I paused, confused. I knew he had three older brothers-oh, wait. I recalled what Leah said about his parentage, that he was. . . Words failed me. Oh, I knew a few. Illegitimate, conceived out of wedlock, plus the "B" word, which I wouldn"t mention, even if Cortez had used it himself. Everything sounded so negative, so archaic. Maybe the terms were archaic because there was no need for such a designation at all. If a child is conceived during an extramarital affair, the burden for any questionable judgment rests with the parents, not the child. In the twenty-first century, we should be enlightened enough to realize that. Yet, by the way Leah had brought it up, such a casually tossed barb, I knew it wasn"t something the rest of the Cabal world let Cortez forget.
"Not much in there," he said, looking over my shoulder. "If the eggs are still good, I could make an omelet. Yes, I know I made that yesterday, but my repertoire is exceedingly limited. It"s that or, possibly, a hard-boiled egg, though I have been known to boil them into golf b.a.l.l.s."
"You"ve done enough. I"ve got breakfast. Eggs, pancakes, or French toast?" I glanced at the bread, the edges blooming a lovely shade of periwinkle. "Forget the French toast."
"Whatever is easiest."
"Pancakes," Savannah said as she swung into the kitchen.
"You set the table, then, and I"ll cook."
Chapter 40.
The Vote By the time breakfast-or should I say brunch-ended, it was past noon. Cortez insisted on cleaning up and also insisted on Savannah"s help. I took my mug of coffee and was heading into the living room when the phone rang. Cortez checked the call display.
"Victoria Alden," he said. "Shall we let the machine pick up?"
"No, I"ll get it. After the last few days, Victoria is one problem I can handle."
"h.e.l.lo, Victoria," I said as I picked up the phone.
Silence.
"Call display, remember?" I said. "Great invention."
"You sound very cheerful this morning, Paige."
"I am. The crowd"s gone. The media has stopped calling. Things are definitely looking up."
"So stealing Margaret"s car and leading the police through a cemetery last night are things you would consider to be an improvement in your current situation?"
"Oh, that was nothing. We were very careful, Victoria. The police won"t know it was me. They haven"t even called."
"I"m phoning concerning the future of one of our Coven members."
I paused, then winced, my euphoria fading. "Oh, geez. It"s Kylie, isn"t it? She"s decided not to stay with the Coven. Look, I"ve been talking to her and I"ll speak to her again when all this is over."
"This isn"t about Kylie. It"s about you."
"Me?"
"After hearing of your latest escapade, we called an emergency Coven meeting this morning. You"ve been banished from the Coven, Paige."
"What-you-" Words dried up in my throat.
"The vote was eight to three with two abstaining. The Coven has decided."
"N-no," I said. "Eight to three? That can"t be. You rigged it. You must have-"
"Call Abigail, if you wish. I"m sure she is one of the three who voted to allow you to stay. She"ll tell you it was a fair and open count. You know the rules of banishment, Paige. You have thirty days to leave EastFalls and you are prohibited from taking any of your mother"s-"
"No!" I shouted. "No!"
I slammed down the phone. Without turning, I sensed Cortez behind me.
"They banished me," I whispered. "They voted to kick me out of the Coven."
If he replied, I didn"t hear it. Blood crashed in my ears. Somehow I managed to cross the three steps to the recliner and drop into it. Cortez sat on the armrest, but I turned away from him. No one could understand what this meant to me and I didn"t want anyone to try. As he bent over me, his lips moved, and I braced myself against the inevitable "I"m sorry."
Instead he said, "They"re wrong."
I looked up at him. He leaned down and brushed the hair from my face, using the movement to stroke my cheek with his thumb.
"They"re wrong, Paige."
I buried my face against his side and began to sob.
I knew the Elders were beyond help. All the older witches were. They were set in their ways and their beliefs, and I could do little to change that. I wouldn"t waste my time trying. Instead, I wanted to focus on the younger generation, the ones like Kylie, who was heading off to college this fall and seriously contemplating breaking with the Coven.
Save the younger generation and let the older one wither away. From there, I could reform the Coven, make it a place witches came to, not escaped from. Once the Coven had regained its strength and vitality, we could reach out to other witches, offer training and fellowship and a powerful alternative to those, like Eve, who saw power only in dark magic. I"d make the Coven more flexible, more adaptable, more attractive, better suited to fulfilling the needs of all witches. A grand plan, to be sure. Maybe not one I could even realize in my lifetime. But I could start it. I could try.
