"And making yourself equally comfortable, I see," I said, moving my legs and feeling his bare skin against mine.
"If you want to see, see, you need to turn over." you need to turn over."
I snorted. "Not likely."
He snuggled against my back. His hand slid from my hip to my stomach. I closed my eyes again, my brain still adrift in the fog of near-sleep. Clay was warm against me, his body heat fighting off the chill of early morning. The canopy kept the bed dark and invited lingering. Outside the room, the house was silent. There wasn"t any reason to get up yet and no need to invent a reason. It was comfortable here. We needed the rest. The thought and feel of Clay"s naked body against mine sparked a few unbidden images and ideas, but he wasn"t doing anything to provoke the need to fight them. His breathing was slow and deep, as if he was drifting back to sleep. His legs were entangled with mine, but they were staying still, as were his hands. After a couple minutes, he started to kiss the back of my neck. Still no cause for alarm. The back of my neck was hardly an erogenous zone, although it did feel good. Really good, actually. Especially when he moved his hand up to brush the hair from my shoulder and ran his fingertips across my jawline to my lips.
I parted my lips, flicking my tongue out to taste his finger, then ran my tongue across the roughness of his fingernail. As my lips parted, he moved his fingertip between my teeth. I nibbled at it, teeth grazing over the ridges of skin. He moved his lips down the back of my neck. His breath tickled the tiny hairs there and sent a shiver through me. As I nibbled on his finger, his lips and other hand moved over my back, raising gooseb.u.mps in their path. His hand slipped to the dip between my rib cage and hipbone and stroked the curve there. When his fingers slid down to my stomach, I turned toward him. He pulled me onto my side, facing him, then started to kiss me. The kisses were gentle and slow, their pace matching his hands as they explored my body, gliding across my sides, my back, my arms, my shoulders, along the back of my thighs and over my hips. I kept my eyes closed, floating between sleep and waking. Moving against him, I luxuriated in the heat of his skin and the smooth planes and sinews of his body. When I felt the hardness of him against my stomach, there was no question of what to do next. My body responded without instructions, shifting my torso up, easing my legs apart and . . .
"Did you call him yesterday?" Jeremy asked.
"Huh?" I was emptying the dishwasher. My mind was still in bed with Clay.
"Your . . . friend called before you woke up. You left your cell phone in the front hall."
My brain snapped out of the bedroom. "You answered it?"
"Would you have rather I waited until Clay answered it? You didn"t call, did you?" He didn"t wait for an answer. "Don"t worry, I didn"t say anything, so whatever story you"re telling him is safe. It seems he was expecting you back today."
"I"ll handle it."
"Elena . . ."
"I said I"d handle it."
I put away the last plate and headed for the door.
I hadn"t called Philip because I forgot him. It sounded awful, but it was the plain truth. I loved this man, I knew I did, and that only made it worse. At least if I could say I wasn"t in love with . . . In love? Was I in love with Philip? d.a.m.n it, that was such a trite, overworked cop-out. I loved him. There was no "in love."There was "in l.u.s.t," "infatuated," and "in heat," three ultimately destructive emotions that had nothing to do with real, lasting love. I forgot Philip because that was how I was coping with this mess, splitting my life into two compartments, human and Pack. Philip belonged in the human world and to even think about him while I was in the Pack world somehow tainted what we had. Or at least, that was how I explained the oversight to myself.
As I was about to get my cell phone from the front hall, Clay showed up. Naturally, I couldn"t excuse myself and run upstairs with my phone. So I left the phone where it was and went for a walk with Clay. I meant to call Philip when I got back. He"d left a message on my cell phone, but as we got in the door, Jeremy reminded us that we needed to dispose of Cain"s body. From there, things got complicated, and in light of what happened that day, I think I could be forgiven if I forgot to call Philip . . . again.
Back in the good ol" days of lawlessness and circuit judges, the Pack could dump bodies wherever it pleased. As humans became more concerned with dead and missing people, the Pack had to start burying the mutts it killed. Today, with postmortems and computer-linked detective units, and DNA testing, disposing of a body was a full-blown event requiring a good half day of preparation and work. Every member of the Pack had been drilled in the procedures until we could dispose of a body better than the most forensics-savvy human killer.
