"Hush," said Jane. "Qing-jao never asked the question. She used it as a reason not to study the Lusitanian doc.u.ments. Only you you really asked the question, and just because Andrew Wiggin understands your own question better than you do doesn"t mean it isn"t still yours." really asked the question, and just because Andrew Wiggin understands your own question better than you do doesn"t mean it isn"t still yours."
So this was Andrew Wiggin, the Speaker for the Dead. He didn"t look ancient and wise at all, not the way Master Han did. Instead this Wiggin looked foolishly surprised, the way all round-eyes did, and his face changed with every momentary mood, as if it were out of control. Yet there was was that look of peace about him. Perhaps he had some of the Buddha in him. Buddha, after all, had found his own way onto the Path. Maybe this Andrew Wiggin had found a way onto the Path, even though he wasn"t Chinese at all. that look of peace about him. Perhaps he had some of the Buddha in him. Buddha, after all, had found his own way onto the Path. Maybe this Andrew Wiggin had found a way onto the Path, even though he wasn"t Chinese at all.
Wiggin was still asking the questions that he thought were w.a.n.g-mu"s. "The odds against the natural occurrence of such a virus are-- unbelievable. Long before a virus evolved that could link species together and control a whole gaialogy, the proto-descoladas would have destroyed all life. There wasn"t any time time for evolution-- the virus is just too destructive. It would have killed everything in its earliest form, and then died out itself when it ran out of organisms to pillage." for evolution-- the virus is just too destructive. It would have killed everything in its earliest form, and then died out itself when it ran out of organisms to pillage."
"Maybe the pillaging came later," said Ela. "Maybe it evolved in symbiosis with some other species that benefited from its ability to genetically transform all the individuals within it, all within a matter of days or weeks. It might only have extended to other species later."
"Maybe," said Andrew.
A thought occurred to w.a.n.g-mu. "The descolada is like one of the G.o.ds," she said. "It comes and changes everybody whether they like it or not."
"Except the G.o.ds have the decency to go away," said Wiggin.
He responded so quickly that w.a.n.g-mu realized that Jane must now be transmitting everything that was done or said instantaneously across the billions of kilometers of s.p.a.ce between them. From what w.a.n.g-mu had learned about ansible costs, this sort of thing would be possible only for the military; a business that tried a realtime ansible linkup would pay enough money to provide housing for every poor person on an entire planet. And I"m getting this for free, because of Jane. I"m seeing their faces and they"re seeing mine, even at the moment they speak.
"Do they?" asked Ela. "I thought the whole problem that Path was having is that the G.o.ds won"t won"t go away and leave them alone." go away and leave them alone."
w.a.n.g-mu answered with bitterness. "The G.o.ds are like the descolada in every every way. They destroy anything they don"t like, and the people they do like they transform into something that they never were. Qing-jao was once a good and bright and funny girl, and now she"s spiteful and angry and cruel, all because of the G.o.ds." way. They destroy anything they don"t like, and the people they do like they transform into something that they never were. Qing-jao was once a good and bright and funny girl, and now she"s spiteful and angry and cruel, all because of the G.o.ds."
"All because of genetic alteration by Congress," said Wiggin. "A deliberate change introduced by people who were forcing you to fit their own plan."
"Yes," said Ela. "Just like the descolada."
"What do you mean?" asked Wiggin.
"A deliberate change introduced here by people who were trying to force Lusitania to fit their own plan."
"What people?" asked w.a.n.g-mu. "Who would do such a terrible thing?"
"It"s been at the back of my mind for years," said Ela. "It bothered me that there were so few life forms on Lusitania-- you remember, Andrew, that was part of the reason we discovered that the descolada was involved in the pairing of species. We knew that there was a catastrophic change here that wiped out all those species and restructured the few survivors. The descolada was more devastating to most life on Lusitania than a collision with an asteroid. But we always a.s.sumed because we found the descolada here that it evolved here. I knew it made no sense-- just what Qing-jao said-- but since it had obviously happened, then it didn"t matter whether it made sense or not. But what if it didn"t didn"t happen? What if the descolada came from the G.o.ds? Not happen? What if the descolada came from the G.o.ds? Not G.o.d G.o.d G.o.ds, of course, but some sentient species that developed this virus artificially?" G.o.ds, of course, but some sentient species that developed this virus artificially?"
