"Petty stuff," Antonio said. "None of the minor leagues making any major plays. Of the big four, Daniel, Cain, and Jimmy Koenig have been quiet. Karl Marsten killed a mutt in Miami last winter, but I don"t think this BearValley problem could be him. Not his m.o., unless he"s taken up not only killing humans but eating them. Unlikely."
"Who"d he kill?" I asked.
"Ethan Ritter," Peter said. "Range dispute. Clean kill. Thorough disposal. Typical Marsten stuff. We only know about it because I was pa.s.sing through Florida earlier this spring on a tour. Marsten caught up with me, took me to dinner, told me he"d offed Ritter so you could strike his name from your dossiers. Had a nice little chat, rang up an astronomic bill, which he paid for in cash. He asked if we"d heard from you, sent his regards to everyone."
"I"m surprised he doesn"t send Christmas cards," Antonio said. "I can see them now. Tasteful, embossed vellum cards, the best he can steal. Little notes in perfect penmanship, "Happy holidays. Hope everyone is well. I sliced up Ethan Ritter in Miami and scattered his remains in the Atlantic. Best wishes for the New Year. Karl.""
Peter laughed. "That guy has never figured out which side of our fence he"s on."
"Oh, he"s figured it out," I said. "That"s exactly why he takes us out to fancy dinners and updates us on his mutt kills. He"s hoping we"ll we"ll forget which side of the fence he"s on." forget which side of the fence he"s on."
"Not likely," Antonio said. "A mutt is a mutt and Karl Marsten is definitely a mutt. A dangerous mutt."
I nodded. "But, as you said, not likely to be eating humans in BearValley. I"m as biased as you, but I really like the idea of Daniel. Do we have his last known whereabouts?"
There was a moment of silence. More than a moment. Much more.
"No one"s been keeping track," Peter said at last.
"Not a big deal," Antonio said, breaking into a grin, grabbing me and swinging me in the air. "Forget Pack business. Tell us what you"ve been up to. We missed you."
It was a big deal. I knew why they were making light of it. Because the big deal was my fault. Tracking mutts was my job. If I"d told Jeremy I was leaving the Pack last year, he"d have found someone else to do it. If I"d called at any point and said I wasn"t coming back, he"d have found someone else to do it. But I"d left my departure open-ended. I always did. I"d left Stonehaven before, getting into a fight with Clay and storming out for a much-needed rest. Days, maybe weeks later, I"d return. This time, the weeks had turned to months, then to a year. I thought they"d figure it out, know I wasn"t coming back, but maybe they hadn"t, maybe they"d still been waiting, like Clay waiting all day at the front gate, confident that I"d eventually return because I always did and because I hadn"t said I wouldn"t. I wondered how long they would have waited.
After dinner, I was heading to my room when Nicholas pounced out of Clay"s room, grabbed me around the waist, and dragged me inside. Clay"s bedroom was opposite mine, both in location and decor. The color scheme was black and white. The thick carpet was snow white. Jeremy had painted the walls white with bold, geometric black shapes. Clay"s bed was king-size and bra.s.s, covered with a black-and-white bedspread embroidered with symbols from some obscure religion. Along the west wall was a top-of-the-line entertainment system, complete with the only stereo, VCR, and television in the house. The far wall was covered with pictures of me-a montage of photographs and sketches that reminded me of the "altars" found in the homes of obsessed psychopaths, which, all things considered, wasn"t such a bad description of Clay.
Nick threw me onto the bed and jumped on top of me, pulling my shirt from my jeans to tickle my stomach. He grinned suggestively, white teeth glinting beneath his dark mustache.
"Looking forward to tonight?" he asked, running his fingers from my belly b.u.t.ton farther under my shirt. I slapped his hand back down to my stomach.
"We aren"t supposed to have fun," I said. "This is a serious matter, requiring a serious att.i.tude."
A whoop of laughter exploded from the bathroom. Clay came out, wiping his hands on a towel. "You can almost say that with a straight face, darling. I"m impressed."
I rolled my eyes and said nothing.