We drove the Explorer an hour north, avoiding any dumping grounds used in the previous few decades. Another hour was spent navigating down a logging road and 4X4"ing deeper into the forest, then removing and dragging Cain"s body to a suitable site where we stripped, washed, and examined it for injuries. The only marks on the body were two splotches under Cain"s throat, bruises from Clay"s thumbs when he"d snapped Cain"s neck. To be safe, Clay excised the bruises with a penknife. Finally, we buried Cain. Then I replaced the sod while Clay rounded up two rocks too heavy to be lifted by a human, and placed them over the grave. We backtracked to the Explorer, covering our trail, then drove to site number two.
Site two was chosen with as much caution as site one, but it was over an hour away. Here we dug a pit, threw in Cain"s clothing, ID, and the bags and cloths we"d used for transporting and cleaning his body. These were doused with kerosene and burned, keeping the smoke to a minimum. Once everything was reduced to ashes, Clay buried the remains and we declared the job complete. It wasn"t foolproof, but no one would ever look for Zachary Cain. Mutts didn"t leave mourners.
We were less than twenty minutes from Stonehaven when blue lights flashed in the rearview mirror. I looked up and down the road, certain the lights were meant for someone else. I knew I wasn"t breaking any laws. The dumbest thing you could do after dumping a body is to break a few highway traffic laws making your escape, which is why I was driving instead of Clay. The cruise control was set to two miles over the speed limit-driving exactly on the speed limit always struck me as just as suspicious as speeding. I"d been traveling down a straight highway road for the past thirty miles, with no chance of making an illegal turn or missing a stop sign. I checked for other cars ahead and behind, but we were alone on the road. Clay glanced over his shoulder at the police car.
"Did the speed limit change here?" I asked.
"Speed limit?"
"Never mind. I"m pulling over."
"No big deal. Everything"s clean."
I pulled onto the shoulder and hoped the cops would zoom past in pursuit of some emergency ahead. As the police car eased onto the gravel behind me, I swore under my breath.
"Everything"s clean," Clay said. "Stop worrying."
One of the officers walked over to the pa.s.senger side and tapped on the window. Clay waited long enough to express annoyance, but not so long as to be disrespectful, then hit the b.u.t.ton to roll down the window.
"Clayton Danvers?" the officer said.
Clay looked at the man, but said nothing.
The young officer continued, "My partner recognized the vehicle. We were hoping you were in it. Saves us a trip up to your place."
Clay continued to stare at the man.
"Could you step out of the car please, Mr. Danvers?"
Again, Clay hesitated the longest acceptable length of time before opening the door. I took off my seat belt and got out too, staying on my side. Panic nudged my memory for answers. The rear compartment was clean, right? We"d scrubbed our hands and inspected our clothes, right? We"d disposed of all the supplies, right? Check, check, and check. At least, as far as I knew. What if we"d missed something? Was there an overlooked sc.r.a.p of fabric snagged in the back of the Explorer? Did our clothes smell as strongly of smoke to human noses as they did to mine?
The other officer, a solidly built man in his late thirties, wandered around the Explorer, looking in the back window, then putting his face close to the tinted gla.s.s and shielding his eyes so he could see inside.
"Lots of storage s.p.a.ce," he said. "How much stuff can you fit in these things?"
"Stuff?" I blinked. "Oh, like baggage? Enough luggage for a week"s vacation, I"d guess."
He laughed. "If you pack like my wife, that"s saying a lot." He squinted inside. "Sure is nice and clean. You folks don"t have kids, do you?" He laughed again and dropped to his knees, checking the tires and the undercarriage. "This is one of those new suburban a.s.sault vehicles, isn"t it? A four-by-four that"s not meant for four-by-four-ing."
"It"ll go off-road," I said, struggling to stay calm as he continued to check under the Explorer. "But it"s too bulky for serious 4X4"ing. Comes in handy in the middle of a New York winter, though."
"I bet it does." He looked over at Clay. "What"s the towing capacity on one of these?"
"No idea," Clay said. He"d been standing to the side, letting me handle the niceties. One of his tricks for keeping his temper under control. Avoid confrontation.
