"You are thinking, I know, because you have seen us once or twice talking together----"
Stanley paused, not knowing exactly how to construct the remainder of his sentence.
Dorcas added another blossom.
"I think that blue improves it wonderfully. Don"t you?"
"The blue? Oh yes, certainly."
"And now that little star of yellow will make it perfect," said Dorcas.
"Yes--yellow--quite perfect," said Stanley. "But when you saw Rachel and me talking together, or rather Rachel talking to me, I do a.s.sure you, Dorcas, upon my sacred honour, one half of what she said I do not to this moment comprehend, and the whole was based on the most preposterous blunder; and I will tell you in a little time everything about it. I would this moment--I"d be delighted--only just until I have got a letter which I expect--a letter, I a.s.sure you, nothing more--and until I have got it, it would be simply to waste your time and patience to weary you with any such--any such."
"_Secret_," said Dorcas.
"_Secret_, then, if you will have it so," retorted Stanley, suddenly, with one of those glares that lasted for just one fell moment; but he instantly recovered himself. "_Secret_--yes--but no secret in the evil sense--a secret only awaiting the evidence which I daily expect, and then to be stated fully and frankly to you, my only darling, and as completely blown to the winds."
Dorcas looked in his strange face with her proud, sad gaze, like one guessing at a funereal allegory.
He kissed her cheek again, placing one arm round her slender waist, and with his other hand taking hers.
"Yes, Dorcas, my beloved, my only darling, you will yet know all it has cost me to retain from you even this folly; and when you have heard all--which upon my soul and honour, you shall the moment I am enabled to _prove_ all--you will thank me for having braved your momentary displeasure, to spare you a great deal of useless and miserable suspense.
I trust you, Dorcas, in everything implicitly. Why won"t you credit what I say?"
"I don"t urge you--I never have--to reveal that which you describe so strangely as a concealment, yet no secret; as an absurdity, and yet fraught with miserable suspense."
"Ah, Dorcas, why will you misconstrue me? Why will you not believe me? I long to tell you this, which, after all, _is_ an _utter_ absurdity, a thousand times more than you can desire to hear it; but my doing so now, unfortified by the evidence I shall have in a very few days, would be attended with a danger which you will then understand. Won"t you trust me?"
"And now for my advice," said Dorcas, smiling down in her mysterious way upon a crimson exotic near her feet.
"Yes, darling, thank you. In sober earnest, your advice," answered Lake; "and you must advise me. Several of our neighbours--the Hillyards, the Ledwiches, the Wyndermeres, and ever so many more--have spoken to me very strongly about contesting the county, on the old Whig principles, at the election which is now imminent. There is not a man with a chance of acceptance to come forward, if I refuse. Now, you know what even moderate success in the House, when family and property go together, may accomplish. There are the Dodminsters. Do you think they would ever have got their t.i.tle by any other means? There are the Forresters----"
"I know it all, Stanley; and at once I say, go on. I thought you must have formed some political project, Mr. Wealdon has been with you so often; but you tell me nothing, Stanley."
"Not, darling, till I know it myself. This plan, for instance, until you spoke this moment, was but a question, and one which I could not submit until I had seen Wealdon, and heard how matters stood, and what chances of success I should really have. So, darling, you have it all; and I am so glad you advise me to go on. It is five-and-thirty years since anyone connected with Brandon came forward. But it will cost a great deal of money, Dorkie."
"Yes, I know. I"ve always heard it cost my uncle and Sir William Camden fifteen thousand pounds."
"Yes, it will be expensive, Wealdon thinks--_very_, this time. The other side will spend a great deal of money. It often struck me as a great mistake, that, where there is a good income, and a position to be maintained, there is not a little put by every year to meet cases like this--what they call a reserve fund in trading companies."
"I do not think there is much money. _You_ know, Stanley."
"Whatever there is, is under settlement, and we cannot apply it, Dorkie.
The only thing to be done, it strikes me, is to sell a part of Five Oaks."
"I"ll not sell any property, Stanley."
"And what _do_ you propose, then?"
"I don"t know. I don"t understand these things. But there are ways of getting money by mortgages and loans, and paying them off, without losing the property."
"I"ve the greatest possible objection to raising money in that way. It is, in fact, the first step towards ruin; and n.o.body has ever done it who has not regretted that he did not sell instead."
"I won"t sell Five Oaks, Stanley," said the young lady, seriously.
"I only said a part," replied Stanley.
"I won"t sell at all."
"Oh? And _I_ won"t mortgage," said Stanley. "Then the thing can"t go on?"
"I can"t help it."
"But I"m resolved it _shall_," answered Stanley.
"I tell you, Stanley, plainly, I will not sell. The Brandon estate shall not be diminished in my time."
"Why, you perverse idiot, don"t you perceive you impair the estate as much by mortgaging as by selling, with ten times the ultimate danger. I tell you _I_ won"t mortgage, and _you shall sell_."
"This, Sir, is the first time I have been spoken to in such terms."
"And why do you contradict and thwart me upon business of which I know something and you nothing? What object on earth can I have in impairing the estate? I"ve as deep an interest in it as you. It is perfectly plain we should sell; and I am determined we shall. Come now, Dorcas--I"m sorry--I"m such a brute, you know, when I"m vexed. You mustn"t be angry; and if you"ll be a good girl, and trust me in matters of business----"
"Stanley, I tell you plainly once more, I never will consent to sell one acre of the Brandon estates."
"Then we"ll see what I can do without you, Dorkie," he said in a pleasant, musing way.
He was now looking down, with his sly, malign smile; and Dorcas could almost fancy two yellow lights reflected upon the floor.
"I shall protect the property of my family, Sir, from your folly or your machinations; and I shall write to Chelford, as my trustee, to come here to advise me."
"And I snap my fingers at you both, and meet you with _defiance_;" and Stanley"s singular eyes glared upon her for a few seconds.
Dorcas turned in her grand way, and walked slowly toward the door.
"Stay a moment, I"m going," said Stanley, overtaking and confronting her near the door. "I"ve only one word. I don"t think you quite know me. It will be an evil day for you, Dorkie, when you quarrel with me."
He looked steadily on her, smiling for a second or two more, and then glided from the conservatory.
It was the first time Dorcas had seen Stanley Lake"s features in that translated state which indicated the action of his evil nature, and the apparition haunted her for many a day and night.
CHAPTER LVII.
CONCERNING A NEW DANGER WHICH THREATENED CAPTAIN STANLEY LAKE.