Chapter 118
「Hoo? Hoo hoo hoo!」
The muscle–or rather, Matsubara Makoto raised such a voice of admiration, glared at the woman glaring at him .
「Oh, Head of the Special Forces . You thought that we don’t know anything? You certainly did reject that girl, right? And in addition to that, you just threw your killing intent at her without listening to a word from her! You calling yourself a mother? Nuhahahahaha! Are you here to make me laugh!? My muscles are also laughing loudly by your words! Muscles and bones as if a supernova–」
Hyun, a sharp sound resounds .
Dodging the attack by moving his head, Matsubara smiles distortedly and continues speaking .
「Oh! Oh, Tsukie! What an easy to understand attack! As if a shota/loli without muscles! Now, I don’t understand why you came here, but saying that the reason of it is because of the kid, is highly ridiculous!」
Thus, he prepares his fists .
His eyes are blazing greatly, and his words are a little hard to understand, but it is very easy to understand that it varies .
「–Now, as a villain . Let’s punish the evil adult who’s trying to use a child, Muscle」
Hearing those words and seeing his figure, Tsukie instinctively smiles wryly .
I wonder why I look like an evil villain .
The opponent is a sinner who committed many crimes . Even if he line up many hypocrisies, it doesn’t redeem all of his sins, let alone, it can change into an insult towards 『justice』 .
But there were no curiosity and anger .
Rather than that, I understood .
「–Well, right」
Muttering that, she prepares her weapon .
Glittering the
dark grey dagger while Matsubara’s muscles pulsate slightly, she remembers the words she said to her own son .
『Unknowns are pests . They only know how to harm and give despair to humans . The extermination targets that know nothing but killing us . That’s what Unknowns are . No matter what kind of human form it takes, it’s different than a human–it’s just a monster』
She certainly said that .
That is an unregainable truth . In fact, when thinking that the young child is an Unknown, the trauma that was planted in her since her childhood, appears .
Blazing town, and her parents reaching out to her desperately .
Seeing her young self–and the large Unknown biting her parents lower half of body .
Even her young self was able to understand that the Unknown’s eyes were filled with 『joy』 . The moment she saw that, she was convinced .
–Ah, these guys are 『enemies』 .
Since then, her life was simple .
To say it in a word–revenge .
She built up strength in order to take revenge on the Unknown that killed her parents . She obtained power, and a firm position .
In order to subjugate countless Unknowns, she trained the Special Forces’ members . By revising the Special Forces’ system, many enemies were ma.s.sacred . And she did every possible thing in order to find that monster one day .
For her, her purpose in life is to find that Unknown and kill it .
–It was like that .
「……Good grief, I lost my edge……」
While smiling wryly, she scratches her head .
『I
『I order as the Special Forces’ supreme commandant . Kill the Unknown living in that house and Nagumo Iwato』
That were the words she said before .
In order to eliminate any instable risk factors, she tried to kill her own son .
That was the right choice as the Minister of Defense and the Special Force’s supreme commandant . To the extent that it won’t even be strange that she will be praised .
However .
She thinks, “Why am I in this place?” .
Why I get married and gave birth to a child, but still clinging to this position?
Was the reason really 『for revenge』?
Thinking that, she laughs .
「–Such thing, there is no way it is like that」
Just like that, she recalls .
In the antiseptic smelly hospital .
The small baby grasping her hand tightly .
Drenched in sweats and gasping in pain . The moment she saw the child, her 『number one』 has been decided .
Thus, she opens her eyes .
In front of her is Matsubara preparing his fists, and after making sure that the figure is a reality, she shows a smile .
「I said already . I came here as a 『mother』」
Revenge, search, and extermination .
Certainly, those that became her roots, have not changed . Everything started from there . It doesn’t change the fact that she manage to go this far because of the death of her parents . However .
She was wrong .
She made a mistake at the most important part .
What reason is she alive for?
Not for the past,
the past, but it is for this moment .
She asks herself who is she living for .
–She immediately answers, 『for my son’s sake』 .
「I forgotten the most important thing due to my anger . I did such a silly thing just for revenge……」
I am stupid
She smiles wryly .