"We"ve never towed with it," I said.
The older cop kept looking under the Explorer, maybe checking the suspension, maybe looking for something else. I waited as long as I could, then asked, "Was I speeding?"
"We had a tip," the younger officer said. He turned to Clay. "An anonymous tip telling us you know something about Mike Braxton"s murder. We need you to come to the station to answer some questions."
Clay"s jaw tensed. "You expect me to drop whatever I"m doing-"
He stopped. I didn"t say anything, but he knew what I was thinking. Antagonizing the cops wasn"t going to help. Taking the defensive might make them back off if they didn"t have any reason to arrest him, but it was too risky. p.i.s.s them off and they might decide to search the Explorer and Clay himself. Small-town cops have a reputation for not always following proper procedure. Legally, they couldn"t force Clay to talk to them, but at least they weren"t likely to uncover any evidence of our morning"s activities through simple conversation.
Clay allowed that he"d spare them an hour. He went to the station in the back of the police car. I followed in the Explorer. The anonymous caller had to be one of the mutts, making this a good bet for a trap. With me following in a separate car, the mutts wouldn"t dare try an ambush. Once we were at the station, we"d be safe. They wouldn"t attack in a building full of armed humans.
The police station waiting room was smaller than my bedroom at Stonehaven and had probably cost less than my silver vanity set to furnish. It was roughly ten feet square with one door and two windows. Actually, the south window was one-way gla.s.s looking into an even smaller room. The one-way gla.s.s didn"t make much sense until you considered that the entire police station was originally a Depression-era home. Most rooms had to serve double duty. In the unlikely event that the police needed to watch a suspect or an important interview, they probably used the waiting area as an observation room. Clay didn"t warrant that treatment; he"d been ushered off to a private interview room as soon as we"d arrived.
The second window was a barred opening into a cage where a twenty-something receptionist covered the phone, the front desk, and the waiting room, while fielding nonstop requests from the officers for typing, filing, and fresh coffee. Don"t ask me why the window was barred. Maybe they were afraid she"d escape. The three chairs in the waiting room were upholstered with moth-eaten harvest gold velour and peeling duct tape. I picked the best one and sat down carefully, not letting any exposed skin touch the fabric and reminding myself to wash my clothes as soon as I got home. I sifted though the pile of magazines on a pressed-wood table. The word "Canada" on a copy of Time Time caught my eye. I picked it up, realized the article was about the Quebec referendum and put the magazine back. Not only was it a subject guaranteed to cure insomnia in ninety percent of Canadians but, unless something drastic had happened at home in the past week, it made the magazine over five years old. Very timely indeed. caught my eye. I picked it up, realized the article was about the Quebec referendum and put the magazine back. Not only was it a subject guaranteed to cure insomnia in ninety percent of Canadians but, unless something drastic had happened at home in the past week, it made the magazine over five years old. Very timely indeed.
I glanced up to see the receptionist watching me with the wary look people normally reserve for beggars and rabid dogs. Through the window, I could see the young officer who"d come out to Stonehaven leaning over the counter, talking to the receptionist. Since they were both staring at me, I a.s.sumed I was the topic of the conversation. Something told me they weren"t discussing the disgraceful condition of my scuffed and graying Reeboks. Doubtless, he was retelling the story of my escapade in the forest. Just what I needed. Ten years of building a decent reputation in Bear Valley and I"d blown it all in a day, running around naked in the woods on a cold spring morning and having my clothing found shredded from some bizarre S/M ritual. Towns like BearValley had a special spot for women like me-as guest of honor at the annual summer picnic and bonfire.
As I was leafing through the magazines, the door to the waiting room opened. I looked up to see Karl Marsten walk through, followed by Thomas LeBlanc. Marsten was wearing chinos, thousand-dollar leather shoes, and a designer golf shirt. I didn"t notice what LeBlanc was wearing. Beside Marsten, no one would notice. Marsten sauntered in with the casual, unstudied air of a man who"d spent years studying how to look that way. His hands were in his pockets, just enough to look relaxed, not enough to make his pants pull or sag unbecomingly. The half smile on his lips was the perfect mixture of interest, boredom, and amus.e.m.e.nt. When he turned that smile on the receptionist, she sat up straighter, hands straightening her blouse. He murmured a few words to her. She blushed and squirmed in her seat. Marsten leaned into the bars and said something more. Then he turned to me and rolled his eyes. I shook my head. Karl Marsten"s sole redeeming feature was that he knew exactly how much of a fake he was.