This was more than a vision; it was the embodiment of every hope I"d had since I"d been old enough to form hopes. I couldn"t imagine leaving the Coven. Literally could not envision it. Never at any time in my life had I wondered what life would be like outside the Coven. I"d never dreamed of living outside Ma.s.sachusetts. I"d never dreamed of falling in love and marrying. I"d never even dreamed of children. The Coven was my dream and I"d never considered anything that would interfere with that mission.
So what was I to do now? Roll over and cry? Let the Elders drive me away? Never. When the initial pain of being banished subsided, I stepped back for a logical a.s.sessment of the situation. So the Coven had kicked me out. They were scared. Reacting to an age-old fear instilled in them by Victoria and her cronies. Terrified of exposure, they took the easiest route-rid themselves of the cause of that threat. The people of EastFalls had done the same thing with their pet.i.tion. Once the danger pa.s.sed, both would welcome me back. Well, maybe "welcome" is optimistic, but they"d allow me to stay, in the town and in the Coven. With the right amount of will and determination, anything can be fixed.
"Wh-where"s Savannah," I said, drying my eyes.
"In the kitchen. Making tea, I believe."
I pulled myself upright. "Seems everyone"s been doing a lot of that lately. Taking care of Paige."
"Hardly. You-"
"I appreciate it, but I"m okay," I said, squeezing his hand as I got to my feet. "We"ve got things to do today. For starters, I should go through Savannah"s ceremony with her. I know it"s still a week away, but I want to make sure she remembers everything Eve told her and that we have all the ingredients."
He nodded. "Good idea. While you do that, if you don"t mind, I"ll toss my other set of clothing in the laundry."
"Oh, that"s right. You"ve only got the two sets. Here, give me your dirty clothes-"
"I"ve got it, Paige. You go on with Savannah."
"Later, we should get your bags from the motel and bring them back here." I paused. "That is, if we"re staying here. We should discuss that, too."
He nodded and I walked to the kitchen doorway. Savannah looked up from measuring tea.
"Leave that, hon," I said. "Thanks for thinking of me, but I"m fine. How about we run through that ceremony of your mom"s, make sure I get it right?"
"Sure."
"Let me get my stuff, then, and we"ll head downstairs."
Savannah followed me into my room. As I pulled my knapsack from its hiding place, the window smashed behind me. Savannah screamed and I wheeled around just as a football-sized rock crashed into the far wall. It hit the throw rug, rolling once and leaving a trail of red. Thinking it was blood, I spun to face Savannah, but she was running to the window, unharmed.
"Get away from there!" I yelled.
"I want to see who threw-"
"No!"
I grabbed her arm and wrenched her back. As I turned, I saw a word smeared in red paint on the large rock: BURN.
I dragged Savannah from the room as Cortez came sprinting from the kitchen.
"I was in the bas.e.m.e.nt," he said. "What happened?"
I grabbed the phone and dialed 911 as Savannah explained about the rock. Cortez"s face went grim and he marched to the kitchen window to look out back. As I was telling the 911 dispatcher what had happened, he took the phone from me.
"Get the fire department here now," he said to the 911 operator. "Police and fire. Immediately."
While he gave details, I ran to the window. My shed was engulfed in flames, fueled by the gasoline for the lawn mower and G.o.d knew what other flammable liquids.
Suddenly the shed exploded. The boom resounded through the house. When the next crash came, I thought it was still the shed-until shards of gla.s.s. .h.i.t my face and something struck my shoulder.
Cortez yelled and dove at me, grabbing the back of my shirt and yanking me backward so hard I flew off my feet. As he pulled me from the kitchen, I saw what had hit me. A bottle stuffed with a flaming rag. I was barely out of the room when whatever filled the bottle ignited. A ball of fire flared, filling my kitchen with flame and smoke.
"Savannah, get down!" Cortez shouted. "Crawl to the door!"
From the back of the house, I heard another window break. My office! Oh, G.o.d, all my work was in there. As I wrenched free of Cortez"s grasp, I remembered what other room was at the back of the house and what even more precious contents it held.
"My room! The ceremony material and the grimoires."
Cortez tried to grab me, but I lunged out of his reach. Sirens and shouts sounded, nearly drowned out by the crackle of fire. Two steps from my room, a cloud of smoke hit me. I reeled back, gagging. Instinctively I breathed deeper, gasping for air and filling my lungs with smoke. After a split second of animal panic, sense returned and I dropped onto all fours and crawled into my room.