Clay thudded down beside me, making the bedsprings groan. "Come on. Admit it. You"re looking forward to it."
I shrugged.
"Liar. You are. How often do we get to run in town? An officially sanctioned mutt hunt."
Clay"s eyes glinted. He reached down to stroke the inside of my forearm and I shivered. Nervous antic.i.p.ation twirled in my stomach. Turning his head to the side, Clay looked out the window at the gathering dusk. His fingertips tickled against the inside of my elbow. My gaze swept over his face, taking in the line of his jaw, the tendons on his neck, the dark blond shadow on his chin, and the curve of his lips. Heat started in the pit of my stomach and radiated down. He swiveled back to face me. His pupils were dilated and I could smell his excitement. He gave a hoa.r.s.e chuckle, leaned toward me, and whispered those three magical little words. "Time to hunt."
Hunt
BearValley was a blue-collar town of eight thousand that had got its start in the heyday of industrialization and boomed during the forties and fifties. But three recessions and downsizing had taken their toll. There was a tractor factory to the east and paper plant to the north and most people worked in one of these two behemoths. BearValley was a place that prided itself on hometown values, where people worked hard, played hard, and filled the baseball stadium regardless of whether the local team was first or last in the league. In Bear Valley, the bars closed at midnight on weekdays, the annual PTA jumble sale was a major social event, and gun control meant not letting your kids shoot with anything bigger than a twenty-gauge. At night, young women walked the streets of BearValley fearing little more than catcalls whistled from pa.s.sing pickups by guys they"d known since childhood. They did not get murdered by strangers and they certainly did not get dragged off, slaughtered, and eaten by mad dogs.
We split up for the drive. Antonio and Peter headed for the west side of town, where there were a couple of three-story walk-ups and two highway-side motels. This meant that they had the better sector, since the mutt was more likely to be found in less permanent housing, but the downside was that Jeremy had decided they"d have to search in human form, since they couldn"t exactly roam an apartment complex as wolves.
Clay, Nick, and I were to canva.s.s the east end, where we hoped to find the mutt renting or boarding. We took my car, an old Camaro that I always found some excuse for leaving at Stonehaven. Clay was driving. It was my fault, really-he"d challenged me in a race to the garage. My ego accepted and my feet lost. We arrived in the city just past nine-thirty. Clay dropped me off behind a medical clinic that had closed at five. I Changed between two Dumpsters that reeked of disinfectant.
Changing forms is much like any other bodily function in that it comes most easily when the body needs to do it. An uncontrolled werewolf undergoes the transformation under two circ.u.mstances: when he is threatened and when his internal cycle dictates the need. The need is roughly lunar based, though it has little to do with the full moon. Our natural cycles are usually weekly. As the time approached, we could feel the symptoms: the restlessness, the itchy skin, the internal cramps and pangs, the overwhelming sensation that something needed to be done and the body and mind wouldn"t rest until that need had been satisfied. The signals became as recognizable as the signs of hunger, and like hunger, we could put off dealing with it, but before long the body would take over and force a Change. Also like hunger, we could antic.i.p.ate the symptoms and satisfy the need beforehand. Or we could forgo the natural cycle completely and learn how to transform ourselves as often as we liked. That is what the Pack taught us to do, to Change more often to improve our control and ensure we didn"t wait too long, since waiting could lead to nasty side effects like our hands turning to paws in the middle of grocery shopping, or once a wolf, being overcome by frustrated rage and bloodl.u.s.t. In Toronto I"d ignored Jeremy"s teachings and given in to my need only when necessary, partly to distance myself from my "curse" and partly because in the city it was a major production requiring so much planning and caution that I was left too exhausted to repeat the experience more than once a week. So once again, I was out of practice. I"d Changed only yesterday and I knew doing it again less than twenty-four hours later would be h.e.l.l. Like having s.e.x without foreplay, it was either going to be extremely painful or I wasn"t going to be able to perform at all. I should have told Jeremy this when he said we had to become wolves for the hunt, but I couldn"t. I was, well, I was embarra.s.sed. In Toronto, I"d done it as little as possible because I was ashamed. Two days later I was at Stonehaven refusing to admit that I couldn"t do it as often as the others because I was ashamed. One more thing to send my brain spinning into permanent confusion.