"Elena," he said, taking the seat beside me. He kept his voice low, not whispering, but quiet enough that the receptionist couldn"t eavesdrop from her cage across the room. "You"re looking good."
"Don"t practice on me, Karl."
He laughed. "I meant that you look surprisingly good for someone who had a run-in with Zachary Cain. I"m a.s.suming that"s where you got the sc.r.a.pe on your cheek. I"m also a.s.suming he"s no longer in the game."
"Something like that."
Marsten leaned back and crossed his ankles, obviously very concerned about his partner"s pa.s.sing. "I haven"t seen you in a while. What"s it been, two years? Too long. Don"t give me that look. I"m not practicing on you and I"m not hitting on you. G.o.d gave me a few ounces of brain. I simply meant that I"ve missed talking to you. If nothing else, you"re always intriguing company."
LeBlanc had taken a seat on my other side. I was ignoring him. Given the choice, I"d much rather speak to Marsten than the man who had killed Logan.
"I read a couple magazine articles you wrote," Marsten continued. "Very well done. You"ve got quite a successful career, it would seem."
"Not as successful as some," I said, eyeing his Rolex. "Bought or stolen?"
His eyes glittered. "Guess."
I thought about it. "Bought. It would be easier-and cheaper-to steal it but you wouldn"t wear someone else"s jewelry. Though you wouldn"t object to buying it with the money you made stealing someone else"s jewelry."
"Dead on, as always."
"Business must be good."
Marsten laughed again. "I do well enough, thank you, considering I"m d.a.m.ned useless at everything else. And on that topic, I picked up something a few months ago that made me think of you. A platinum necklace with a wolf"s head pendant. Gorgeous craftsmanship. The head is actually woven platinum filigree with emerald chips for eyes. Very elegant. I thought of sending it to you, but I figured it would end up in the nearest trash can."
"Excellent foresight."
"I haven"t given it up, though. If you want it, it"s yours. No strings attached. It would suit you, a nice twist of irony I"m sure you"d appreciate."
"You know, I"m surprised you"re involved in this," I said. "I thought you didn"t like Daniel."
Marsten sighed theatrically. "Must we talk shop?"
"I just never pictured you as the anarchist type."
"Anarchist?" He laughed. "Hardly. The others have their reasons for wanting the Pack dead, most of which have to do with allowing them to indulge some rather nasty, antisocial habits. The Pack has never given me any trouble. Of course, they"ve never done anything for me either. So, in a gesture of reciprocity, I don"t care what happens to the Pack one way or the other. I only want my territory."
"If you had that, you"d back out of the fight?"
"And abandon my fellow anarchists? That would be the act of a despicable, unconscionable rogue, someone completely absorbed in furthering his own fortunes at the expense of others. Does that sound like me?"
LeBlanc made a noise of impatience beside me. Before I could resume the conversation with Marsten, he waved his hand at the other man.
"This one wanted to meet you," Marsten said. "When we saw you following the police into town, he decided he wanted to speak to you. I came along to provide the introduction. If he starts to bore you, scream. I"ll be reading a magazine." Marsten pulled one from the pile. "Hunter"s Digest. "Hunter"s Digest. Hmmm. Maybe I can pick up a few tips." Hmmm. Maybe I can pick up a few tips."