Why did I make the Unknowns be cautious to that much?
For the people living in the town?
Thinking that, she–couldn’t give an answer immediately .
When she know that the Unknown appeared in the town and Iwato is close to the Unknown, her mind became blank instantly .
Flashbacking her trauma .
What if he experienced the same tragedy as me .
She couldn’t stop thinking about it, and she rushed out of her office . She was just worried of Iwato .
Why did I say such thing?
Since when have I been wrong?
What exactly I wanted to do?
Thinking that, she feels regret .
Did I worry about him so much that I became weird, or I was just confused by the hatred to Unknowns?
There are many excuses like that, but just by saying those, won’t repair the relationship with him .
However, still
「–But still, I’m a mother」
No matter how much he hates me or neglects me .
I’m still his mother .
Even if I’m not a good mother .
「Even if I’m not qualified to be one, I won’t brush away the child’s hand–again」
Those words, and figure .
Matsubara laughs greatly .
「Laughable, really laughable! It’s upright to be keen to not fail the second time! As expected of the head of the Special Forces, I guess! However,I guess! However, that first mistake is the end . Once you put it in words, there won’t be a second time . Your relationship will never recover!」
「……You may be right . I have no intention to appear in front of them with a mother look now after doing that much . But still–」
Thus, she smiles sharply .
The corner of her mouth rises, and the sharp glint in her eyes glitter .
She just thrust her won self-satisfaction .
「But, I don’t need any qualifications to think of saving them, right?」
「I see, there’s no point to talk」
Matsubara’s voice resounds–and the surroundings are enveloped by his intimidation .
The feeling of oppression accompanied by an overwhelming pressure .
Facing that, Tsukie starts to sweat while Matsubara’s muscles pulsate greatly as he lowers his balance .
「Well, I have never thought that the evil and justice can understand each other from the start . I amused myself by trying to chat with you, but since our opinions are different, there’s no chance we can come to an agreement . But when thinking carefully, the bad one is the Unknown who attacked your parents」
「……You investigated me . So the so-called 『justice』, what are you going to do? Are you going to arrest this bad mother who abused her son?」
Upon hearing that, Matsubara was shocked for a moment .
However, he starts to laugh 『Gahaha』 immediately, and sends a sharp glance at Tsukie .
His figure that was abusing her since a while ago, is not there–
「What are you saying? The 【evil】 one is me」
And he muttered that with a strange weight .
Hoo Hoo hoo hoo The muscle or rather, Matsubara Makoto raised such a voice of admiration, glared at the woman glaring at him . Oh, Head of the Special Forces . You thought that we don t know anything You certainly did reject that girl, right And in addition to that, you just threw your killing intent at her without listening to a word from her You calling yourself a mother Nuhahahahaha Are you here to make me laugh My muscles are also laughing loudly by your words Muscles and bones as if a supernova Hyun, a sharp sound resounds . Dodging the attack by moving his head, Matsubara smiles distortedly and continues speaking . Oh Oh, Tsukie What an easy to understand attack As if a shota loli without muscles Now, I don t understand why you came here, but saying that the reason of it is because of the kid, is highly ridiculous Thus, he prepares his fists . His eyes are blazing greatly, and his words are a little hard to understand, but it is very easy to understand that it varies . Now, as a villain . Let s punish the evil adult who s trying to use a child, Muscle Hearing those words and seeing his figure, Tsukie instinctively smiles wryly . I wonder why I look like an evil villain . The opponent is a sinner who committed many crimes . Even if he line up many hypocrisies, it doesn t redeem all of his sins, let alone, it can change into an insult towards justice . But there were no curiosity and anger . Rather than that, I understood . Well, right Muttering that, she prepares her weapon . Glittering the dark grey dagger while Matsubara s muscles pulsate slightly, she remembers the words she said to her own son . Unknowns are pests . They only know how to harm and give despair to humans . The extermination targets that know nothing but killing us . That s what Unknowns are . No matter what kind of human form it takes, it s different than a human it s just a monster She certainly said that . That is an unregainable truth . In fact, when thinking that the young child is an Unknown, the trauma that was planted in her since her childhood, appears . Blazing town, and her parents reaching out to her desperately . Seeing her young self and the large Unknown biting her parents lower half of body . Even her young self was able to understand