"That would be monstrous," said Wiggin. "To create a poison like that and send it out to other worlds, not knowing or caring what you kill."
"Not a poison poison," said Ela. "If it really does handle planetary systems regulation, couldn"t the descolada be a device for terraforming other worlds? We"ve We"ve never tried terraforming anything-- we humans and the b.u.g.g.e.rs before us only settled on worlds whose native life forms had brought them to a stasis that was similar to the stasis of Earth. An oxygen-rich atmosphere that sucked out carbon dioxide fast enough to keep the planet temperate as the star burns hotter. What if there"s a species somewhere that decided that in order to develop planets suitable for colonization, they should send out the descolada virus in advance-- thousands of years in advance, maybe-- to intelligently transform planets into exactly the conditions they need? And then when they arrive, ready to set up housekeeping, maybe they have the countervirus that switches off the descolada so that they can establish a real gaialogy." never tried terraforming anything-- we humans and the b.u.g.g.e.rs before us only settled on worlds whose native life forms had brought them to a stasis that was similar to the stasis of Earth. An oxygen-rich atmosphere that sucked out carbon dioxide fast enough to keep the planet temperate as the star burns hotter. What if there"s a species somewhere that decided that in order to develop planets suitable for colonization, they should send out the descolada virus in advance-- thousands of years in advance, maybe-- to intelligently transform planets into exactly the conditions they need? And then when they arrive, ready to set up housekeeping, maybe they have the countervirus that switches off the descolada so that they can establish a real gaialogy."
"Or maybe they developed the virus so that it doesn"t interfere with them or the animals they need," said Wiggin. "Maybe they destroyed all the nonessential life on every world."
"Either way, it explains everything. The problems I"ve been facing, that I can"t make sense of the impossibly unnatural arrangements of molecules within the descolada-- they continue to exist only because the virus works constantly to maintain all those internal contradictions. But I could never conceive of how such a self-contradictory molecule evolved in the first place. All this is answered if I know that somehow it was designed and made made. What w.a.n.g-mu said Qing-jao complained about, that the descolada couldn"t evolve and Lusitania"s gaialogy couldn"t exist in nature. Well, it doesn"t doesn"t exist in nature. It"s an artificial virus and an artificial gaialogy." exist in nature. It"s an artificial virus and an artificial gaialogy."
"You mean this actually helps?" asked w.a.n.g-mu.
Their faces showed that they had virtually forgotten she was still part of the conversation, in their excitement.
"I don"t know yet," said Ela. "But it"s a new way of looking at it. For one thing, if I can start with the a.s.sumption that everything everything in the virus has a purpose, instead of the normal jumble of switched-on and switched-off genes that occur in nature-- well, that"ll help. And just knowing it was in the virus has a purpose, instead of the normal jumble of switched-on and switched-off genes that occur in nature-- well, that"ll help. And just knowing it was designed designed gives me hope that I can undesign it. Or redesign it." gives me hope that I can undesign it. Or redesign it."
"Don"t get ahead of yourself," said Wiggin. "This is still just a hypothesis."
"It rings true," said Ela. "It has the feel of truth. It explains so much much."
"I feel that way, too," said Wiggin. "But we have to try it out with the people who are most affected by it."
"Where"s Planter?" asked Ela. "We can talk to Planter."
"And Human and Rooter," said Wiggin. "We have to try this idea with the fathertrees."
"This is going to hit them like a hurricane," said Ela. Then she seemed to realize the implications of her own words. "It is, really, not just a figure of speech, it"s going to hurt hurt. To find out that their whole world is a terraforming project."
"More important than their world world," said Wiggin. "Themselves. The third life. The descolada gave them everything they are and the most fundamental facts of their life. Remember, our best guess is that they evolved as mammal-like creatures who mated directly, male to female, the little mothers sucking life from the male s.e.xual organs, a half-dozen at a time. That"s who they were were. Then the descolada transformed them, and sterilized the males until after they died and turned into trees trees."