It took over a half hour to complete the process, triple the normal amount of time. Did it hurt? Well, I don"t have a lot of experience with non-shapechanging pain, but I feel safe in saying that being drawn and quartered might have hurt a bit less. When it was over, I rested for another twenty minutes, thankful I"d been able to do it at all. Given the choice between the agony of the Change and admitting to Clay and the others that I could no longer do it on demand, I"d pick drawing and quartering any day. Physical pain fades faster than wounded pride.
I started in a subdivision of old row houses that hadn"t been converted to condos and probably never would be. It was past ten o"clock, but the streets were already deserted. Children had been yanked from the playground hours ago by anxious parents. Even adults had taken cover when the sun went down. Despite the warm May night, no one sat on their porches or shot hoops in their driveway. The wavering blue light of television flashed against drawn curtains. Sitcom laugh tracks screeched through the still night, offering escapism for the nervous. BearValley was afraid.
I stole along the front of the townhouses, hidden between the brickwork and foundation shrubbery. At each doorway, I stuck my muzzle out and sniffed, then scampered across to the safety of the next string of bushes. Every flash of car lights made me freeze. My heart thudded, tripping with nervous excitement. There was little fun in this, but the danger added an element I hadn"t experienced in years. If I was seen, even for a second, I was in trouble. I was a wolf skulking around a town in the throes of a collective nightmare about wild dogs. A flash of my shape silhouetted against a drawn blind would bring out the shotguns.
Over an hour later, I was midway through my fourth lane of row houses when a click-clicking stopped me cold. I pressed myself against the cool brick of the house and listened. Someone was coming down the sidewalk, clicking with each step. Clay? He"d better not. Even if hunting together might be more fun, Jeremy had instructed us to work separately to cover more ground. I stopped between the boughs of a cedar, peered out, and saw a woman hurrying up the sidewalk, heels clacking against the concrete. She wore a uniform of some kind, polyester skirt barely covering ample hips. Clutching an imitation leather handbag, she was moving as fast as her two-inch heels would allow. With every few steps she glanced over her shoulder. I sniffed the air and caught a faint whiff of Obsession cologne overladen with the stink of grease and cigarette smoke. A diner waitress coming home after her shift, not expecting darkness to have fallen so completely. As she drew closer, I smelled something else. Fear. Untainted, unmistakable fear. I prayed she wouldn"t run. She didn"t. With one final, fearful glance back at the street she scurried into her house and locked the door. I went back to work.
A few minutes later, a howl rang out. Clay. He didn"t use the distinctive wolf howl, which would have certainly roused attention, but instead mimicked the cry of a lonely dog. He"d found something. I waited. When a second howl came, I used it to pinpoint his location, then started to run. I kept to the gutters, but didn"t worry so much about staying out of sight. At this pace, anyone spotting me would see only a flash of pale fur.
I ran into an obstacle when I hit the main road and realized I had to cross it. While not many locals were still out, the main road was also a state highway meaning truckers sped through every few minutes. I waited for a big enough gap between semis and darted across. On the other side was Clay"s a.s.signed district, a subdivision of aging wartime houses and duplexes. As I tried to find his scent, I caught another, one that made me skid to a halt, my rear legs sliding forward and tumbling me backward. I shook myself, cursing my clumsiness, then retraced my steps. There, at the junction of two streets, I smelled a werewolf, someone I didn"t recognize. The trail was old, but clear. He"d pa.s.sed this way more than once. I gazed down the street. It was still in the general direction of where I"d heard Clay, so I changed course and followed the mutt"s trail.
The scent led to a single-level brick house with aluminum-sided additions on the back. The yard was small and freshly cut, but creeping weeds competed for s.p.a.ce with the gra.s.s. Garbage was piled next to a gatepost and the odor made me wince. Judging by the three mailboxes out front, there were three apartments. The house was dark. I snuffled along the sidewalk. It was inundated with werewolf scent and I couldn"t tell where one trail ended and the next began. The distinguishing factor was age. He"d been past here regularly for several days.
