Theresa said nothing.
Mother said, "Darling," to one of them. Theresa wasn"t sure who.
When n.o.body responded, Mother rose and staggered into the kitchen, telling the AI to finish its cooking, then store the meat and vegetables and mounds of stuffing for later this week, and into next year.
Theresa kept staring at her father, trying to understand why she was so disappointed, and angry, and sad.
He averted his eyes, then said, "I know."What did he know?
"You"re right," he confessed. "You caught me. You know!"
But Theresa couldn"t make herself ask, "What am I right about?"
A citizen of unalloyed strength, yet she couldn"t summon enough air to ask, "What is it, Father? What am I supposed to know?"
The Hope Dome was older than the players. Led by Miami, a consortium of cities had built that gaudy gla.s.s and carbon-fiber structure out on the continental shelf. Its playing field lay nearly fifty meters beneath the water"s surface, and rising ocean levels combined with the new generation of hurricanes had caused problems. One of the bowl officials even repeated that tired joke that it was hope holding back the Atlantic. But then he winked slyly and said, "Don"t worry." He unlocked a heavy door next to State"s locker, revealing an enormous room filled with roaring bilge pumps whose only purpose, he boasted, was to send a river"s worth of tiny leaks back into the sea.
In contrast to the palace-like Dome, the playing field was utterly ordinary.
Its dimensions and black earth and fluorescent-fed gra.s.s made it identical to a thousand other indoor facilities.
The day after Christmas, and both teams were given the traditional tour of the Dome and its field. To help extract the last greasy drama out of the blandness, Tech was still finishing its walk-through when State arrived. On the field together, with cameras and the world watching, the teams got their first naked-eye look at one another. And with a hundred million people waiting for anything, the two Heisman candidates met, and without any fuss, the two politely shook hands.
The Wildman offered Theresa several flavors of surprise.
The first surprise was his appearance. She had seen endless images of man-child, and she"d been near plenty of 1-1-2041s. But the running back was still impressive. There was bison in him, she had heard. And gorilla. And what might have been Siberian tiger genes. Plus something with an enormous capacity to grow bone. Elephant, perhaps. Something in the shape of his enormous head reminded her of the ancient mammoth skulls that she"d seen haunting the university museum.
The second surprise was the Wildman"s mannerisms. A bowl official, nervous enough to shiver, introduced the two of them, then practically threw himself backward. But the boy was polite, and in a pa.s.sing way, charming.
"We meet," he grunted. "Finally."
Theresa stared at the swollen incisors and the giant dog eyes, and telling herself not to stumble over her tongue, she offered her hand and said, "h.e.l.lo," with the same pleasant voice she used on every new friend.
The Wildman took her hand gently. Almost too softly to be felt.
And with a thin humor, he said, "What do you think they would do? If we got down on our knees and grazed?"
Then the third surprise said, "Alan."
And the fourth surprise added, "You"re just joking. Aren"t you, son?"
Parents weren"t normally allowed to travel with the players. But the Wildes appeared to be the exception. Theresa later learned that they accompanied him everywhere, always. Pulling her hand out of Alan"s giant hand, she offered them a smile, and the mother said, "How are you, dear?"
The father offered, "I"m an admirer." His right hand was plastic. Lifelike, but not alive. Retrieving his hand, he added, "We"re all admirers, of course."
How did he lose the limb? she wondered.
Because it was the polite thing to say, Theresa told them, "The best of luck to you. All of you."
Together, the Wildes wished her the same cliche. Then they said, "Alan," in a shared voice.
Practiced, and firmly patient.
The boy stared at Theresa for a long moment, his face unreadable. Perhaps there was nothing there to read. Then with a deep ba.s.s voice, he said, "Later."
"Later," she echoed.Two hundred kilos of muscle and armored bone pivoted, walking away with his tiny, seemingly fragile parents flanking him-each adult holding tightly to one of the hands and whispering.
Encouragements, or sage advice. Or grave warnings about the world.
Even with her spectacular ears, Theresa couldn"t hear enough to tell.
Days meant light practices, then the daily press conferences where every ludicrous question was asked and asked again with a linebacker"s single-mindedness. Then the evenings were stuffed full of tightly orchestrated fun: Cookouts. A parade. Seats at a nuclear polka concert. Then a beach party held in both teams" honor.
It was on the beach that the Tech quarterback, Mosgrove, made a half-joking comment. "You know what we should do? Together, I mean." And he told the other 1-1-2041s, thinking they would laugh about it.
But instead of laughing, a plan was drawn up between the sea trout dinner and the banana split dessert.