"Their very nature--"
"It was a hard thing for human beings to deal with, when we first realized how much of our our behavior arose from evolutionary necessity," said Wiggin. "There are still numberless humans who refuse to believe it. Even if it turns out to be absolutely true, do you think that the pequeninos will embrace this idea as easily as they swallowed wonders like s.p.a.ce travel? It"s one thing to see creatures from another world. It"s another thing to find out that neither G.o.d nor evolution created you-- that some scientist of another species did." behavior arose from evolutionary necessity," said Wiggin. "There are still numberless humans who refuse to believe it. Even if it turns out to be absolutely true, do you think that the pequeninos will embrace this idea as easily as they swallowed wonders like s.p.a.ce travel? It"s one thing to see creatures from another world. It"s another thing to find out that neither G.o.d nor evolution created you-- that some scientist of another species did."
"But if it"s true--"
"Who knows if it"s true? All we"ll ever know is if the idea is useful useful. And to the pequeninos, it may be so devastating that they refuse to believe it forever."
"Some will hate you for telling them," said w.a.n.g-mu. "But some will be glad for it."
They looked at her again-- or at least Jane"s computer simulation showed them looking at her. "You would know, wouldn"t you," said Wiggin. "You and Han Fei-tzu just found out that your your people had been artificially enhanced." people had been artificially enhanced."
"And shackled, all at once," said w.a.n.g-mu. "For me and Master Han, it was freedom. For Qing-jao ..."
"There"ll be many like Qing-jao among the pequeninos," said Ela. "But Planter and Human and Rooter won"t be among them, will they? They"re very wise."
"So is Qing-jao!" said w.a.n.g-mu. She spoke more hotly than she meant to. But the loyalty of a secret maid dies slowly.
"We didn"t mean to say she isn"t," said Wiggin. "But she certainly isn"t being wise about this this, is she?"
"Not about this," said w.a.n.g-mu.
"That"s all we meant. No one likes to find out that the story he always believed about his own ident.i.ty is false. The pequeninos, many of them, believe that G.o.d made them something special, just as your G.o.dspoken believe."
"And we"re not not special, special, none none of us!" cried w.a.n.g-mu. "We"re all as ordinary as mud! There are no G.o.dspoken. There are no G.o.ds. They care nothing about us." of us!" cried w.a.n.g-mu. "We"re all as ordinary as mud! There are no G.o.dspoken. There are no G.o.ds. They care nothing about us."
"If there aren"t any G.o.ds," said Ela, mildly correcting her, "then they can hardly do any caring one way or another."
"Nothing made us except for their own selfish purposes!" cried w.a.n.g-mu. "Whoever made the descolada-- the pequeninos are just part of their plan. And the G.o.dspoken, part of Congress"s plan."
"As one whose birth was requested by the government," said Wiggin, "I sympathize with your point of view. But your reaction is too hasty. After all, my parents also also wanted me. And from the moment of my birth, just like every other living creature, I had my wanted me. And from the moment of my birth, just like every other living creature, I had my own own purpose in life. Just because the people of your world were wrong about their OCD behavior being messages from the G.o.ds doesn"t mean that there purpose in life. Just because the people of your world were wrong about their OCD behavior being messages from the G.o.ds doesn"t mean that there are are no G.o.ds. Just because your former understanding of the purpose of your life is contradicted doesn"t mean that you have to decide there is no purpose." no G.o.ds. Just because your former understanding of the purpose of your life is contradicted doesn"t mean that you have to decide there is no purpose."
"Oh, I know there"s a purpose," said w.a.n.g-mu. "The Congress wanted slaves! That"s why they created Qing-jao-- to be a slave for them. And she wants to continue in her slavery!"
"That was Congress"s purpose," said Wiggin. "But Qing-jao also had a mother and father who loved her. So did I. There are many different purposes in this world, many different causes of everything. Just because one cause you believed in turned out to be false doesn"t mean that there aren"t other causes that can still be trusted."
"Oh I suppose so," said w.a.n.g-mu. She was now ashamed of her outbursts.
"Don"t bow your head before me," said Wiggin. "Or are you you doing that, Jane?" doing that, Jane?"
Jane must have answered him, an answer that w.a.n.g-mu didn"t hear.
