my daily visit to hospital; three have died-Mrs. Kruger, Miss Ackerman, and a lad of seventeen.
Superintendent called me to-day, and said I could issue "briefies" (notes) for food to-morrow; very glad, for I know many tents where there is dire distress.
Very weary and sickish; eager for bed.
Funerals nine; "U te kennen is het eeuwige leven" (To know Thee is life everlasting."
Yesterday Mr. Becker buried eleven.
To-day most were in blankets.
Wednesday, September 11.-Waylaid doctor; throat bad; got two bottles medicine; seedy.
34 and 71 great distress; the girl in 71 actually still alive; some people die hard.
Hurried back to hospital; Miss Snyman now so hysterical removed; tent to herself; wonder if!
That Lotz girl too is still alive; but what a wonderful const.i.tution she must have!
Saw some distressing and heartrending cases to-day.
626; mother in agony; strong daughter (18) in throes of death and fearfully "benauwd" (in agony), pneumonia. Little sister; insensible; far gone; no doctor.
Hunted for doctor; gone to village; took him down this evening at nine. O, the sorrow of it! Can never imagine a more harrowing spectacle; we got medicine down; stayed three-quarters of an hour; left doctor there and returned. Here go the bearers with their lifeless burden; the elder sister died little while ago.
The little one, too, is dead; poor suffering innocents!
That sweet little girl at 128, whom I visited late last night, and with whom I prayed-she, too, died early this morning; and now she has the desire of her heart: they were laying her out when I called this morning.
Visited tent to which I sent little brandy yesterday; found child had just died; too late.
Gave old woman at 34, children and grandchildren, earnest talking-to this afternoon; old woman, over seventy, quite callous as to religion; no "behoefte" (sense of need): "Remember now thy Creator in the days of thy youth."
Old Mr. Van Heerde, whom I visited two days ago, died in night. Great consternation about little boy in 348; was getting on so well, and actually dead this morning. Doctor completely upset; he took great trouble with this child; poor little chap, he had such a bonny little face.
Our kitchen we are building, getting on famously; I stand good for bricks and wood; we need about 1,000 bricks; quite a great affair, and will prove a blessing.
Gave out "briefies" to-day, but fear that I shall give up the job; what use, when they return empty-handed, or with but half the things! Sorely vexed in my soul at the treatment I receive. Why ask me to issue briefies?
Washing-stand looks handsome, thanks to Stienie; oilcloth will make it quite spruce.
Young man addressed me quite intimate-like this afternoon, "En wat schrijf maat in de boekie?" ("Mate, what are you writing in that book?")
Mr. Becker funerals; don"t know number.
Thursday, September 12.-News from Steytler[39]; sent away from Potchefstroom; let me be doubly careful. I am so attached to my work now, love it, that it would be a grievous burden were I compelled to give it up[40].
Only there is too much, too much to do, and if I visit one side of the Camp, the other side has to be neglected. Five would have their hands comfortably full here, and then there would be less "oorslaan" (neglect).
I am continually asked to visit new sick people; there seems to be no end to all the sickness.
The woman in 34 is very bad; next door to 626 is also great misery; children very sick and without medical attendance. That is so sorrowful; the number of tents where no doctor comes[41], the absence of invalid food and nourishment; the hard, bare floor (heard of a case yesterday where gra.s.s had begun to grow under sick bed); the despair and helplessness of the mothers.
Another burden-no lights! There are numbers of tents where there is sickness, in some cases dying people, and where to-night there is not an inch of candle.
Pathetic sight yesterday; mother melting odd ends and sc.r.a.ps of tallow and fat to make some sort of candle; daughter on brink of death.
Wonder what plan they have made to-night for light!
Girl 71 still alive; wonderful.
Funerals-nine, I believe; great crowd; calamity; one grave short, and coffin had to be returned; women faint; consternation.
Upset, and couldn"t pick my thread in address, "En ziet een groote schaar die niemand tellen kon" (And lo! a great mult.i.tude which no man could number). These funerals most painful and wearying, and then the burden of having to give address.
Small quant.i.ty boards arrived; may we have no more burials in blankets now!
Mrs. Snyman in tears yesterday in hospital, and her great trouble was that there would be no coffin for her daughter, who is in jaws of death; reprimand; should not antic.i.p.ate G.o.d; besides, the sorrows of to-day are grievous enough, why bear to-morrow"s in the bargain?
Great wailing and lamentation round morgue tents this morning; daughter and wife of old Mr. Van Heerde; and she boasted so big three days ago of her boundless faith. Gave her straight talk; fruit of our faith is our resignation and peace of heart. Thank G.o.d rather for the blessedness of so long and happy a union; cross with daughter; a woman can become so unreasonable in her grief.
Arrival of my autoharp; gladness.
Friday, September 13.-Spat fire. Now let me never have occasion to get so annoyed again; wished for a bag of chaff to pummel for half an hour just to let off steam.