"That"s just what I mean. If you own up, they will say that I made you do it; and I had enough sight rather bear the blame of setting the boat-house afire, than be told that I made you do it. I can dirty my own hands, but I don"t like the idea of dirtying yours."
"You don"t mean to leave Woodville, Noddy?" asked f.a.n.n.y, in a reproachful tone.
"If you own up, I shall not go back. I"ve been thinking of going ever since they talked of making a tinker of me; so it will only be going a few days sooner. I want to go to sea, and I don"t want to be a tinker."
f.a.n.n.y gazed into the water by the side of the boat, thinking of what her companion had said. She really did not think she ought to "own up," on the terms which Noddy mentioned.
"If you are sorry, and want to repent, you can do all that; and I will give you my solemn promise to be as good as you are, Miss f.a.n.n.y," said Noddy, satisfied that he had made an impression upon the mind of his wavering companion.
His advice seemed to be sensible. She was sorry she had done wrong; she could repent in sorrow and silence, and never do wrong again. Her father and her sister would despise her if they knew she had done such a wicked and unladylike thing as to set the boat-house on fire. She could save all this pain and mortification, and repent just the same. Besides, she could not take upon herself the responsibility of driving Noddy away from Woodville, for that would cause Bertha a great deal of pain and uneasiness.
f.a.n.n.y had not yet learned to do right though the heavens fall.
"Well, I won"t say anything about it, Noddy," said she, yielding to what seemed to her the force of circ.u.mstances.
"That"s right, f.a.n.n.y. Now, you leave the whole thing to me, and I will manage it so as to keep you out of trouble; and you can repent and be sorry just as much as you please," replied Noddy, as he began to row again. "There is nothing to be afraid of. Ben will never know that we have been on the river."
"But I know it myself," said the conscience-stricken maiden.
"Of course you do; what of that?"
"If I didn"t know it myself, I should feel well enough."
"You are a funny girl."
"Don"t you ever feel that you have done wrong, Noddy?"
"I suppose I do; but I don"t make any such fuss about it as you do."
"You were not brought up by a kind father and a loving sister, who would give anything rather than have you do wrong," said f.a.n.n.y, beginning to cry again.
"There! don"t cry any more; if you do, you will "let the cat out of the bag." I am going to land you here at the Glen. You can take a walk there, and go home about one o"clock. Then you can tell the folks you have been walking in the Glen; and it will be the truth."
"It will be just as much a lie as though I hadn"t been there. It will be one half the truth told to hide the other half."
This was rather beyond Noddy"s moral philosophy, and he did not worry himself to argue the point. He pulled up to the landing place at the Glen, where he had so often conveyed Bertha, and near the spot where he had met with the accident which had placed him under her kindly care.
f.a.n.n.y, with a heavy heart and a doubting mind, stepped on sh.o.r.e, and walked up into the grove. She was burdened with grief for the wrong she had done, and for half an hour she wandered about the beautiful spot, trying to compose herself enough to appear before the people at the house. When it was too late, she wished she had not consented to Noddy"s plan; but the fear of working a great wrong in driving him from the good influences to which he was subjected at Woodville, by doing right, and confessing her error, was rather comforting, though it did not meet the wants of her case.
In season for dinner, she entered the house with her hand full of wild flowers, which grew only in the Glen. In the hall she met Mrs. Green, the housekeeper, who looked at her flushed face, and then at the flowers in her hand.
"We have been wondering where you were, all the forenoon," said Mrs.
Green. "I see you have been to the Glen by the flowers you have in your hand. Did you know the boat-house was burned up?"
"I saw the smoke of it," replied f.a.n.n.y.
"It is the strangest thing that ever happened. No one can tell how it took fire."
f.a.n.n.y made no reply, and the housekeeper hastened away to attend to her duties. The poor girl was suffering all the tortures of remorse which a wrong act can awaken, and she went up to her room with the feeling that she did not wish to see another soul for a month.
Half an hour later, Noddy Newman presented himself at the great house, laden with swamp pinks, whose fragrance filled the air, and seemed to explain where he had been all the forenoon. With no little flourish, he requested Mrs. Green to put them in the vases for Bertha"s room; for his young mistress was very fond of the sweet blossoms. He appeared to be entirely satisfied with himself; and, with a branch of the pink in his hand, he left the house, and walked towards the servants" quarters, where, at his dinner, he met Ben, the boatman.
CHAPTER IV.
NODDY"S CONFESSION.
The old boatman never did any thing as other people did it; and though Noddy had put on the best face he could a.s.sume to meet the shock of the accusation which he was confident would be brought against him, Ben said not a word about the boat-house. He did not seem to be aware that it had been burned. He ate his dinner in his usual cheerful frame of mind, and talked of swamp pinks, suggested by the branch which the young reprobate had brought into the servants" hall.
Noddy was more perplexed than he had been before that day. Why didn"t the old man "pitch into him," and accuse him of kindling the fire? Why didn"t he get angry, as he did sometimes, and call him a young vagabond, and threaten to horsewhip him? Ben talked of the pinks, of the weather, the crops, and the latest news; but he did not say a word about the destruction of the boat-house, or Noddy"s absence during the forenoon.
After dinner, Noddy followed the old man down to the pier by the river in a state of anxiety which hardly permitted him to keep up the cheerful expression he had a.s.sumed, and which he usually wore. They reached the smouldering ruins of the building, but Ben took no notice of it, and did not allude to the great event which had occurred. Noddy was inclined to doubt whether the boat-house had been burned at all; and he would have rejected the fact, if the charred remains of the house had not been there to attest it.
Ben hobbled down to the pier, and stepped on board the Greyhound, which he had hauled up to the sh.o.r.e to enable him to make some repairs on the mainsail. Noddy followed him; but he grew more desperate at every step he advanced, for the old man still most provokingly refused to say a single word about the fire.
"Gracious!" exclaimed Noddy, suddenly starting back in the utmost astonishment; for he had come to the conclusion, that if Ben would not speak about the fire, he must.
The old boatman was still vicious, and refused even to notice his well-managed exclamation. Noddy thought it was very obstinate of Ben not to say something, and offer him a chance, in the natural way, to prove his innocence.
"Why, Ben, the boat-house is burned up!" shouted Noddy, determined that the old man should have no excuse for not speaking about the fire.
Ben did not even raise his eyes from the work on which he was engaged.
He was adjusting the palm on his hand, and in a moment began to sew as though nothing had happened, and no one was present but himself. Noddy was fully satisfied now that the boatman was carrying out the details of some plot of his own.
"Ben!" roared Noddy, at the top of his lungs, and still standing near the ruins.
"What do you want, Noddy?" demanded Ben, as good-naturedly as though everything had worked well during the day.
"The boat-house is burned up!" screamed Noddy, apparently as much excited as though he had just discovered the fact.
Ben made no reply, which was another evidence that he was engaged in working out some deep-laid plot, perhaps to convict him of the crime, by some trick. Noddy was determined not to be convicted if he could possibly help it.
"Ben!" shouted he again.
"Well, Noddy, what is it?"
"Did you _know_ the boat-house was burned up?"
There was no answer; and Noddy ran down to the place where the sail-boat was hauled up. He tried to look excited and indignant, and perhaps he succeeded; though, as the old man preserved his equanimity, he had no means of knowing what impression he had produced.
"Did you know the boat-house was burned up?" repeated Noddy, opening his eyes as though he had made a discovery of the utmost importance.
"I did," replied Ben, as indifferently as though it had been a matter of no consequence whatever.
"Why didn"t you tell me about it?" demanded Noddy, with becoming indignation.
"Because I decided that I wouldn"t say a word about it to any person,"