"I don"t care what her customs are," said Wiggin. "The only reason for such bowing is to humiliate one person before another, and I won"t have her bow that way to me. She"s done nothing to be ashamed of. She"s opened up a way of looking at the descolada that might just lead to the salvation of a couple of species."
w.a.n.g-mu heard the tone of his voice. He believed this. He was honoring her, right from his own mouth.
"Not me," she protested. "Qing-jao. They were her her questions." questions."
"Qing-jao," said Ela. "She"s got you totally boba boba about her, the way Congress has Qing-jao thinking about about her, the way Congress has Qing-jao thinking about them them."
"You can"t be scornful because you don"t know her," said w.a.n.g-mu. "But she is brilliant and good and I can never be like her."
"G.o.ds again," said Wiggin.
"Always G.o.ds," said Ela.
"What do you mean?" said w.a.n.g-mu. "Qing-jao doesn"t say that she"s a G.o.d, and neither do I."
"Yes you do," said Ela. ""Qing-jao is wise and good," you said."
"Brilliant and good," Wiggin corrected her.
""And I can never be like her,"" Ela went on.
"Let me tell you about G.o.ds," said Wiggin. "No matter how smart or strong you are, there"s always somebody smarter or stronger, and when you run into somebody who"s stronger and smarter than anybody, you think, This is a G.o.d. This is perfection. But I can promise you that there"s somebody else somewhere else who"ll make your G.o.d look like a maggot by comparison. And somebody smarter or stronger or better in some way. So let me tell you what I think about G.o.ds. I think a real real G.o.d is not going to be so scared or angry that he tries to keep other people down. For Congress to genetically alter people to make them smarter and more creative, that could have been a G.o.dlike, generous gift. But they were scared, so they hobbled the people of Path. They wanted to stay in G.o.d is not going to be so scared or angry that he tries to keep other people down. For Congress to genetically alter people to make them smarter and more creative, that could have been a G.o.dlike, generous gift. But they were scared, so they hobbled the people of Path. They wanted to stay in control control. A real G.o.d doesn"t care about control. A real G.o.d already has has control of everything that needs controlling. Real G.o.ds would want to teach you how to be just like them." control of everything that needs controlling. Real G.o.ds would want to teach you how to be just like them."
"Qing-jao wanted to teach me," said w.a.n.g-mu.
"But only as long as you obeyed and did what she wanted," said Jane.
"I"m not worthy," said w.a.n.g-mu. "I"m too stupid to ever learn to be as wise as her."
"And yet you knew I spoke the truth," said Jane, "when all Qing-jao could see were lies."
"Are you you a G.o.d?" asked w.a.n.g-mu. a G.o.d?" asked w.a.n.g-mu.
"What the G.o.dspoken and the pequeninos are only just about to learn about themselves, I"ve known all along. I was made."
"Nonsense," said Wiggin. "Jane, you"ve always believed you sprang whole from the head of Zeus."
"I am not Minerva, thanks," said Jane.
"As far as we know you just happened," said Wiggin. "n.o.body planned you."
"How comforting," said Jane. "So while you can all name your creators-- or at least your parents or some paternalistic government agency-- I"m the one genuine accident in the universe."
"You can"t have it both ways," said Wiggin. "Either somebody had a purpose for you or you were an accident. That"s what an accident is-- something that happened without anyone purposing it. So are you going to be resentful either way? The people of Path are going to resent Congress like crazy, once they all find out what"s been done to them. Are you going to be resentful because n.o.body did anything anything to you?" to you?"
"I can if I want," said Jane, but it was a mockery of childish spite.
"I"ll tell you what I think," said Wiggin. "I think you don"t grow up until you stop worrying about other people"s purposes or lack of them and find the purposes you believe in for yourself."
Ender and Ela explained everything to Valentine first, probably just because she happened to come to the laboratory right then, looking for Ender about something entirely unrelated. It all rang true to her as it had to Ela and Ender. And, like them, Valentine knew they couldn"t evaluate the hypothesis of the descolada as regulator of Lusitania"s gaialogy until they had told the idea to the pequeninos and heard their response.