My bed looked like a demonic fire-beast, a four-legged ma.s.s of flame, devouring everything within reach. A gust of wind billowed through the broken window, blowing smoke into my face and blinding me. I continued forward, moving from memory, fingers outstretched. I found the knapsack first and wrapped the straps around one hand as the other continued to search. When I touched the edge of the trapdoor, I stopped and began feeling around it. My fingers connected with the white-hot metal of the clasp and I jerked away, backing into the flaming throw rug.
For one moment, it was too much. The ancient fear of fire gnawed away reason, filling my brain with the smell, sound, taste, and feel of the flames. I froze, unable to move, certain I would die here, condemned to a witch"s death. The horror of that thought-the very idea of curling up and surrendering to fear-restored my senses.
Ignoring the pain, I flipped the clasp and opened the trapdoor. A moment later, I had the second backpack. I seized the straps, yanked it from the cubbyhole, and started to creep backward, crablike, toward the door. I"d barely gone two feet when Cortez grabbed my ankle and dragged me out.
"That way," he said, pushing me forward. "To the door. Don"t stand up. Oh, s.h.i.t!"
He tackled me, knocking me to the floor just as I felt flames lick my calves. As he beat at flames on my back, I twisted to see that the hem of my skirt had also ignited. I kicked against the wall, but the sharp movement only made the flames burn brighter. Cortez slapped out the fire with his hands. Then he grabbed the knapsacks from my hand.
"I have them," he said. "Don"t look back. Just keep moving."
I started forward. The rear of the house was ablaze. Tongues of fire licked across the house toward the front and, when I pa.s.sed the living room, I turned to see the drapes ignite. Breathing through my mouth, I pushed forward, willing myself to crawl over small pockets of fire in my path. At the front hall, I paused to glance over my shoulder for Cortez. He waved me forward. I crawled to the open back door and toppled outside.
A man in a uniform caught me and shoved a cloth over my nose and mouth. I inhaled a deep breath of something cold and metallic. I grabbed the man"s arm, gesturing that I could breathe without medical help. Above me, his face wobbled out of focus. I wrenched around, looking behind me for Cortez. I saw the open doorway and empty hall. Then my limbs gave way and everything went black.
Chapter 41.
Package Deal I awoke with a headache that felt like a chisel striking behind my eyes. When I lifted my head, bile rushed to my mouth and I hunched over, gagging and spitting. Every time I tried to rise, nausea forced me down. Finally I gave up and collapsed.
Where was I? When I opened my eyes, I saw only darkness. The last thing I remembered was drifting off to sleep with Cortez beside me. Flashes of nightmare illuminated the darkness. The taste of smoke made me retch again. As I did, my fingers clenched the sheets and I hesitated, running my thumb over the cloth. These weren"t my sheets.
"Cortez?" I shifted onto my side. "Lucas?"
As I squinted into the darkness, my eyes adjusted enough to make out shapes. Another twin bed to my left. A nightstand above me. I reached for the light and flicked the switch, but nothing happened. My fingers crept to the bulb and found an empty socket. I jumped up, stomach lurching with the sudden movement.
Across the room Savannah muttered in her sleep.
"Savannah?"
She made a noise, half-stirring.
The door swung open. A woman stood in the entrance, illuminated by the hall light. I blinked twice but my eyes wouldn"t focus.
"Finally. We thought you girls were going to sleep all day."
With that voice, my heart stopped. Leah Leah. I flung myself from the bed and tried to locate Savannah but my legs buckled under me and I fell to the carpet.
"Stay in bed," a man"s voice said. "You won"t be ready to walk yet."
I tried to push myself up from the floor, but couldn"t. Leah and her partner stood outside the door, neither making any move to help me. A staccato series of beeps filled the silence, then the man murmured something.
"A cell phone?" Leah said when he finished the call. "Jesus, Friesen. He"s in the next room."
"Standard communication procedure. Mr. Nast wants to see them immediately."
The man-Friesen-moved into the light and I recognized him as the "paramedic" who"d helped me out of the burning house. Early thirties, dirty blond brush cut, with the oversized build of a quarterback and the misshapen face of a boxer.
But who was Nast? I should have known, but my brain wouldn"t focus any better than my eyes. I repeated the name in my head, my stomach clenching with each iteration. Nast was. . . wrong. Someone I didn"t want to meet. My gut told me that. But. . .