that the Unknown s eyes were filled with joy . The moment she saw that, she was convinced . Ah, these guys are enemies . Since then, her life was simple . To say it in a word revenge . She built up strength in order to take revenge on the Unknown that killed her parents . She obtained power, and a firm position . In order to subjugate countless Unknowns, she trained the Special Forces members . By revising the Special Forces system, many enemies were ma.s.sacred . And she did every possible thing in order to find that monster one day . For her, her purpose in life is to find that Unknown and kill it . It was like that . Good grief, I lost my edge While smiling wryly, she scratches her head . I order as the Special Forces supreme commandant . Kill the Unknown living in that house and Nagumo Iwato That were the words she said before . In order to eliminate any instable risk factors, she tried to kill her own son . That was the right choice as the Minister of Defense and the Special Force s supreme commandant . To the extent that it won t even be strange that she will be praised . However . She thinks, Why am I in this place . Why I get married and gave birth to a child, but still clinging to this position Was the reason really for revenge Thinking that, she laughs . Such thing, there is no way it is like that Just like that, she recalls . In the antiseptic smelly hospital . The small baby grasping her hand tightly . Drenched in sweats and gasping in pain . The moment she saw the child, her number one has been decided . Thus, she opens her eyes . In front of her is Matsubara preparing his fists, and after making sure that the figure is a reality, she shows a smile . I said already . I came here as a mother Revenge, search, and extermination . Certainly, those that became her roots, have not changed . Everything started from there . It doesn t change the fact that she manage to go this far because of the death of her parents . However . She was wrong . She made a mistake at the most important part . What reason is she alive for Not for the past, but it is for this moment . She asks herself who is she living for . She immediately answers, for my son s sake . I forgotten the most important thing due to my anger . I did such a silly thing just for revenge I am stupid She smiles wryly . Why did I make the Unknowns be cautious to that much For the people living in the town Thinking that, she couldn t give an answer immediately . When she know that the Unknown appeared in the town and Iwato is close to the Unknown, her mind became blank instantly . Flashbacking her trauma . What if he experienced the same tragedy as me . She couldn t stop thinking about it, and she rushed out of her office . She was just worried of Iwato . Why did I say such thing Since when have I been wrong What exactly I wanted to do Thinking that, she feels regret . Did I worry about him so much that I became weird, or I was just confused by the hatred to Unknowns There are many excuses like that, but just by saying those, won t repair the relationship with him . However, still But still, I m a mother No matter how much he hates me or neglects me . I m still his mother . Even if I m not a good mother . Even if I m not qualified to be one, I won t brush away the child s hand again Those words, and figure . Matsubara laughs greatly . Laughable, really laughable It s upright to be keen to not fail the second time As expected of the head of the Special Forces, I guess However, that first mistake is the end . Once you put it in words, there won t be a second time . Your relationship will never recover You may be right . I have no intention to appear in front of them with a mother look now after doing that much . But still Thus, she smiles sharply . The corner of her mouth rises, and the sharp glint in her eyes glitter . She just thrust her won self satisfaction . But, I don t need any qualifications to think of saving them, right I see, there s no point to talk Matsubara s voice resounds and the surroundings are enveloped by his intimidation . The feeling of oppression accompanied by an overwhelming pressure . Facing that, Tsukie starts to sweat while Matsubara s muscles pulsate greatly as he lowers his balance . Well, I have never thought that the evil and justice can understand each other from the start . I amused myself by trying to chat with you, but since our opinions are different, there s no chance we can come to an agreement . But when thinking carefully, the bad one is the Unknown who attacked your parents You investigated me . So the so called justice , what are you going to do Are you going to arrest this bad mother who abused her son Upon hearing that, Matsubara was shocked for a moment . However, he starts to laugh Gahaha immediately, and sends a sharp glance at Tsukie . His figure that was abusing her since a while ago, is not there What are you saying The evil one is me And he muttered that with a strange weight .