Marsten settled into his chair and opened the magazine. LeBlanc shot him a look of pure contempt. He"d obviously decided before now that Marsten was a third-rate werewolf, barely deserving of the name. He was wrong. If I had to pick the most dangerous mutt in the country, it would be a toss-up between Marsten and Daniel. How did Marsten gain that reputation? By killing more humans than anyone else? By tormenting the Pack or causing trouble for us? No and no. Marsten was one of the few mutts who didn"t kill humans. Like so many things, that was beneath him. As for the Pack, when he met us, he was as civil and personable as he"d been to me right now. Yet we kept a closer eye on him than on any mutt besides Daniel. Why? Because he possessed a single-minded strength of purpose that rivaled Clay"s. When Marsten moved into a new town, he met with any werewolves in the area, took them out to an expensive dinner, chatted them up, gave them one warning to clear out of town, then killed them if they weren"t gone by midnight. What Marsten wanted, Marsten took. . . with no compunction and no rancor. What he wanted now was territory. For several years, he"d been making noises about settling in one place, joking that he was. .h.i.tting retirement age. The Pack had ignored him. Now Marsten was tired of waiting. Today he"d sit beside me, compliment me on my writing, and offer me jewelry. Tomorrow, if I got in his way, he"d take me out of the game. Nothing personal, that was just the way it worked.
Impressions
For at least ten minutes, LeBlanc studied me like an entomologist examining some new kind of insect. I wanted to leave. Maybe that was the plan. Let this sc.u.mbag gawk at me long enough and I"d bolt to the bathroom to scrub my hands, where he and Marsten could corner me. I tried only to remember that LeBlanc had killed Logan and attacked Jeremy, but I couldn"t. I kept thinking of the women he"d killed, the details I"d read in his sc.r.a.pbook. For Logan, I wanted to kill him. For the others, I wanted him dead, but didn"t want to do it myself, since that would require physical contact.
I forced myself to forget these things and concentrate on sizing him up. Life hadn"t been good to Thomas LeBlanc in the past few years. He"d fallen a long way from the well-groomed man in his arrest photo. That wasn"t to say he was greasy or unshaven, any of the things the average person expects of a serial killer psychopath. He looked like a thirty-something laborer wearing no-name jeans, a faded T-shirt, and sneakers from Wal-Mart. He"d put on weight since his photo. Unfortunately, it was muscle, not fat.
"You wanted to talk to me?" I said finally.
"I was wondering what all the fuss was about," he said, giving me a look that said he was still wondering.
He fell into silent bug-gazing mode again. It took all my strength to stay beside him. I fought to keep things in perspective: he was a new werewolf; I was an experienced werewolf. No sweat. But my frame of reference kept shifting. He preyed on women; I was a woman. No matter how much I rationalized, no matter how tough I tried to be, this man scared me. Scared me deep in my gut, where logic and reason couldn"t intrude.
After a few minutes, a shadow of movement pa.s.sed the one-way gla.s.s. Anxious for the distraction, I got up and walked over. Clay was in the other room. Alone. He sat at the table and leaned back in his chair, tipping the front legs off the ground. He wasn"t cuffed or guarded or bruised and battered. Good. So far.
"That"s him?" LeBlanc said from behind me. "The infamous Clayton Danvers? Say it isn"t so."
I kept watching Clay.
"Jesus f.u.c.king Christ," LeBlanc muttered. "Where the h.e.l.l did the Pack find you two? At a beach volleyball tournament? Great tan. Love those curls." LeBlanc shook his head. "He"s not even as big as I am. He"s what, six foot nothing? Two hundred pounds in steel-toed boots? Christ. I"m expecting some ugly bruiser bigger than Cain and what do I find? The next Baywatch Baywatch star. Looks like his IQ would be low enough. Can he chew gum and tie his shoes at the same time?" star. Looks like his IQ would be low enough. Can he chew gum and tie his shoes at the same time?"
Clay stopped playing with his chair and turned to face the mirror. He got up, crossed the room, and stood in front of me. I was leaning forward, one hand pressed against the gla.s.s. Clay touched his fingertips to mine and smiled. LeBlanc jumped back.
"f.u.c.k," he said. "I thought that was one-way gla.s.s."
"It is."
Clay turned his head toward LeBlanc and mouthed three words. Then the door to his room opened and one of the officers called him out. Clay grinned at me, then sauntered out with the officer. As he left, a surge of renewed confidence ran through me.
"What did he say?" LeBlanc asked.
""Wait for me.""
"What?"
"It"s a challenge," Marsten murmured from across the room. He didn"t look up from his magazine. "He"s inviting you to stick around and get to know him better."
"Are you you going to?" LeBlanc said. going to?" LeBlanc said.
Marsten"s lips curved in a smile. "He didn"t invite me."