In my excitement at finding the mutt"s apartment, I didn"t see a shadow slip beside me. I swung my head up to see Clay, in human form. He reached down and ran his hand through the fur behind my head. I snapped at him and dove into the bushes. After Changing to human form, I stepped out.
"You know I hate that," I muttered, raking my fingers through my tangled hair. "When I"m Changed, either you stay Changed or you respect my privacy. Petting me doesn"t help."
"I wasn"t "petting" you, Elena. Christ, even the smallest gesture-" He stopped himself, inhaled and started again. "This is the mutt"s place, the rear apartment, but he isn"t here."
"You"ve been inside?"
"I was checking things out and waiting for you."
I looked down at his naked body, then at my own. "I don"t suppose you thought to get clothing while you were standing around."
"You expect me to find something on a clothesline at this hour? Sorry, darling. Anyway, this has its advantages. If someone comes out, I"m sure you can convince him not to call the cops on us."
I snorted and walked around to the rear apartment door. It was secured only with a key lock. A sharp twist on the handle broke that. I"d barely pushed the door open a crack when the fetid odor of rotting meat hit me. I gagged and swallowed back the urge to cough. The place smelled like a charnel house. At least, it did to me. A human probably wouldn"t have smelled a thing.
The door opened into a living room that looked like a stereotypical bachelor"s place: unwashed clothing strewn across the threadbare sofa set and empty beer cans stacked like a house of cards in the corner. Boxes with pizza crusts littered the corner table. But that wasn"t the source of the stink. The mutt had killed here. There was no sign of a body, but the overpowering smell of blood and rotted flesh gave it away. He"d brought someone back to his apartment, killed her, and kept her around a day or two before dumping the remains.
I started in the main room, checking in closets and under furniture for any clue to the mutt"s ident.i.ty. Although I didn"t recognize his scent, I might be able to figure out who he was with a few hints. When I didn"t find anything, I went into the bedroom where Clay was on the floor, looking under the bed. As I walked in, he pulled out a hank of hair with the scalp still attached, tossed it aside, and kept searching for something more interesting. I stared at the b.l.o.o.d.y clump, feeling my gorge rise. Clay paid as much attention to it as he"d pay to a dirty tissue, more concerned with soiling his hands than anything else. As brilliant as Clay was, he couldn"t understand why killing humans was taboo. He didn"t slaughter innocent people, any more than the average person would swerve his car to intentionally hit an animal. But if a human posed a threat, his instincts told him to take whatever action was necessary. Jeremy forbade him to kill humans, so he avoided it for that reason and no other.
"Nothing," he said, his voice m.u.f.fled. He backed out. "How about you?"
"Same. He knows enough to keep his place clear of ID."
"But not enough to keep his hands off the locals."
"Hereditary, but young," I said. "He smells new, but no new bitten werewolf could have that kind of experience so he must be young. Young and c.o.c.ky. Daddy"s taught him the basics, but he hasn"t got enough experience to keep his nose clean or stay off Pack territory."
"Well, he"s not going to live long enough to gain that experience. His first screwup was his last."
We were doing a last sweep of the apartment when Nick swung though the door, panting.
"I heard you call," he said. "You found his apartment? Is he here?"
"No," I said.
"Can we wait?" Nick asked, eyes hopeful.
I hesitated, then shook my head. "He"d smell us before he even got to the door. Jeremy said to kill only if we can do it safely. We can"t. Unless he"s a complete novice, he"ll pick up our scents when he gets back. With any luck, he"ll take a hint and get out of town. If so, we can hunt him later and kill him off Pack territory. Definitely safer."
Clay reached over to the nightstand, where he"d put things that he"d pulled from under the bed. He handed me two matchbooks.
"Bet I can guess where the mutt spends his evenings," Clay said. "If he"s too dumb to blow town before we come after him tomorrow night, we can probably find him scouting for dinner at the local meat markets."