On New Year"s Eve, coaches put their teams to bed at ten o"clock. That was the tradition. And an hour later, exactly twenty-two of their players crept out of their beds and their hotel rooms, slipping down to the same beach to gather in two distinct groups.
At midnight and for the next three minutes and twenty-one seconds, no one said one word. With fireworks and laser arrays going off on all sides, their eyes were pointed at the foot-chewed sand, and every face grew solemn. Reflective. Then Theresa said, "Now," and looked up, suddenly aware of the electricity pa.s.sing between them.
What was she feeling? She couldn"t put a name to it. Whatever it was, it was warm, and real, and it felt closer even than the warm salty air.
Still divided along team lines, the players quietly walked off the beach.
Theresa meant to return straight to bed, even though she wouldn"t sleep. But she stopped first at the ladies" room, then happened past one of several hotel bars, a familiar face smiling out at her from the darkness, a thick hand waving her closer.
He was sitting alone in a booth, which surprised her.
With that slick, aw shucks voice, he asked, "Are my boys finding their way home again? Or am I going to have to get myself a posse?"
"They"ll end up in their rooms," she a.s.sured.
"Sit," said the coach. Followed by, "Please."
She squeezed her legs under the booth. Marlboro cuddled with his beer, but he hadn"t been alone for long. The cultured leather beneath Theresa was still warm. But not the seat next to her, she noted. And she found herself wondering who was here first.
"Buy you a drink, young lady?"
She didn"t answer.
He laughed with that easy charm, touched the order pad and said, "Water, please. Just water."
"I really should leave," she told Marlboro.
But before she could make her legs move, he said, "You pegged me. That last time I came calling, you saw right through that brown s.h.i.t I was flinging. About needing you for quarterback, and all that." A wink, then he added, "I was lying. Wasn"t I?"
She didn"t say one word.
Chilled water arrived, and Theresa found herself dipping into a strange paranoia. Mosgrove had suggested that meeting on the beach because Theresa had to come past this bar, and Coach Jones was waiting to ambush her, slipping some drug into her system so that tomorrow, in front of the entire world, she would fail.
A silly thought. But she found herself shuddering, if only because it was finally beginning to sink in...what was going to happen tomorrow...
She didn"t speak, but Marlboro couldn"t let the silence continue. After finishing his beer and ordering another, he leaned over and spoke quietly, with intensity. He told her, "You saw through me. I"ll give youthat. But you know something, young lady? You"re not the only shrewd soul at this table."
"No?" she replied.
Softly. With an unexpected tentativeness.
Then she forced herself to take a sip of her chilled water, licking her lips before asking, "What did you see in me?"
"Nothing," Marlboro said.
Then he leaned back and picked up the fresh beer gla.s.s, sucking down half of its contents before admitting. "I don"t read you kids well. It"s the muscles in your faces. They don"t telephone emotions like they should."
She said, "Good."
He laughed again. Nothing was drunk about the man, but something about the eyes and mouth told her that he had been drinking for a long while. Nothing was drunk about the voice, but the words had even more sparkle and speed than usual. "Why do you think it is, young lady? All this noise and anguish about a game? A f.u.c.king little game that uses a hundred meters of gra.s.s and a ball that doesn"t know enough to keep itself round?"
"I don"t know-" she started.
"You"re the favorite," he interrupted. "State is, I mean. According to polls, the general public hopes that I"m beat. You know why? Cause I"ve got twelve of you kids, and Rickover has only ten. And it takes eleven to play. Which means that on your team, at least one pure-human is always out there. He might be full of steroids and fake blood, and he"s only going to last one set of downs, at most. But he"s as close to being one of them b.u.t.ter-b.u.t.ts as anyone on either team. And those b.u.t.ter-b.u.t.ts, those fans of yours and mine, identify with Mr. Steroid. Which is why in their hearts they want Tech to stumble."
Theresa watched the dark eyes, the quick wide mouth. For some reason, she couldn"t force herself to offer any comment, no matter how small.
"And there"s that matter of coaches," said Marlboro. "I"m the G.o.dless one, and Rickover is G.o.d"s Chosen, and I bet that"s good enough for ten or twenty million church-goers. They"re putting their prayers on the good man."
She thought of those days last summer-the pain and humiliation of practically begging for a spot on the roster, all while that good man watched from a distance-and she secretly bristled. Less secretly, she took a deep breath, looking away and asking him finally, "If it isn"t me, who? Who do you see through?"
"Parents," he said. Pointblank.
"My folks?" she asked.
"And all the others too," Marlboro promised. Then he took a pull of beer, grinned and added, "They"re pretty much the same. Sad f.u.c.k failures who want to bend the rules of biology and nature as much as they can, diluting their blood and their own talents, thinking that"s what it takes for them to have genuinely successful children."