Ender proposed that they should try it out on Planter first, before they tried to explain anything to Human or Rooter. Ela and Valentine agreed with him. Neither Ela and Ender, who had talked with fathertrees for years, felt comfortable enough with their language to say anything easily. More important, though, was the unspoken fact that they simply felt more kinship with the mammal-like brothers than they ever could with a tree. How could they guess from looking at a tree what it was thinking or how it was responding to them? No, if they had to say something difficult to a pequenino, it would be first to a brother, not to a fathertree.
Of course, once they called Planter in to Ela"s office, closed the door, and started to explain, Ender realized that talking to a brother was hardly an improvement. Even after thirty years of living and working with them, Ender still wasn"t good at reading any but the crudest and most obvious of pequenino body language. Planter listened in seeming unconcern as Ender explained what they had thought of during the conversation with Jane and w.a.n.g-mu. He wasn"t impa.s.sive. Rather he seemed to sit as restlessly in his chair as a small boy, constantly shifting, looking away from them, gazing off into s.p.a.ce as if their words were unspeakably boring. Ender knew, of course, that eye contact didn"t mean the same thing to the pequeninos that it did to humans; they neither sought it nor avoided it. Where you looked while you were listening was almost completely unimportant to them. But usually the pequeninos who worked closely with humans tried to act in ways that human beings would interpret as paying attention. Planter was good at it, but right now he wasn"t even trying.
Not till they had explained it all did Ender realize how much self-restraint Planter had shown even to remain on the chair until they were done. The moment they told him they were finished, he bounded off the chair and began to run-- no, to scamper scamper around the room, touching everything. Not striking it, not lashing out with violence as a human being might have, hitting things, throwing things. Rather he was stroking everything he found, feeling the textures. Ender stood, wanting to reach out to him, to offer some comfort-- for he knew enough of pequenino behavior to recognize this as such aberrant behavior that it could only mean great distress. around the room, touching everything. Not striking it, not lashing out with violence as a human being might have, hitting things, throwing things. Rather he was stroking everything he found, feeling the textures. Ender stood, wanting to reach out to him, to offer some comfort-- for he knew enough of pequenino behavior to recognize this as such aberrant behavior that it could only mean great distress.
Planter ran until he was exhausted, and then he went on, lurching around the room drunkenly until at last he b.u.mped into Ender and threw his arms around him, clinging to him. For a moment Ender thought to embrace him back, but then he remembered that Planter wasn"t human. An embrace didn"t call for an answering embrace. Planter was clinging to him as he would cling to a tree. Seeking the comfort of a trunk. A safe place to hold onto until the danger pa.s.sed. There would be less, not more comfort if Ender responded like a human and hugged him back. This was a time when Ender had to answer like a tree. So he held still and waited. Waited and held still. Until at last the trembling stopped.
When Planter pulled away from him, both their bodies were covered with sweat. I guess there"s a limit to how treelike I can be, thought Ender. Or do brothertrees and fathertrees give off moisture to the brothers who cling to them?
"This is very surprising," whispered Planter.
The words were so absurdly mild, compared to the scene that had just played out before them, that Ender couldn"t help laughing aloud.
"Yes," said Ender. "I imagine it is."
"It"s not funny to them them," Ela said.
"He knows that," said Valentine.
"He mustn"t laugh, then," she said. "You can"t laugh when Planter"s in so much pain pain." And then she burst into tears.
Valentine put a hand on her shoulder. "He laughs, you cry," she said. "Planter runs around and climbs trees. What strange animals we all are."
"Everything comes from the descolada," said Planter. "The third life, the mothertree, the fathertrees. Maybe even our minds. Maybe we were only tree rats when the descolada came and made false ramen out of us."
"Real ramen," said Valentine. ramen," said Valentine.
"We don"t know it"s true," said Ela. "It"s a hypothesis."
"It"s very very very very very true," said Planter. "Truer than truth."
"How do you know?"
"Everything fits. Planetary regulation-- I know about this, I studied gaialogy and the whole time I thought, how can this teacher tell us these things when every pequenino can look around and see that they"re false? But if we know that the descolada is changing us, making us act to regulate the planetary systems--"
"What can the descolada possibly make you you do that could regulate the planet?" said Ela. do that could regulate the planet?" said Ela.