I looked at the matchbooks. The first was for Rick"s Tavern, Rick"s Tavern, one of only three licensed establishments in the area. The second was a cheap brown matchbook with an address rubber-stamped on the back. I memorized the address, since we couldn"t take anything with us, being a bit short of pocket s.p.a.ce at the time. one of only three licensed establishments in the area. The second was a cheap brown matchbook with an address rubber-stamped on the back. I memorized the address, since we couldn"t take anything with us, being a bit short of pocket s.p.a.ce at the time.
"Back to get our clothes," Clay said. "Nick and I left ours across Main near where we dropped you off, so we can run together most of the way. You want to Change in the bedroom? We"ll stay in here."
My heart started to hammer. "Change?"
"Yeah, Change. You planning to jog back to the car naked, darling? Not that I mind, so long as no one else gets an eyeful. But it might get a bit tricky, streaking across the highway."
"There"s clothing here."
Clay snorted. "I"d rather be caught naked than wearing some mutt"s clothes." When I didn"t reply, he frowned. "Something wrong, darling?"
"No, I just-No. Nothing"s wrong."
I walked into the bedroom, shutting the door all but a crack, so I could get out when-or if-my Change was successful. Thankfully, no one thought it odd that I wanted privacy. As close as the Pack was, most liked to make their transformations in private. As always, Clay was the exception. He didn"t care who saw him Change. To him, it was a natural state and therefore nothing to be ashamed of, even if the midpoint of a Change turned you into something fit only for a freak show. For Clay, vanity was yet another bizarre and foreign human concept. Nothing natural should need to be hidden. The bathroom locks at Stonehaven had been broken for over twenty years. No one bothered to fix them. Some things weren"t worth the effort of fighting Clay"s nature. We drew the line, though, when it came to Changing together.
I crossed to the other side of the bed so Clay and Nick couldn"t see me through the door. Then I sunk to all fours, concentrated and hoped. For five long minutes, nothing happened. I started to sweat and tried harder. Several more minutes pa.s.sed. I thought I felt my hands changing into claws, but when I looked down, it was only my very human fingers digging into the carpet.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the door move. A black nose poked into the room. A golden muzzle followed. Jumping forward, I slammed the door shut before Clay saw me. He gave a questioning whine. I grunted, hoping the noise sounded sufficiently canine. Clay grunted back and padded away from the door. A respite, but a brief one. In less than five minutes he"d try again. Clay wasn"t known for his patience.
Creeping across the carpet, I eased the door back open a crack so I could prod it open if-when, please when-I Changed. Just in case, I thought of backup plans. Grab some clothing and break out the window? As I was sizing up the tiny window, my skin started to tingle and stretch. I glanced down to see my fingernails thickening, my fingers shortening. Giving a deep sigh of relief, I closed my eyes and let the transformation take over.
We crept through the yard behind the house and came out on the north side of BearValley"s fast-food strip, a gauntlet of every known chain restaurant with a drive-thru. After sneaking through the rear parking lots, we headed into a maze of alleys wending through a block of storage units. Finally out from under the floodlights, we began to run.
Before long, Clay and I started to race. It was more of an obstacle course than a flat-out race, slipping in the puddles and stumbling over garbage bags, I"d taken the lead when a garbage can crashed at the end of the alley. All three of us skidded to a halt.
"What the f.u.c.k are you doing?" said a young male voice. "Watch where you"re going and get your a.s.s in gear. If my old man finds I snuck out, he"ll nail my hide to the woodshed door."
Another male voice only gave a drunken giggle in reply. The garbage can sc.r.a.ped along the gravel, then two heads came into view, moving into the alley. I inched into the shadows until my rump hit the brick wall. I was sandwiched between a pile of garbage and a stack of boxes. Across from me, Clay and Nick retreated into a doorway and disappeared into the darkness, leaving only Clay"s glowing blue eyes. He looked from me to the approaching boys, telling me that the shadows weren"t doing their job and I was exposed. It was too late to move. I could only hope the boys were too drunk to pay attention as they stumbled past.