Theresa thought of her father"s Christmas tantrum.
More beer, then Marlboro said, "Yeah, your parents. They"re the same as the others. All of "em brought you kids into existence, and only later, when it was too late, they realized what it meant. Like the poor Wildes. Their kid"s designed for awesome strength and useful rage, and so much has gone so wrong that they can"t get a moment"s rest. They"re scared. And with reason. They seem like nice people, but I guarantee you, young lady, that"s what happens when you"re torn up by guilt. You keep yourself sweet and nice, because if you falter, even for a second, who knows what you"ll betray about your real self?"
Theresa sighed, then grudgingly finished her water. If there was a poison in this booth, it didn"t come inside a thick blister of gla.s.s.
"Darling." A thick, slurring feminine voice broke the silence, saying, "Darling," a second time, with too much air. "Marl, honey."
A hand lay on the tabletop. Theresa found herself looking at it and at the fat diamond riding the ring finger. She asked herself what was wrong with that hand. It was too long, and its flesh wore a thin golden fur, and the fingernails were thick and curved and obviously sharp. Theresa blinked and looked up at the very young woman, and in that instant, the coach said, "My fiancee. Ivana Buckleman. Honey, this is theenemy. Theresa Varner-"
"How are you?" said the fiancee, a mouthful of cougar teeth giving the words that distinctive, airy sound. Then she offered the long hand, and the two women shook, nothing friendly about the gesture.
With blue cat-eyes staring, Ivana asked, "Shouldn"t you be asleep, miss? You"ve got a big day tomorrow."
Marlboro said nothing, drinking in the jealousy.
Theresa surrendered her place, then said, "Good luck, Coach."
He stared at her, and grinned, and finally said, "You know perfectly well, girl. There"s no such bird."
Coach Rickover was famous for avoiding pre-game pep talks. Football was war, and you did it. Or you didn"t do it. But if you needed your emotions cranked up with colored lights, then you probably shouldn"t be one of his players.
And yet.
Before the opening kickover, Rickover called everyone to the sideline. An acoustic umbrella was set up over the team, drowning out the roar of a hundred thousand fans and a dozen competing bands and the dull thunder of a pa.s.sing storm. And with a voice that couldn"t have been more calm, he told them, "Whatever happens tonight, I am extraordinarily proud of you. All of you. Ability is something given by G.o.d. But discipline and determination are yours alone. And after all my years in coaching, I can say without reservation, I"ve never been so proud and pleased with any team. Ever.
"Whatever happens tonight," he continued, "this is my final game. Tomorrow morning, I retire as your coach. The Lord has told me it"s time. And you"re first to hear the news. Not even my wife knows. Not my a.s.sistant coaches. Look at their faces, if you don"t believe me."
Then looking squarely at Theresa, he added, "Whatever happens, I want to thank you. Thank you for teaching an old man a thing or two about heart, and spirit, and pa.s.sion for a game that he thought he already knew...."
The umbrella was dismantled, the various thunders descending on them.
Theresa still disliked the man. But despite that hard-won feeling, or maybe because of it, a lump got up into her throat and refused to go away.
The kickoff set the tone.
Man O War received the ball deep in the end zone, dropped his head and charged, skipping past defenders, then blockers-1-1-2041s, mostly-reaching his thirty-five meter line with an avenue open to Tech"s end zone. But the Wildman slammed into him from the side, flinging that long graceful body across the side line and into the first row of seats, his big-cat speed and the crack of pads on pads causing a hundred thousand fans to go silent.
State"s top receiver couldn"t play for the first set of downs. His broken left hand had to be set first, then secured in a cast.
Without Man O War, Theresa worked her team down to the enemy"s forty. But for the first time that season, the opening drive bogged down, and she punted the ball past the end zone, and Tech"s first possession started at their twenty.
Three plays, and they scored.
Mosgrove threw one perfect pa.s.s. Then the Wildman charged up the middle twice, putting his shoulders into defenders and twisting around whatever he couldn"t intimidate. Playing ABM, Theresa tackled him on his second run. But they were five meters inside the end zone, and a referee fixed his yellow laser on her, marking her for a personal foul-a bizarre call considering she was the one bruised and bleeding here.
Man O War returned, and on the first play from scrimmage, he caught a sixty meter bullet, broke two tackles, and scored.
But the extra point was blocked.
7-6, read every giant holo board. In flickering, flame-colored numbers.
The next Tech drive ate up nearly seven minutes, ending with a three meter plunge up the middle. TheWildman was wearing the entire State team when he crossed the line-except for a pure-human boy whose collarbone and various ribs had been shattered, and who lay on the field until the medical cart could come and claim him.
14-6.