The boys were chattering about something, but the words pa.s.sed through my ears as white noise. To understand human speech in this form, I had to concentrate, much like I would to understand someone speaking French. I couldn"t bother with that now. I was too busy watching their feet as they drew closer.
As they came alongside the garbage pile, I crouched, flattening myself to the ground. Their boots took three more steps, propelling them just past my hiding spot. I forced myself not to listen, instead looking up at their faces and taking my cue from there. They were no more than seventeen years old. One was tall, dark haired, wearing a leather jacket, ripped jeans, and combat boots, with a tattoo around his neck, and studs through his lips and nose. His red-haired companion wore a similar outfit, but without the tattoo and piercings, lacking the courage-or the idiocy-to turn a fashion statement into permanent disfigurement.
They continued to jabber as they walked away. Then the dark-haired kid tripped. Falling, he twisted, grabbed the side of a garbage bin, and saw me. He blinked once. Then he tugged his friend"s jacket sleeve and pointed. Instinct goaded me to counter threat with attack. Reason forced me to wait. Ten years ago, I"d have killed the boys the moment they entered the alley. Five years ago, I"d have leapt as soon as one noticed me. Even today I could feel the struggle deep in my gut, a twisting fear that made my muscles twitch in readiness for the attack. It was this-the battle for control of my body-that I hated more than anything else.
A low rumble echoed through the alley. Feeling the vibrations in my throat, I realized I was growling. My ears were plastered against my head. For one second, my brain tried to override instinct, then saw the advantage in surrendering, in letting the boys see how close they stood to death.
I curled back my lips and snarled. Both boys jumped backward. The redhead turned and ran down the alley, tripping and stumbling through the trash. The other boy"s eyes followed his friend. Then, instead of bolting after him, his hand shot out into the garbage pile. When he pulled back, the moonlight glinted off something in his hand. He turned to me, holding a broken bottle, the fear on his face replaced by a grin of power. Motion blurred behind him and I glanced up to see Clay in a crouch. The muscles in his shoulders bunched, I looked back at the boy, then sprang. Clay leapt. In midair, I twisted away from the boy and caught Clay full in the chest. We tumbled through the air together and hit the ground running, Nick at our heels. We ran the rest of the way back to our clothes.
We got to Stonehaven after two. Antonio and Peter were still out. There hadn"t been any safe way to find them and tell them we"d already discovered where the mutt was staying. The house was silent and dark. Jeremy hadn"t waited up. He knew if anything had happened, we"d wake him. Clay and I raced for the steps, jostling to be the first one up, bickering as we ran. Behind us, Nick mimicked our fight, but kept on our heels. We hit the top of the stairs and raced for Jeremy"s room at the end of the hall. Before we could get there, the door creaked open.
"Did you find him?" Jeremy asked, a disembodied voice from the darkness.
"We found where he"s staying," I said. "He"s-"
"Did you kill him?"
"Nah," Clay said. "Too risky. But we"ll-"
"Good. Tell me the rest in the morning."
The door closed. Clay and I looked at each other. Then I shrugged and headed back down the hall.
"I"ll just have to beat you to it tomorrow," I said.
Clay pounced, knocking me onto the hardwood floor. He stayed on top of me, pinning my arms to the floor and grinning down, the excitement of the hunt still shining in his eyes. "You think so? How about we play for it? You name the game."
"Poker," Nick said.
Clay twisted to look up at him. "And what stakes are you playing for?"
Nick grinned. "The usual. It"s been a long time."
Clay laughed, got up, and lifted me into his arms. When we got to his room, he tossed me onto the bed, then headed to the bar to mix drinks. Nick jumped on top of me. I threw him off and struggled up.
"What makes you think I"m going to play at all?" I asked.
"You missed us," Nick said.
He made a show of unb.u.t.toning his shirt and shrugging it off, making sure I saw a good display of his muscles. Undressing was like some d.a.m.ned mating ritual with these guys. They seemed to think that the sight of a handsome face, muscular biceps, and a flat stomach would turn me into a helpless ma.s.s of hormones, willing to play their juvenile games. It usually worked, but that wasn"t the point.
"Whiskey and soda?" Clay called from across the room.